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A lunch at home of leftovers 🍁 #recoveryisworthit #veganrecovery #recovery #anorexia #vegan #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery
Guten Abend 😌🌆
Ich hoffe, ihr hattet alle einen schönen Donnerstag 😊
Der Tag war echt schlimm, die Schule hat mich wieder total fertig gemacht. Ich weiß nicht, wie lange ich das noch schaffe.. 😔 Dafür habe ich heute aber im Kampf gegen die Gedanken und Ängste gewonnen! Auch, wenn sie besonders stark und präsent waren, ich habe sie mich nicht beeinflussen lassen! 💪🏻 Das ist jetzt schon der dritte Tag in Folge, den ich gewinne, ich bin einfach nur verdammt stolz auf mich! Ich weiß, dass ich diese Essstörung besiegen kann. Es ist ein langer, schwieriger Weg, aber ich kann und werde das schaffen, denn ich bin eine Kämpferin und ich bin stark.. 😌💕
Auch heute werde ich es dieser Essstörung wieder so richtig zeigen und mache mir einen richtig schönen, entspannten Abend mit meiner #bowlofhappiness und meinem #nightsnack. Heute wieder eine extra große Portion Bananenquark, mit @koelln_deutschland Klassik Knusper Müsli und ein Mix aus dem @mymuesli Abenteuer und eigenem Weihnachts-Mix Müsli, mit der Weihnachtsbasis, Apfel-Zimt-Crunchy, Haferflocken, Apfel 🍎, Haselnüssen 🌰, gaaanz vielen Rosinen und Cranberrys und noch den weißen Schoko-Dinkelbällchen und den weißen Schoko-Sternen.. 😍❤️ Außerdem @koelln_deutschland Haferfleks und Haferkissen, @nutriful White Chocolate Flavor Drops und on top @justspices Sweet Love und Ceylon Zimt 😋❤️ Dazu gibt es das @benandjerrys_offiziell What-A-Lotta Chocolate Cookie Core, das einfach so geil schmeckt, ich liebe es einfach abgöttisch.. 😍❤️ Nach diesem schrecklichen Tag muss das einfach, weshalb ich mir auch eine richtig große Portion meines geliebten Bananenquarks mit ganz vielen Rosinen und Haselnüssen gönne. Und das Eis MUSS es heute einfach sein nach diesem Tag.. 😍❤️ Essstörung? Du wirst mich absolut nicht daran hindern. Auch ihr süßen Gedanken und Ängste habt keine Chance, diesen Kampf gewinne ich.. #recoverywin 😜💕 Wie immer schlüpfe ich nach einer schönen, angenehm heißen Dusche jetzt in den wunderschönen Onesie, zünde mir die Vanille-Zimt Duftkerzen und ein Räucherstäbchen an, kuschle mich mit meiner Wolldecke ins Bett und genieße in aller Ruhe mein Essen.. 😌✨
Habt noch einen wunderschönen Abend ihr Lieben ☺️❤️
Guten Abend 😌🌆 Ich hoffe, ihr hattet alle einen schönen Donnerstag 😊 Der Tag war echt schlimm, die Schule hat mich wieder total fertig gemacht. Ich weiß nicht, wie lange ich das noch schaffe.. 😔 Dafür habe ich heute aber im Kampf gegen die Gedanken und Ängste gewonnen! Auch, wenn sie besonders stark und präsent waren, ich habe sie mich nicht beeinflussen lassen! 💪🏻 Das ist jetzt schon der dritte Tag in Folge, den ich gewinne, ich bin einfach nur verdammt stolz auf mich! Ich weiß, dass ich diese Essstörung besiegen kann. Es ist ein langer, schwieriger Weg, aber ich kann und werde das schaffen, denn ich bin eine Kämpferin und ich bin stark.. 😌💕 Auch heute werde ich es dieser Essstörung wieder so richtig zeigen und mache mir einen richtig schönen, entspannten Abend mit meiner #bowlofhappiness  und meinem #nightsnack . Heute wieder eine extra große Portion Bananenquark, mit @koelln_deutschland Klassik Knusper Müsli und ein Mix aus dem @mymuesli Abenteuer und eigenem Weihnachts-Mix Müsli, mit der Weihnachtsbasis, Apfel-Zimt-Crunchy, Haferflocken, Apfel 🍎, Haselnüssen 🌰, gaaanz vielen Rosinen und Cranberrys und noch den weißen Schoko-Dinkelbällchen und den weißen Schoko-Sternen.. 😍❤️ Außerdem @koelln_deutschland Haferfleks und Haferkissen, @nutriful White Chocolate Flavor Drops und on top @justspices Sweet Love und Ceylon Zimt 😋❤️ Dazu gibt es das @benandjerrys_offiziell What-A-Lotta Chocolate Cookie Core, das einfach so geil schmeckt, ich liebe es einfach abgöttisch.. 😍❤️ Nach diesem schrecklichen Tag muss das einfach, weshalb ich mir auch eine richtig große Portion meines geliebten Bananenquarks mit ganz vielen Rosinen und Haselnüssen gönne. Und das Eis MUSS es heute einfach sein nach diesem Tag.. 😍❤️ Essstörung? Du wirst mich absolut nicht daran hindern. Auch ihr süßen Gedanken und Ängste habt keine Chance, diesen Kampf gewinne ich.. #recoverywin  😜💕 Wie immer schlüpfe ich nach einer schönen, angenehm heißen Dusche jetzt in den wunderschönen Onesie, zünde mir die Vanille-Zimt Duftkerzen und ein Räucherstäbchen an, kuschle mich mit meiner Wolldecke ins Bett und genieße in aller Ruhe mein Essen.. 😌✨ Habt noch einen wunderschönen Abend ihr Lieben ☺️❤️
9 month mark free of eating disorder! ☺️Left photo is a photo of a photo on my computer. I remember that day, I left campus to go swimming. I swam for two hours. It was all because I ate an apple and I was so afraid of eating anything other than peppers, cucumbers and egg whites. Photo on the right was a few weeks ago, but a few years in between the left. My gains are both mental and physical. I now eat at least 2400 cals a day(varies on activity) and have been progressing steadily over these 9 months. I'm sharing this and making myself vulnerable to shoot out the message that anything is possible. Things take time, and are worth the wait. I'm still not where I want to be, but looking at the comparison of a few years ago to a few weeks ago, I'm so proud. Stay strong and know if you need anyone, I'll always be here. Thank you to everyone who's followed me since day 1; sick to now strong and healthy. Grateful for all you who helped me ❤️ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #strong #healthy #happy #determination #strength #persistence #gains #girlswholift #fit #fitness
