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Ending the night with a favorite,  @katefarms vanilla shake as well as some grapefruit Italian soda 💁 really sad to see the weekend go, but I’m also so excited for the holiday season to really start up and I’m so grateful to be spending it with my family and to be starting to be able to enjoy it instead of being caught in a disordered mindset. It’s all such a huge reminder that there’s so so so much more to like than food. Take care and have a good night 😘 #recovering #veganrecovery #vegangirl #veganlifestyle #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #veganfitness #vegan #healthy #veganfoodshare #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatclean #plantbased #snack #vegancommunity  #veganfood #veganlife #hclf #raw #dinner #health #veganismismagic #yum #yummy #fresh #juice #whatveganseat
Ending the night with a favorite, @katefarms vanilla shake as well as some grapefruit Italian soda 💁 really sad to see the weekend go, but I’m also so excited for the holiday season to really start up and I’m so grateful to be spending it with my family and to be starting to be able to enjoy it instead of being caught in a disordered mindset. It’s all such a huge reminder that there’s so so so much more to like than food. Take care and have a good night 😘 #recovering  #veganrecovery  #vegangirl  #veganlifestyle  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #veganfitness  #vegan  #healthy  #veganfoodshare  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatclean  #plantbased  #snack  #vegancommunity  #veganfood  #veganlife  #hclf  #raw  #dinner  #health  #veganismismagic  #yum  #yummy  #fresh  #juice  #whatveganseat 
На завтрак у меня одна овсяная печенька.
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 Почему так? Не знаю. Я уже избавилась от страха перед набором веса, но все равно прибавлять больше, чем 0.5кг в неделю я не готова. И в связи со вчерашними перееданием, я немного уменьшу свою норму на сегодня, а со вторника буду питаться как обычно
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#едапп  #едадляжизни  #восстановление  #fuckana  #edwarrior #edfighter #edrecovery #edrecoverymeal #edfam #anorexiarecovery #anawarrior #anawho #anafighter #aedrecoverywarrior #recoverywin #anorexiafighter  #anorexiasucks #edsucks #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverymeal #recoveryishard #recoveryisworthit #рпп #рппвосстановление #анорексиявосстановление  #anasoldier #fooddiary #eatforlife  #дневникпитания
На завтрак у меня одна овсяная печенька. . . . Почему так? Не знаю. Я уже избавилась от страха перед набором веса, но все равно прибавлять больше, чем 0.5кг в неделю я не готова. И в связи со вчерашними перееданием, я немного уменьшу свою норму на сегодня, а со вторника буду питаться как обычно . . . #едапп   #едадляжизни   #восстановление  #fuckana   #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #edrecoverymeal  #edfam  #anorexiarecovery  #anawarrior  #anawho  #anafighter  #aedrecoverywarrior  #recoverywin  #anorexiafighter   #anorexiasucks  #edsucks  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoverymeal  #recoveryishard  #recoveryisworthit  #рпп  #рппвосстановление  #анорексиявосстановление  #anasoldier  #fooddiary  #eatforlife  #дневникпитания 
Lunch in bed today; the rest of the house is way too cold and the bed has a heated blanket; no brainer! 💡Egg and salad cream sandwich, with carrot, tomatoes and some sour cream and chive Hippeas 😋#lunchinbed #coldoutside #nofilter #EDStruggles #BattlingANa #ITried #fearfood #anorexia #ana #AN #anasoldier #anawarrior #beatana #beat #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #edrecovery #FoodBaby #mentalhealth #nourishnotpunish #boobsnotbones #prorecovery #progressnotperfection #recoverywarrior #realrecovery #thestruggleisreal
Lunch in bed today; the rest of the house is way too cold and the bed has a heated blanket; no brainer! 💡Egg and salad cream sandwich, with carrot, tomatoes and some sour cream and chive Hippeas 😋#lunchinbed  #coldoutside  #nofilter  #EDStruggles  #BattlingANa  #ITried  #fearfood  #anorexia  #ana  #AN  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #beatana  #beat  #edfamily  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #FoodBaby  #mentalhealth  #nourishnotpunish  #boobsnotbones  #prorecovery  #progressnotperfection  #recoverywarrior  #realrecovery  #thestruggleisreal 
Personal cauliflower crust pizzas for dinner! 🎊🎉😊😝 They're realllly good! 🍕 They look like little pizza Lunchables! My sister wanted to try them too, so we split the pack! I really love cauliflower! It's always been a favorite. I also have some mixed veggies (broccoli cauliflower, and carrots), spinach, and some sweet potato! I haven't had sweet potato in a while, and it's so good! We're sitting down now and watching the AMA's red carpet! 😊 💖Who are some of your favorite celebrities? I like Bruno Mars, Lea Michele, Selena Gomez, and a ton more 😬😊 I'm so glad I have no work to worry about right now, and I can just relax! Just worrying about my doctors appointment tomorrow morning 😕 I am really hoping to get some kind of meal plan. I'm just worried about what she'll say, like if she'll yell at me. My mom also said that I have to get my flu shot, and I'm terrified of needles 😞 
PTW?? I want to talk about the scale, but no weights will be mentioned! I weighed myself again today, terrified that I had gained weight after my Friendsgiving meal last night. Guess what? The number didn't change! One meal that's bigger than I'm used to eating will not change anything! I'm becoming less terrified of these challenges now! Although I know I need to gain, it's relieving to realize that it isn't all going to happen over night! 😊😬 Remember to practice some self-care. It's important to show yourself love! I took a shower today, and washed my hair, and I feel so good! 😀 Thank you all for your love and support. Please remember that I am always here for you. You mean so much to me. Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my loves. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #anawarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edsoldiers #edwarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #food
Personal cauliflower crust pizzas for dinner! 🎊🎉😊😝 They're realllly good! 🍕 They look like little pizza Lunchables! My sister wanted to try them too, so we split the pack! I really love cauliflower! It's always been a favorite. I also have some mixed veggies (broccoli cauliflower, and carrots), spinach, and some sweet potato! I haven't had sweet potato in a while, and it's so good! We're sitting down now and watching the AMA's red carpet! 😊 💖Who are some of your favorite celebrities? I like Bruno Mars, Lea Michele, Selena Gomez, and a ton more 😬😊 I'm so glad I have no work to worry about right now, and I can just relax! Just worrying about my doctors appointment tomorrow morning 😕 I am really hoping to get some kind of meal plan. I'm just worried about what she'll say, like if she'll yell at me. My mom also said that I have to get my flu shot, and I'm terrified of needles 😞 PTW?? I want to talk about the scale, but no weights will be mentioned! I weighed myself again today, terrified that I had gained weight after my Friendsgiving meal last night. Guess what? The number didn't change! One meal that's bigger than I'm used to eating will not change anything! I'm becoming less terrified of these challenges now! Although I know I need to gain, it's relieving to realize that it isn't all going to happen over night! 😊😬 Remember to practice some self-care. It's important to show yourself love! I took a shower today, and washed my hair, and I feel so good! 😀 Thank you all for your love and support. Please remember that I am always here for you. You mean so much to me. Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my loves. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldiers  #edwarrior  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #food 
Dinner was oatmeal ❤️ I went to winter wonderland and it was really fun 💚 however, this morning the thoughts were loud and I cried all morning 😔😔😔 #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #recovery2017 #recoverisworthit #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edfam #edfamily #eatingdisorder
#eatittobeatit #recoveryfamily #food #edwarrior #gaininglifenotweight #fighting #strong #edrecovery #recoveryfood #recoverywin #edcommunity
Dinner was oatmeal ❤️ I went to winter wonderland and it was really fun 💚 however, this morning the thoughts were loud and I cried all morning 😔😔😔 #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexia  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery2017  #recoverisworthit  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryfamily  #food  #edwarrior  #gaininglifenotweight  #fighting  #strong  #edrecovery  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edcommunity 
#nightsnack was a kiwi🥝, a frozen strawberry yogurt🍓, one golden syrup weetabix🍪 and some muesli🌾 with alpro coconut milk🥛+ an apple🍎
Good night xxx
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#anorexia #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery 
#recovery #recovering #anasoldier #anawarrior #anafighter #warrior #food #fight #eatingdisorder #keepfighting #keepgoing #staystrong #hope #nevergiveup
can’t decide whether my walnut whip looks more like a windmill, dalek, dustbin or the gherkin. Thoughts? It’s actually a MASSIVE win for me - I have never in my life had one of these for dessert but oh my what a great light dessert they are!! Can’t wait to try their cappuccino, toffee pecan or double chocolate varieties, good old M&S 😋 and that’s it from me this evening, have a great one everyone and sleep well. Hope you get lots of rest for a busy week of ana slaying ahead 😏 #fearfood #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
can’t decide whether my walnut whip looks more like a windmill, dalek, dustbin or the gherkin. Thoughts? It’s actually a MASSIVE win for me - I have never in my life had one of these for dessert but oh my what a great light dessert they are!! Can’t wait to try their cappuccino, toffee pecan or double chocolate varieties, good old M&S 😋 and that’s it from me this evening, have a great one everyone and sleep well. Hope you get lots of rest for a busy week of ana slaying ahead 😏 #fearfood  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
BoNsOiR 🙋‍♀️ Ça va pour vous ? Belle Journée? Moi oui plutôt 😊 mais vraiment beaucoup de fatigue 😪

Ce soir Maman en Cuisine 👩‍🍳 et elle encore fait un super Dîner 😱 Mais quel talent 😁 C'était vraiment super bon 👅 En même temps c'était des Pâtes 🙄 alors je pouvais que être contente 🎉

Je me suis régalée avec
▪Penne lisce 🍝 #lespatescestlavie aux Brocoli #brocolilover Champignons Frais 🍄 Poivron Jaune 🍌 {👈 effectivement c'est une Banane 😂} & Huile d'Olive 🏺
▪Parmesan Râpé 🧀 J'avoue que je suis un peu fière 😶 c'est pas fastoche mais c'est cro bon 😍
▪Petit Fromage Blanc moulé dans son panier 🐄 #faissellemonamour

Et après cette régale-poilade 😝 On a regardé un Mentalist 📺 Oups 🙈 D'ailleurs je voulais vous demander 🤔 Vous regardez des Séries? Si Oui, lesquelles?

