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dinnerrr + half of this again 🙌🏻 mexican pork and tortillas 💛. Also if you've seen my story you'll have seen the AMAZING box of things I have for dessert 😏. (tw?) If  being honest, I'm really struggling with my sugar intake, plus planning my intake ridgedly to fit my macros. No, I've not been restricting calories, but I have been restricting. Alongside this I've also been looking up more foodie things, (is today I was watching a film about sugar), planning what I'm going to eat more than usual, weighing and generally getting more anxious around food 🙄. Anorexia is a sneaky little bitch honestly, and all I'm th making right now is how much 'I'm definitely not struggling with an ed = I can just make 'healthy choices''. During the worst of my ed I never ever cared about macros or anything like this, so it's a bit strange. BUT IM NOT GONNA RELAPSE. I honestly didn't want to think when I saw the box of macaroons, but I'm still gonna have some!! 1) they're super tasty 😋 2) they're literally my favourites 3) why not? . ...
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dinnerrr + half of this again 🙌🏻 mexican pork and tortillas 💛. Also if you've seen my story you'll have seen the AMAZING box of things I have for dessert 😏. (tw?) If being honest, I'm really struggling with my sugar intake, plus planning my intake ridgedly to fit my macros. No, I've not been restricting calories, but I have been restricting. Alongside this I've also been looking up more foodie things, (is today I was watching a film about sugar), planning what I'm going to eat more than usual, weighing and generally getting more anxious around food 🙄. Anorexia is a sneaky little bitch honestly, and all I'm th making right now is how much 'I'm definitely not struggling with an ed = I can just make 'healthy choices''. During the worst of my ed I never ever cared about macros or anything like this, so it's a bit strange. BUT IM NOT GONNA RELAPSE. I honestly didn't want to think when I saw the box of macaroons, but I'm still gonna have some!! 1) they're super tasty 😋 2) they're literally my favourites 3) why not? . ... .. . .. ... .... ..... #recovery  #edrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edfamily  #edcommunity  #balancednotclean  #bethebiggerbully  #recoverywin  #mentalhealthawareness  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #fuckana  #gainingweightiscool  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anafighter  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anasoldier  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #nourishnotpunish 
Bonzoir 👋 Ça va ça va? Moi oui 😊 mais je passe vite vite 💨 parce que j'ai encore 174 choses à faire 📋 mais les Oeuilles se ferment tout seuls 😪

Ce Soir c'est Crêpes Party 🎉 Fest-Noz à la Bretonne la prochaine fois je mets la Bigoudaine 🎩 Eh bien je le suis absolument régalée avec
▪Galette de Sarrasin 🌾
▪Beurre Salé bien sûr 😎
▪Oeuf 🐣
▪Oignons fondus ♨️
▪Champignons Sautés 🍄
▪Chavroux 🧀
▪Faisselle 🐄 Oh ben c'est la 2eme du jour ça non 🤔? Pas grave y a jamais trop de Faisselle ☝️ Voilà donc comme j'ai dit je passe rapidou 🏃‍♀️ Ce matin c'était Nutri et cet aprem Kiné 👨‍⚕️👩‍⚕️ mais ça va c'est des Humains gentils 👽

Mais pour demain je vais au Lycée en Canoë 🚣‍♀️ ou en Licorne si elle est pas trop fatiguée 🦄

Je vous aime fort ❤ Belle Nuit 🌙

Des bisous 😚

Keep fighting #ana #anafighter #anasoldier #anawarrior #fightana #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edsoldier #edwarrior #anorexie #anorexique #anorexia #anoressia #eattobeatit #foodisfuel #strongnotskinny #moncombat #onlacherien #diner #dinner #eat #positive #fight #crepe #egg
Bonzoir 👋 Ça va ça va? Moi oui 😊 mais je passe vite vite 💨 parce que j'ai encore 174 choses à faire 📋 mais les Oeuilles se ferment tout seuls 😪 Ce Soir c'est Crêpes Party 🎉 Fest-Noz à la Bretonne la prochaine fois je mets la Bigoudaine 🎩 Eh bien je le suis absolument régalée avec ▪Galette de Sarrasin 🌾 ▪Beurre Salé bien sûr 😎 ▪Oeuf 🐣 ▪Oignons fondus ♨️ ▪Champignons Sautés 🍄 ▪Chavroux 🧀 ▪Faisselle 🐄 Oh ben c'est la 2eme du jour ça non 🤔? Pas grave y a jamais trop de Faisselle ☝️ Voilà donc comme j'ai dit je passe rapidou 🏃‍♀️ Ce matin c'était Nutri et cet aprem Kiné 👨‍⚕️👩‍⚕️ mais ça va c'est des Humains gentils 👽 Mais pour demain je vais au Lycée en Canoë 🚣‍♀️ ou en Licorne si elle est pas trop fatiguée 🦄 Je vous aime fort ❤ Belle Nuit 🌙 Des bisous 😚 Keep fighting #ana  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #fightana  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #edrecovery  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anorexie  #anorexique  #anorexia  #anoressia  #eattobeatit  #foodisfuel  #strongnotskinny  #moncombat  #onlacherien  #diner  #dinner  #eat  #positive  #fight  #crepe  #egg 
Buonasera stelline 🌠
Eccomi spuntare all'ora di cena 🍴(proprio come vi avevo predetto l'altro giorno 🔙) dopo un Giovedí a dir poco i n f i n i t o 😩 che non so neanche da che parte cominciare a raccontarvi ad essere onesta😣
Ci sono talmente tante cose da dire che riordinare le idee non sarà cosa semplice.. Allora allora, credo sia doveroso partire dal DH di stamattina 🏥👇
Appena arrivata in reparto mi hanno fatta accomodare dalla Dietista 👩‍⚕️ che mi ha pesata rilevando una situazione più o meno stabile con una lieve fluttuazione in positivo 📈
Sarò totalmente sincera con voi ✋🏼 non amo parlare in fattori numerici (...) e lo sapete 😔 ma, dall'inizio del percorso con questa equipe (quindi da dopo il ricovero di circa un anno fa), ho recuperato solo un chilo scarso. 
Questo é stato scritto nella cartella stamani. 'Un chilo non é minimamente sufficiente in tutto questo tempo, se ti fossi impegnata e avessi seguito le direttive e ridotto l'iperattività a quest'ora avrei davvero potuto concederti un primo approccio con lo sport a cui tanto dici di aspirare. É evidente che da sola riesci a muoverti di poco cara. Se non sei determinata a sufficienza non vale la pena neanche di porci domande. Possiamo lavorare quando abbiamo di base una consapevolezza e una ricerca del benessere costante, tu non hai dimostrato granché fino ad oggi'.
Le parole della dietista sono state fredde e pesanti ma le ho accettate di buon grado come accetto sempre i vostri consigli e opinioni 🙏 che, ultimamente, riflettono i suoi pensieri a pieno. So quanto abbiate ragione, so di aver sbagliato e di continuare a sbagliare nel mio approccio alle cure.. Non ho incamerato bene l'idea del cambiamento effettivo e solo nelle ultime due settimane ci sto lavorando con maggiore impegno. 
Subito dopo, terminato lo spuntino tra mille riflessioni 💭, ho avuto modo di confrontarmi con la Psichiatra. Ha sentito il reparto di Siena 📞 e, come promesso, da domani avranno una dimissione che libererà un letto disponibile per le procedure di trasferimento già da Martedì mattina. 'Loro ci sono e tengono la porta aperta per te, tu e la tua mamma avete questo fine settimana per organizzarvi e decidere ⤵️
Buonasera stelline 🌠 Eccomi spuntare all'ora di cena 🍴(proprio come vi avevo predetto l'altro giorno 🔙) dopo un Giovedí a dir poco i n f i n i t o 😩 che non so neanche da che parte cominciare a raccontarvi ad essere onesta😣 Ci sono talmente tante cose da dire che riordinare le idee non sarà cosa semplice.. Allora allora, credo sia doveroso partire dal DH di stamattina 🏥👇 Appena arrivata in reparto mi hanno fatta accomodare dalla Dietista 👩‍⚕️ che mi ha pesata rilevando una situazione più o meno stabile con una lieve fluttuazione in positivo 📈 Sarò totalmente sincera con voi ✋🏼 non amo parlare in fattori numerici (...) e lo sapete 😔 ma, dall'inizio del percorso con questa equipe (quindi da dopo il ricovero di circa un anno fa), ho recuperato solo un chilo scarso. Questo é stato scritto nella cartella stamani. 'Un chilo non é minimamente sufficiente in tutto questo tempo, se ti fossi impegnata e avessi seguito le direttive e ridotto l'iperattività a quest'ora avrei davvero potuto concederti un primo approccio con lo sport a cui tanto dici di aspirare. É evidente che da sola riesci a muoverti di poco cara. Se non sei determinata a sufficienza non vale la pena neanche di porci domande. Possiamo lavorare quando abbiamo di base una consapevolezza e una ricerca del benessere costante, tu non hai dimostrato granché fino ad oggi'. Le parole della dietista sono state fredde e pesanti ma le ho accettate di buon grado come accetto sempre i vostri consigli e opinioni 🙏 che, ultimamente, riflettono i suoi pensieri a pieno. So quanto abbiate ragione, so di aver sbagliato e di continuare a sbagliare nel mio approccio alle cure.. Non ho incamerato bene l'idea del cambiamento effettivo e solo nelle ultime due settimane ci sto lavorando con maggiore impegno. Subito dopo, terminato lo spuntino tra mille riflessioni 💭, ho avuto modo di confrontarmi con la Psichiatra. Ha sentito il reparto di Siena 📞 e, come promesso, da domani avranno una dimissione che libererà un letto disponibile per le procedure di trasferimento già da Martedì mattina. 'Loro ci sono e tengono la porta aperta per te, tu e la tua mamma avete questo fine settimana per organizzarvi e decidere ⤵️
After an afternoon snacking on chocolate fingers and milka daim, nothing like a warm bread my mother brought with ham and a glass of milk 🥛
After an afternoon snacking on chocolate fingers and milka daim, nothing like a warm bread my mother brought with ham and a glass of milk 🥛
dinner tonight is an omelette with veggies!