9 month mark free of eating disorder! ☺️Left photo is a photo of a photo on my computer. I remember that day, I left campus to go swimming. I swam for two hours. It was all because I ate an apple and I was so afraid of eating anything other than peppers, cucumbers and egg whites. Photo on the right was a few weeks ago, but a few years in between the left. My gains are both mental and physical. I now eat at least 2400 cals a day(varies on activity) and have been progressing steadily over these 9 months. I'm sharing this and making myself vulnerable to shoot out the message that anything is possible. Things take time, and are worth the wait. I'm still not where I want to be, but looking at the comparison of a few years ago to a few weeks ago, I'm so proud. Stay strong and know if you need anyone, I'll always be here. Thank you to everyone who's followed me since day 1; sick to now strong and healthy. Grateful for all you who helped me ❤️ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #strong  #healthy  #happy  #determination  #strength  #persistence  #gains  #girlswholift  #fit  #fitness 
things ive learnt this week:
1. lunch isnt going to kill me
2. i need to stop seshing and give my body a break
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i’ve got a challenging dinner tonight n another challenging one tomorrow pls keep ur fingers crossed that i dont freak out thnx, hope ur all doin good n have nice weekends planned, i for one am so glad it’s friday oh boy

#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #recovery #food #breakfast
things ive learnt this week: 1. lunch isnt going to kill me 2. i need to stop seshing and give my body a break ~ i’ve got a challenging dinner tonight n another challenging one tomorrow pls keep ur fingers crossed that i dont freak out thnx, hope ur all doin good n have nice weekends planned, i for one am so glad it’s friday oh boy #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #recovery  #food  #breakfast 
My light dinner ☺❤
1 apple 
1 small banana 
10 almonds and 1 cup skimmed milk 
#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #food#sad#love#اكل_صحي #انوريكسيا_نيرفوزا #انوريكسيا
Ignore the loo at the back. 
Had a fast day, and I know how much i have cancelled that with the amount of alcohol I've drunk but not feeling too bad.

Cawliflower "steak" and 1 macaroni cheese for dinner....purged but at least I look normal In front of my colleagues.

Weighed myself this morning which was a total error. I've put on  yet another kilo! Wish I could get Lipo but I know that won't fly.

Need to start my 24 hr fast from tomorrow. No more food for this little piggy

#anorexia #recovery #struggling #fatty #drunk #christmas #anxiety #worksocial #fasting #rehab #bodyconfidence
Ignore the loo at the back. Had a fast day, and I know how much i have cancelled that with the amount of alcohol I've drunk but not feeling too bad. Cawliflower "steak" and 1 macaroni cheese for dinner....purged but at least I look normal In front of my colleagues. Weighed myself this morning which was a total error. I've put on yet another kilo! Wish I could get Lipo but I know that won't fly. Need to start my 24 hr fast from tomorrow. No more food for this little piggy #anorexia  #recovery  #struggling  #fatty  #drunk  #christmas  #anxiety  #worksocial  #fasting  #rehab  #bodyconfidence 
positivity is smiling because of all the little things that make you happy. it’s recognizing that you may not have had an amazing day, but hey! you’re alive! the suns shining! there’s ice cream to be eaten and laughs to be laughed. 
not every day is a good day, but there’s good things in every day. 
Smile today because you’re beautiful and you’re worth it😊 •i made a sarahah. link in bio. ask me questions!! i’m bored!
positivity is smiling because of all the little things that make you happy. it’s recognizing that you may not have had an amazing day, but hey! you’re alive! the suns shining! there’s ice cream to be eaten and laughs to be laughed. not every day is a good day, but there’s good things in every day. Smile today because you’re beautiful and you’re worth it😊 •i made a sarahah. link in bio. ask me questions!! i’m bored!
Доброго утра, дорогие читатели😍
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Кажется, здоровый и долгий сон - залог хорошего настроения и нежелания убить всех и вся рядом с собой, включая себя. Потому и вам советую высыпаться как следует хотя бы на выходных, чтобы быть самыми продуктивными и жизнерадостными.
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Сегодня предстоит дописать  биологию и, скорее всего почитать произведение Некрасова "Кому на Руси жить хорошо?" О своих впечатлениях, возможно, расскажу, дополняя "о прекрасном".
