The Bumbl Illustration #etsy shop will be opening for Valentines orders very, very soon! 😍 with a new range, and some old favourites making a comeback - I'm so excited! This is a new design coming to the shop ❤️❤️❤️
La ceneri di una vita.
Ashes of life.
A kiss in the wind.
It has never been easy. Life kept throwing even more absurds at as every day. While most of my friends in relationship were dating cheerfully, we struggled for something to eat, working at mcdonalds, cleaning toilets at the cinema on the graveyard shift, making extra money helping unloading the trucks in the warehouses, trying to complete our degree in the meantime. We used to eat pasta solo for five days straigth or plain bread, stolen from our flatmate. We had our windows blinded with styrofoam and carpets (Russia style!) because the walls in our flat were crooked. Sometimes we didn't get to see each other at all during the whole week because of our shifts. Sometimes we drank ourselves numb to sleep. Sometimes we cried, asking how long is it going to continue like this.
It has been two years now and I still cannot say if our life is back on track now. We still barely see each other because of my small amount of passes and it's probably not going to change for the next months or even years. But I am doing it all for us and for our future.
Because I have grown to hate and love this man. Because he's my own personal psycho. Because of his sweet sweet insanity and genius. Because he is the only one who has been with me through all these shitty times and hasn't even for one moment doubted in us. For the laughs and smiles, tears and frowns, all the nights sleepless from anxiety and fear, all the long goodbyes and times we waited. For not leaving my side. I want to be with you until our lives turn to ash.