I've come to believe that 'How bad do you want it?' is more of 'Are you patient and willing enough for me to clear and set this path for you?'. I've heard it numerous times about how God works in His own time and often if not always, His plans are always more grandeur and better than ours. So He'll be there asking you... Are you willing to endure the discomfort as I pave way for your peace? Are you willing to work through your certification before I help you understand how to apply it? Are you willing to remain faithful as I mold you and your future spouse? Are you willing to audition as I create space in their office for you? Are you willing to love even when you don't receive any love? Are you willing to accept the mission even though it looks nothing like your blueprint? Are you willing to trust me despite everything going wrong?
So I'm learning that it isn't about all the miles or deeds I am willing to put in. He's teaching me that He's already gone ahead of me and cleared the weeds for me. No matter how long it takes, I just need to exercise faith the size of a mustard seed, even when I don't feel like it or when I spend days running into months crying, and have a bit more patient.
A lotus represents many things to different cultures; beauty, fertility, divinity, ever-renewing youth. But did you know that 99% of a lotus is located beneath the surface? So even though it's beautiful, it's value is rooted far below.
That is how is pray to be. I don't want to find my value in just what is on my surface but what is deep inside.
I strive to be loving, kind, godly, sweet, honest and a beautiful person overall.
Thank you so much @jonlivefreemarquez for the beautiful representation of this and @rkrisleephoto for the photo. ❤️ #pinkhair#lotustattoo#tattoogirl#mondaymotivation#photography#tattooalchemy#inked#garden#smize#prettygirls#beautifulinsideout
Okay ya'll... So I here I am coming back from an awesome three day weekend + break from Instagram. I'm FINALLY feeling good and recovered from my wisdom teeth removal surgery. #HonestyHour I haven't seen the gym in almost 2 weeks. But Drew and I have been using this awesome #everlastboxing fitness set I got him for his birthday here. It's actually really fun and gets my heart rate up, which is at least something. Anyway here I am trying to stage a neat Instagram photo and our little Luna decides now is the time to show Tyra Banks she wants to be on top. Look at that fierce #smize . My goal this week is to say hello to the gym again and get back on track. Happy MONDAY night friends 😸