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Для мня книги - это действительно что-то, читаемое по настроению и/или цепляющее чем-то, потому и прочитанное. Одно время я задавалась миллионами вопросов, касаемых экспедиции на перевал Дятлова, потому несколько лет назад прочла книгу Анну Матвеевой - "Перевал Дятлова, или тайна девяти", хотя это литература совершенно не свойственна мне и моему вкусу. Летом я была увлечена теми книгами, которые ведут повествование от первого лица или рассказывают о жизни человека - так мной оказались прочитаны "Над кукушкиным гнездом", "Заводной Апельсин" (ставший одним из впечатляющих меня произведений), Детективы Агаты Кристи, посвящённые Эркюлю Пуаро.
Все книги, которые я упомянула, советую к прочтению, если вам интересен тот или иной жанр, или вы хотите только с него начать.
❓QUESTION❓ А также выскажетесь, как выбираете книги Вы? И были ли у вас "периоды" увлечения одним жанром, одним методом повествования? Какие книги вы могли бы посоветовать? 
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Завтрак:
🔹Овощной салат
🔹Булгур
🔹Бутербродики
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Надеюсь, ваша суббота оправдает все ваши ожидания🔥
Доброго утра, дорогие читатели😍 _____ Кажется, здоровый и долгий сон - залог хорошего настроения и нежелания убить всех и вся рядом с собой, включая себя. Потому и вам советую высыпаться как следует хотя бы на выходных, чтобы быть самыми продуктивными и жизнерадостными. _____ Сегодня предстоит дописать биологию и, скорее всего почитать произведение Некрасова "Кому на Руси жить хорошо?" О своих впечатлениях, возможно, расскажу, дополняя "о прекрасном". _____ Для мня книги - это действительно что-то, читаемое по настроению и/или цепляющее чем-то, потому и прочитанное. Одно время я задавалась миллионами вопросов, касаемых экспедиции на перевал Дятлова, потому несколько лет назад прочла книгу Анну Матвеевой - "Перевал Дятлова, или тайна девяти", хотя это литература совершенно не свойственна мне и моему вкусу. Летом я была увлечена теми книгами, которые ведут повествование от первого лица или рассказывают о жизни человека - так мной оказались прочитаны "Над кукушкиным гнездом", "Заводной Апельсин" (ставший одним из впечатляющих меня произведений), Детективы Агаты Кристи, посвящённые Эркюлю Пуаро. Все книги, которые я упомянула, советую к прочтению, если вам интересен тот или иной жанр, или вы хотите только с него начать. ❓QUESTION❓ А также выскажетесь, как выбираете книги Вы? И были ли у вас "периоды" увлечения одним жанром, одним методом повествования? Какие книги вы могли бы посоветовать? _____ Завтрак: 🔹Овощной салат 🔹Булгур 🔹Бутербродики _____ Надеюсь, ваша суббота оправдает все ваши ожидания🔥
Meal one| protein maca açaí bowl
3 large frozen bananas
12 large frozen strawberries 4.5 fl oz frozen blueberries
1 frozen açaí pack 
1 tsp maca powder
1 tlb sp unflavored vegan protein
1 tsp unsweetened vanilla almond milk
Topped with pb, shredded coconut and apple 🤗❤️ #vegan #vegangains #veganrecipes #veganbreakfast #eatvegan #govegan #vegangains #vegangirl #veganfood #veganfoodshare #plantbased #plantbaseddiet #plantbasedfood #vegansofig #vegansonig #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edrecovery #edrecover #recoverywin #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoverywarriors #recoveryfood #edrecoverywarrior #smoothiebowl #smoothie #acai #acaibowl #coconutbowl #smoothies #vegansofig
Meal one| protein maca açaí bowl 3 large frozen bananas 12 large frozen strawberries 4.5 fl oz frozen blueberries 1 frozen açaí pack 1 tsp maca powder 1 tlb sp unflavored vegan protein 1 tsp unsweetened vanilla almond milk Topped with pb, shredded coconut and apple 🤗❤️ #vegan  #vegangains  #veganrecipes  #veganbreakfast  #eatvegan  #govegan  #vegangains  #vegangirl  #veganfood  #veganfoodshare  #plantbased  #plantbaseddiet  #plantbasedfood  #vegansofig  #vegansonig  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #edrecovery  #edrecover  #recoverywin  #recoverywarrior  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverywarriors  #recoveryfood  #edrecoverywarrior  #smoothiebowl  #smoothie  #acai  #acaibowl  #coconutbowl  #smoothies  #vegansofig 
Hi all! Breakfast this morning was an apple and blueberry porridge pot and some apple + grapes 🍇 ~
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At breakfast I began to go dizzy so had to go on the floor and started to feel really sick 🙃 Luckily we knew what to do but because I had felt sick Gremlin wanted me to skip but did Aimee want to?
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So excited today as we are going into town then walking round the yarn with Ed🐶
Hope you all enjoy your day! 💝
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#anorexia #recovery #anorexiarecovery #beatana #beatit #anacantwin #eatittobeatit #nourishtoflourish #win #tough #brave #fight #warrior #battle #gremlin #edwarrior #edfighter #ican #iwill #anawontwin #anorexianervosa
Hi all! Breakfast this morning was an apple and blueberry porridge pot and some apple + grapes 🍇 ~ ~ At breakfast I began to go dizzy so had to go on the floor and started to feel really sick 🙃 Luckily we knew what to do but because I had felt sick Gremlin wanted me to skip but did Aimee want to? ~ ~ So excited today as we are going into town then walking round the yarn with Ed🐶 Hope you all enjoy your day! 💝 ~ ~ #anorexia  #recovery  #anorexiarecovery  #beatana  #beatit  #anacantwin  #eatittobeatit  #nourishtoflourish  #win  #tough  #brave  #fight  #warrior  #battle  #gremlin  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #ican  #iwill  #anawontwin  #anorexianervosa 
without you nothing goes right..
without you nothing goes right..
