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Today's lunch was Greek salad (salad, cucumber, olives, feta cheese, dried tomatoes & a yoghurt dressing) (315 cals) 😊 
#lunch #Greekfood #Greeksalad #salad #cucumber #olives #feta #cheese #fetacheese #tomatoes #tomato #driedtomatoes #yoghurtdressing #yoghurt #dressing #healthyfood #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexic #eatingdisorder #recovery #calories #vegetarian #calories #food #foodjournal #fooddiary #German
Today's lunch was Greek salad (salad, cucumber, olives, feta cheese, dried tomatoes & a yoghurt dressing) (315 cals) 😊 #lunch  #Greekfood  #Greeksalad  #salad  #cucumber  #olives  #feta  #cheese  #fetacheese  #tomatoes  #tomato  #driedtomatoes  #yoghurtdressing  #yoghurt  #dressing  #healthyfood  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #anorexic  #eatingdisorder  #recovery  #calories  #vegetarian  #calories  #food  #foodjournal  #fooddiary  #German 
29/06

Творог 0% 125гр и Мюсли 10гр
Батончик яблоко-малина 25гр
Клюквенный хлебец 9гр
Грейпфрукт 180гр
Кофе
Итог 260кк

Снова начинаю вести дневник питания, ибо наконец-то закончила учиться в шараге. Коротко об основных планах: 
1. Удержать вес (160/46)
2. Сбросить до сентября до 44
3. Разогнать ОВ

#дневникпохудения
#дневникпитания
#fooddairy
#еда #food #anorexia #анорексия
#толстая #жирная
29/06 Творог 0% 125гр и Мюсли 10гр Батончик яблоко-малина 25гр Клюквенный хлебец 9гр Грейпфрукт 180гр Кофе Итог 260кк Снова начинаю вести дневник питания, ибо наконец-то закончила учиться в шараге. Коротко об основных планах: 1. Удержать вес (160/46) 2. Сбросить до сентября до 44 3. Разогнать ОВ #дневникпохудения  #дневникпитания  #fooddairy  #еда  #food  #anorexia  #анорексия  #толстая  #жирная 
Breakfast was honey pop cereal with whole milk! We were out of skim but that didnt stop me from having my cereal l. #recoveryforlife #realrecovery #recoverywin #recovery #eatingdisorder #ed #edfam #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anawho #anorexia #anawarrior #anorexiarecovery
Enjoyed the last day of sunshine for a while 😢 the next week is supposed to be terrible weather so gotta get in all that vitamin d before I spend my week curled up in the warmth of my house with a my cat and dog 😂🙏 here's to a weekend of yummy foods and positivity y'all 💕🙏🙌💖
Enjoyed the last day of sunshine for a while 😢 the next week is supposed to be terrible weather so gotta get in all that vitamin d before I spend my week curled up in the warmth of my house with a my cat and dog 😂🙏 here's to a weekend of yummy foods and positivity y'all 💕🙏🙌💖
Hey mir geht's heute ganz gut. Habe morgen leider lange Schule aber passt. Kann mich nicht so oft melden nächste Zeit sry^^
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Ignore that shit: #ritzen #recovery #recover #anorexia #depressed #depression #svv #hate #quotes #sadquotes #cut #cutting #anxiety #sad #selfhate #lonely #alone #ana #schneiden #depressiv #allein #disorder #traurig #hatemyself #suicide #staystrong
Вещаю вам из кровати, я никуда не ходила, опять спала весь день... настроения нет никакого вообще и желания двигаться тоже 😔
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Обедоужин:
• Кашка молочно-рисовая Фруто - Няня 140 ккал.
• Чернослив 46 ккал.
Всего: 186 ккал.

#рпп #рппдневник #анорексия  #дневникпитания #диета #foodporn #food #anorexia #дневникпохудения #дневникхудеющей #орпп
Вещаю вам из кровати, я никуда не ходила, опять спала весь день... настроения нет никакого вообще и желания двигаться тоже 😔 · · · Обедоужин: • Кашка молочно-рисовая Фруто - Няня 140 ккал. • Чернослив 46 ккал. Всего: 186 ккал. #рпп  #рппдневник  #анорексия  #дневникпитания  #диета  #foodporn  #food  #anorexia  #дневникпохудения  #дневникхудеющей  #орпп 
Breakfast was a nice big bowl of yogurt with granola and some honey nut cheerios🙈I didn't sleep well at all last night but I'm ready to crank this drive into Charleston👊🏼We have 5 hours to go....#anorexia #anorexiatreatment #treatment #prorecovery #recovery #eatingdisorder #iop #php #residential #transitional #inpatient #ana #anawho #ed #edward #edwarrior #edwontwin #foodisfuel #godisgood
Моя покупочка. Я называю это футболка-кофта
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Первый вариант был больше, чем второй. Взяла второй, ибо так надо😄 мне кажется, которая первая она лучше сидит, ну да ладно, чему бывать тому не миновать .