Sinon cet après-midi c'était Boulot 📃 Minibalade de MadmoiZelle 🐶 Goûter 🍎 Travail 🤓 Et je devais regarder un Film pour la Littérature 🎬 Mais je l'ai déjà vu 3 fois ça me saoulait 😂 Alors j'ai juste regardé un bout 🙊 Tant pis tant pis 🙃

Je vais pas tarder 🐔 Au lit Mamie 😅 Alors je vous bisouille 😚 Belle Nuit mes loulous 🌙

Keep fighting #ana #anafighter #anasoldier #anawarrior #fightana #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edsoldier #edwarrior #anorexie #anorexique #anorexia #anoressia #eattobeatit #foodisfuel #strongnotskinny #moncombat #onlacherien #diner #dinner #pasta #pastaadict #fight #eat #positive #fight #italy
BoNsOiR 🙋‍♀️ Ça va pour vous ? Belle Journée? Moi oui plutôt 😊 mais vraiment beaucoup de fatigue 😪 Ce soir Maman en Cuisine 👩‍🍳 et elle encore fait un super Dîner 😱 Mais quel talent 😁 C'était vraiment super bon 👅 En même temps c'était des Pâtes 🙄 alors je pouvais que être contente 🎉 Je me suis régalée avec ▪Penne lisce 🍝 #lespatescestlavie  aux Brocoli #brocolilover  Champignons Frais 🍄 Poivron Jaune 🍌 {👈 effectivement c'est une Banane 😂} & Huile d'Olive 🏺 ▪Parmesan Râpé 🧀 J'avoue que je suis un peu fière 😶 c'est pas fastoche mais c'est cro bon 😍 ▪Petit Fromage Blanc moulé dans son panier 🐄 #faissellemonamour  Et après cette régale-poilade 😝 On a regardé un Mentalist 📺 Oups 🙈 D'ailleurs je voulais vous demander 🤔 Vous regardez des Séries? Si Oui, lesquelles? Sinon cet après-midi c'était Boulot 📃 Minibalade de MadmoiZelle 🐶 Goûter 🍎 Travail 🤓 Et je devais regarder un Film pour la Littérature 🎬 Mais je l'ai déjà vu 3 fois ça me saoulait 😂 Alors j'ai juste regardé un bout 🙊 Tant pis tant pis 🙃 Je vais pas tarder 🐔 Au lit Mamie 😅 Alors je vous bisouille 😚 Belle Nuit mes loulous 🌙 Keep fighting #ana  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #fightana  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #edrecovery  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anorexie  #anorexique  #anorexia  #anoressia  #eattobeatit  #foodisfuel  #strongnotskinny  #moncombat  #onlacherien  #diner  #dinner  #pasta  #pastaadict  #fight  #eat  #positive  #fight  #italy 
i apologise for the extremely blurry photo (dad was in charge of taking pics 😩) but i went ice skating today and it was so much fun
i apologise for the extremely blurry photo (dad was in charge of taking pics 😩) but i went ice skating today and it was so much fun
Dinner🥢
So after the cinema🎬 we decided we wanted a wagamama🥟 so we decided to get a take out 🥡 two wagas in a week? You bet😏 So dinner tonight was: • a chicken 🍗 and prawn 🍤 yaki soba 🍜 
I also had some of my mum’s 👩🏻 as she was full🤰🏼 as well as some chili 🌶squid 🦑 for starters😋 I just had a hot 🔥shower 🚿  and gotten ready to watch I’m a celeb😍 who else is watching it with me?🙋🏻‍♀️ After volunteering 🚶🏻‍♀️ I met two ✌🏻 of my friends👭 and we sat in Starbucks 🌟 for a little catch up🗣 which was lovely🤗 hope you’ve all had an amazing Sunday❣️ #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anorexia #recovery #anafighter #dinner #anawarrior #wagamama #anasoldier #yakisoba #foodblogger #recoverywin #fooddiary
Dinner🥢 So after the cinema🎬 we decided we wanted a wagamama🥟 so we decided to get a take out 🥡 two wagas in a week? You bet😏 So dinner tonight was: • a chicken 🍗 and prawn 🍤 yaki soba 🍜 I also had some of my mum’s 👩🏻 as she was full🤰🏼 as well as some chili 🌶squid 🦑 for starters😋 I just had a hot 🔥shower 🚿 and gotten ready to watch I’m a celeb😍 who else is watching it with me?🙋🏻‍♀️ After volunteering 🚶🏻‍♀️ I met two ✌🏻 of my friends👭 and we sat in Starbucks 🌟 for a little catch up🗣 which was lovely🤗 hope you’ve all had an amazing Sunday❣️ #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #recovery  #anafighter  #dinner  #anawarrior  #wagamama  #anasoldier  #yakisoba  #foodblogger  #recoverywin  #fooddiary 
Buonasera a tutti! 💫
Dopo la processione sono un po’ distrutto 🙈, ma almeno mi hanno pagato 🤑
Ero troppo stanco per mettermi ai fornelli, per cui stasera —> #pizza marinara 🍕 ed un po’ di #panettone 🍰
Nonostante oggi abbia mangiato gli gnocchi ??? Si, è una cena come le altre! Pensandoci bene, a casa nessuno si è posto questo problema, quindi perché dovrei io ??? 👊🏻
Questa volta non era troppo buona, anzi 🙊, ma non fa nulla 🤷🏻‍♂️, mi sono “aggiustato la bocca” con il panettone 🙈 
Ora mi aspettano i libri 🤓 spero di non addormentarmici sopra 😴
Buonanotte a tutti voi 👋🏻🌙
Buonasera a tutti! 💫 Dopo la processione sono un po’ distrutto 🙈, ma almeno mi hanno pagato 🤑 Ero troppo stanco per mettermi ai fornelli, per cui stasera —>#pizza  marinara 🍕 ed un po’ di #panettone  🍰 Nonostante oggi abbia mangiato gli gnocchi ??? Si, è una cena come le altre! Pensandoci bene, a casa nessuno si è posto questo problema, quindi perché dovrei io ??? 👊🏻 Questa volta non era troppo buona, anzi 🙊, ma non fa nulla 🤷🏻‍♂️, mi sono “aggiustato la bocca” con il panettone 🙈 Ora mi aspettano i libri 🤓 spero di non addormentarmici sopra 😴 Buonanotte a tutti voi 👋🏻🌙
eggy curry, with HEN eggs, not spiders or snakes or any of the creatures I’m about to see on I’m a celebrity get me out of here 🐍🕷🦎🐜🐝🦂 apparently Toff from made in Chelsea is on it, and Boris Johnson’s dad!! Bring on the gross challenges 🤠 rather them than me!!! #dinner #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
eggy curry, with HEN eggs, not spiders or snakes or any of the creatures I’m about to see on I’m a celebrity get me out of here 🐍🕷🦎🐜🐝🦂 apparently Toff from made in Chelsea is on it, and Boris Johnson’s dad!! Bring on the gross challenges 🤠 rather them than me!!! #dinner  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
E questa sera .. #PIZZA A A 🍕❗️
Per me una #margherita "imbufalita" 🍅🍼 e quindi con mozzarella di bufala(!!!) 🐮
No, non mi é piaciuta .. l'ho letteralmente ADORATA‼️ ed è un vero peccato che sia già finita 😭
Ah, mi è appena venuta una curiosità: qual è la vostra pizza preferita? 🤔
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E comunque è bellissimo quando la mamma dice "stasera pizza" e tu reagisci sorridendo, senza iniziare a farti mille paranoie, mille pensieri, mille sensi di colpa, senza restringere.. é una sensazione di libertà fantastica che auguro a tutte di provare prima o poi 🦋.
Non smettete mai di crederci perché niente è impossibile, dico davvero. Fino a qualche tempo fa per me tutto ciò sarebbe stato impensabile, e invece oggi.. ✨
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Vi auguro una splendida serata 💛
#italiancooking #cucinaitaliana #food #foodie #foodpics #foodblogger #ifoodit #gustogood #foodporn #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #fuckana #kickana #beatana #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recovering #anafighter #anasoldier #fearfood #recoverywin #edwarrior
E questa sera .. #PIZZA  A A 🍕❗️ Per me una #margherita  "imbufalita" 🍅🍼 e quindi con mozzarella di bufala(!!!) 🐮 No, non mi é piaciuta .. l'ho letteralmente ADORATA‼️ ed è un vero peccato che sia già finita 😭 Ah, mi è appena venuta una curiosità: qual è la vostra pizza preferita? 🤔 〰〰〰 E comunque è bellissimo quando la mamma dice "stasera pizza" e tu reagisci sorridendo, senza iniziare a farti mille paranoie, mille pensieri, mille sensi di colpa, senza restringere.. é una sensazione di libertà fantastica che auguro a tutte di provare prima o poi 🦋. Non smettete mai di crederci perché niente è impossibile, dico davvero. Fino a qualche tempo fa per me tutto ciò sarebbe stato impensabile, e invece oggi.. ✨ 〰〰〰 Vi auguro una splendida serata 💛 #italiancooking  #cucinaitaliana  #food  #foodie  #foodpics  #foodblogger  #ifoodit  #gustogood  #foodporn  #anoressia  #anoressiaitalia  #fuckana  #kickana  #beatana  #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #recovery  #recovering  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #fearfood  #recoverywin  #edwarrior 
mans ate good🤙🏼 they ran out of the small froyo tubs so they gave us huge plastic cups lmao.
mans ate good🤙🏼 they ran out of the small froyo tubs so they gave us huge plastic cups lmao.
Afternoon snack! 🎉🎊😊😝 I have a Mocha Chocolate Chip #questbar that I put in the microwave, and it's amazing as always 😍😝 Also an orange, and turkey on a rice cake! I love that combination! 😊💪🏼 The rest of my Sunday should be pretty relaxing! My sister and I are going to sit on the couch and snack while we watch The Office! 😊😝 It's one of our favorite shows! It's so funny, and we LOVE Pam and Jim 😊😍 Then we're going to clean my room, because my sister practically lives in my room too 😂 I'm not excited about that, but it has to be done! 😭 Do you guys have siblings? Do you get along? My twinny and I do everything together! 🙈💖 I couldn't live without her! 