Vacances!!! 🎊🎉😍😍
Fin des partiels qui ne se sont pas super bien passés je suis pas sur de valider je pense aller aux rattrapages 😢😷
Cette semaine a été rythmé de revision pas de sport de mal bouffe et compulsions...😷
Mais on.se reprend noël dans 1 semaine on fini bien l'année et se remet dans les railles 👌
Bonne journée 
Bisous 😘
#boulimie #boulimia #heathly #plaisir #maigrir #rééquilibragealimentaire #régime #dîner #régimeuse #mangersain #ed #anorexia #anorexie #tca #
Vacances!!! 🎊🎉😍😍 Fin des partiels qui ne se sont pas super bien passés je suis pas sur de valider je pense aller aux rattrapages 😢😷 Cette semaine a été rythmé de revision pas de sport de mal bouffe et compulsions...😷 Mais on.se reprend noël dans 1 semaine on fini bien l'année et se remet dans les railles 👌 Bonne journée Bisous 😘 #boulimie  #boulimia  #heathly  #plaisir  #maigrir  #rééquilibragealimentaire  #régime  #dîner  #régimeuse  #mangersain  #ed  #anorexia  #anorexie  #tca  #
IT FINALLY ARRIVED IN AUS! I have been waiting for vegan Ben & Jerry's ever since it came to the US. Scared of this meal but so excited to try
IT FINALLY ARRIVED IN AUS! I have been waiting for vegan Ben & Jerry's ever since it came to the US. Scared of this meal but so excited to try
Guten Morgen ihr Lieben❄🌼☃️
Das war gerade mein #breakfast
Insgesamt 4 Filinchen, davon 1 mit Frischkäse und Lachsschinken. 1 Clementine und als #challenge ein kleines schokobärchen. Ich weiß nicht wann ich das letzte mal Schokolade gegessen habe, das ist bestimmt Monate her. Das Filinchen mit Frischkäse und Lachsschinken hat mir nicht so gut geschmeckt, da lasse ich mir bis morgen nochmal was anderes einfallen. Alles in allem hat es aber sehr lecker geschmeckt. Und auch das Bärchen konnte ich nach langem überlegen und diskutieren mit mir selbst essen. Mir geht's heute morgen wieder besser als gestern, und ich bin wieder ein Stück motivierter. ICH SCHAFFE DAS! 
Bis später ihr lieben. 😄❄🏵
Guten Morgen ihr Lieben❄🌼☃️ Das war gerade mein #breakfast  Insgesamt 4 Filinchen, davon 1 mit Frischkäse und Lachsschinken. 1 Clementine und als #challenge  ein kleines schokobärchen. Ich weiß nicht wann ich das letzte mal Schokolade gegessen habe, das ist bestimmt Monate her. Das Filinchen mit Frischkäse und Lachsschinken hat mir nicht so gut geschmeckt, da lasse ich mir bis morgen nochmal was anderes einfallen. Alles in allem hat es aber sehr lecker geschmeckt. Und auch das Bärchen konnte ich nach langem überlegen und diskutieren mit mir selbst essen. Mir geht's heute morgen wieder besser als gestern, und ich bin wieder ein Stück motivierter. ICH SCHAFFE DAS! Bis später ihr lieben. 😄❄🏵
Eating disorders are serios mental illness, not lifestyle choices. 
Anorexia is pernicious and not something which goes away overnight. 
I hope I will be stronger than Anorexia - someday.. #mentallyill #mentalillnesses #ed #eatingdisorder #anorexia #edfighter #anorexiafighter #ptsd #panicdisorder #anxietydisorder #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #chronicallyill #ostomate #spoonie
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{16.12.17}
Heyy💞
Wie ihr seht hab ich all meine Beträge gelöscht bzw. archiviert. Das hab ich gemacht weil ich jetzt ehrlicher sein will. Und euch nicht immer nur die großen 'normalen' Portionen meines Essens zeige, sondern auch die kleinen. Außerdem fühle ich mich irgendwie falsch als recovery Seite, da ich leider noch zu wenig esse (war am Anfang vom recovern nicht so) deswegen hab ich Tage wo ich mal viel, mal wenig esse. Überlege auch meinen Namen zu ändern(ohne recovery) also schreibt mir gerne Ideen ✨
Ich poste dann später mein Frühstück^^ Bis dann meine Lieben❤️
#anorexia #anafighter #edfamily #edfighter #eatingdisorder #edwarrior #essstörung #magersucht #prorecovery #anawho #anawarrior #stronger #food #foodporn #foodpics #foodblogger #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #recoveryforlife #recoveryfromana #recoveryfromanorexia #recoverymeal #fearfood #recoveryispossible #recoveryroad #beatana #strongnotskinny
{16.12.17} Heyy💞 Wie ihr seht hab ich all meine Beträge gelöscht bzw. archiviert. Das hab ich gemacht weil ich jetzt ehrlicher sein will. Und euch nicht immer nur die großen 'normalen' Portionen meines Essens zeige, sondern auch die kleinen. Außerdem fühle ich mich irgendwie falsch als recovery Seite, da ich leider noch zu wenig esse (war am Anfang vom recovern nicht so) deswegen hab ich Tage wo ich mal viel, mal wenig esse. Überlege auch meinen Namen zu ändern(ohne recovery) also schreibt mir gerne Ideen ✨ Ich poste dann später mein Frühstück^^ Bis dann meine Lieben❤️ #anorexia  #anafighter  #edfamily  #edfighter  #eatingdisorder  #edwarrior  #essstörung  #magersucht  #prorecovery  #anawho  #anawarrior  #stronger  #food  #foodporn  #foodpics  #foodblogger  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverywin  #recoveryforlife  #recoveryfromana  #recoveryfromanorexia  #recoverymeal  #fearfood  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryroad  #beatana  #strongnotskinny 
#breakfast 💕 Have a great weekend 🌟
Breakfast is #oatmealtime 🤗.
