Im in love with you.
Finally i feel good enough to say it sober.
When I look into the future i imagine you carrying me in your arms down a fucking carpet, us both wearing white dresses. Youd look beautiful. I want to hold your hand. And kiss you. And its hard to talk to you when i think of you with him. Him. Him. It should be me. I want you. Its been you. And Jesus fuck you tell me to rant and how am i supposed to say HEY GORGEOUS ID LOVE TO WAKE UP TO YOU FOR THE REST OF MY GODDAMN LIFE BUT I CANT TELL YOU THAT. i want to kiss you, darling fuck. I want to. So i dont know. Send me a sign in the stars, throw me a lifeline. Anything to tell me i can love you to the moon and back as long as the world goes around the sun. Because you, my dear are my sunshine. And my world seems to revolve around you. This is one of my many love letters to you. May they be continued.
This is why I'm going back to black and white.
I am not a photographer.
I will never be one. I will never get what I should from my photos, unless I insist it's my "passion" or my "career" and beg for a "chance". Unless I "prove" myself.
I would rather not.
See, I don't need your validation, I just need your support and opportunities.
But I do take photos. If you ever need some.
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