Tonight we're going to make cauliflower pizzas! I'm really excited, they look really good! Like little Lunchable pizzas! 🍕😊 A pre ED favorite! You can see them on my story! We'll also watch the American Music Awards tonight! I love award shows, my whole family always watches them together, but we really love the red carpet! I love looking at all the outfits and listening to the interviews 😊💕 I have my doctors appointment tomorrow morning, and I'm a little nervous so please keep me in your thoughts! 😕😬 Doctors and hospitals really scare me and make me nervous. 
I hope you all are having a relaxing afternoon as well! Remember to love yourself, love others, be inspired, and keep fighting! Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my lovelies. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #anawarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edsoldiers #edwarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #food
Afternoon snack! 🎉🎊😊😝 I have a Mocha Chocolate Chip #questbar  that I put in the microwave, and it's amazing as always 😍😝 Also an orange, and turkey on a rice cake! I love that combination! 😊💪🏼 The rest of my Sunday should be pretty relaxing! My sister and I are going to sit on the couch and snack while we watch The Office! 😊😝 It's one of our favorite shows! It's so funny, and we LOVE Pam and Jim 😊😍 Then we're going to clean my room, because my sister practically lives in my room too 😂 I'm not excited about that, but it has to be done! 😭 Do you guys have siblings? Do you get along? My twinny and I do everything together! 🙈💖 I couldn't live without her! Tonight we're going to make cauliflower pizzas! I'm really excited, they look really good! Like little Lunchable pizzas! 🍕😊 A pre ED favorite! You can see them on my story! We'll also watch the American Music Awards tonight! I love award shows, my whole family always watches them together, but we really love the red carpet! I love looking at all the outfits and listening to the interviews 😊💕 I have my doctors appointment tomorrow morning, and I'm a little nervous so please keep me in your thoughts! 😕😬 Doctors and hospitals really scare me and make me nervous. I hope you all are having a relaxing afternoon as well! Remember to love yourself, love others, be inspired, and keep fighting! Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my lovelies. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldiers  #edwarrior  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #food 
So #dindins with my family was some cooked savoy cabbage🥗, potateos🥔 and a vegetarian sausage🌭
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Gonna spend this evening watching some tv with my parents, and then hopefully not going to bed too late🙂📺🛌
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#anorexia #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery 
#recovery #recovering #anasoldier #anawarrior #anafighter #warrior #food #fight #eatingdisorder #keepfighting #keepgoing #staystrong #hope #nevergiveup
So #dindins  with my family was some cooked savoy cabbage🥗, potateos🥔 and a vegetarian sausage🌭 • Gonna spend this evening watching some tv with my parents, and then hopefully not going to bed too late🙂📺🛌 xxx 🌹🏵🌸💐🌹🏵🌸💐🌹🏵🌸💐 #anorexia  #ana  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery  #recovering  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #warrior  #food  #fight  #eatingdisorder  #keepfighting  #keepgoing  #staystrong  #hope  #nevergiveup 
#afternoonsnack was some warmed up vanilla semolina pudding with loads of cinnamon and an u/p apple😋
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Did some studying this afternoon, but I didn't really have any motivation😝
My french exam is on friday so I'll better get it back soon🤓💪🏼
Have a nice evening xxx
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#anorexia #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery 
#recovery #recovering #anasoldier #anawarrior #anafighter #warrior #food #fight #eatingdisorder #keepfighting #keepgoing #staystrong #hope #nevergiveup
#afternoonsnack  was some warmed up vanilla semolina pudding with loads of cinnamon and an u/p apple😋 • Did some studying this afternoon, but I didn't really have any motivation😝 My french exam is on friday so I'll better get it back soon🤓💪🏼 Have a nice evening xxx 🌹🏵🌸💐🌹🏵🌸💐🌹🏵🌸💐 #anorexia  #ana  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery  #recovering  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #warrior  #food  #fight  #eatingdisorder  #keepfighting  #keepgoing  #staystrong  #hope  #nevergiveup 
100 points to my mum. I was eating some haribos (which I usually NEVER do without purging but this time I did) and my mum ate some grapes. Then she was like “omg I’ve just had like 1000s of calories in those grapes. I’m not gonna have dinner!” I just stood up from the table and said “as if. grapes are healthy and nothing to skip dinner for” and I am so angry now omg she always leaves comments like this! Why??? 😡😡😡 and how shall I feel about the haribos now? Yes: fat greedy and guilty. Thanks for nothing.
100 points to my mum. I was eating some haribos (which I usually NEVER do without purging but this time I did) and my mum ate some grapes. Then she was like “omg I’ve just had like 1000s of calories in those grapes. I’m not gonna have dinner!” I just stood up from the table and said “as if. grapes are healthy and nothing to skip dinner for” and I am so angry now omg she always leaves comments like this! Why??? 😡😡😡 and how shall I feel about the haribos now? Yes: fat greedy and guilty. Thanks for nothing.
Big ass lunch combined with afternoon snack before interview prep with a family friend 😁 Eggy mayo sandwich & spinach, yoghurt, orange, dried strawberries and a sultana bite 🤩 Yummy yummy! Wish me luck for this interview prep! Will speak after training, but for now, enjoy this highly colourful plate 🌱🌈🌎 #recovery#recovering#recoverywin#edrecovery#anarecovery#2fab4ana#anorexianervosa#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#realrecovery#recoveryisworthit#recoveryispossible#anorexiarecovery#beatana#fuckana#anawho#anafighter#anasoldier#anawarrior#edfighter#edsoldier#edfam#edcommunity#mentalhealthawareness#orthorexia#eatittobeatit#nourishnotpunish#prorecovery#food#foodporn
Big ass lunch combined with afternoon snack before interview prep with a family friend 😁 Eggy mayo sandwich & spinach, yoghurt, orange, dried strawberries and a sultana bite 🤩 Yummy yummy! Wish me luck for this interview prep! Will speak after training, but for now, enjoy this highly colourful plate 🌱🌈🌎 #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #anarecovery #2fab4ana #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anafighter #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery #food #foodporn 
#lunch was parsnips again🥕 with mushrooms🍄, potateos🥔, some cellery salad🥗 and a tomato🍅
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This morning my mum and I went hiking with our dog a bit ,which was really nice, eventhough my hands were so cold I could barely move them😝✋❄
I love winter😀☃️, yes, I don't like freezing that much, but it's still better than sweating in the heat and feeling like you'd dry out😥😝
Doing some school stuff now and then maybe tinker a bit🤗 (I'm currently exploring my love for hot glue guns 🔫😂)
Have lovely sunday guys xxx
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#anorexia #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery 
#recovery #recovering #anasoldier #anawarrior #anafighter #warrior #food #fight #eatingdisorder #keepfighting #keepgoing #staystrong #hope #nevergiveup
#lunch  was parsnips again🥕 with mushrooms🍄, potateos🥔, some cellery salad🥗 and a tomato🍅 • This morning my mum and I went hiking with our dog a bit ,which was really nice, eventhough my hands were so cold I could barely move them😝✋❄ I love winter😀☃️, yes, I don't like freezing that much, but it's still better than sweating in the heat and feeling like you'd dry out😥😝 Doing some school stuff now and then maybe tinker a bit🤗 (I'm currently exploring my love for hot glue guns 🔫😂) Have lovely sunday guys xxx 💐🌸🏵🌹💐🌸🏵🌹💐🌸🏵 #anorexia  #ana  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery  #recovering  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #warrior  #food  #fight  #eatingdisorder  #keepfighting  #keepgoing  #staystrong  #hope  #nevergiveup 
Shopping-a fear📣
Trying on clothes in front of the mirrors. And there's always the pressure of numbers. Ah numbers. Not only the number on the scale. The number of your jeans, shirt, even SHOES👟 can trigger me. The pressure of fitting in the size XS or 00 is so real these days and it shouldn't be! People are different! The clothes are made in different sizes to fit people not for PEOPLE TO FIT IN THE CLOTHES THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSTED TO! Everyone is different and that's OK! PERFECTION DOESNT EXIST SO DONT SEEK IT☄
Anyways, I went shopping yesterday and as you may know, I love CHRISTMAS🎄 so i bought this funny winter sweater to wear it in the Christmas time!😂
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Shopping-a fear📣 Trying on clothes in front of the mirrors. And there's always the pressure of numbers. Ah numbers. Not only the number on the scale. The number of your jeans, shirt, even SHOES👟 can trigger me. The pressure of fitting in the size XS or 00 is so real these days and it shouldn't be! People are different! The clothes are made in different sizes to fit people not for PEOPLE TO FIT IN THE CLOTHES THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSTED TO! Everyone is different and that's OK! PERFECTION DOESNT EXIST SO DONT SEEK IT☄ Anyways, I went shopping yesterday and as you may know, I love CHRISTMAS🎄 so i bought this funny winter sweater to wear it in the Christmas time!😂 . #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