#alltimefavorite 
Update in our story😶.TW!!! #ana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #magersucht #edrecovery #edwarrior #fuckana #porridge #vegan
Breakfast! 
A super hot bowl of oats with hazlenut milk.. my mini banana. And .. a ton of @lyles Golden Syrup(!!!) And 🙃 them prunes snuck in there again. 
But this syrup omg it is literally my childhood! There was no pinterest amd fancy oats. Fancy oats was like just throwing a load of sugar on it or this syrup! I use it when I bake.. so Why cant I have it on my oats?! I have a hypo to fight this morning and golden syrup is like glucose on glucose and I firmly believe I should get it on prescription. 
Like this is a simple.combo but its warm and comforting and its something I used to have allllll the time when i was a kid! Except back then in was in those weird tins and it was super messy to get out of the jar and you would just get it everywhere 🤣 how the world has changed. Squeezy bottles 👌 I appriciate the little things. 
Breakfast and chills.. anime and breakfast is like the best combo! And I need to cstch up on alot! I missed all this stuff because my eating disorser took all my time 🤗 not anymore bitch 👊 
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Breakfast! A super hot bowl of oats with hazlenut milk.. my mini banana. And .. a ton of @lyles Golden Syrup(!!!) And 🙃 them prunes snuck in there again. But this syrup omg it is literally my childhood! There was no pinterest amd fancy oats. Fancy oats was like just throwing a load of sugar on it or this syrup! I use it when I bake.. so Why cant I have it on my oats?! I have a hypo to fight this morning and golden syrup is like glucose on glucose and I firmly believe I should get it on prescription. Like this is a simple.combo but its warm and comforting and its something I used to have allllll the time when i was a kid! Except back then in was in those weird tins and it was super messy to get out of the jar and you would just get it everywhere 🤣 how the world has changed. Squeezy bottles 👌 I appriciate the little things. Breakfast and chills.. anime and breakfast is like the best combo! And I need to cstch up on alot! I missed all this stuff because my eating disorser took all my time 🤗 not anymore bitch 👊 #breakfast  #childhood  #britishfood  #oats  #breakfastbowl  #british  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anxiety  #balancednotclean  #healthyishappy  #balancedeating  #healthy  #food  #nourishnotpunish  #breakfastbowl  #edfam  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anxiety  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #fuckanorexia  #caloriesdontmatter 
Мой #обед и по совместительству #ужин , так получилось , из-за того , что я сейчас уезжаю и покушать мне удастся только завтра утром😄🤘
📝 За день было сьедено 606 ккал. 📝
Всем удачного дня и замечательного вечера😇✨ , а я поехала по делам..📖🤓📓🙄
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Мой #обед  и по совместительству #ужин  , так получилось , из-за того , что я сейчас уезжаю и покушать мне удастся только завтра утром😄🤘 📝 За день было сьедено 606 ккал. 📝 Всем удачного дня и замечательного вечера😇✨ , а я поехала по делам..📖🤓📓🙄 #дневникпитания  #дневникпп  #диета  #fooddiary  #dieta  #anorexia  #foodblog  #foodblogger  #еда  #худеюдлясебялюбимой  #худею  #будухудойнесмотряниначто  #худею  #завтрак  #breakfast  #fatsecret  #мечта  #хочубытьхудой  #dream  #ПП  #ИП 
That was my breakfast: A rye bun with strawberry jelly and blackberry jelly.😍 I have already worked on a project for school and I will continue doing that now because It's almost finished.😊
Have a lovely day❤
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{day 11 of real recovery}
Today I faced my major fear food of pies as well as eating dinner out at a Mexican restaurant!! I'm so proud of myself for challenging those irrational fears and hitting back against the voices that have haunted me for way too long. Tonight I plan on reading some more of my book and getting an early night as I have work tomorrow. 
Ailish 💖
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+ {day 11 of real recovery} Today I faced my major fear food of pies as well as eating dinner out at a Mexican restaurant!! I'm so proud of myself for challenging those irrational fears and hitting back against the voices that have haunted me for way too long. Tonight I plan on reading some more of my book and getting an early night as I have work tomorrow. Ailish 💖 #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #ana  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #mia  #recoverytrain  #recovery  #strongnotskinny  #gainingweightiscool  #edwarrior  #fighter  #edfamily  #strong  #fighter  #depression  #anxiety  #edfighter  #edfam  #mentalillness  #prorecovery  #realrecovery  #pizza  #yum  #dinner  #foodporn  #food 
Breakfast was a bowl of multigrain shapes with hot milk, 2 plums and a milky coffee💚 We're having a mini Christmas today because we are going on holiday to Florida over Christmas so hopefully this should be a positive day! #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #weightrestoration
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deadass how i feel right now haha

so a tiny update:
yesterday i took my emergency medication, bc i was feeling pretty awful. i never really react good to it, but i took it anyway.(big mistake) after that i slept  around 20hrs, no joke and had a few panic situations and thought i would die. i fucking hate truxal. 
my whole team expects me to maintain, because my bloodsugar levels are really shitty and it's kinda dumb in my opinion, i am already under the weight they want me to maintain on, so jokes on them.