I don't have them very often but they are delicious💚💛💜
today was another tough one and I felt super low for most of it.
1 MORE DAY TILL THE WEEKEND!
then I can sleep and don't have to see people.
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dinner tonight is an omelette with veggies! I don't have them very often but they are delicious💚💛💜 today was another tough one and I felt super low for most of it. 1 MORE DAY TILL THE WEEKEND! then I can sleep and don't have to see people. .... #anorexia  #anxiety  #ocd  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #ed  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #ana  #anarecovery  #anasoldier  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edfamily  #depression  #sad  #health  #food  #strongnotskinny  #stopthestigma  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #anorexiafighter  #strong  #warrior 
This was my lunch at university today: a pretzel 🥨 with two slices of cheese 🧀 and tomato 🍅 basil 🌿 cottage cheese, which is just amazing. Today the most embarrassing thing in my entire life happened: I got a panic attack at university... 😐😐 Thursday always is horrible because I have university from 7 to 18.30 and today it got all to much. The thoughts about studying, about my term papers, about my depression, the urge to self harm and my eating disorder. I couldn’t think rational again and suddenly I bursted into tears (in class ...) and couldn’t stop anymore. I felt so dizzy and shaky and horrible and so embarrassed as well... my friends were so so lovely and cute and tried to help and support me and cheered me up a lot , so there’s one positive thing in This horrible day. I’m proud to say that I found true friends ❤️ gosh such a horrible day, everything I want right now is going home and start crying again. Didn’t had such a horrible day for so so long ... sorry for the negativity, i SWEAR the next posts will be more positive again ❤️❤️ #ana#anawho#anasoldier#anarecovery#beatana#anorexia#anorexianervosa#anorexiarecovery#ed#edarmy#edrecovery#edsoldier#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderecovery#recovery#recoverycanbe#healthy#recoveryisworthit#healthynotskinny#recoveryispossible#strongnotskinny#weightgain#eatforhealth#prorecovery#feedfightfreedom#staystrong#boobsnotbones#balancednotclean
This was my lunch at university today: a pretzel 🥨 with two slices of cheese 🧀 and tomato 🍅 basil 🌿 cottage cheese, which is just amazing. Today the most embarrassing thing in my entire life happened: I got a panic attack at university... 😐😐 Thursday always is horrible because I have university from 7 to 18.30 and today it got all to much. The thoughts about studying, about my term papers, about my depression, the urge to self harm and my eating disorder. I couldn’t think rational again and suddenly I bursted into tears (in class ...) and couldn’t stop anymore. I felt so dizzy and shaky and horrible and so embarrassed as well... my friends were so so lovely and cute and tried to help and support me and cheered me up a lot , so there’s one positive thing in This horrible day. I’m proud to say that I found true friends ❤️ gosh such a horrible day, everything I want right now is going home and start crying again. Didn’t had such a horrible day for so so long ... sorry for the negativity, i SWEAR the next posts will be more positive again ❤️❤️ #ana #anawho #anasoldier #anarecovery #beatana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ed #edarmy #edrecovery #edsoldier #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderecovery #recovery #recoverycanbe #healthy #recoveryisworthit #healthynotskinny #recoveryispossible #strongnotskinny #weightgain #eatforhealth #prorecovery #feedfightfreedom #staystrong #boobsnotbones #balancednotclean 
Creme egg 😍 and apple juice. Managed to eat my snack at school today rather than drinking it. It was difficult but I did it. Facing challenges is tricky but important. Stay strong beauties 💜 #cremeegg #cremeeggs #juice #applejuice #snack #afternoonsnack #prorecovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #anawarrior #anawarriors #anasoldier #anasoldiers #edwarrior #edwarriors #edsolider #edsoldiers #beatana #beatanorexia #nourishtoflorish #nourishnotpunish
Creme egg 😍 and apple juice. Managed to eat my snack at school today rather than drinking it. It was difficult but I did it. Facing challenges is tricky but important. Stay strong beauties 💜 #cremeegg  #cremeeggs  #juice  #applejuice  #snack  #afternoonsnack  #prorecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosarecovery  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #anawarrior  #anawarriors  #anasoldier  #anasoldiers  #edwarrior  #edwarriors  #edsolider  #edsoldiers  #beatana  #beatanorexia  #nourishtoflorish  #nourishnotpunish 
challanging myself for lunch with a BBQ chicken and bacon wrap 😍 dont normally go to McDonald's. haven't had one since i was 5 , was really missing out😍 very full though and regretting it now😣😣
#anorexic #ana #purginganorexia #CAMHS #anorexia #anorexìanervosa #health #mentalhealth #mental #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anafighter #anarecovery #anafighters #edrecovery #edwarrior #anasoldier #fightana #edfam #anamia #edfamily #beatana #fightingtogether #realrecovery #eatingdisorder
challanging myself for lunch with a BBQ chicken and bacon wrap 😍 dont normally go to McDonald's. haven't had one since i was 5 , was really missing out😍 very full though and regretting it now😣😣 #anorexic  #ana  #purginganorexia  #CAMHS  #anorexia  #anorexìanervosa  #health  #mentalhealth  #mental  #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anafighter  #anarecovery  #anafighters  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #anasoldier  #fightana  #edfam  #anamia  #edfamily  #beatana  #fightingtogether  #realrecovery  #eatingdisorder 
Delicious pasta with chicken for lunch 🤘maybe you think I’m eating less than I say I am (or maybe not lool) BUT THATS IS BECAUSE I’M NOT POSTING ALL MY SNACKING IN BETWEEN ANYMORE! I decided it’s easier for my stomach and even better for my mind so it’s doesn’t think I have to “validate” food by putting it in here (I never thought that, by you never know how anorexia plays so..)- just to be clear that I’m reaching 3000!! And I honestly thank you all for the concern and your lovely messages 😘 have a nice afternoon! (I will meet a friend and then study for my last exam tomorrow)
Delicious pasta with chicken for lunch 🤘maybe you think I’m eating less than I say I am (or maybe not lool) BUT THATS IS BECAUSE I’M NOT POSTING ALL MY SNACKING IN BETWEEN ANYMORE! I decided it’s easier for my stomach and even better for my mind so it’s doesn’t think I have to “validate” food by putting it in here (I never thought that, by you never know how anorexia plays so..)- just to be clear that I’m reaching 3000!! And I honestly thank you all for the concern and your lovely messages 😘 have a nice afternoon! (I will meet a friend and then study for my last exam tomorrow)
Breakfast prepping 😋😋👍 gotta get fueled up before all my examinations today so having this big bowl of @lovemysilk very vanilla soy milk, @lovegrown sea stars, blueberries, and maple syrup alongside some grape juice #recovering #veganrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #eatingdisoder #deliciousness #recoverywin #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #plantbased #minniemaud #deliciousfood  #edawareness #balance #inpatientrecovery #anawho #dinner #health #orthorexia #hospital #weightrestoration #staystrong #recoveryispossible #whatveganseat
Breakfast prepping 😋😋👍 gotta get fueled up before all my examinations today so having this big bowl of @lovemysilk very vanilla soy milk, @lovegrown sea stars, blueberries, and maple syrup alongside some grape juice #recovering  #veganrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #eatingdisoder  #deliciousness  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #plantbased  #minniemaud  #deliciousfood  #edawareness  #balance  #inpatientrecovery  #anawho  #dinner  #health  #orthorexia  #hospital  #weightrestoration  #staystrong  #recoveryispossible  #whatveganseat 
My dinner last night including a HUGE MOUND OF RICE whAhah no joke it was so good though! My mum isn't here right no so it's my dad and I cooking 💁🏼. He has no idea of portion sizes and sometimes gives me sooo much which can be hard... but his cooking is so good! I'm really thankful that now I can be trusted to actually eat, so I make my own breakfast and stuff and actually enjoy it 🙌🏻. I'm so busy right now so it's v stressful (why I'm not posting much) but on the other hand life's okay right now! Have a good day guys ☺️🙏🏻
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#recovery #edrecovery #recoveryispossible #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #edfam #edfamily #edcommunity #balancednotclean #bethebiggerbully #recoverywin #mentalhealthawareness #prorecovery #realrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #fuckana #gainingweightiscool #edfighter #edsoldier #edwarrior #anafighter #anawho #anawarrior #anasoldier #anarecovery #eatingdisorder #nourishnotpunish
My dinner last night including a HUGE MOUND OF RICE whAhah no joke it was so good though! My mum isn't here right no so it's my dad and I cooking 💁🏼. He has no idea of portion sizes and sometimes gives me sooo much which can be hard... but his cooking is so good! I'm really thankful that now I can be trusted to actually eat, so I make my own breakfast and stuff and actually enjoy it 🙌🏻. I'm so busy right now so it's v stressful (why I'm not posting much) but on the other hand life's okay right now! Have a good day guys ☺️🙏🏻 . ... .. . .. ... .... ..... #recovery  #edrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edfamily  #edcommunity  #balancednotclean  #bethebiggerbully  #recoverywin  #mentalhealthawareness  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #fuckana  #gainingweightiscool  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anafighter  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anasoldier  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #nourishnotpunish 
Yummy #lunch was roasted aubergine🍆, parsnips🥕 and pepper🌶 with some cherry tomatoes🍅
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Feeling a bit guilty now as the aubergine was roasted in oil...😶
TWE
Therapy now and later going to do the school stuff I've missed today (didn't go to school because I had an examination at the hospital👨‍⚕️)
First time seeing my therapist since my parents decided to send me inpatient again. Really hope it'll go well.