Good morning, fighters! 😊💪🏼 Having my usual rice cakes and plum this morning! Also, I finally wore my new retainers last night and it was not a fun time! 😭😂 My friends' baby is being baptized this morning, so we'll be off to church soon! 😊💕 She's the baby I got to hold last night at while I was with my friends 😊💖 My sister and I decided that we didn't really want to spend the day in the car, so we're just going to spend the day at home with each other, which is completely fine by me because I love being lazy at home, and I don't care what we do as long as we're with each other! 😊❤️ I think about all that food I had last night, but I also think of the beautiful life ahead of me and how that food will help me get there! 😊💪🏼 I need these calories to have a healthy body, that functions properly, that has energy and warmth, that has a functioning period! A body that is capable of having a family and making memories! Our bodies need food. We need calories. It is essential! I ate a good portion of food, and I wasn't uncomfortably stuffed. I even had dessert, which I didn't think I would be able to manage! But I sat by my sister and we ate, and I had a great time and she was very helpful and supportive. I also texted my mom throughout and she was so loving and supportive too. 😊💕 I know I say this all the time, but I really don't know what I would do without them. I still have my struggles every day, but I am going to try my hardest to do better. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning. 😭😞 The first time she will be seeing me since I have been underweight. I'm scared, and I'm not sure how it will go, but it is for the best and I need to start getting the help that I need or I will never recover completely. I can do this. WE can do this! ❤️💖 Always keep your head up, look for new opportunities every day, love one another, love yourself! Remember what you are thankful for, and work toward recovery every day. 💪🏼💖 You are the best and only you that there is, and you are so precious. Show your beautiful self the love that it deserves! 😊💕 Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my loves. 💜 💪🏼
Good morning, fighters! 😊💪🏼 Having my usual rice cakes and plum this morning! Also, I finally wore my new retainers last night and it was not a fun time! 😭😂 My friends' baby is being baptized this morning, so we'll be off to church soon! 😊💕 She's the baby I got to hold last night at while I was with my friends 😊💖 My sister and I decided that we didn't really want to spend the day in the car, so we're just going to spend the day at home with each other, which is completely fine by me because I love being lazy at home, and I don't care what we do as long as we're with each other! 😊❤️ I think about all that food I had last night, but I also think of the beautiful life ahead of me and how that food will help me get there! 😊💪🏼 I need these calories to have a healthy body, that functions properly, that has energy and warmth, that has a functioning period! A body that is capable of having a family and making memories! Our bodies need food. We need calories. It is essential! I ate a good portion of food, and I wasn't uncomfortably stuffed. I even had dessert, which I didn't think I would be able to manage! But I sat by my sister and we ate, and I had a great time and she was very helpful and supportive. I also texted my mom throughout and she was so loving and supportive too. 😊💕 I know I say this all the time, but I really don't know what I would do without them. I still have my struggles every day, but I am going to try my hardest to do better. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning. 😭😞 The first time she will be seeing me since I have been underweight. I'm scared, and I'm not sure how it will go, but it is for the best and I need to start getting the help that I need or I will never recover completely. I can do this. WE can do this! ❤️💖 Always keep your head up, look for new opportunities every day, love one another, love yourself! Remember what you are thankful for, and work toward recovery every day. 💪🏼💖 You are the best and only you that there is, and you are so precious. Show your beautiful self the love that it deserves! 😊💕 Stay beautiful. Stay strong, my loves. 💜 💪🏼
and the answer to the mystery fruit is.......kiwano!! Also called horned melon, horned cucumber, jelly melon, hedged gourd or melano 🍈🥝 check my breakfast post and slide right if you’re not sure what in the name of spiky fruit I’m talking about 😅 #sandwichheaven #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
and the answer to the mystery fruit is.......kiwano!! Also called horned melon, horned cucumber, jelly melon, hedged gourd or melano 🍈🥝 check my breakfast post and slide right if you’re not sure what in the name of spiky fruit I’m talking about 😅 #sandwichheaven  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
My food diary of the day + an unpictured orange ! 💗💕👑 now these days I'm going nuts over nuts and have been eating lots of nuts haha ! 💞💚😍 tomorrow I will be staying overnight in school for a camp and I'm really not looking forward to it... 😢 so I will not be on Instagram for 2 days and I will miss y'all and home so much ! 😣💘 really hoping for these 2 days to pass real quickly ! I dont know what I will be having for my meals either ! 😩 
#edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexicrecovery #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiafood #fooddiary #realcovery #encouragement #bodypositivity #edfighter #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #anawarrior #anafighter #edcommunity #recoverywin #edfam #edfamily #prorecovery #fearfood #achievement  #foodisfuel
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My food diary of the day + an unpictured orange ! 💗💕👑 now these days I'm going nuts over nuts and have been eating lots of nuts haha ! 💞💚😍 tomorrow I will be staying overnight in school for a camp and I'm really not looking forward to it... 😢 so I will not be on Instagram for 2 days and I will miss y'all and home so much ! 😣💘 really hoping for these 2 days to pass real quickly ! I dont know what I will be having for my meals either ! 😩 #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexicrecovery  #recovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiafood  #fooddiary  #realcovery  #encouragement  #bodypositivity  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #edcommunity  #recoverywin  #edfam  #edfamily  #prorecovery  #fearfood  #achievement  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #edsoldier  #edsurvivor 
Coucou Hiboux 🦉 Comment allez-vous? Moi ça va 🙂 mais je suis bien fatiguée j'avoue 😪 Attends d'abord Repas 🍴 et après Blabla 🗣

Ce midi Repas du Dimanche 😏 mais tout simple parce que pas le temps ⌛ Et pourtant absolument régalicieux (👈 j'invente les mots en fonction du besoin tu vois 😉) avec
▪Dos de Cabillaud 🐟 au four,  à la Sauce Tomate 🍅 Huile d'Olive 🏺 Origan 🍃
▪Pâtes sauce Tomate/Courgette/Aubergine 🍝 #lespatescestlavie Reste mais les autres mangeaient pommes Dauphine 🥔 J'aime pas trop beaucoup ça 😝 Alors je me suis réfugiée dans les bras de mes amours de Pâtes 😁
▪Haricots Verts 🌱 Beurre & Ail
▪Fruit de la Passion 🌺 Il était délicieux mazette 😋
▪Yaourt Sojasun Pistache 🎶 Once, More, you oooopen the dooooor 🎶😂 {C'est Titanic au cas où vous auriez pas capish 😛}
▪Café ☕ Bébé 😘

Bon alors déjà ☝️ 12329 mercis pour vos mots pour hier 🙏 C'était tellement gentil ET utile 😍 Vous êtes vraiment trop des zinzins ma parole 🙊 C'est pour ça un peu que je vous aime de trop 💕

Justement hier soir 🔙 Bah a cette Soirée j'y suis allée 💪 Et c'était réussi 😊 J'ai passé un bon moment 🎈 On a fêté un anniv' 🎊 y avait un peu de Whisky 🥃 des Pâtes (oui oui 😂) et surtout beaucoup d'amour 💑

Bon par contre ce matin j'étais vraiment dans la purée 😴  mais on s'est baladé dans la Cambrousse 👣 et c'était super 👌 Cet aprèm c'est Glandou...... Ah bah non c'est travail 😅  Je me plains pas du tout hein 🙃 Je garde le Sourire, Ça sent l'hiver qui arrive ❄ Y a juste ma p'tite Soeur qu'elle me saoule 😒 elle est pas gentille et ça me blesse 🤔 Je suis trop sensible à tout ça encore... Bon allez, bonne suite de Dimanche mes Chatons d'amûûûr 😻 Encore merci 😍

Des bisous 😚

Keep fighting #ana #anafighter #anasoldier #anawarrior #fightana #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edsoldier #edwarrior #anorexie #anorexique #anorexia #anoressia #eattobeatit #foodisfuel #strongnotskinny #moncombat #onlacherien #dejeuner #lunch #pasta #pastaadict #fight #eat #positive #fish
Coucou Hiboux 🦉 Comment allez-vous? Moi ça va 🙂 mais je suis bien fatiguée j'avoue 😪 Attends d'abord Repas 🍴 et après Blabla 🗣 Ce midi Repas du Dimanche 😏 mais tout simple parce que pas le temps ⌛ Et pourtant absolument régalicieux (👈 j'invente les mots en fonction du besoin tu vois 😉) avec ▪Dos de Cabillaud 🐟 au four, à la Sauce Tomate 🍅 Huile d'Olive 🏺 Origan 🍃 ▪Pâtes sauce Tomate/Courgette/Aubergine 🍝 #lespatescestlavie  Reste mais les autres mangeaient pommes Dauphine 🥔 J'aime pas trop beaucoup ça 😝 Alors je me suis réfugiée dans les bras de mes amours de Pâtes 😁 ▪Haricots Verts 🌱 Beurre & Ail ▪Fruit de la Passion 🌺 Il était délicieux mazette 😋 ▪Yaourt Sojasun Pistache 🎶 Once, More, you oooopen the dooooor 🎶😂 {C'est Titanic au cas où vous auriez pas capish 😛} ▪Café ☕ Bébé 😘 Bon alors déjà ☝️ 12329 mercis pour vos mots pour hier 🙏 C'était tellement gentil ET utile 😍 Vous êtes vraiment trop des zinzins ma parole 🙊 C'est pour ça un peu que je vous aime de trop 💕 Justement hier soir 🔙 Bah a cette Soirée j'y suis allée 💪 Et c'était réussi 😊 J'ai passé un bon moment 🎈 On a fêté un anniv' 🎊 y avait un peu de Whisky 🥃 des Pâtes (oui oui 😂) et surtout beaucoup d'amour 💑 Bon par contre ce matin j'étais vraiment dans la purée 😴 mais on s'est baladé dans la Cambrousse 👣 et c'était super 👌 Cet aprèm c'est Glandou...... Ah bah non c'est travail 😅 Je me plains pas du tout hein 🙃 Je garde le Sourire, Ça sent l'hiver qui arrive ❄ Y a juste ma p'tite Soeur qu'elle me saoule 😒 elle est pas gentille et ça me blesse 🤔 Je suis trop sensible à tout ça encore... Bon allez, bonne suite de Dimanche mes Chatons d'amûûûr 😻 Encore merci 😍 Des bisous 😚 Keep fighting #ana  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #fightana  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #edrecovery  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anorexie  #anorexique  #anorexia  #anoressia  #eattobeatit  #foodisfuel  #strongnotskinny  #moncombat  #onlacherien  #dejeuner  #lunch  #pasta  #pastaadict  #fight  #eat  #positive  #fish 
Hello, 
after an exhausting week it's time to calm down a bit. 🙇‍♂️ So that's what I am going to do today. Yesterday I had to work at the bakery again and afterwards I went with my sister and two if my best friends to 'Ingolstadt Village's where you have  great opportunities for shopping. 💲💱(is there somebody who knows this place?) Fortunaltely, I found a warm jackett for the cold winter.🙄 Afterwards we went to a restaurant. I ate this 'oven potatoe with salad and curd😋 Well If I am honest I have to tell you a lot of things which are flying through my mind but first I have to sort them and then a new post will follow. So see you soon 👋❤
Hello, after an exhausting week it's time to calm down a bit. 🙇‍♂️ So that's what I am going to do today. Yesterday I had to work at the bakery again and afterwards I went with my sister and two if my best friends to 'Ingolstadt Village's where you have great opportunities for shopping. 💲💱(is there somebody who knows this place?) Fortunaltely, I found a warm jackett for the cold winter.🙄 Afterwards we went to a restaurant. I ate this 'oven potatoe with salad and curd😋 Well If I am honest I have to tell you a lot of things which are flying through my mind but first I have to sort them and then a new post will follow. So see you soon 👋❤
На ужин у меня картошка🍛  по- французски с  моцареллой 🧀💕💥
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На перекус было 4 овсяных🍪 и 🍦"Забава"😌❤ .