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#еда#блог#блогер#фудпорн #фудблог #ужин#обед#анорексия #булимия #пп#правильноепитание #ип#кп#рпп#food#foodporn #blog#blogger#eat#foodblogger #breakfast #anorexia #recovery#bulimia#завтрак#банан#диета #похудение #похудею#кушаю
Моя покупочка. Я называю это футболка-кофта --- Первый вариант был больше, чем второй. Взяла второй, ибо так надо😄 мне кажется, которая первая она лучше сидит, ну да ладно, чему бывать тому не миновать . . . . . . . . #еда #блог #блогер #фудпорн  #фудблог  #ужин #обед #анорексия  #булимия  #пп #правильноепитание  #ип #кп #рпп #food #foodporn  #blog #blogger #eat #foodblogger  #breakfast  #anorexia  #recovery #bulimia #завтрак #банан #диета  #похудение  #похудею #кушаю 
The media teaches us that to have an eating disorder we must fit into a small pre-labeled box. There is no room to be different. Once you have an ED pro groups make you feel the same way. But in order to be "real" there you must be the thinnest and the most extreme. In order to be "right" you must be in deaths doorstep just barely on this side of life. But there is no right way to have an eating disorder!!! There really isn't!!! You can be overweight and have Anorexia, you can be abnormal weight and have BED you can be any weight, look any way, have any eating disorder, and still be COMPLETELY VALID. Eating disorders are not a badge to be earned, they are a cross to be bared, and there is no right way to bear that cross. 💕💕
The media teaches us that to have an eating disorder we must fit into a small pre-labeled box. There is no room to be different. Once you have an ED pro groups make you feel the same way. But in order to be "real" there you must be the thinnest and the most extreme. In order to be "right" you must be in deaths doorstep just barely on this side of life. But there is no right way to have an eating disorder!!! There really isn't!!! You can be overweight and have Anorexia, you can be abnormal weight and have BED you can be any weight, look any way, have any eating disorder, and still be COMPLETELY VALID. Eating disorders are not a badge to be earned, they are a cross to be bared, and there is no right way to bear that cross. 💕💕
Привет 💓💓💓
Как дела?
У меня так себе
Очень скучно (((
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На обед:
Суп гороховый 
Плов
Хлеб)
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Сейчас вышла на на улицу,немного подышать,а то дома уже плохо....
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#рпп#ип#пп#мия#ана#булимия#анорексия#спорт#худею#худеювинста#зож#будухудой#лайк#взаимныелайки#подписка#завтрак#обед#ужин#фудпорн#фудблог#ипдневник#anorexia#bulimia#spotr#diary#like
Привет 💓💓💓 Как дела? У меня так себе Очень скучно ((( _________ На обед: Суп гороховый Плов Хлеб) ________ Сейчас вышла на на улицу,немного подышать,а то дома уже плохо.... ________ #рпп #ип #пп #мия #ана #булимия #анорексия #спорт #худею #худеювинста #зож #будухудой #лайк #взаимныелайки #подписка #завтрак #обед #ужин #фудпорн #фудблог #ипдневник #anorexia #bulimia #spotr #diary #like 
Be proud of yourself and your achievements 🏆
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#recovery #anorexia #trauma #mentalillness #babysteps #tattoo #fitness #vegan #hclfvegan
Feeling super positive today :) I made it through yesterday - ONE DAY SYMPTOM FREE. Part of me feels like it's just "one day" but it's also ONE DAY, a whole day. I did it. I knew I could. I need to keep motoring on and looking forward, not backwards. I am riding this wave of positivity and making my own sunshine on this otherwise very dreary day here in the Capital .