See ya later guys  xxx
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#anorexia #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery 
#recovery #recovering #anasoldier #anawarrior #anafighter #warrior #food #fight #eatingdisorder #keepfighting #keepgoing #staystrong #hope #nevergiveup
Yummy #lunch  was roasted aubergine🍆, parsnips🥕 and pepper🌶 with some cherry tomatoes🍅 • TW Feeling a bit guilty now as the aubergine was roasted in oil...😶 TWE Therapy now and later going to do the school stuff I've missed today (didn't go to school because I had an examination at the hospital👨‍⚕️) First time seeing my therapist since my parents decided to send me inpatient again. Really hope it'll go well. See ya later guys xxx 🌟🌙🌟🌙🌟🌙🌟🌙🌟🌙🌟🌙 #anorexia  #ana  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery  #recovering  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #warrior  #food  #fight  #eatingdisorder  #keepfighting  #keepgoing  #staystrong  #hope  #nevergiveup 
#morning snack eaten at the hospital (pic taken at home)
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UPDATE (TW):
As you know two weeks ago, in my last appointment I was threatened to go inpatient if I didn’t gain today. So, I went scared as hell to my appointment. I started Minnie Maud on Monday, and even though it’s been 4 days eating 3000+, something happened. I gained. I finally gained. You cannot imagine my relief knowing I wouldn’t stay at the hospital.
But I think I gained too much too fast, for the amount I’m eating? I mean I gained 3,4 kg in 4 days. Wtf how is this possible??? I admit I was so scared to go inpatient that I drank a lot of water before the weigh in but still I’m shocked. BUT DESPITE MY GAIN I WILL KEEP FIGHTING BECAUSE I STILL NEED TO GAIN. I STILL NEED TO FIGHT FOR MY ERASMUS IN AUSTRIA AND MY LIFE. I told my doctor about Minnie Maud and she thought it was great she only warned me to stop if my head couldn’t keep up with the weight gain...but I’ll keep doing it until reaching a healthy weight...
OH AND GOOD NEWS!!! I can stop taking my medicine powder and it changed for a dessert supplement (a specific one lool) but at least is better than the powder and tastes better.
Thank you for reading! 🙏🏻
#morning  snack eaten at the hospital (pic taken at home) ——————————————- UPDATE (TW): As you know two weeks ago, in my last appointment I was threatened to go inpatient if I didn’t gain today. So, I went scared as hell to my appointment. I started Minnie Maud on Monday, and even though it’s been 4 days eating 3000+, something happened. I gained. I finally gained. You cannot imagine my relief knowing I wouldn’t stay at the hospital. But I think I gained too much too fast, for the amount I’m eating? I mean I gained 3,4 kg in 4 days. Wtf how is this possible??? I admit I was so scared to go inpatient that I drank a lot of water before the weigh in but still I’m shocked. BUT DESPITE MY GAIN I WILL KEEP FIGHTING BECAUSE I STILL NEED TO GAIN. I STILL NEED TO FIGHT FOR MY ERASMUS IN AUSTRIA AND MY LIFE. I told my doctor about Minnie Maud and she thought it was great she only warned me to stop if my head couldn’t keep up with the weight gain...but I’ll keep doing it until reaching a healthy weight... OH AND GOOD NEWS!!! I can stop taking my medicine powder and it changed for a dessert supplement (a specific one lool) but at least is better than the powder and tastes better. Thank you for reading! 🙏🏻
My food diary of the day + an unpictured milo and 6 big strawberries ! 💗😍🤗 yes i ate like a lot of fish and pork today and even drank some soup my mom made after a very filling dinner ! 💚💘😇 I even ate 2 bowls of vanilla ice cream today and a big orange cake with 2 cupcakes ! 😊💓🙆 I'm like super duper full now... 🙈  #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexicrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiafood #fooddiary #realcovery #encouragement #bodypositivity #edfighter #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #anawarrior #anafighter #edcommunity #recoverywin #edfam #edfamily #prorecovery #fearfood #achievement  #foodisfuel
#anasoldier #edsoldier #edsurvivor
My food diary of the day + an unpictured milo and 6 big strawberries ! 💗😍🤗 yes i ate like a lot of fish and pork today and even drank some soup my mom made after a very filling dinner ! 💚💘😇 I even ate 2 bowls of vanilla ice cream today and a big orange cake with 2 cupcakes ! 😊💓🙆 I'm like super duper full now... 🙈 #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexicrecovery  #recovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiafood  #fooddiary  #realcovery  #encouragement  #bodypositivity  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edcommunity  #recoverywin  #edfam  #edfamily  #prorecovery  #fearfood  #achievement  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #edsoldier  #edsurvivor 
@quakeroatsuk #showusyouroats breakfast was banana and apple oatmeal with the rest of the banana as topping (it was HUGGEEE) and blueberries as toppings 💚 last night was difficult(don’t want to talk about it) but today I’m not going to give up! Life is amazing and ana can’t ruin that 💜 please keep fighting!!! I believe in all of u #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #recovery2018 #recoverisworthit #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edfam #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #recoveryfamily #food #edwarrior #gaininglifenotweight #fighting #strong #edrecovery #recoveryfood #recoverywin #edcommunity
@quakeroatsuk #showusyouroats  breakfast was banana and apple oatmeal with the rest of the banana as topping (it was HUGGEEE) and blueberries as toppings 💚 last night was difficult(don’t want to talk about it) but today I’m not going to give up! Life is amazing and ana can’t ruin that 💜 please keep fighting!!! I believe in all of u #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexia  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery2018  #recoverisworthit  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryfamily  #food  #edwarrior  #gaininglifenotweight  #fighting  #strong  #edrecovery  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edcommunity 
I think this is a perfect description of mental illness.
even if everything around you is perfect, you can still feel utterly hopeless.
even if have dozens of people around you, you can still feel utterly lonely.
remember that you have the ability to change the painting around you.
you can add something more to the image or get a blank canvas.
either way you are moving forward!
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#anorexia #anxiety #ocd #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealth #anxietyquotes #strongnotskinny #stopthestigma #health #food #warrior #strong #disassociation #ed #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #ana #anarecovery #anasoldier #anafighter #anawarrior #eatingdisorder #edfamily #eatittobeatit #depression #sadquotes
I think this is a perfect description of mental illness. even if everything around you is perfect, you can still feel utterly hopeless. even if have dozens of people around you, you can still feel utterly lonely. remember that you have the ability to change the painting around you. you can add something more to the image or get a blank canvas. either way you are moving forward! .... #anorexia  #anxiety  #ocd  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #anxietyquotes  #strongnotskinny  #stopthestigma  #health  #food  #warrior  #strong  #disassociation  #ed  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #ana  #anarecovery  #anasoldier  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #eatingdisorder  #edfamily  #eatittobeatit  #depression  #sadquotes 
Good morning lovelies🌼
Today I have the longest day at school🏫 but I keep telling🗣 myself it’s only 2✌🏻 more days till the weekend😍😍 Breakfast this morning was: • an activia blueberry 🍇 yoghurt 🍦 • 2 ✌🏻#mulinobianco  biscuits🍪🥖🍪🥖 • 3✌🏻☝🏻 #galbusera honey 🍯 biscuits🍪🔆🍪🔆🍪🔆 • 1☝🏻 #misuraweb extrafibre biscuit🍪 🌾

Wish you all a lovely day❣️ #edwarrior #edfighter #edrecovery #edawareness #eatingdisorder #anafighter #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #anorexianervosa #anawarrior #anorexia #recovery #breakfast #biscuits #yoghurt #fooddiary #foodblogger #anawho
Good morning lovelies🌼 Today I have the longest day at school🏫 but I keep telling🗣 myself it’s only 2✌🏻 more days till the weekend😍😍 Breakfast this morning was: • an activia blueberry 🍇 yoghurt 🍦 • 2 ✌🏻#mulinobianco  biscuits🍪🥖🍪🥖 • 3✌🏻☝🏻 #galbusera  honey 🍯 biscuits🍪🔆🍪🔆🍪🔆 • 1☝🏻 #misuraweb  extrafibre biscuit🍪 🌾 Wish you all a lovely day❣️ #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #edawareness  #eatingdisorder  #anafighter  #anorexiarecovery  #anasoldier  #anorexianervosa  #anawarrior  #anorexia  #recovery  #breakfast  #biscuits  #yoghurt  #fooddiary  #foodblogger  #anawho 
Good morning!! ——————————————
Breakfast was Cheerios with milk plus a toast with Nutella. As I told you in my stories I will only post one thing from my meals (sometimes more) but not necessarily everything, because I don’t have to take pics of everything I eat..