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Завтра пойду в молл после уроков и съем что-нибудь, что раньше никогда бы не взяла , так как слишком калорийно, вообщем планирую преодолеть один из своих страхов #fearfood
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На ужин у меня картошка🍛 по- французски с моцареллой 🧀💕💥 . . . На перекус было 4 овсяных🍪 и 🍦"Забава"😌❤ . . . Завтра пойду в молл после уроков и съем что-нибудь, что раньше никогда бы не взяла , так как слишком калорийно, вообщем планирую преодолеть один из своих страхов #fearfood  #едапп   #едадляжизни   #восстановление  #fuckana   #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #edrecoverymeal  #edfam  #anorexiarecovery  #anawarrior  #anawho  #anafighter  #aedrecoverywarrior  #recoverywin  #anorexiafighter   #anorexiasucks  #edsucks  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoverymeal  #recoveryishard  #recoveryisworthit  #рпп  #рппвосстановление  #анорексиявосстановление  #anasoldier  #fooddiary  #eatforlife  #дневникпитания 
Buona domenica a tutti! ✨
Voglio dirvi la verità 🙊 stanotte non sono stato bene mentalmente 🤦🏻‍♂️
Mi hanno assalito tantissimi brutti pensieri dopo che ho trovato una foto di una ragazza delle mie parti morta per anoressia 😶: “lei era malata, non tu”, “lei era abbastanza magra da essere malata, tu non lo sei mai stato” e simili 😔
Alcuni voci mi dicevano di tornare indietro, e quindi non ce l’ho fatta più e mi sono messo a dormire 😴
Ero abbastanza giù, ma come dico sempre, oggi è un altro giorno e si riparte 🆙💫
Deprimersi non servirebbe a nulla, per cui non mi lascio fermare da #lei, e continuo la mia giornata 👊🏻
Oggi pomeriggio devo suonare di nuovo ad una processione, e poi mi aspetterà una lunga serata di studio 🤓
Quindi non avrei proprio tempo per pensare 🙈
Nel mio pranzo di questa domenica comunque ci sono un sacco di mie paure(!!): 🍽
#gnocchi (!!) al sugo con #mozzarella (!!) 🥔🥫🍼 e filetto di #manzo arrostito 🍖🔥
Quantità sconosciute di olio dato che li ha preparati mia zia in mia assenza (!!), sono fatti in casa e di conseguenza non conosco precisamente i valori nutrizionali (!!), mozzarella nel primo e poi anche il secondo (!!) 😱 ... ma le ho affrontate tutte, proprio come farebbe un ragazzo della mia età 👊🏻 —> #recoverywin 🎉
Passiamo tutti una domenica serena, forza, ritroviamo la nostra normalità! 🤗
Buona domenica a tutti! ✨ Voglio dirvi la verità 🙊 stanotte non sono stato bene mentalmente 🤦🏻‍♂️ Mi hanno assalito tantissimi brutti pensieri dopo che ho trovato una foto di una ragazza delle mie parti morta per anoressia 😶: “lei era malata, non tu”, “lei era abbastanza magra da essere malata, tu non lo sei mai stato” e simili 😔 Alcuni voci mi dicevano di tornare indietro, e quindi non ce l’ho fatta più e mi sono messo a dormire 😴 Ero abbastanza giù, ma come dico sempre, oggi è un altro giorno e si riparte 🆙💫 Deprimersi non servirebbe a nulla, per cui non mi lascio fermare da #lei , e continuo la mia giornata 👊🏻 Oggi pomeriggio devo suonare di nuovo ad una processione, e poi mi aspetterà una lunga serata di studio 🤓 Quindi non avrei proprio tempo per pensare 🙈 Nel mio pranzo di questa domenica comunque ci sono un sacco di mie paure(!!): 🍽 #gnocchi  (!!) al sugo con #mozzarella  (!!) 🥔🥫🍼 e filetto di #manzo  arrostito 🍖🔥 Quantità sconosciute di olio dato che li ha preparati mia zia in mia assenza (!!), sono fatti in casa e di conseguenza non conosco precisamente i valori nutrizionali (!!), mozzarella nel primo e poi anche il secondo (!!) 😱 ... ma le ho affrontate tutte, proprio come farebbe un ragazzo della mia età 👊🏻 —>#recoverywin  🎉 Passiamo tutti una domenica serena, forza, ritroviamo la nostra normalità! 🤗
Znów bananowy omlet🍌 z piekarnika, tym razem ze śliwkami🍑 i Nutellą🍫. Wczoraj byłam na "Listach do M. 3" i naprawdę polecam film, chociaż na chwilę udało mi się rozerwać i pośmiać. Dziś nie jest już tak różowo, body image od rana tragiczny i właściwie nie mogę się na niczym skupić przez te chore myśli i wstręt do siebie. Długo rozmawiałam z mamą, wiem że mam w rodzicach wielkie wsparcie, ald nawet ich miłość nie jest w stanie pokonać mojej głowy. Tylko ja mogę to zrobić. Jedziemy do babci na chwilę, więc spróbuję tam poczytać trochę na zajęcia, ale czarno to widzę. Już prędzej jakiś spacer może pomoże mi się wyciszyć, ale zobaczymy jak to będzie. Wam życzę miłej niedzieli i jeszcze raz za wszystko dziękuję ❤. #anorexia #anorexianervosa #recovery #edrecovery #ed #anorexiarecovery #healthy #food  #foodporn #tasty #delicious #foodisfuel #fuckana #breakfast #omelette #banana #fruits #nutella #chocolate #plum #edwarrior #anasoldier #edsoldier
Znów bananowy omlet🍌 z piekarnika, tym razem ze śliwkami🍑 i Nutellą🍫. Wczoraj byłam na "Listach do M. 3" i naprawdę polecam film, chociaż na chwilę udało mi się rozerwać i pośmiać. Dziś nie jest już tak różowo, body image od rana tragiczny i właściwie nie mogę się na niczym skupić przez te chore myśli i wstręt do siebie. Długo rozmawiałam z mamą, wiem że mam w rodzicach wielkie wsparcie, ald nawet ich miłość nie jest w stanie pokonać mojej głowy. Tylko ja mogę to zrobić. Jedziemy do babci na chwilę, więc spróbuję tam poczytać trochę na zajęcia, ale czarno to widzę. Już prędzej jakiś spacer może pomoże mi się wyciszyć, ale zobaczymy jak to będzie. Wam życzę miłej niedzieli i jeszcze raz za wszystko dziękuję ❤. #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #recovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #anorexiarecovery  #healthy  #food  #foodporn  #tasty  #delicious  #foodisfuel  #fuckana  #breakfast  #omelette  #banana  #fruits  #nutella  #chocolate  #plum  #edwarrior  #anasoldier  #edsoldier 
Lunch part 2 was tofu in mushroom sauce and rice noodles...i was pretty annoyed😒 that my mom had to cook everything (Im not allowed to cook) so she used so much oil and sour cream! I wanted lunch to be vegan but now there was the cream😔
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Lunch part 2 was tofu in mushroom sauce and rice noodles...i was pretty annoyed😒 that my mom had to cook everything (Im not allowed to cook) so she used so much oil and sour cream! I wanted lunch to be vegan but now there was the cream😔 . #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
Happy Sunday 🌻
This morning I did some more English homework 📚 in bed 🛏 whilst my sister👱🏼‍♀️ took Missy🐶 for a walk🐾 Today I’m off volunteering 🚶🏻‍♀️ and then cinema 🎬 with my family👩🏻👱🏼‍♀️👵🏻. We might also go to wagamama🥢 which is super exciting😋 breakfast 🥞 to fuel ⛽️ me for a busy day🔋 is: • a vanilla Müller light yoghurt 🌼 • 2 weetabix 🌾 • grapes 🍇 
I also tried some of my grandma’s 👵🏻 muesli earlier and it was really nice😍
Hope you all have a relaxing Sunday❣️ #edrecovery #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anawarrior #anafighter #breakfast #anasoldier #weetabixandyoghurt #foodblogger #fooddiary
Happy Sunday 🌻 This morning I did some more English homework 📚 in bed 🛏 whilst my sister👱🏼‍♀️ took Missy🐶 for a walk🐾 Today I’m off volunteering 🚶🏻‍♀️ and then cinema 🎬 with my family👩🏻👱🏼‍♀️👵🏻. We might also go to wagamama🥢 which is super exciting😋 breakfast 🥞 to fuel ⛽️ me for a busy day🔋 is: • a vanilla Müller light yoghurt 🌼 • 2 weetabix 🌾 • grapes 🍇 I also tried some of my grandma’s 👵🏻 muesli earlier and it was really nice😍 Hope you all have a relaxing Sunday❣️ #edrecovery  #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #breakfast  #anasoldier  #weetabixandyoghurt  #foodblogger  #fooddiary 
woooshhhh goes the milk that drowns ana 😜 morning everyone, hope you slept well. Let’s play name that fruit!! Swipe right to see this morning’s crazy fruit, it tastes like a passion fruit and a kiwi combined...anyone know what it’s called??🤔 that’s it from me this morning, I’m off to nurse my food baby 😂 catch ya later xx #cerealkiller #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
woooshhhh goes the milk that drowns ana 😜 morning everyone, hope you slept well. Let’s play name that fruit!! Swipe right to see this morning’s crazy fruit, it tastes like a passion fruit and a kiwi combined...anyone know what it’s called??🤔 that’s it from me this morning, I’m off to nurse my food baby 😂 catch ya later xx #cerealkiller  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
I shared a pizza 🍕 last night and honestly I'm feeling so free right now 👋🏻😱. My trip to Berlin is almost over which is kinda sad but at the same time I'm happy to be going back ☺️. Also I'm so screwed for next week because I've just been avoiding any and all responsibilities 🙃🙃 which is fun. On the up side though my eating has been really good! I've had liquid calories, oily foods, many restaurant outings and so much more! TW 💛 'm scared to have my next weight in though because I really have gained so much, and I really have I mean I can see it a lot. I know realistically I can't have gained so much in one week yet it really seems so 🌚 so that'll be interesting
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#recovery #edrecovery #recoveryispossible #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #edfam #edfamily #edcommunity #balancednotclean #bethebiggerbully #recoverywin #mentalhealthawareness #prorecovery #realrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #fuckana #gainingweightiscool #edfighter #edsoldier #edwarrior #anafighter #anawho #anawarrior #anasoldier #anarecovery #eatingdisorder #nourishnotpunish #recoveryisworthit