eatingwise it has been pretty weird, i usually only eat dinner and that will be something like soup or vegetables (yeah i know) 
then at night i b/p.
i'm just gross and out of control, but at least i'm still loosing.
my sleep pattern is still pretty fucked up and affects my eating pretty badly, but i will talk about that another day bc i still feel rlly dizzy 
stay strong xx

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deadass how i feel right now haha so a tiny update: yesterday i took my emergency medication, bc i was feeling pretty awful. i never really react good to it, but i took it anyway.(big mistake) after that i slept  around 20hrs, no joke and had a few panic situations and thought i would die. i fucking hate truxal. my whole team expects me to maintain, because my bloodsugar levels are really shitty and it's kinda dumb in my opinion, i am already under the weight they want me to maintain on, so jokes on them. eatingwise it has been pretty weird, i usually only eat dinner and that will be something like soup or vegetables (yeah i know) then at night i b/p. i'm just gross and out of control, but at least i'm still loosing. my sleep pattern is still pretty fucked up and affects my eating pretty badly, but i will talk about that another day bc i still feel rlly dizzy stay strong xx #ana  #anorexia  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #relapse  #selfharm  #bpd  #borderline  #depression  #mentalillness  #outpatient  #bodyimage  #bodycheck  #weightloss  #fooddiary  #bodydismorphia 
Godmorgon och glad lördag!❤️
Min #frukost idag var fil med jordgubbar🍓 och havrefras, knäckebröd med Oatly påMackan och paprika samt ett glas apelsinjuice🍹
”Mina” rågkusar var slut så jag fick ta knäckebröd istället
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Godmorgon och glad lördag!❤️ Min #frukost  idag var fil med jordgubbar🍓 och havrefras, knäckebröd med Oatly påMackan och paprika samt ett glas apelsinjuice🍹 ”Mina” rågkusar var slut så jag fick ta knäckebröd istället . . . #food  #fooddiary  #foodisfuel  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #recover  #recovering  #recoverywin  #anorexia  #fuckana  #beatanorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #fuckanorexia  #ätstörning  #eatingdisorder  #ed  #vegan  #vegetarian  #vegetarianfood  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #realrecovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoverycommunity  #recoveryispossible 
#breakfast today after A really f🤬king long night was My usual oatmeal this time made with A pear as base with the chia and flax and it was really delicious☺️i topped it of with A whole banana, coconut chips, chia seeds and gojiberries(and swipe to see the yummy chocolate from today)🙆‍♀️now Imma just lay on the couch and read😊so last night was pretty hard because i felt like falling apart mentally... i couldnt control My thoughts at all and it was really not Nice at all😖but When this happends and the i “wake up” i get even more motivated to keep going💪stay safe and let us recover💕
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#breakfast  today after A really f🤬king long night was My usual oatmeal this time made with A pear as base with the chia and flax and it was really delicious☺️i topped it of with A whole banana, coconut chips, chia seeds and gojiberries(and swipe to see the yummy chocolate from today)🙆‍♀️now Imma just lay on the couch and read😊so last night was pretty hard because i felt like falling apart mentally... i couldnt control My thoughts at all and it was really not Nice at all😖but When this happends and the i “wake up” i get even more motivated to keep going💪stay safe and let us recover💕 - - - - #anorexia  #edrecovery  #edrecoverymeal  #aedrecoverywarrior  #anorexic  #anorexiarecovery  #recoverywin  #anorexiafighter  #gaininglifenotweight  #edfam  #eatittobeatit  #anorexiasucks  #edsucks  #recoveryishard  #anorexicgirl  #anorexicrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoverymeal  #recoveryisworthit  #fearfood  #anawho  #recoveryforboobs  #recoveryforthebooty  #minniemaud  #makedecembersparkle 
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My mom put locks on da cabniant so I had to wait till 3am to take the keys an unlock it so I could binge, I had 3 bowls of cereal, 4 1/2 cereal bars, an 3 pieces of bread w margirne. I just purged it all then weighed myself in 93.2 which is down about a pound. 3 lbs from my next goals weight☺️ it's jus stressful to sneak around at 3am just to satisfy my urges... #anorexia #bulimia #thinspo #bodycheck #relapse #ed #ednos #depression #eatingdisorder
My mom put locks on da cabniant so I had to wait till 3am to take the keys an unlock it so I could binge, I had 3 bowls of cereal, 4 1/2 cereal bars, an 3 pieces of bread w margirne. I just purged it all then weighed myself in 93.2 which is down about a pound. 3 lbs from my next goals weight☺️ it's jus stressful to sneak around at 3am just to satisfy my urges... #anorexia  #bulimia  #thinspo  #bodycheck  #relapse  #ed  #ednos  #depression  #eatingdisorder 
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Breakfast this mornings was 100g of oats with milk, a banana, and two squares of dark chocolate with almond pieces! So nice and warm whilst watching a Christmas movie all by myself!
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I hate this! But it’s such an addictive cycle- next year I’m going away to school and I think it will be so much easier to restrict but at the same time I get such a sense of relief from purging ah idk what to do #eatingdisorder #bulimia #restricted #purge #anorexia #ednos #skinny #fat #toofat #loseweight #prettyisskinny #addiction #ed #anxiety #depression #socialanxiety #ana #mia #bones
Vi auguro un buongiorno con la pizza di ieri sera. E si, una pizza, una pizza intera dopo un pranzo con il menu del McDonald. Sarò forse impazzita? È che vivere... vivere sul serio mi fa questo effetto. ❤️
Oggi visita generale della città, buona giornata a tutti 💕💕💕 .