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Going to the nutritionist appointment now...I hope I’ve gained otherwise I’m going inpatient. Wish me luck 🤞
Good morning!! —————————————— Breakfast was Cheerios with milk plus a toast with Nutella. As I told you in my stories I will only post one thing from my meals (sometimes more) but not necessarily everything, because I don’t have to take pics of everything I eat.. ————————————— Going to the nutritionist appointment now...I hope I’ve gained otherwise I’m going inpatient. Wish me luck 🤞
Muesli, toast with almond butter and apple juice for breakfast. First time trying almond butter and I would definitely recommend. Have a wonderful day everyone. #breakfast #muesli #toast #almondbutter #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anawarrior #anawarriors #anasoldier #anasoldiers #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #edwarriors #edsoldier #edsoliders #prorecovery #beatana #beatanorexia #beatanorexianervosa #nourishtoflorish #nourishnotpunish #keepfighting
Muesli, toast with almond butter and apple juice for breakfast. First time trying almond butter and I would definitely recommend. Have a wonderful day everyone. #breakfast  #muesli  #toast  #almondbutter  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anawarrior  #anawarriors  #anasoldier  #anasoldiers  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #edwarriors  #edsoldier  #edsoliders  #prorecovery  #beatana  #beatanorexia  #beatanorexianervosa  #nourishtoflorish  #nourishnotpunish  #keepfighting 
This delicious lemon soda along with mini mango mochi and very vanilla soy milk for nightsnack! 🥛🍋🍡 hope you all have had an amazing day and stay strong 💕 #recovering #veganrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #eatingdisoder #deliciousness #recoverywin #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #plantbased #minniemaud #deliciousfood  #edawareness #balance #inpatientrecovery #anawho #dinner #health #orthorexia #hospital #weightrestoration #staystrong #recoveryispossible #whatveganseat
This delicious lemon soda along with mini mango mochi and very vanilla soy milk for nightsnack! 🥛🍋🍡 hope you all have had an amazing day and stay strong 💕 #recovering  #veganrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #eatingdisoder  #deliciousness  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #plantbased  #minniemaud  #deliciousfood  #edawareness  #balance  #inpatientrecovery  #anawho  #dinner  #health  #orthorexia  #hospital  #weightrestoration  #staystrong  #recoveryispossible  #whatveganseat 
Having yesterday’s delicious dinner all over again tonight — garlic and herb quinoa, wild blueberry dressing, avocado, and cranberries alongside a glass of pineapple juice 🍍🥑😍 had a great time at class orientation but I found out I have to take an essay, math, and reading test tomorrow to get in, so that will be fun 😳😬the classes look great though so I’m excited nonetheless 👍 hope you all had a great Wednesday 💜💜 #recovering #veganrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #eatingdisoder #deliciousness #recoverywin #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #plantbased #minniemaud #deliciousfood  #edawareness #balance #inpatientrecovery #anawho #dinner #health #orthorexia #hospital #weightrestoration #staystrong #recoveryispossible #whatveganseat
Having yesterday’s delicious dinner all over again tonight — garlic and herb quinoa, wild blueberry dressing, avocado, and cranberries alongside a glass of pineapple juice 🍍🥑😍 had a great time at class orientation but I found out I have to take an essay, math, and reading test tomorrow to get in, so that will be fun 😳😬the classes look great though so I’m excited nonetheless 👍 hope you all had a great Wednesday 💜💜 #recovering  #veganrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #eatingdisoder  #deliciousness  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #plantbased  #minniemaud  #deliciousfood  #edawareness  #balance  #inpatientrecovery  #anawho  #dinner  #health  #orthorexia  #hospital  #weightrestoration  #staystrong  #recoveryispossible  #whatveganseat 
TW?? Tonight was extremely difficult 😔 I was set on not eating anything and I cried for 2hours, but suddenly something came over me and I ate 💚 tonight has been one of the most difficult days of my life and I was so close to self harming(I didn’t) 😬 I had quinoa and bulger wheat with avo, tomatoes and soy sauce 💖 it was so difficult and so much but I did it and I’m not going to tell ana win #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #recovery2018 #recoverisworthit #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edfam #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #recoveryfamily #food #edwarrior #gaininglifenotweight #fighting #strong #edrecovery #recoveryfood #recoverywin #edcommunity
TW?? Tonight was extremely difficult 😔 I was set on not eating anything and I cried for 2hours, but suddenly something came over me and I ate 💚 tonight has been one of the most difficult days of my life and I was so close to self harming(I didn’t) 😬 I had quinoa and bulger wheat with avo, tomatoes and soy sauce 💖 it was so difficult and so much but I did it and I’m not going to tell ana win #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexia  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery2018  #recoverisworthit  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryfamily  #food  #edwarrior  #gaininglifenotweight  #fighting  #strong  #edrecovery  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edcommunity 
TW-I can't believe these first few picture were only less than 5 months ago!! It makes me cry thinking of how ill I actually was, weighing less than 5 stone, with my family told I may not survive the next few days when I was admitted. Not only have I gained 10 kg already just from then, yes with a lot of kgs still to gain, but my mental health has improved with it. I'm actually starting to live my life and actually look forward to my future again💪🏻
TW-I can't believe these first few picture were only less than 5 months ago!! It makes me cry thinking of how ill I actually was, weighing less than 5 stone, with my family told I may not survive the next few days when I was admitted. Not only have I gained 10 kg already just from then, yes with a lot of kgs still to gain, but my mental health has improved with it. I'm actually starting to live my life and actually look forward to my future again💪🏻
Heyy 💗 Today was another good day 😊 School was good and after school my boyfriend and I went shopping in Antwerp ☺️ It was fun and seeing him always makes me forget all my problems. For breaki I tried a smoothie bowl and it was sooo good!! My mom also went to the market and bought a roast chicken (I feel kinda guilty cause its not vegetarian 😕) and some baklavas. I had a baklava and it was amazing 💪🏻 I’m kicking Ana’s boney butt 😂.
