I have to admit that I hated you at some point. I had to for me to forget you. I hated you for breaking my heart and my soul. I hated you for making me feel so small. I hated you because you made my life a mess. I hated you because you used me. I hated you because you left me broken.
But I have moved on. I have to let go of all the ill feelings that I’ve had for you. And I wont forgive you. Up to this day, I am still reminded of you. I am not in love with you anymore but there’s still a space in my heart that will never ever be filled.
I am a lot better now though the pain changed me. I am more guarded. I am no longer the same person you met years ago. I guess my experiences made me mature and it was a journey that I came back from alive. It made me stronger, and I want to thank you for that.
I do not regret that I met you. I do not regret that I loved you. I do not regret that I didn’t hold back. I do not regret that I gave all that I had to you.
Love is supposed to be easy but ours was a battle that I had to face and endure every single day.