#edrecovery #prorecovery #anorexia #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edwarrior #recovery #neda #edsoldier #eatingdisorderrecovery #adultswitheds #eatingdisorder #socialanxiety #edfighter #ednos #adultswithed #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #fightingED #anxiety #depression #ptsd #mentalhealth #stigma #stopthestigma #mentalillness
Feeling super positive today :) I made it through yesterday - ONE DAY SYMPTOM FREE. Part of me feels like it's just "one day" but it's also ONE DAY, a whole day. I did it. I knew I could. I need to keep motoring on and looking forward, not backwards. I am riding this wave of positivity and making my own sunshine on this otherwise very dreary day here in the Capital . #edrecovery  #prorecovery  #anorexia  #bulimia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #edwarrior  #recovery  #neda  #edsoldier  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #adultswitheds  #eatingdisorder  #socialanxiety  #edfighter  #ednos  #adultswithed  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #fightingED  #anxiety  #depression  #ptsd  #mentalhealth  #stigma  #stopthestigma  #mentalillness 
Treated myself to breakfast today ☺ It's not a special occasion or anything, I just decided I wanted to... and that's all I need! Woke up with pretty bad pain running from behind my knee down to the outside of my foot... So today might become an unplanned rest day, and that's okay. If my body needs rest, it needs rest. Over-working it will only backfire more in the end. So no exercise? No big deal. I still need to eat and I can still have treats if I want 🙌🏻 Almost Friday lovies, almost Friday!• #edrecovery#edwarrior#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#anorexia#anorexiarecovery#anorexiaathletica#prorecovery#bulimia#ana#mia#recovery#fuckanorexia#adultswitheds#togetherwecan#edfighter#edfamily#beatana#beated#realrecovery#intuitiveeating#eatittobeatit#foodisfuel#recoverywin#starbucks#cake#raspberry
Treated myself to breakfast today ☺ It's not a special occasion or anything, I just decided I wanted to... and that's all I need! Woke up with pretty bad pain running from behind my knee down to the outside of my foot... So today might become an unplanned rest day, and that's okay. If my body needs rest, it needs rest. Over-working it will only backfire more in the end. So no exercise? No big deal. I still need to eat and I can still have treats if I want 🙌🏻 Almost Friday lovies, almost Friday!• #edrecovery #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiaathletica #prorecovery #bulimia #ana #mia #recovery #fuckanorexia #adultswitheds #togetherwecan #edfighter #edfamily #beatana #beated #realrecovery #intuitiveeating #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #recoverywin #starbucks #cake #raspberry 
Bellissimo pomeriggio passato insieme al mio papà a visitare la basilica di San Pietro. Siamo saliti fin sopra alla cupola, 551 scalini, quindi 1102 in totale. Direi che la pizza stasera è meritata😏
#edrecovery #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #anoressianervosa #bulimia #bulimiaitalia #bulimianervosa #binge #bingeeatingdisorder #edwarrior #edfighter #edwontwin #recovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #dca #edfamily
Ame-se e seja FELIZ! ❤️
Ame-se e seja FELIZ! ❤️
Fake it till ya make it?
#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #newaccount #depression #anorexia #recovery #socialanxiety #anxiety #ptsd #ocd #love #fight #recoveryfight #selfharm #purging #weightloss #followme #quotes 
I do not promote any of those #'s in any way,😘❤❤
Шоппинг затягивает на долгое время ---
Хистори дня
Пошла к офтальмологу купить контактные линзы, но он ещё с начала июня в отпуске. В аптеки заходила нигде нет, хотя по тв постоянно мотают, вот у нас линзы, покупайте! Это все как видимо бред
Забронировала билет в кино на Гадкого я в 9 утра и вечером схожу выкупить, все равно делать нечего
Прошлась по магазинам и взяла футболку-кофту. Фото будет выше
Хотела ещё футболку, но самая дешёвая стоит 300 рублей, и то стрёмная 
Записалась на вождение 2 раза перед пересдачей. Завтра на регистрацию ещё надо.