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Beautiful morning guys💕
Today we’ll go to the airport to pick up my cousins and after we’ll go to shopping💗
I’m a little bit afraid because this will be in lunch time and I need to eat out😳
 My anorexia said to me I need to make my own lunch because it’s much more safer than eating unknown calories food😒
So I’m struggling right now cause I don’t know what do I do
But I know the right answer is eating out because I need to stay strong 💪🏼 But actually I don’t know I enough strong for this
Btw this fried apple with gingerbread couscous and alpro pudding was my dinner one week ago 
Sooo freaking good🤤
Have a lovely day beauty’s🧡
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Beautiful morning guys💕 Today we’ll go to the airport to pick up my cousins and after we’ll go to shopping💗 I’m a little bit afraid because this will be in lunch time and I need to eat out😳 My anorexia said to me I need to make my own lunch because it’s much more safer than eating unknown calories food😒 So I’m struggling right now cause I don’t know what do I do But I know the right answer is eating out because I need to stay strong 💪🏼 But actually I don’t know I enough strong for this Btw this fried apple with gingerbread couscous and alpro pudding was my dinner one week ago Sooo freaking good🤤 Have a lovely day beauty’s🧡 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #anorexia  #ana  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #recovery  #realrecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anafight  #anafighter  #anorexiafighter  #edfight  #edfamilly  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #nourishnotpunish  #onebiteatatime  #2fab4ed  #2fabforana  #recoveryworthit  #veggie  #veggierecovery  #gainforlife  #strongnotskinny  #prorecovery 
I wanted to post this picture for so long but always forgot ;-;
I wanted to post this picture for so long but always forgot ;-;
the patriarchy is bad for everyone
the patriarchy is bad for everyone
One of the worst things mental illness has done to me is wreck my relationship with God, rid me of the ability to be consistent in prayer..
And leave me wishing everything was different even though I don't have the ability to change it..
My only hope is in the promise that God sees me struggle, and in my his strength my weakness is perfected..
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One of the worst things mental illness has done to me is wreck my relationship with God, rid me of the ability to be consistent in prayer.. And leave me wishing everything was different even though I don't have the ability to change it.. My only hope is in the promise that God sees me struggle, and in my his strength my weakness is perfected.. . . #healing  #faith  #recovery  #Godheals  #carryingmycross  #weakness  #strength  #mentalillness  #Christ  #thebible  #chronicpain  #chronicillness  #anxiety  #deppression  #ocd  #Ptsd  #bipolar  #boderline  #bodydismorphia  #eatingdisorder  #suicide  #suicideprevention  #selfharm  #ana  #anorexia  #bulimia  #thingsgetbetter  #hope 
💜 V I E R N E S💜 15/12
Desayuno (09:30)
-1/2 tostada con philadelphia light y jamon dulce -Galleta integral 
Voy a miterreno y de camino pararé en una cafetería y me tomaré un té verde (por eso no me lo tomo ahora
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💜 V I E R N E S💜 15/12 Desayuno (09:30) -1/2 tostada con philadelphia light y jamon dulce -Galleta integral Voy a miterreno y de camino pararé en una cafetería y me tomaré un té verde (por eso no me lo tomo ahora • • Buen finde! #healthyfood  #healthy  #fruit  #sweet  #body  #recovery  #comidasana  #healthydiet  #nodiet  #fooddyary  #vidasana  #sano  #nodiet  #healthydiet  #healthylifestyle  #healtylife  #hola  #nodieta  #noobsesion  #cuerposano  #mentesana  #desayuno  #breakfast  #tca  #recovery  #anaymia  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery 
so the first photo was actually eaten after the second, but it matches better with my my feed so 👉🏻 i had a mini b/p on focaccia, but the calorie count is just an estimate and because it was bread and not very much, i couldn’t get it all up. my mum was supposed to go out, so i felt safe to eat it, but then she changed her mind and i had to purge in the garage, paranoid because if she checked my room and find me not in it, i’d be screwed. i’m honestly such a mess. but this fruit is making me feel a bit better. 
i burned off 600 at the gym, eating approx 800 so far, but i might have something else to eat 🌿 .