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- Breakfast: smoothie bowl (strawberries 🍓+ raspberries + oats + seeds + soy milk) and a small bowl of Brinta
- MS: 2 clementines 🍊 + some raspberries
- Lunch: 4 small slices of bread + pumpkin hummus and ham (not vegetarian but it was all we had... 😕)
- AS: 2 small slices of gingerbread
- Dinner: Roast chicken 🐔+ baked (!) potatoes + salad + applesauce 🍎
- NS: small smoothie bowl (addicted 😂) with chia seeds + one baklava 😋
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Goodnight lovelies 💓💫
Heyy 💗 Today was another good day 😊 School was good and after school my boyfriend and I went shopping in Antwerp ☺️ It was fun and seeing him always makes me forget all my problems. For breaki I tried a smoothie bowl and it was sooo good!! My mom also went to the market and bought a roast chicken (I feel kinda guilty cause its not vegetarian 😕) and some baklavas. I had a baklava and it was amazing 💪🏻 I’m kicking Ana’s boney butt 😂. | | - Breakfast: smoothie bowl (strawberries 🍓+ raspberries + oats + seeds + soy milk) and a small bowl of Brinta - MS: 2 clementines 🍊 + some raspberries - Lunch: 4 small slices of bread + pumpkin hummus and ham (not vegetarian but it was all we had... 😕) - AS: 2 small slices of gingerbread - Dinner: Roast chicken 🐔+ baked (!) potatoes + salad + applesauce 🍎 - NS: small smoothie bowl (addicted 😂) with chia seeds + one baklava 😋 | | Goodnight lovelies 💓💫
Tried some of this @deliciouslyella granola for night snack and omgggg 😍😍 Just the smell of it almost made sent me to heaven 🤤 So cinnamon-y and crunchy, you seriously need to buy this stuff, it’s incredible and perfect post training 🕺🏻🏃‍♀️❤️ #recovery#recovering#recoverywin#edrecovery#anarecovery#2fab4ana#anorexianervosa#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#realrecovery#recoveryisworthit#recoveryispossible#anorexiarecovery#beatana#fuckana#anawho#anafighter#anasoldier#anawarrior#edfighter#edsoldier#edfam#edcommunity#mentalhealthawareness#orthorexia#eatittobeatit#nourishnotpunish#prorecovery#food#foodporn
Tried some of this @deliciouslyella granola for night snack and omgggg 😍😍 Just the smell of it almost made sent me to heaven 🤤 So cinnamon-y and crunchy, you seriously need to buy this stuff, it’s incredible and perfect post training 🕺🏻🏃‍♀️❤️ #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #anarecovery #2fab4ana #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anafighter #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery #food #foodporn 
forgot to take a picture of my dinner because it was so good 🙊 but I captured this gorgeous cheesecake before it disappeared ;)🍰 sometimes the thoughts catch up with you, the vulnerability creeps in. why i’m not thinner, why I’m not underweight anymore, and I think I should be, I should be. but nostalgia is a b*tch than makes you think things were better than they actually were 💭 i miss myself in the heights of my ED, or rather I believe I do, because I don’t miss the fights and obsessions and pain. I still feel guilty though. especially about the things ED makes me do ;(
forgot to take a picture of my dinner because it was so good 🙊 but I captured this gorgeous cheesecake before it disappeared ;)🍰 sometimes the thoughts catch up with you, the vulnerability creeps in. why i’m not thinner, why I’m not underweight anymore, and I think I should be, I should be. but nostalgia is a b*tch than makes you think things were better than they actually were 💭 i miss myself in the heights of my ED, or rather I believe I do, because I don’t miss the fights and obsessions and pain. I still feel guilty though. especially about the things ED makes me do ;(
Good evening my fighters💫
I’ve literally done nothing 🚫 the whole afternoon 🕓 which caused some guilt and bad 👎🏻 thoughts 💭... but I tried my best to not let them impact my mood too much💪🏻 Dinner🍽 tonight was: • 4✌🏻✌🏻 bean and quinoa vegan 🌱 bites🍘🍘🍘🍘 • broccoli 🥦 • 2✌🏻 slices of brown bread 🍞🍞 • a pear 🍐 
Mum👩🏻 is still not back🔙 from work👩🏻‍💻 as she has a late meeting 🗣 she needs to attend. So I cooked up dinner 👩🏻‍🍳 for my sister and my dad👨‍👧. How are you all❓ Hope you’ve all had a good day❣️ #edwarrior #edfighter #edrecovery #edawareness #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #anafighter #anorexianervosa #anawarrior #anorexia #anasoldier #recovery #dinner #bread #beanandquinoabites #broccoli #healthyfood #fooddiary #anawho #foodblogger
Good evening my fighters💫 I’ve literally done nothing 🚫 the whole afternoon 🕓 which caused some guilt and bad 👎🏻 thoughts 💭... but I tried my best to not let them impact my mood too much💪🏻 Dinner🍽 tonight was: • 4✌🏻✌🏻 bean and quinoa vegan 🌱 bites🍘🍘🍘🍘 • broccoli 🥦 • 2✌🏻 slices of brown bread 🍞🍞 • a pear 🍐 Mum👩🏻 is still not back🔙 from work👩🏻‍💻 as she has a late meeting 🗣 she needs to attend. So I cooked up dinner 👩🏻‍🍳 for my sister and my dad👨‍👧. How are you all❓ Hope you’ve all had a good day❣️ #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #edawareness  #eatingdisorder  #anorexiarecovery  #anafighter  #anorexianervosa  #anawarrior  #anorexia  #anasoldier  #recovery  #dinner  #bread  #beanandquinoabites  #broccoli  #healthyfood  #fooddiary  #anawho  #foodblogger 
Dinner was soup + unpictured bread with ham and an apple 🍎 my “pregnant” belly is killing me again 😂
Dinner was soup + unpictured bread with ham and an apple 🍎 my “pregnant” belly is killing me again 😂
I felt sick for quite a lot of the day so eating and drinking was hard😣
today wasn't the best of days but I keep telling myself that I just have two more days until the weekend!
here is just a little more of an insight into what I look like and my cozy pj's💜
hope you all had a good day!
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#anorexia #anxiety #ocd #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealth #anxietyquotes #strongnotskinny #stopthestigma #ocdawareness #ocdproblems #health #food #warrior #strong #disassociation #ed #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #ana #anarecovery #anasoldier #anafighter #anawarrior #eatingdisorder #edfamily #eatittobeatit
I felt sick for quite a lot of the day so eating and drinking was hard😣 today wasn't the best of days but I keep telling myself that I just have two more days until the weekend! here is just a little more of an insight into what I look like and my cozy pj's💜 hope you all had a good day! .... #anorexia  #anxiety  #ocd  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #anxietyquotes  #strongnotskinny  #stopthestigma  #ocdawareness  #ocdproblems  #health  #food  #warrior  #strong  #disassociation  #ed  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #ana  #anarecovery  #anasoldier  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #eatingdisorder  #edfamily  #eatittobeatit 
change of plan. Forget yoghurt, what about a fluffy coffee cream 😍 what could be better? Also I must say I’m loving the quotes you shared yesterday, particularly this one right now from @finding.iris “great things never came from comfort zones”. Any you want to add to the list? #dessert #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
change of plan. Forget yoghurt, what about a fluffy coffee cream 😍 what could be better? Also I must say I’m loving the quotes you shared yesterday, particularly this one right now from @finding.iris “great things never came from comfort zones”. Any you want to add to the list? #dessert  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
Today it’s sunpat peanut butter that’s spitting on Ana’s face. And I’m looking forward to trying my new yoghurts, they’ve got a peach bottom layer a bit like corner yoghurts 😋 hope we’ve all had a good day? It’s been victories all round for me with that delicious cookie earlier in an indie cafe and bus and train travelling 🚂 and now it’s tv time ayyy #sandwichheaven #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
Today it’s sunpat peanut butter that’s spitting on Ana’s face. And I’m looking forward to trying my new yoghurts, they’ve got a peach bottom layer a bit like corner yoghurts 😋 hope we’ve all had a good day? It’s been victories all round for me with that delicious cookie earlier in an indie cafe and bus and train travelling 🚂 and now it’s tv time ayyy #sandwichheaven  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
Vapiano vibes! 🍝
Today was another busy day! Had therapy in the morning, met my lovely Mina afterwards ❤️ had a Vapiano and coffee date with her, along with lots of talks and laughs and I then met someone from uni to do some uni work until just now. So I’m super tired and am looking forward to my bed later 😬😴 #vapiano
Vapiano vibes! 🍝 Today was another busy day! Had therapy in the morning, met my lovely Mina afterwards ❤️ had a Vapiano and coffee date with her, along with lots of talks and laughs and I then met someone from uni to do some uni work until just now. So I’m super tired and am looking forward to my bed later 😬😴 #vapiano 
Swipe ➡️ I have come so far and I'm so proud. Weight gain is one of the scariest things but it's possible and it's necessary. As difficult as it may seem, life gets better despite the weight gain. Keep going. 💜 #weightgain #weightrestored #anawarrior #anawarriors #anasoldier #anasoldiers #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #edsoldiers #edsoldier #edwarrior #edwarriors #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #transformation #prorecovery #recovery #anarecovery #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflorish #nevergiveup #keepfighting #staystrong #beatana #beatanorexia #beatanorexianervosa #comesofar
Swipe ➡️ I have come so far and I'm so proud. Weight gain is one of the scariest things but it's possible and it's necessary. As difficult as it may seem, life gets better despite the weight gain. Keep going. 💜 #weightgain  #weightrestored  #anawarrior  #anawarriors  #anasoldier  #anasoldiers  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #edsoldiers  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #edwarriors  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #transformation  #prorecovery  #recovery  #anarecovery  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflorish  #nevergiveup  #keepfighting  #staystrong  #beatana  #beatanorexia  #beatanorexianervosa  #comesofar 
Il risveglio 'Qualunque fiore tu sia,
quando verra' il tuo tempo, sboccerai.
Prima di allora
una lunga e fredda notte potra' passare.
Anche dai sogni della notte trarrai forza e nutrimento.
Percio' sii paziente verso quanto ti accade
e curati e amati
senza paragonarti
o voler essere un altro fiore,
perche' non esiste fiore migliore di quello
che si apre nella pienezza di cio' che e'.
E quando cio' accadra',
potrai scoprire
che andavi sognando
di essere un fiore
che aveva da fiorire.'
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Un piccolo saluto così questa sera.
Una poesia inviatami da una persona cara, lo scatto del mio tatuaggio, la parola 'Warrior' a far capolino sul mio polso.
Guerriera.
Quello che sono stata per una vita, l'abito indossato da sempre e che da quando sono malata non sento più 'mio' a pieno. 
Un coraggio immenso é quello che ci vuole contro questa bestia, contro quella voce che urla nella mente, contro quell'immagine distorta che abbiamo di noi stesse, del nostro animo, del nostro corpo. 
Non bisogna mai chinare il capo, mai mollare, mai dar modo alla malattia di vincere.