I shared a pizza 🍕 last night and honestly I'm feeling so free right now 👋🏻😱. My trip to Berlin is almost over which is kinda sad but at the same time I'm happy to be going back ☺️. Also I'm so screwed for next week because I've just been avoiding any and all responsibilities 🙃🙃 which is fun. On the up side though my eating has been really good! I've had liquid calories, oily foods, many restaurant outings and so much more! TW 💛 'm scared to have my next weight in though because I really have gained so much, and I really have I mean I can see it a lot. I know realistically I can't have gained so much in one week yet it really seems so 🌚 so that'll be interesting x .... ... .. . .. ... .... ..... #recovery  #edrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edfamily  #edcommunity  #balancednotclean  #bethebiggerbully  #recoverywin  #mentalhealthawareness  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #fuckana  #gainingweightiscool  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #anafighter  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anasoldier  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #nourishnotpunish  #recoveryisworthit 
Part of breakfast were a few of this! I actually wanted to eat my usual curd but my mum insisted that I’d have something different (bread) and I got so angry that she forces me to eat something different. So I did and now I feel extremely guilty. Thanks for nothing mum 😠
Part of breakfast were a few of this! I actually wanted to eat my usual curd but my mum insisted that I’d have something different (bread) and I got so angry that she forces me to eat something different. So I did and now I feel extremely guilty. Thanks for nothing mum 😠
Не очень фотогеничности, но очень вкусно. На обед сегодня куриные тефтели с перловкой + немного домашнего кетчупа 😚😏
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Внеочередной раз убеждаюсь,что никогда не смогу стать вегетарианцем, т.к. после обеда съела неизвестное количество отварной курицы и ооооо.... ,как же это вкусно, как же я люблю мяско😛
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На 1 перекус было банановое мороженое 
#едапп  #едадляжизни  #восстановление #пп #fuckana  #edwarrior #edfighter #edrecovery #edrecoverymeal #edfam #anorexiarecovery #anawarrior #anawho #anafighter #aedrecoverywarrior #recoverywin #anorexiafighter  #anorexiasucks #edsucks #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverymeal #recoveryishard #recoveryisworthit #рпп #рппвосстановление #анорексиявосстановление  #anasoldier #fooddiary #eatforlife  #дневникпитания
Не очень фотогеничности, но очень вкусно. На обед сегодня куриные тефтели с перловкой + немного домашнего кетчупа 😚😏 . . . Внеочередной раз убеждаюсь,что никогда не смогу стать вегетарианцем, т.к. после обеда съела неизвестное количество отварной курицы и ооооо.... ,как же это вкусно, как же я люблю мяско😛 . . . На 1 перекус было банановое мороженое #едапп   #едадляжизни   #восстановление  #пп  #fuckana   #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #edrecoverymeal  #edfam  #anorexiarecovery  #anawarrior  #anawho  #anafighter  #aedrecoverywarrior  #recoverywin  #anorexiafighter   #anorexiasucks  #edsucks  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoverymeal  #recoveryishard  #recoveryisworthit  #рпп  #рппвосстановление  #анорексиявосстановление  #anasoldier  #fooddiary  #eatforlife  #дневникпитания 
Ho pensato a lungo a come cominciare questo post, ci ho riflettuto mentre guardavo il giorno nascere fuori dalla finestra. Riflettevo cercando di capire da che punto poter iniziare a raccontare la giornata di ieri ma.. a metà del mio schema mentale perfetto mi sono resa conto di quanto questo arrovellarmi fosse inutile e malato per cui butto giù di getto, senza programmi né filtri.
Ho trascorso un sabato che se definissi 'orribile' sarebbe riduttivo. Dopo il pranzo, infatti, è tornata la mamma, tesa come una corda di violino. Si è precipitata da mio fratello per accettarsi che stesse bene ed al mio 'Ciao mamma, esisto anche io' mi ha letteralmente divorata viva. Una sequela di urla con accuse assurde ed irripetibili. Mi sono sentita dire che l'attacco d'asma di mio fratello è stata colpa mia, che io ho rovinato la famiglia e adesso voglio distruggere anche lui, che lei mi fa rinchiudere perché sono una malata mentale.
Ed è ok, è vero, ho una malattia psichiatrica. Ma qualcuno si è mai prodigato nel domandarsi perché? Perché a 14 anni mi tagliavo con i pezzi di vetro raccolti per strada? Perché ingerii due blister di pillole nel tentativo di sparire dopo aver subito una violenza a scuola? Perché mi sono ridotta a finire ricoverata con il sondino tre volte e adesso rischio una quarta?
La scusa è semplice, Angelica è difettosa, sbagliata, malata. Angelica non reagisce, è diversa. No, no, no. Angelica chiede amore. Chiede di essere 'vista'. Chiede di esistere, di poter respirare, di non sentirsi sporca. Angelica vuole la mamma, vuole che le insegni di nuovo come si fa a vivere, come si sorride, come si piange, come si ama. Vi parlo sempre di quanto io sia grata a mia madre, di quanto il nostro rapporto sia fondamentale per me, di quanto lei faccia e abbia fatto per aiutarmi ma.. La realtà è che, per quanto io la Veneri e cerchi sempre di proteggerla e vantarla, purtroppo non riesce a buttare giù le resistenze ed ammettere lá dove sbaglia. Credetemi, mi costa un dolore immenso scrivere queste parole, morirei 100 volte prima di trovarle un difetto o criticarla. Solitamente mi assumo le colpe di ogni cosa, mi carico dei suoi malesseri e vivo in simbiosi con lei ⤵️
Ho pensato a lungo a come cominciare questo post, ci ho riflettuto mentre guardavo il giorno nascere fuori dalla finestra. Riflettevo cercando di capire da che punto poter iniziare a raccontare la giornata di ieri ma.. a metà del mio schema mentale perfetto mi sono resa conto di quanto questo arrovellarmi fosse inutile e malato per cui butto giù di getto, senza programmi né filtri. Ho trascorso un sabato che se definissi 'orribile' sarebbe riduttivo. Dopo il pranzo, infatti, è tornata la mamma, tesa come una corda di violino. Si è precipitata da mio fratello per accettarsi che stesse bene ed al mio 'Ciao mamma, esisto anche io' mi ha letteralmente divorata viva. Una sequela di urla con accuse assurde ed irripetibili. Mi sono sentita dire che l'attacco d'asma di mio fratello è stata colpa mia, che io ho rovinato la famiglia e adesso voglio distruggere anche lui, che lei mi fa rinchiudere perché sono una malata mentale. Ed è ok, è vero, ho una malattia psichiatrica. Ma qualcuno si è mai prodigato nel domandarsi perché? Perché a 14 anni mi tagliavo con i pezzi di vetro raccolti per strada? Perché ingerii due blister di pillole nel tentativo di sparire dopo aver subito una violenza a scuola? Perché mi sono ridotta a finire ricoverata con il sondino tre volte e adesso rischio una quarta? La scusa è semplice, Angelica è difettosa, sbagliata, malata. Angelica non reagisce, è diversa. No, no, no. Angelica chiede amore. Chiede di essere 'vista'. Chiede di esistere, di poter respirare, di non sentirsi sporca. Angelica vuole la mamma, vuole che le insegni di nuovo come si fa a vivere, come si sorride, come si piange, come si ama. Vi parlo sempre di quanto io sia grata a mia madre, di quanto il nostro rapporto sia fondamentale per me, di quanto lei faccia e abbia fatto per aiutarmi ma.. La realtà è che, per quanto io la Veneri e cerchi sempre di proteggerla e vantarla, purtroppo non riesce a buttare giù le resistenze ed ammettere lá dove sbaglia. Credetemi, mi costa un dolore immenso scrivere queste parole, morirei 100 volte prima di trovarle un difetto o criticarla. Solitamente mi assumo le colpe di ogni cosa, mi carico dei suoi malesseri e vivo in simbiosi con lei ⤵️
A date, a clementine, and some grape juice for nightsnack 🍇🍊🙈Taking some more responsiblity to mix up my food choices and plan some challenge for tomorrow and I’m feeling super motivated — taking responsibility for recovery is incredibly difficult l, but I realized it’s rally so essential. I can’t be doing this to please someone else, I have to be doing it to take care of myself and create my future. Lately ngl I had lost touch w that, but I’m not letting it go on any longer 💁take care and have a good saturday night 💜 #recovering #veganrecovery #vegangirl #veganlifestyle #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #veganfitness #vegan #healthy #veganfoodshare #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatclean #plantbased #snack #vegancommunity  #veganfood #veganlife #hclf #raw #dinner #health #veganismismagic #yum #yummy #fresh #juice #whatveganseat
A date, a clementine, and some grape juice for nightsnack 🍇🍊🙈Taking some more responsiblity to mix up my food choices and plan some challenge for tomorrow and I’m feeling super motivated — taking responsibility for recovery is incredibly difficult l, but I realized it’s rally so essential. I can’t be doing this to please someone else, I have to be doing it to take care of myself and create my future. Lately ngl I had lost touch w that, but I’m not letting it go on any longer 💁take care and have a good saturday night 💜 #recovering  #veganrecovery  #vegangirl  #veganlifestyle  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #veganfitness  #vegan  #healthy  #veganfoodshare  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatclean  #plantbased  #snack  #vegancommunity  #veganfood  #veganlife  #hclf  #raw  #dinner  #health  #veganismismagic  #yum  #yummy  #fresh  #juice  #whatveganseat 
