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adie, twenty. 5'3. latina. gemini. taken by my love bryson. kinky. cat lover, cuddling, weed and stormy nights. music and film enthusiast. does what she wants. currently an art student n model. v friendly n sweet. chill but direct. puts friends happiness before hers. always looking for attention. sub. always horny. literate only please!!! no drama pls because it never was that serious #daddyrp 🌸 #literaterp
i also deleted my entire feed so i could honor my boy, properly this time. ethan, where do i even start? i started to not only fall for you, but fall in love with you on the dry day that we started talking. how is it possible? i think don't know. but you said something that remains in my mind. "maybe we were love at first conversation", which you thought was so cheesy but i still think is the cutest thing ever. because i truthfully couldn't agree more. when we first talked, i knew there was something there. i knew we were meant to me something because we just had this immediate connection, this spark of you will, that would not go out. and i didn't want it to. you spoke so poetically, and when you didn't even know me that well, you spoke so highly of me, as if we were already still together. and that right there just shows me that we are meant to me. there are more than seven billion people in this whole entire world, and i have found the person who has and will continue to make every hard time worth the pain. before i met you e, i, as a human being was broken. i had lost my footing, if you will, on my own sanity. and i didn't think that i would ever find a permanent source of happiness again. but here i am, over a month into the relationship that i would give my life for, happier than ever. and it's all because of you, baby. every single day, you text me these poetic things and you still your emotions to me and i'm in love with the way you do this and every single fucking thing about you. i wasn't necessarily sure that i believed in love actual true love before i met you. but now that i feel it, it's the realist thing ever. and i don't want it to stop. i don't want us to stop, ever. so many people say 'the moment i stop loving you, is the moment the earth stops turning'. but the earth could one day stop turning. and i will never stop loving you. so for me, it is, 'the moment i stop loving you is never.' because i will never stop being in love with you. there aren't enough words in english or italian or any of the languages to explain how much love i hold in my heart for you. i would do anything to make you happy, baby. i would do anything just to see your cute
I know we've recently gone through a rough patch, where we both lashed out, insulted, and dropped one another as friends. However, I am more than ecstatic that we're back to how we used to be. Together as friends.
I wanted to remind you of something you haven't been focusing on much lately— that is, that you're fucking strong. You manage to hold yourself up all on your own whenever something bad happens to you, and that isn't because of your friends, but because of you. You give yourself power to be strong enough to continue going no matter what life decides to throw at you. If people decide to leave you, to play you, to use you for their own personal gain, then they are not meant to be in your life. They are gone for a reason. They failed you as a friend, a lover, whatever their relation is to you. That's on them, not you. Don't ever best yourself up because someone else decided to take your kindness to their advantage.
I love you, a lot, Bon. I know I can often times neglect you, brush you aside, but I still love you all the same. Whatever is hurting you will soon pass. You are worth everything good, and if someone doesn't give you that, then they aren't worth it. I'll always be here for when you need a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold, or a jaw to punch. No matter what you need, I'll drop everything and be by your side. You're my best friend. You deserve to be treated like fucking gold and nothing less. Please stay strong, babe. You have lots of people here willing to carry you along the way if needed. Stay safe, stay smiling, and I love you.