Si combatte, si da battaglia, si urla, si piange ma poi si rinasce.
E la mia speranza é proprio questa, di riuscire a rinascere. Di tornare a sorridere, a vivere, a respirare.
E con questa speranza vi do la buonanotte, in questo mercoledì difficile ma non impossibile.
Una buonanotte dolce, sincera a tutte voi che combattete ogni giorno. A tutte voi guerriere. 💛
Il risveglio 'Qualunque fiore tu sia, quando verra' il tuo tempo, sboccerai. Prima di allora una lunga e fredda notte potra' passare. Anche dai sogni della notte trarrai forza e nutrimento. Percio' sii paziente verso quanto ti accade e curati e amati senza paragonarti o voler essere un altro fiore, perche' non esiste fiore migliore di quello che si apre nella pienezza di cio' che e'. E quando cio' accadra', potrai scoprire che andavi sognando di essere un fiore che aveva da fiorire.' __ Un piccolo saluto così questa sera. Una poesia inviatami da una persona cara, lo scatto del mio tatuaggio, la parola 'Warrior' a far capolino sul mio polso. Guerriera. Quello che sono stata per una vita, l'abito indossato da sempre e che da quando sono malata non sento più 'mio' a pieno. Un coraggio immenso é quello che ci vuole contro questa bestia, contro quella voce che urla nella mente, contro quell'immagine distorta che abbiamo di noi stesse, del nostro animo, del nostro corpo. Non bisogna mai chinare il capo, mai mollare, mai dar modo alla malattia di vincere. Si combatte, si da battaglia, si urla, si piange ma poi si rinasce. E la mia speranza é proprio questa, di riuscire a rinascere. Di tornare a sorridere, a vivere, a respirare. E con questa speranza vi do la buonanotte, in questo mercoledì difficile ma non impossibile. Una buonanotte dolce, sincera a tutte voi che combattete ogni giorno. A tutte voi guerriere. 💛
Afternoon snack with a friend of mine was a croissant with Nutella (!!!) with lemon tea 🍵 omg it was so damn good shshxhhxbdbdbb 😝
Afternoon snack with a friend of mine was a croissant with Nutella (!!!) with lemon tea 🍵 omg it was so damn good shshxhhxbdbdbb 😝
Lunching on a blueberry muffin @larabar with peanut butter, cherry tomatoes, strawberry soy milk, and pineapple juice 🍍🍓🥛🍅🍫🥜 ngl this cold weather is really stressing me out as I’m pretty much stuck inside, but I’m not going to let that get me off track —instead  you can use it to help me to focus on self care. 💪👍#recovering #veganrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #eatingdisoder #deliciousness #recoverywin #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #plantbased #minniemaud #deliciousfood  #edawareness #balance #inpatientrecovery #anawho #dinner #health #orthorexia #hospital #weightrestoration #staystrong #recoveryispossible #whatveganseat
Lunching on a blueberry muffin @larabar with peanut butter, cherry tomatoes, strawberry soy milk, and pineapple juice 🍍🍓🥛🍅🍫🥜 ngl this cold weather is really stressing me out as I’m pretty much stuck inside, but I’m not going to let that get me off track —instead you can use it to help me to focus on self care. 💪👍#recovering  #veganrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #eatingdisoder  #deliciousness  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #plantbased  #minniemaud  #deliciousfood  #edawareness  #balance  #inpatientrecovery  #anawho  #dinner  #health  #orthorexia  #hospital  #weightrestoration  #staystrong  #recoveryispossible  #whatveganseat 
Hi lovelies!! Long time no see.🙈
Just wanted to give you a little update on what’s happening in my life.⭐️
I’ve started school again, and I love it!😁
I also eat lunch in school by myself (with my friends, not completely alone) and it’s hard but I’m doing the best I can.🙌
I had a meeting + weight in today, the meeting went well and we talked about how to think about the eating disorder.💭 It may feel like a friend, but really it’s a gangster making you have a lot of debts.🤚
As fast as you do as it says, the debts are getting bigger and bigger, and there will be consequences.🙃
So fight, every journey begins with a single step. Just managing to eat something by your own is a step, rest the whole day - IT IS PROGRESS AND EVERY STEP TOWARDS RECOVERY IS GOOD.💪
Anyway, tomorrow’s my 18th birthday (😨) and I’m going do to the theory test for my driving license in the morning.😅
I’ll probably update soon again, just needed a little break.🙏
Take care lovelies, and keep fighting.💕
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Hi lovelies!! Long time no see.🙈 Just wanted to give you a little update on what’s happening in my life.⭐️ I’ve started school again, and I love it!😁 I also eat lunch in school by myself (with my friends, not completely alone) and it’s hard but I’m doing the best I can.🙌 I had a meeting + weight in today, the meeting went well and we talked about how to think about the eating disorder.💭 It may feel like a friend, but really it’s a gangster making you have a lot of debts.🤚 As fast as you do as it says, the debts are getting bigger and bigger, and there will be consequences.🙃 So fight, every journey begins with a single step. Just managing to eat something by your own is a step, rest the whole day - IT IS PROGRESS AND EVERY STEP TOWARDS RECOVERY IS GOOD.💪 Anyway, tomorrow’s my 18th birthday (😨) and I’m going do to the theory test for my driving license in the morning.😅 I’ll probably update soon again, just needed a little break.🙏 Take care lovelies, and keep fighting.💕 • #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edwarriors  #edfighters  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anawarrior  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #anorexianervosarecovering  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edsoldier  #edsoldiers  #fuckana  #fuckanorexia  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #recoverywarrior  #recoverywin  #edfamily  #foodisfuel  #ätstörning  #eatingdisorders  #anasoldier  #recoverforboobs  #recoveryquotes 
Anzac cookie get in ma belly!!! Amazing snack this afternoon in an amazing cafe in the amazing Battersea power station! Went there just to have a look round, not to look for flats because half a million pounds for a studio flat is not my kind of budget 😂 £2.50 for a cookie though I will stretch too 😜 hope your day has been delicious, keep fighting my loves 💕 #snack #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
Anzac cookie get in ma belly!!! Amazing snack this afternoon in an amazing cafe in the amazing Battersea power station! Went there just to have a look round, not to look for flats because half a million pounds for a studio flat is not my kind of budget 😂 £2.50 for a cookie though I will stretch too 😜 hope your day has been delicious, keep fighting my loves 💕 #snack  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
Good afternoon lovelies🍂
I’ve just had a really bad👎🏻 argument 🗣 with my sister👱🏻‍♀️ which led to me crying 💦 and she getting what she always wants🙄 I already felt shit after having this snack and she made me feel even worse💩 but I’m still glad that I went against ana😈 and had this childhood fave for afternoon snack😋 Hope you’re all having a better day❣️ #fearfoodchallenge #edfighter #edwarrior #edawareness #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #anorexianervosa #anasoldier #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #recovery #recoveringanorexic #kinder #kindersurprise #eatittobeatit #bethebiggerbully #chocolate #snack #snackgoals #eatingdisorderrecovery #fooddiary #foodblogger
Good afternoon lovelies🍂 I’ve just had a really bad👎🏻 argument 🗣 with my sister👱🏻‍♀️ which led to me crying 💦 and she getting what she always wants🙄 I already felt shit after having this snack and she made me feel even worse💩 but I’m still glad that I went against ana😈 and had this childhood fave for afternoon snack😋 Hope you’re all having a better day❣️ #fearfoodchallenge  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edawareness  #eatingdisorder  #edrecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #anorexianervosa  #anasoldier  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #recovery  #recoveringanorexic  #kinder  #kindersurprise  #eatittobeatit  #bethebiggerbully  #chocolate  #snack  #snackgoals  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fooddiary  #foodblogger 
I cannot believe I forgot to post my deliciously #lunch! I was in such a hurry for my test 😂 the test went fine btw! (I guess, I never know how it goes when we have to write a lot...)
I cannot believe I forgot to post my deliciously #lunch ! I was in such a hurry for my test 😂 the test went fine btw! (I guess, I never know how it goes when we have to write a lot...)
Chocolate oats are definitely my new favorite! 😊😍 I could eat everything chocolate for every meal and snack, I love it so much 😂❤️ This is something I have struggled with my whole life. You can't please everyone. Stop trying to please everyone around you and focus on YOU. It's impossible to please everyone, maybe not everyone will like you and that's OKAY! You need to focus on you, your health, and how YOU'RE feeling. Pursuing Business to become an Event Planner is one of the best decisions I have ever made for ME. 
I went to school for Musical Theatre for 2 1/2 years. I had the strongest support system, friends, and teachers. I got great parts, and people really believed in me. I was going to move to the sitting, start auditioning, and hopefully make it big! After studying it for 2 1/2 years, I realized that it isn't what I wanted. I wouldn't be happy as an actor. In fact, I believe it's part of what triggered my ED. Having tone in shape for roles, eating salads and grilled chicken. When I performed in NYC for a week the ONLY THING I ate that entire week was grilled chicken salads. I got Ben & Jerry's with my friends, but threw it out as we passed a trash can on the street. There is no security or stability when you're an actor. I didn't know if I could have time for a family. I would always be focused on being in shape. I decided that, yes, it is a life that people choose and are happy with, but it wasn't for me, and although many people supported that decision, I couldn't help but feel like I disappointed everyone. I HAD to this for me. This is what I WANTED, and I couldn't focus on pleasing everyone else because I would have been unhappy my entire life. 