A friend and I hung out today so we made a MASSIVE fruit platter 😋 we had passion fruit + pineapple + honeydew melon + pawpaw + mango + green mango ☺️ and I didn’t restrict before hand!! Even though my ED was telling me to 💪🏻 •
#recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommumity #mentalhealthawareness #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery #glutenfree #fruit #fruitsalad
A friend and I hung out today so we made a MASSIVE fruit platter 😋 we had passion fruit + pineapple + honeydew melon + pawpaw + mango + green mango ☺️ and I didn’t restrict before hand!! Even though my ED was telling me to 💪🏻 • #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommumity  #mentalhealthawareness  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery  #glutenfree  #fruit  #fruitsalad 
Here it is! My 600 follower Friendsgiving challenge! 🎉🎊💪🏼😊 I will admit that I was pretty nervous going in.. but I did it! 😊💪🏼 I had some salad, sweet potatoes (which tasted amazing, and I even went back for seconds!), green bean casserole, turkey, corn, and an unpictured ROLL! And it tasted AMAZING 😍😝 No seriously, guys, bread is SO GOOD. I also tried some mashed potato-stuffing thing, but I didn't really like it too much! I like my mom's stuffing way better! I also had a slice of pumpkin pie which was a pre ED favorite along with some whipped cream, and I also tried a bite of my sister's apple pie, but I'm definitely more of a pumpkin pie girl! 😂😊 I also had a few bites of a pumpkin cream cheese cookie which tasted so so good and we brought a bunch home alone with the rest of the pumpkin pie! 😝😬 I have no idea how many calories I ate, there's really no way to tell because I don't know how everyone made the food that they brought, but I'm starting to realize after talking to a few friends on here that that is okay! 💪🏼😊 I need the calories and the food for energy and a healthy body! Plus I made memories with my friends and that is priceless. 💖❤️ I got to hold my friends' 5 month old baby and she is the cutest thing ever! I caught up with old friends, and talked with some new ones! 😊💕
Thank you all for being there for me and supporting me. This challenge was a difficult one, but I did it! Now onto the next one! What should I do for 700 followers? 😳🤔 Also I got a notebook that I want to fill with positive quotes and other things to help me and document my recovery! Do you guys have any ideas for what I can put in it? 😊💕 I hope you have a wonderful night! I'm headed to bed after that rewarding meal! Remember to challenge yourself, make memories, love yourself. Love yourself for the beautiful you that you are. Stay beautiful. Stay strong, lovies. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #anawarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edsoldiers #edwarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #food
Here it is! My 600 follower Friendsgiving challenge! 🎉🎊💪🏼😊 I will admit that I was pretty nervous going in.. but I did it! 😊💪🏼 I had some salad, sweet potatoes (which tasted amazing, and I even went back for seconds!), green bean casserole, turkey, corn, and an unpictured ROLL! And it tasted AMAZING 😍😝 No seriously, guys, bread is SO GOOD. I also tried some mashed potato-stuffing thing, but I didn't really like it too much! I like my mom's stuffing way better! I also had a slice of pumpkin pie which was a pre ED favorite along with some whipped cream, and I also tried a bite of my sister's apple pie, but I'm definitely more of a pumpkin pie girl! 😂😊 I also had a few bites of a pumpkin cream cheese cookie which tasted so so good and we brought a bunch home alone with the rest of the pumpkin pie! 😝😬 I have no idea how many calories I ate, there's really no way to tell because I don't know how everyone made the food that they brought, but I'm starting to realize after talking to a few friends on here that that is okay! 💪🏼😊 I need the calories and the food for energy and a healthy body! Plus I made memories with my friends and that is priceless. 💖❤️ I got to hold my friends' 5 month old baby and she is the cutest thing ever! I caught up with old friends, and talked with some new ones! 😊💕 Thank you all for being there for me and supporting me. This challenge was a difficult one, but I did it! Now onto the next one! What should I do for 700 followers? 😳🤔 Also I got a notebook that I want to fill with positive quotes and other things to help me and document my recovery! Do you guys have any ideas for what I can put in it? 😊💕 I hope you have a wonderful night! I'm headed to bed after that rewarding meal! Remember to challenge yourself, make memories, love yourself. Love yourself for the beautiful you that you are. Stay beautiful. Stay strong, lovies. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldiers  #edwarrior  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #food 
Trader Joe’s dynamo juice blend, veggie potstickers, broccoli, and unpictured soy sauce and sesame oil make SUCH a perfect Saturday night dinner 😍#recovering #veganrecovery #vegangirl #veganlifestyle #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #veganfitness #vegan #healthy #veganfoodshare #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatclean #plantbased #snack #vegancommunity  #veganfood #veganlife #hclf #raw #dinner #health #veganismismagic #yum #yummy #fresh #juice #whatveganseat
Trader Joe’s dynamo juice blend, veggie potstickers, broccoli, and unpictured soy sauce and sesame oil make SUCH a perfect Saturday night dinner 😍#recovering  #veganrecovery  #vegangirl  #veganlifestyle  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #veganfitness  #vegan  #healthy  #veganfoodshare  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatclean  #plantbased  #snack  #vegancommunity  #veganfood  #veganlife  #hclf  #raw  #dinner  #health  #veganismismagic  #yum  #yummy  #fresh  #juice  #whatveganseat 
Snacks 😍😍
Snacks 😍😍
Tonight is gonna be a good night 😸 beers & games & movies 
No ED allowed!
Tonight is gonna be a good night 😸 beers & games & movies No ED allowed!
Really late #nightsnack was some alpro coconut yogurt🥛 with cinnamon, dried banana🍌 and pineapple🍍 slices, a frozen vanilla yogurt🌻 and an apple🍎
⭐🌙⭐🌙⭐🌙⭐🌙⭐🌙⭐
#anorexia #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery 
#recovery #recovering #anasoldier #anawarrior #anafighter #warrior #food #fight #eatingdisorder #keepfighting #keepgoing #staystrong #hope #nevergiveup
Buonasera! ✨
Siamo arrivati a sabato sera 💆‍♂️
Dopo scuola ho avuto la lezione di clarinetto 🎶, quindi si può dire che sono stato fuori casa da ora di pranzo 🙈
Stasera comunque ceno davanti a Tu Si Que Vales 📺 con: 🍽
#panino integrale con #hamburger e #patatine al forno 🍔, #cocacola zero ad accompagnare 🥤, e per finire un #mandarino 🍊
Forse non si potrà considerate una cena sanissima,  ma va bene così 🤗 l’importante secondo me è avere un equilibrio, ed io sto cercando il mio 👊🏻
Vi auguro una buonanotte 👋🏻🌙
Buonasera! ✨ Siamo arrivati a sabato sera 💆‍♂️ Dopo scuola ho avuto la lezione di clarinetto 🎶, quindi si può dire che sono stato fuori casa da ora di pranzo 🙈 Stasera comunque ceno davanti a Tu Si Que Vales 📺 con: 🍽 #panino  integrale con #hamburger  e #patatine  al forno 🍔, #cocacola  zero ad accompagnare 🥤, e per finire un #mandarino  🍊 Forse non si potrà considerate una cena sanissima, ma va bene così 🤗 l’importante secondo me è avere un equilibrio, ed io sto cercando il mio 👊🏻 Vi auguro una buonanotte 👋🏻🌙
I had my first #pintparty 💖💖 it was amazing but I only had 1/2 because I staring to feel ill 🤒 😂 but it tasted really good ❤️ I feel a bit guilty after it but I’m not listening to ana 😱💚💚💚 #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #recovery2017 #recoverisworthit #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edfam #edfamily #eatingdisorder
#eatittobeatit #recoveryfamily #food #edwarrior #gaininglifenotweight #fighting #strong #edrecovery #recoveryfood #recoverywin #edcommunity
I had my first #pintparty  💖💖 it was amazing but I only had 1/2 because I staring to feel ill 🤒 😂 but it tasted really good ❤️ I feel a bit guilty after it but I’m not listening to ana 😱💚💚💚 #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexia  #anorexianervosarecovery  #recovery2017  #recoverisworthit  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #edfighter  #edfam  #edfamily  #eatingdisorder  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryfamily  #food  #edwarrior  #gaininglifenotweight  #fighting  #strong  #edrecovery  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edcommunity 
Non so che dire, questa giornata doveva essere di bollito😂: prima i tortellini, ora questo😋😂. Stasera ho mangiato seguendo al 100% le mie voglie😍❤:
◾◾lingua bollita😋
◾◾muscolo bollito😋
◾◾pollo bollito🍗
◾◾ fetta di torta pasqualina avanzata💁🙌 ◾◾arancia🍊
◾◾due quadratini di cioccolata fondente🍫

D'accordo, di pasto bilanciato non c'è nulla, ma chissenefrega😂 è buono😋🆙.
Adesso aspetto che mi si cuocia la torta 🍰da portare domani dalla nonna👵, poi tisanina. Il tutto davanti ad Alberto Angela😂.