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so the first photo was actually eaten after the second, but it matches better with my my feed so 👉🏻 i had a mini b/p on focaccia, but the calorie count is just an estimate and because it was bread and not very much, i couldn’t get it all up. my mum was supposed to go out, so i felt safe to eat it, but then she changed her mind and i had to purge in the garage, paranoid because if she checked my room and find me not in it, i’d be screwed. i’m honestly such a mess. but this fruit is making me feel a bit better. i burned off 600 at the gym, eating approx 800 so far, but i might have something else to eat 🌿 . . . . . . #ana  #mia  #anorexia  #bulimia  #recovery  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #adultswitheds  #health  #nervosa  #BED  #binge  #purge  #vegetarian  #calories  #depression  #anxiety  #gym  #food 
Das war wohl das „spektakuläreste“, was ich, seitdem mich mein Alltag wieder hat, gegessen hab: eine #waffel auf der Institutsweihnachtsfeier. 🤭#fearfood 
Ich werde euch nicht langweilen mit öden Bildchen meiner täglichen Nahrungsaufnahme, da es zum einen wirklich keine spektakulären Dinge sind (was folglich auch keine hübschen Fotos bedeutet) und zum anderen ich auch oft einfach vergesse manches zu fotografieren bzw. es in manchen Situationen unangemessen ist ein Foto des eigenen Essens zu machen.🙄 Ausgefallenere Sachen oder Nahrungsmittel mit einem besonderen Wert für mich werde ich jedoch hier mit euch teilen. Das hier ist -und soll es auch bleiben- mein anonymer #foodblog meine Art Tagebuch, um im schon viel, viel zu langen Kampf gegen die #ed nicht die Orientierung zu verlieren und weiterzuleben... 🧚‍♀️💪 Ich habe mir deshalb überlegt, meinen alten @myfitnesspal Account zu reaktivieren, um dort mein Input zu dokumentieren. Vielleicht stelle ich über diesen dann eine Art Review des Tages hier ein. 🤔 We will see... Ich wünsche euch eine wundervolles Wochenende und einen besinnlichen 3. #advent 🎄💫
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#weihnachten #xmas #christmaswithed #keepgoing #foodblogger #foodporn #cleaneating #vegan #vegetarian #recovery #anorexia #edsoldiers #ed #edrecovery #magersucht #recoveryisworthit #strongwomen #wecandoit💪
Das war wohl das „spektakuläreste“, was ich, seitdem mich mein Alltag wieder hat, gegessen hab: eine #waffel  auf der Institutsweihnachtsfeier. 🤭#fearfood  Ich werde euch nicht langweilen mit öden Bildchen meiner täglichen Nahrungsaufnahme, da es zum einen wirklich keine spektakulären Dinge sind (was folglich auch keine hübschen Fotos bedeutet) und zum anderen ich auch oft einfach vergesse manches zu fotografieren bzw. es in manchen Situationen unangemessen ist ein Foto des eigenen Essens zu machen.🙄 Ausgefallenere Sachen oder Nahrungsmittel mit einem besonderen Wert für mich werde ich jedoch hier mit euch teilen. Das hier ist -und soll es auch bleiben- mein anonymer #foodblog  meine Art Tagebuch, um im schon viel, viel zu langen Kampf gegen die #ed  nicht die Orientierung zu verlieren und weiterzuleben... 🧚‍♀️💪 Ich habe mir deshalb überlegt, meinen alten @myfitnesspal Account zu reaktivieren, um dort mein Input zu dokumentieren. Vielleicht stelle ich über diesen dann eine Art Review des Tages hier ein. 🤔 We will see... Ich wünsche euch eine wundervolles Wochenende und einen besinnlichen 3. #advent  🎄💫 . . . #weihnachten  #xmas  #christmaswithed  #keepgoing  #foodblogger  #foodporn  #cleaneating  #vegan  #vegetarian  #recovery  #anorexia  #edsoldiers  #ed  #edrecovery  #magersucht  #recoveryisworthit  #strongwomen  #wecandoit 💪
@skinnyfreya https://skinnyfreya.sarahah.com
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#skinny #thinsperation #aesthetic #anorexia #slim #bulimia #fit #girls #edfamily #ana #eatingdisorder #bodyinspo #thighgap #vsfs #grungeoutfit #denim #thinspo #health #dailyworkout #exercise
Our fears of eating don't have to ruin our Christmas. Today, enjoy some little bits of sweetness and reflect on how you will become able to take delight in food again. #adventcalendar #eatingdisorders #anorexia #bulimia #bingeeating #recovery www.lifehurts.net
💖Bom dia💖
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Finalmente, de férias! 🙏 Bem, para começar em grande, tive um ENORME #pequenoalmoco que foi pão de sementes + iogurte + laranja + 4 bolachas vitalday + 3 bolachas nutri fibra + torta 😘😍💕
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Acho que tive uma compulsão por carboidratos... 😯
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Hj tenho um jantar de Natal, mas não é motivo para restringir! 💪😘
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#breakfast #ed #edrecover #edrecovery #recoverywin #recovery #recovered #healthymind #eatingdisorders #eatittobeatit #anafight #ana #anorexia #anorexía #anawho #wecan #onemoreday #onemorebattle #wearestrong #fuckanorexia #fuckana #beatana #fooddiary #dailymeals #dailypost #dailyposts #food
💖Bom dia💖 . Finalmente, de férias! 🙏 Bem, para começar em grande, tive um ENORME #pequenoalmoco  que foi pão de sementes + iogurte + laranja + 4 bolachas vitalday + 3 bolachas nutri fibra + torta 😘😍💕 . Acho que tive uma compulsão por carboidratos... 😯 . Hj tenho um jantar de Natal, mas não é motivo para restringir! 💪😘 . #breakfast  #ed  #edrecover  #edrecovery  #recoverywin  #recovery  #recovered  #healthymind  #eatingdisorders  #eatittobeatit  #anafight  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexía  #anawho  #wecan  #onemoreday  #onemorebattle  #wearestrong  #fuckanorexia  #fuckana  #beatana  #fooddiary  #dailymeals  #dailypost  #dailyposts  #food 
Down to 83.1kg 38h into fast. 
I feel so disgusting, cant even let my girlfriend touch me. My body is gross af and i want to stay in bed forever altough i should workout but i cant bring myself to move
Yesterday i had a fasting high but suddenly felt so suicidal and during night i woke up multiple times wishing i would never wake up again 
#eatingdisorder #ednos #anorexia #bulimia #schizophrenia #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bipolar #anxiety #deadinside #ptsd
#morningsnack idag är en rågkuse med mjölkfritt smör, kikärtspastej och paprika, ett ägg, en clementin och ett glas havremjölk 🍊🥚🍞
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#äs #ätstörning #eatforboobs #eatittobeatit #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #foodisgood #foodisfuel #healthynotskinny #boobsnotbones #anorexi #anorexia #fuckana #kickana #kickanasass #anawarrior #anafighter #nervosa #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #fuckeatingdisorders #ed #edfam #edwarrior #edfighter #recovery #realrecovery #recovery2017 #mellis