Singing and acting will always be there, and I'll always do it for fun! But it was time to come to terms with what I REALLY wanted, and I needed to stop trying to please everyone. Now? I am so much happier than I've ever been 💖❤️ Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my loves. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #anawarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edsoldiers #edwarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #food
Chocolate oats are definitely my new favorite! 😊😍 I could eat everything chocolate for every meal and snack, I love it so much 😂❤️ This is something I have struggled with my whole life. You can't please everyone. Stop trying to please everyone around you and focus on YOU. It's impossible to please everyone, maybe not everyone will like you and that's OKAY! You need to focus on you, your health, and how YOU'RE feeling. Pursuing Business to become an Event Planner is one of the best decisions I have ever made for ME. I went to school for Musical Theatre for 2 1/2 years. I had the strongest support system, friends, and teachers. I got great parts, and people really believed in me. I was going to move to the sitting, start auditioning, and hopefully make it big! After studying it for 2 1/2 years, I realized that it isn't what I wanted. I wouldn't be happy as an actor. In fact, I believe it's part of what triggered my ED. Having tone in shape for roles, eating salads and grilled chicken. When I performed in NYC for a week the ONLY THING I ate that entire week was grilled chicken salads. I got Ben & Jerry's with my friends, but threw it out as we passed a trash can on the street. There is no security or stability when you're an actor. I didn't know if I could have time for a family. I would always be focused on being in shape. I decided that, yes, it is a life that people choose and are happy with, but it wasn't for me, and although many people supported that decision, I couldn't help but feel like I disappointed everyone. I HAD to this for me. This is what I WANTED, and I couldn't focus on pleasing everyone else because I would have been unhappy my entire life. Singing and acting will always be there, and I'll always do it for fun! But it was time to come to terms with what I REALLY wanted, and I needed to stop trying to please everyone. Now? I am so much happier than I've ever been 💖❤️ Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my loves. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldiers  #edwarrior  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #food 
Today I tried out @flapjacked mighty muffins — double chocolate, peanut butter, and chocolate peanut butter — along with strawberry soy milk and pineapple juice for breakfast!! Not exactly like a typical muffin, but nonetheless good with a super soft texture, amazing smell, and gooey chips 😋😋👍 #recovering #veganrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #eatingdisoder #deliciousness #recoverywin #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #plantbased #minniemaud #deliciousfood  #edawareness #balance #inpatientrecovery #anawho #dinner #health #orthorexia #hospital #weightrestoration #staystrong #recoveryispossible #whatveganseat
Today I tried out @flapjacked mighty muffins — double chocolate, peanut butter, and chocolate peanut butter — along with strawberry soy milk and pineapple juice for breakfast!! Not exactly like a typical muffin, but nonetheless good with a super soft texture, amazing smell, and gooey chips 😋😋👍 #recovering  #veganrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #eatingdisoder  #deliciousness  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #plantbased  #minniemaud  #deliciousfood  #edawareness  #balance  #inpatientrecovery  #anawho  #dinner  #health  #orthorexia  #hospital  #weightrestoration  #staystrong  #recoveryispossible  #whatveganseat 
I actually managed to make the journey to the hospital in time for my dietician appointment today, after having to scrape a good seven inches of snow off the top of my car! The appointment went well, it looks like I might have finally gained a little bit, so I don't have to go through the ordeal of increasing my calorie intake this week for once! 🤗Although, another week off work has been prescribed 😞Refuelling with a small strawberry flavoured soy-protein shake before having to make the journey back home! #EDStruggles #BattlingANa #ITried #fearfood #anorexia #ana #AN #anasoldier #anawarrior #beatana #beat #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #FoodBaby #mentalhealth #nourishnotpunish #boobsnotbones #prorecovery #progressnotperfection #recoverywarrior #realrecovery #thestruggleisreal
I actually managed to make the journey to the hospital in time for my dietician appointment today, after having to scrape a good seven inches of snow off the top of my car! The appointment went well, it looks like I might have finally gained a little bit, so I don't have to go through the ordeal of increasing my calorie intake this week for once! 🤗Although, another week off work has been prescribed 😞Refuelling with a small strawberry flavoured soy-protein shake before having to make the journey back home! #EDStruggles  #BattlingANa  #ITried  #fearfood  #anorexia  #ana  #AN  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #beatana  #beat  #edfamily  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #FoodBaby  #mentalhealth  #nourishnotpunish  #boobsnotbones  #prorecovery  #progressnotperfection  #recoverywarrior  #realrecovery  #thestruggleisreal 
Lunch 🍴 was: • rice 🍚 in a tomato 🍅 sauce🥫 with added spinach🌱 and parmesan cheese 🧀 • a plum 🍑

My Spanish 🇪🇸 lesson👩🏼‍🏫 was cancelled 🚫 this morning😍so I managed to get some of my homework📓 done ✅ Dad and I👨‍👧 are now going to take Missy🐶 on a walk👣🐾 and then I’ll probably do some revision 📚 as usual🤓 Hope you’re all having a good day❣️ #edwarrior  #edawareness #edfighter #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anafighter #anorexiarecovery #anawarrior #anorexianervosa #anasoldier #anorexia #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #lunch #risotto #healthyfood #recoveringanorexic #eatittobeatit #fooddiary #foodblogger
Lunch 🍴 was: • rice 🍚 in a tomato 🍅 sauce🥫 with added spinach🌱 and parmesan cheese 🧀 • a plum 🍑 My Spanish 🇪🇸 lesson👩🏼‍🏫 was cancelled 🚫 this morning😍so I managed to get some of my homework📓 done ✅ Dad and I👨‍👧 are now going to take Missy🐶 on a walk👣🐾 and then I’ll probably do some revision 📚 as usual🤓 Hope you’re all having a good day❣️ #edwarrior  #edawareness  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anafighter  #anorexiarecovery  #anawarrior  #anorexianervosa  #anasoldier  #anorexia  #recovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #lunch  #risotto  #healthyfood  #recoveringanorexic  #eatittobeatit  #fooddiary  #foodblogger 
Yo 🤙 ça roule, tout coule mes Poules? Moi ça va bien 😁 Journée normale aujourd'hui et y a un Soleil magnifique 🌞 et un Ciel bleu qui donne envie de voler dedans et croquer les Nuages à pleines dents ☁️ Malheureusement je vais pas vraiment en profiter vu que j'ai plein de travail 📚 Mais bon j'ai une fenêtre devant mon bureau c'est déjà ça 😂 Du coup je vais pas trop traîner non plus 💨 Malgré ma Nature de Limace 🐌

Ce Midi c'est Déjeuner-de-quand-t'étais-petit•e 🍴 Parce que Mercredi c'est le Jour des Enfants 🎈
▪Oeuf au Plat 🍳 au Beurre
▪Cocotte de Haricots verts 🌱 et Pommes de Terre 🥔 (il est un peu moche cet Emoji patate 🤔)
▪Vague reliquat de Sauce Tomate 🍅
▪Clémentine 🍊  c'était l'ultime mais bon quand il s'agit de Miam Miam y a plus aucune pitié 😈
▪Faisselle de l'amour 🐄  Pour avoir du Courage 🙏

Il va falloir que j'essaie de me concentrer avec a) une chienne d'amour qui me fait les yeux doux pour faire joujou 🐶  b) un Soleil très insolent qui me nargue depuis dehors 😝 c) des Travaux chez les Voisins avec pelleteuse et bulldozer 🏗 qui font le bruit dans Troupeau de Mammouths 🐘 pressés d'aller voir le Match de Foot 📺  Mmhh 🤔 'Patience et longueur de temps font plus que force ni que rage ☝️' Comme dirait mon pote Jean ⛲

Allez je vous souhaite un super bel après-midi mes p'tits Coeurs 😻 Profitez bien 👋

Des bisous 😚

Keep fighting #ana #anafighter #anasoldier #anawarrior #fightana #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edsoldier #edwarrior #anorexie #anorexique #anorexia #anoressia #eattobeatit #foodisfuel #strongnotskinny #moncombat #onlacherien #dejeuner #lunch #fight #egg #positive #smile #tomato
Yo 🤙 ça roule, tout coule mes Poules? Moi ça va bien 😁 Journée normale aujourd'hui et y a un Soleil magnifique 🌞 et un Ciel bleu qui donne envie de voler dedans et croquer les Nuages à pleines dents ☁️ Malheureusement je vais pas vraiment en profiter vu que j'ai plein de travail 📚 Mais bon j'ai une fenêtre devant mon bureau c'est déjà ça 😂 Du coup je vais pas trop traîner non plus 💨 Malgré ma Nature de Limace 🐌 Ce Midi c'est Déjeuner-de-quand-t'étais-petit•e 🍴 Parce que Mercredi c'est le Jour des Enfants 🎈 ▪Oeuf au Plat 🍳 au Beurre ▪Cocotte de Haricots verts 🌱 et Pommes de Terre 🥔 (il est un peu moche cet Emoji patate 🤔) ▪Vague reliquat de Sauce Tomate 🍅 ▪Clémentine 🍊 c'était l'ultime mais bon quand il s'agit de Miam Miam y a plus aucune pitié 😈 ▪Faisselle de l'amour 🐄 Pour avoir du Courage 🙏 Il va falloir que j'essaie de me concentrer avec a) une chienne d'amour qui me fait les yeux doux pour faire joujou 🐶 b) un Soleil très insolent qui me nargue depuis dehors 😝 c) des Travaux chez les Voisins avec pelleteuse et bulldozer 🏗 qui font le bruit dans Troupeau de Mammouths 🐘 pressés d'aller voir le Match de Foot 📺 Mmhh 🤔 'Patience et longueur de temps font plus que force ni que rage ☝️' Comme dirait mon pote Jean ⛲ Allez je vous souhaite un super bel après-midi mes p'tits Coeurs 😻 Profitez bien 👋 Des bisous 😚 Keep fighting #ana  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #fightana  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #edrecovery  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anorexie  #anorexique  #anorexia  #anoressia  #eattobeatit  #foodisfuel  #strongnotskinny  #moncombat  #onlacherien  #dejeuner  #lunch  #fight  #egg  #positive  #smile  #tomato 
Buongiorno Noccioline 🐿
Come state quest'oggi? 😊 Io ancora febbricitante 🤒 ed ufficialmente influenzata 🙃! Con tanto di corredino formato da starnuti, naso congestionato e occhioni lucidi 🤧
Stamani avrei voluto postare a colazione ☕ per un saluto 👋 ma.. appena sveglia non sono riuscita minimamente a connettere il cervello (ne tantomeno il cellulare ad internet 😒) quindi eccomi qua! Emersa or ora dai vapori dell'Aereosol che mi ricorda tanto l'infanzia 🙏💕
Siamo soli io e Lion 🐶 a casa per adesso 😞, la Mamy è volata in pasticceria 🍬 poiché, tra tutto ciò che é accaduto ultimamente (rientro a lavoro/visite/DH/possibile ricovero 🔙) ci eravamo completamente scordate del fatto che oggi è il compleanno di mio fratello (!!!) 🎂😢 e siamo dovute 'correre' ai ripari organizzandoci all'ultimo secondo 😔
Fortuna che esce alle 13.30 da scuola 🏤 sennò CIAONE 😂
Provo a prenderla sul ridere 🤗 ma ammetto di essermi sentita un po' una 💩 di sorella.. Con tutta la pazienza, l'impegno e la costanza che lui mette per me io neanche sono riuscita a ricordarmi dei suoi 15 anni 😟
Il minimo che posso fare però è regalargli una giornata serena o quanto meno evitare il più possibile di 'pesare' con le mie ansie, ossessioni, paranoie 😶
Ce la metterò tutta e credo che potrebbe essere il regalo più bello da fargli 🎁☺
Oggi, tra le altre cose, dovrebbe passare il corriere 🚚 con il nuovo Modem 🤘, ci sarà da chiamare il Servizio Clienti per farci mandare il tecnico ad avviare il tutto e, se Dio vuole 🤞, saremo di nuovo attivi! Non vedo l'ora! Così potrò anche informarmi per alcuni corsi Online che la Psico mi aveva consigliato di frequentare l'ultima volta che ci siamo viste 🤔 Essendo una frequentazione estemporanea potrei studiare anche se eventualmente Venerdì dovessi essere a Siena 🏥 quindi.. Perfetto, no? 👌
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Sembro abbastanza serena ma non vi nego la tensione che ho dentro ✋🏼 mentire non mi piace e lo sapete bene.. Non sto decisamente al top, ho molti pensieri 💭 ma sto provando in tutte le maniere a dar battaglia e ad accettare le cose controbilanciando con tutta la positività che riesco a tirar fuori.
Adesso scappo a finire di sistemare la tavola ⤵️
Buongiorno Noccioline 🐿 Come state quest'oggi? 😊 Io ancora febbricitante 🤒 ed ufficialmente influenzata 🙃! Con tanto di corredino formato da starnuti, naso congestionato e occhioni lucidi 🤧 Stamani avrei voluto postare a colazione ☕ per un saluto 👋 ma.. appena sveglia non sono riuscita minimamente a connettere il cervello (ne tantomeno il cellulare ad internet 😒) quindi eccomi qua! Emersa or ora dai vapori dell'Aereosol che mi ricorda tanto l'infanzia 🙏💕 Siamo soli io e Lion 🐶 a casa per adesso 😞, la Mamy è volata in pasticceria 🍬 poiché, tra tutto ciò che é accaduto ultimamente (rientro a lavoro/visite/DH/possibile ricovero 🔙) ci eravamo completamente scordate del fatto che oggi è il compleanno di mio fratello (!!!) 🎂😢 e siamo dovute 'correre' ai ripari organizzandoci all'ultimo secondo 😔 Fortuna che esce alle 13.30 da scuola 🏤 sennò CIAONE 😂 Provo a prenderla sul ridere 🤗 ma ammetto di essermi sentita un po' una 💩 di sorella.. Con tutta la pazienza, l'impegno e la costanza che lui mette per me io neanche sono riuscita a ricordarmi dei suoi 15 anni 😟 Il minimo che posso fare però è regalargli una giornata serena o quanto meno evitare il più possibile di 'pesare' con le mie ansie, ossessioni, paranoie 😶 Ce la metterò tutta e credo che potrebbe essere il regalo più bello da fargli 🎁☺ Oggi, tra le altre cose, dovrebbe passare il corriere 🚚 con il nuovo Modem 🤘, ci sarà da chiamare il Servizio Clienti per farci mandare il tecnico ad avviare il tutto e, se Dio vuole 🤞, saremo di nuovo attivi! Non vedo l'ora! Così potrò anche informarmi per alcuni corsi Online che la Psico mi aveva consigliato di frequentare l'ultima volta che ci siamo viste 🤔 Essendo una frequentazione estemporanea potrei studiare anche se eventualmente Venerdì dovessi essere a Siena 🏥 quindi.. Perfetto, no? 👌 __ Sembro abbastanza serena ma non vi nego la tensione che ho dentro ✋🏼 mentire non mi piace e lo sapete bene.. Non sto decisamente al top, ho molti pensieri 💭 ma sto provando in tutte le maniere a dar battaglia e ad accettare le cose controbilanciando con tutta la positività che riesco a tirar fuori. Adesso scappo a finire di sistemare la tavola ⤵️
Morning snack in the library 🙃 📚
Morning snack in the library 🙃 📚
@quakeroatsuk #showusyouroats this was breakfast ❤️ sorry for posting so late 💚 I had apple and banana oatmeal, with banana blueberries and frozen blackberries 😱😍😍 keep fighting!!! #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #recovery2018 #recoverisworthit #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edfam #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #recoveryfamily #food #edwarrior #gaininglifenotweight #fighting #strong #edrecovery #recoveryfood #recoverywin #edcommunity
@quakeroatsuk #showusyouroats  this was breakfast ❤️ sorry for posting so late 💚 I had apple and banana oatmeal, with banana blueberries and frozen blackberries 😱😍😍 keep fighting!!! #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexia  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery2018  #recoverisworthit  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryfamily  #food  #edwarrior  #gaininglifenotweight  #fighting  #strong  #edrecovery  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edcommunity 
if you're ever struggling to fight against the things that your mental illness tells you - make a list of all the reasons why you want to fight it!
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if you're ever struggling to fight against the things that your mental illness tells you - make a list of all the reasons why you want to fight it! .... #anorexia  #anxiety  #ocd  #recovery  #eatingdisorder  #ed  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #ana  #anarecovery  #anasoldier  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #edfamily  #depression  #sad  #recoveryisworthit  #health  #food  #anxietyquotes  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #strongnotskinny  #stopthestigma  #fighter  #strong 
TW:calories mentioned.
Omg ribs when I went skiing. It was the only thing I liked on the dinner menu but I did not realise that one rack of baby ribs (pictured) is 1000 calories. I felt so guilty afterwards and I don't even like ribs that much. I am never going to have ribs ever again. And that's okay because I'm not a big fan anyway...this is probs the 2nd time in my life I have ever had them so for me just not worth it. #skiing #austria #edrecovery #edfamily #edwarrior #edsoliders #edfight #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #anasoldier
TW:calories mentioned. Omg ribs when I went skiing. It was the only thing I liked on the dinner menu but I did not realise that one rack of baby ribs (pictured) is 1000 calories. I felt so guilty afterwards and I don't even like ribs that much. I am never going to have ribs ever again. And that's okay because I'm not a big fan anyway...this is probs the 2nd time in my life I have ever had them so for me just not worth it. #skiing  #austria  #edrecovery  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edsoliders  #edfight  #anarecovery  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #anasoldier