Buona serata❤

#anoressia #anorexia #edfighter #edwarrior #edsoldier #edfamily #anabitch #anasoldier #anafighter #anawarrior #recovery #recoverywin #family #life #sorrideresempre #sempreinsieme #cena #bollito #dolci #amici #tornarebambini #scuola #frutta
Non so che dire, questa giornata doveva essere di bollito😂: prima i tortellini, ora questo😋😂. Stasera ho mangiato seguendo al 100% le mie voglie😍❤: ◾◾lingua bollita😋 ◾◾muscolo bollito😋 ◾◾pollo bollito🍗 ◾◾ fetta di torta pasqualina avanzata💁🙌 ◾◾arancia🍊 ◾◾due quadratini di cioccolata fondente🍫 D'accordo, di pasto bilanciato non c'è nulla, ma chissenefrega😂 è buono😋🆙. Adesso aspetto che mi si cuocia la torta 🍰da portare domani dalla nonna👵, poi tisanina. Il tutto davanti ad Alberto Angela😂. Buona serata❤ #anoressia  #anorexia  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #anabitch  #anasoldier  #anafighter  #anawarrior  #recovery  #recoverywin  #family  #life  #sorrideresempre  #sempreinsieme  #cena  #bollito  #dolci  #amici  #tornarebambini  #scuola  #frutta 
Dinner🍽
Have had quite a good day👍🏻 I went food shopping 🛒 with mum👩🏻 this morning 🌆 and then we came back🚗 home 🏠 and tied everything 🛍 I then took the bus 🚌 on my way to school🏫 to help out for open day in the spanish department 🇪🇸 and I actually felt kind of useful!💪🏻 after 3️⃣ hours of that🕓 I took another bus 🚌 to the shopping centre in town 🏗 where I met up with my mum and sister👩‍👧. Mum got me 💸a new coat🧥 and we also got some stuff for Missy too🐶. We then came back home 🏠 and I had one of my BIGGEST #fearfoods which is pasta with pesto‼️‼️‼️ so dinner tonight was: • a big plate🍽 of pasta 🍝 with pesto🍶🌱 with parmesan cheese 🧀 
I’ve now just been chilling🛋 and doing some English homework 📚 which involved reading 📖 and analysing 📝. I have had a lot of thoughts 💭 and voices🔉 about all the junk I’ve had today (as I also had a lot of chocolate 🍫 this morning) but I’m trying my best at shutting them out🔇 and trying to distract myself🤗 hope you’ve all had a wonderful day❣️ #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #recovery #anorexia #recoverywin #anafighter #dinner #anasoldier #pestopasta #anawarrior #foodblogger #fooddiary #eatittobeatit
Dinner🍽 Have had quite a good day👍🏻 I went food shopping 🛒 with mum👩🏻 this morning 🌆 and then we came back🚗 home 🏠 and tied everything 🛍 I then took the bus 🚌 on my way to school🏫 to help out for open day in the spanish department 🇪🇸 and I actually felt kind of useful!💪🏻 after 3️⃣ hours of that🕓 I took another bus 🚌 to the shopping centre in town 🏗 where I met up with my mum and sister👩‍👧. Mum got me 💸a new coat🧥 and we also got some stuff for Missy too🐶. We then came back home 🏠 and I had one of my BIGGEST #fearfoods  which is pasta with pesto‼️‼️‼️ so dinner tonight was: • a big plate🍽 of pasta 🍝 with pesto🍶🌱 with parmesan cheese 🧀 I’ve now just been chilling🛋 and doing some English homework 📚 which involved reading 📖 and analysing 📝. I have had a lot of thoughts 💭 and voices🔉 about all the junk I’ve had today (as I also had a lot of chocolate 🍫 this morning) but I’m trying my best at shutting them out🔇 and trying to distract myself🤗 hope you’ve all had a wonderful day❣️ #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #recovery  #anorexia  #recoverywin  #anafighter  #dinner  #anasoldier  #pestopasta  #anawarrior  #foodblogger  #fooddiary  #eatittobeatit 
I HANDMADE FISH PIE 🤩💪🏽🌱 So proud of myself for making this using my beautiful grandma’s recipe ❤️ Salmon, smoked haddock and plain haddock cooked in milk and then made into a rue with onions and flour and topped with mashed potato (and my lil fishy 😅😏) I hope you are all having a FISHtabulous evening xxx #recovery#recovering#recoverywin#edrecovery#anarecovery#2fab4ana#anorexianervosa#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#realrecovery#recoveryisworthit#recoveryispossible#anorexiarecovery#beatana#fuckana#anawho#anafighter#anasoldier#anawarrior#edfighter#edsoldier#edfam#edcommunity#mentalhealthawareness#orthorexia#eatittobeatit#nourishnotpunish#prorecovery#food#foodporn
I HANDMADE FISH PIE 🤩💪🏽🌱 So proud of myself for making this using my beautiful grandma’s recipe ❤️ Salmon, smoked haddock and plain haddock cooked in milk and then made into a rue with onions and flour and topped with mashed potato (and my lil fishy 😅😏) I hope you are all having a FISHtabulous evening xxx #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #anarecovery #2fab4ana #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anafighter #anasoldier #anawarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery #food #foodporn 
well this was rather fabulous thanks to the caramelised onion that caramelised Ana’s brains 😏 recipe attached for anyone who’d like to murder ana in the same fashion 👩🏻‍🍳 keep fighting my friends, we got this!! Now I’m off to have dessert (yoghurt) and night snack (dried figs) #dinner #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #2fab4ana #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #anafighter #anasoldier #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #edcommunity #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
well this was rather fabulous thanks to the caramelised onion that caramelised Ana’s brains 😏 recipe attached for anyone who’d like to murder ana in the same fashion 👩🏻‍🍳 keep fighting my friends, we got this!! Now I’m off to have dessert (yoghurt) and night snack (dried figs) #dinner  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #2fab4ana  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #anafighter  #anasoldier  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #edcommunity  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
Soy yogurt (topped w granola later), orange juice, and freeze dried mango for lunch today — a perf way to brighten a rather gloomy day! 💁#recovering #veganrecovery #vegangirl #veganlifestyle #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #anasoldier #veganfitness #vegan #healthy #veganfoodshare #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatclean #plantbased #snack #vegancommunity  #veganfood #veganlife #hclf #raw #dinner #health #veganismismagic #yum #yummy #fresh #juice #whatveganseat
Soy yogurt (topped w granola later), orange juice, and freeze dried mango for lunch today — a perf way to brighten a rather gloomy day! 💁#recovering  #veganrecovery  #vegangirl  #veganlifestyle  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #anasoldier  #veganfitness  #vegan  #healthy  #veganfoodshare  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatclean  #plantbased  #snack  #vegancommunity  #veganfood  #veganlife  #hclf  #raw  #dinner  #health  #veganismismagic  #yum  #yummy  #fresh  #juice  #whatveganseat 
Aşure zamanı yenilmeyen aşureyi şimdi yiyiyorum. Ve evet pek aşure gibi durmuyo çünkü ben aşurenin içine herşeyi doldurarak yiyemiyorum hiç hoşuma gitmiyo öyle. İçinde sadece buğday nohut fasulye ve kuş üzümü var. Üstünde de tabiki aşure baharatı. Ayrıca şeker yerine bal kullandım 😄 #aşure #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #anarecovery #recovery #recoverywin #edrecovery #prorecovery #recoveryarmy #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #keepfighting #nevergiveup #kiloalıyorum #yemeyedevam #pişmanlıkyok #edwarrior #anasoldier #edfamily #edfam #fooddiary #foodisfuel #anawarrior
Aşure zamanı yenilmeyen aşureyi şimdi yiyiyorum. Ve evet pek aşure gibi durmuyo çünkü ben aşurenin içine herşeyi doldurarak yiyemiyorum hiç hoşuma gitmiyo öyle. İçinde sadece buğday nohut fasulye ve kuş üzümü var. Üstünde de tabiki aşure baharatı. Ayrıca şeker yerine bal kullandım 😄 #aşure  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ana  #anarecovery  #recovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryarmy  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #keepfighting  #nevergiveup  #kiloalıyorum  #yemeyedevam  #pişmanlıkyok  #edwarrior  #anasoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #fooddiary  #foodisfuel  #anawarrior 
Here's a not so aesthetically pleasing picture of my beautiful Birthday Cake #questbar 😂😍 I really love this flavor. It tastes just like birthday cake to me! I don't even mind that there are no chunks because of that vanilla coating! This is my last one 😭 So I'll either have to go buy more or eat up my Mocha Chocolate Chip ones! 😝 I just got out of work, and a little bit later my mom and I will go to the store to get corn and things to make a salad with for Friendsgiving tonight! It will consist of turkey, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, corn, salad, green bean casserole, treats, pies, drinks, and more! I think I will also post a picture of my outfit because I feel pretty in it 😊💖 I'm kind of looking forward to challenging myself? I'm also looking forward to sitting down and making memories with my friends. It's been so long. I haven't hung out with this group of friends in a really long time, and I want them as part of my life again! 😊💕 I am so happy that I am starting to push myself more and going out and socializing! You can too! Remember that your ED does not define who you are. 💪🏼💕 It will never be happy with you. It's time to kick that ED in the butt and take your life back! To make memories, to make new friends, to reconnect with old ones! ❤️👯 How is everyone's day so far? Did you challenge yourself? Did you create new goals for yourself? Did you do any self-care? 😊❤️ Stay beautiful, lovies. Remember that each of you are beautiful, and imagine how beautiful life will be when we beat this. When we are set free. Stay strong, loves. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #anawarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edsoldiers #edwarrior #ednos #ednosrecovery #food
Here's a not so aesthetically pleasing picture of my beautiful Birthday Cake #questbar  😂😍 I really love this flavor. It tastes just like birthday cake to me! I don't even mind that there are no chunks because of that vanilla coating! This is my last one 😭 So I'll either have to go buy more or eat up my Mocha Chocolate Chip ones! 😝 I just got out of work, and a little bit later my mom and I will go to the store to get corn and things to make a salad with for Friendsgiving tonight! It will consist of turkey, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, corn, salad, green bean casserole, treats, pies, drinks, and more! I think I will also post a picture of my outfit because I feel pretty in it 😊💖 I'm kind of looking forward to challenging myself? I'm also looking forward to sitting down and making memories with my friends. It's been so long. I haven't hung out with this group of friends in a really long time, and I want them as part of my life again! 😊💕 I am so happy that I am starting to push myself more and going out and socializing! You can too! Remember that your ED does not define who you are. 💪🏼💕 It will never be happy with you. It's time to kick that ED in the butt and take your life back! To make memories, to make new friends, to reconnect with old ones! ❤️👯 How is everyone's day so far? Did you challenge yourself? Did you create new goals for yourself? Did you do any self-care? 😊❤️ Stay beautiful, lovies. Remember that each of you are beautiful, and imagine how beautiful life will be when we beat this. When we are set free. Stay strong, loves. 💜 💪🏼 #recovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anasoldier  #anawarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edsoldiers  #edwarrior  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #food