so, it's been a while.
i am no longer living defined by my eating disorder; i am no longer living half-dead.
i still struggle with body image and insecurity, but there are days and moments now where i choose to remind myself that i am worthy of living. i am whole, i am enough.
and i am A L I V E , dammit!
so here's me on the beach a few months back, on a day when i felt bloated and uncomfortable but had a beautiful time with dear friends and chose to not be my own enemy for once. and what a beautiful day that was ✌🏻
[MY BABY IS 2 TOMORROW] Throwback to this very moment... Hand on my heart, my ever hopeful quest for life fulfilled was the day this little boy entered my life ❤️ Anyone who knows me well knows that 110% this boy has made me come #ALIVE . I swear I couldn't love Madden any more than I do today, but yet tomorrow and every day there after somehow my heart expands to love him more ✨
This little teacher of mine has taught me so much, it’s so true what they say, these little people don't care about what happened yesterday, they don't care what's even freken happening tomorrow, all they care about is TODAY, right now, this very moment! They exist in the here and now and what a beautiful thing that is, that is something that Madden teaches me everyday, to be grateful for each moment we are given and for that, above all, I’m thankful and forever debted because it has changed how I go about this life 🙏🏼 They say we are the one to teach and guide our children through this journey, but holy hell perhaps they are the ones teaching more of that to us ❤️ Ok I’m going to go have a little happy cry right now 😭 One more sleep baby boy 🎈🎁🎉 Happy 2nd Birthday eve! 🍰🎈❤️
Perut Ibu yang penuh carut-marut ini.... Adalah tanda dari setiap nafasmu yang berhembus,
Setiap kedipan mata besarmu yang bersiap melihat dunia,
Setiap gerakan bibir kecil yang menguap karena kamu mengantuk dibuai seharian penuh.
Setiap isapan ibu jari yang sudah bisa kamu lakukan di dalam sana.
Setiap kali kamu cegukkan hingga Ibu merasakannya.
Bahkan tanda dari setiap mimpi-mimpi indah kamu bersama Ibu yang dulu tiada pernah terpisahkan.
Kini perut Ibu yang carut-marut ini memang tak lagi indah,
Bahkan ada yang bilang perut Ibu tak cantik lagi.
Tak mengapa, Ibu rela karena perut ini dulu adalah tempat buaianmu.
Dan itu adalah relung tempat Ibu memeluk dari dalam,
Hingga Ibu cukup kuat menggendongmu dengan tangab sendiri.
Makanya, bagaimanapun carut-marutnya perut Ibu ini.
Ibu memandangnya sebagai sesuatu yang sangat cantik, dan menyimpan sejuta kenangan yang Indah.
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The three best things from my Thursday are... 1️⃣ Being super excited for Sherry's 21st tonight and being dressed up in my cocktail attire all day. My sleeves are super crinkled but I don't even mind! 2️⃣ Today (and especially double writing) seemed to go on forever. But I'm stoked with the confidence that some of my lower writers got today. As well as making time for EVERYONE to share and give feedback. I don't remember the last time it all came together so perfectly. 3️⃣ With double writing done and dusted as well as the first round of Pats Maths and Comprehension finished for now. I'm actually ahead and tomorrow hoping to smash out at least 6 running records. Organisation is finally (more) on point and it only took 4 terms! Now I just need to bring some of that efficiency into my job applications. Photography by @jameasons #motivation#motivationalquotes#change#remarkable#alive#living#passion#dream#hustle#lifeofadventure#lifeisshort#aspire#smart#knowledge#knowledgeispower#growth#growthmindset
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Come and share in an amazing night at Awake Studio Gympie
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This year has been about letting go for me.
Letting go of quilt, repressed memories, fear, expectations, and allowing myself to really feel what was happening in my body mind, and soul.
The journey I am about to embark on is connected to all the #metoo posts that have been beautifully voiced and will soon be revealed. The evening Feels will be a release of that journey that has been repressed inside me my entire life, and I am ready to be heard, and ready to give a safe space for others to be heard male and female.
Awakenthevoice, is my new podcast which will be released the evening of “Feels” Nov 4th 2017. AWAKENTHEVOICE, is a safe forum for the human race to speak anonymously about their stories. Anxiety Depression, Love, Sexual Abuse and so much more. Nov 4th is the evening that connects the heartbeat to the voice. 7 pieces will be presented this evening and all we will be intertwined with the voices of the podcast.
Truth is Confronting. Evil is Confronting because so much of it Exists. Love is Confronting. Pain is Confronting. The more we acknowledge it, the more we can be our authentic self.
THIS is what I have learned this year.
If you are in a place in your life that you need to FEEL and want to FEEL, come to this evening of dance, music, and VOICES of truth and substance. If you are scared to FEEL, come to this evening because you are protected, supported, and loved in all of your imperfection, perfections, and traumas. This night is about shedding the skin and remembering what it is to be raw and human.
I want to thank my best friends, my family, for supporting me in this night, and having my back every damn day. I wouldn't know what AWAKE STUDIO was if it wasn't for you, helping me to see and to feel, and to be very much AWAKE. GYMPIE is my home. AWAKE STUDIO has saved my life. This night is a reflection of that.
THEGYPSYGRIND will be on site sharing their beautiful business of coffee and love.
“The bravest thing I have ever done was continuing to live when I wanted to die.” - Juliette Lewis
I want to thank everyone who is still sending me messages asking me for help with their own story of depression and for trusting me!
To help those who are suffering from depression is to understand that they don’t control their thoughts but their thoughts control them.
Liebe Ladies, am 10. und 11. November ist es soweit:
Die ICF Women's Conference: Ladies Lounge 2017 - ALIVE - findet statt.
Unsere Speaker sind: ✭ Frauke Teichen
✭ Susanna Bigger (CH) und
✭ Christine Caine (AUS)
Und du bist herzlich mit deinen Freundinnen, Schwestern und Mutter eingeladen. <3
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