Yes!! These are just pictures off of the internet, but that can change if you send me pictures (and videos if u have any) of YOUR BIRDS, of YOUR BEARS, of YOUR BEES, of any mammal, avian, or insect!!!! Pls I’m desperate
I want to appreciate them
Politeness costs so little and yet can give so much to both ourselves and the recipients.
However, too many times perople will think we're a pushover hust because we're helpful or try to take advantage of kind act.
There's something refreshing meeting a person who's polite, confident and knows exactly what there about and treats us the same. Michael Rahn
Sometimes I wonder why I have tried so hard for so long to find an inner peace that I have never found. It is during days like this I ask myself why I bothered fighting for my life for so long. I have so many people I love and want to live for, but I am beyond tired, exhausted and feeling so very low, it feels easier to give up. I know that I have stuff left to work on, I am starting my trauma therapy in January, but I have thought that maybe my exhaustion is not just my arthritis and numerous infections. Maybe I haven't given myself enough energy or time to recover from the physical trauma of starving myself for over a decade. Whilst 2400 calories feels so high for my maintenance. I know that if I even go 50 calories under for a few days Iose weight that week, equally an extra bit of exercise can do the same. I am walking a tight rope with my body eating just the very minimum. Maybe if my body isn't just surviving, but instead living, I can start living too. Yes, life seems too tough and tiring and overwhelming and I really don't think I can cope any longer. I am giving myself a week to think, to try to read up on quasi recovery and see if I fit the criteria. If I do perhaps I have a chance to live, and perhaps my life is worth fighting for. One week, one week to find hope, one week to find a solution and one week to regain control over my life and health.
Thank you to #damnthediets for your amazing youtube content which led me to not give up tonight.