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Сварила себе брокколи. Это моя отдельная любовь. И не спрашивайте, почему я ем их с творогом. Мне так вкусно
Пс: а ещё самая вкусность это картошка фри с мороженым и арбуз со сметаной 🍚🍉🍦
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В эту субботу скорее всего поеду к бабушке в деревню и увижусь с подругой:) будем гулять-гулять-гулять-гулять...🙂
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#еда#блог#блогер#фудпорн #фудблог #ужин#обед #пп#правильноепитание #ип#кп#рпп#food#foodporn #blog#blogger#eat#foodblogger #breakfast #anorexia #recovery#bulimia#завтрак#банан#диета #похудение #похудею#кушаю#вегетарианство #вегетарианец
Шоппинг затягивает на долгое время --- Хистори дня Пошла к офтальмологу купить контактные линзы, но он ещё с начала июня в отпуске. В аптеки заходила нигде нет, хотя по тв постоянно мотают, вот у нас линзы, покупайте! Это все как видимо бред Забронировала билет в кино на Гадкого я в 9 утра и вечером схожу выкупить, все равно делать нечего Прошлась по магазинам и взяла футболку-кофту. Фото будет выше Хотела ещё футболку, но самая дешёвая стоит 300 рублей, и то стрёмная Записалась на вождение 2 раза перед пересдачей. Завтра на регистрацию ещё надо. --- Сварила себе брокколи. Это моя отдельная любовь. И не спрашивайте, почему я ем их с творогом. Мне так вкусно Пс: а ещё самая вкусность это картошка фри с мороженым и арбуз со сметаной 🍚🍉🍦 --- В эту субботу скорее всего поеду к бабушке в деревню и увижусь с подругой:) будем гулять-гулять-гулять-гулять...🙂 . . . . . . . . . #еда #блог #блогер #фудпорн  #фудблог  #ужин #обед  #пп #правильноепитание  #ип #кп #рпп #food #foodporn  #blog #blogger #eat #foodblogger  #breakfast  #anorexia  #recovery #bulimia #завтрак #банан #диета  #похудение  #похудею #кушаю #вегетарианство  #вегетарианец 
Tomorrow I'm going home. 🏡 I'm happy but also nervous. 😅 Nervous because going home means changing habits, getting out of my stable routine. 😆 But I'll think about it when I get there. For now I will just enjoy in my fruit-chocolate nice cream. 😋🍧
#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #nanacream #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #beatana #anafighter #fightana #recovery #eatittobeatit #prorecovery #healthysnack #snack #healthyfood #eathealthy #2fab4ana #healthynotskinny #beated #nicecream #vegeterian #orthorexia #icecream #cleaneating #eatclean #healthyishappy #fitfood #fitnessfood #nosugar #sugarfree
Tomorrow I'm going home. 🏡 I'm happy but also nervous. 😅 Nervous because going home means changing habits, getting out of my stable routine. 😆 But I'll think about it when I get there. For now I will just enjoy in my fruit-chocolate nice cream. 😋🍧 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #nanacream  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anarecovery  #beatana  #anafighter  #fightana  #recovery  #eatittobeatit  #prorecovery  #healthysnack  #snack  #healthyfood  #eathealthy  #2fab4ana  #healthynotskinny  #beated  #nicecream  #vegeterian  #orthorexia  #icecream  #cleaneating  #eatclean  #healthyishappy  #fitfood  #fitnessfood  #nosugar  #sugarfree 
Had 'Caprese' pasta for lunch!! Bought a ton of things from h&m, feeling really guilty for making my mom spend that much money on me. Hope everyone having a good day so far❤️
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#anarecovery #anawarrior #caprese #anorexia #anorexic #eatingdisorderwarrior #eatinggood #eatingdisorderproblems #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderwarrior #eatingdisordercommunity #ed #edwarrior #edwarrior #food #foodie #foodism #food😍 #food🍴 #foodporn #foodgasm #instafood #foodstagram #foodlove #foodlover #foodpics #foodheaven #foodpassion #foodtruck #foodphotography #foodpic #pasta
Had 'Caprese' pasta for lunch!! Bought a ton of things from h&m, feeling really guilty for making my mom spend that much money on me. Hope everyone having a good day so far❤️ ~ ~ ~ #anarecovery  #anawarrior  #caprese  #anorexia  #anorexic  #eatingdisorderwarrior  #eatinggood  #eatingdisorderproblems  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorderwarrior  #eatingdisordercommunity  #ed  #edwarrior  #edwarrior  #food  #foodie  #foodism  #food 😍 #food 🍴 #foodporn  #foodgasm  #instafood  #foodstagram  #foodlove  #foodlover  #foodpics  #foodheaven  #foodpassion  #foodtruck  #foodphotography  #foodpic  #pasta 
Hellooo mes belles 🤗🤗🤗
Votre journée se passe bien ?
Moi ça va, je suis encore allée en quad, faire les courses puis vers 17h je vais voir ma petite cousine qui a 3 semaines ☺☺☺💖
Petit goûter 😍✌
- une mousse au chocolat 🍫🍫
- un Léo 🍫😍
- un Lulu à la fraise 🍓😍 @mademoiselle.anovery 
Comme vous l'avez sûrement remarquez j'adore le chocolat 😍😍 et vous ?
Je voulais aussi vous remercier d'être toujours présente pour moi, de me soutenir💖💖 grâce à vous j'arrive à avancer même si c'est à mon rythme 😊
Bonne fin de journée mes bellas💖💖
Bisouille 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
#anorexic #anorexia #anafight #food #fruit #tca #anorexic #anorexie #troublealimentaire #recoveryana #anafamily #anarecovery #plaisir #fuckana #tcarecovery #followme4like #instagram #instafood #followme #followeplease #instagram #instafood #gouter #manger #nouriture #Lulu #fraise #nounours #Léo #mousseauchocolat #chocolat #chocolataddict #merci
Hellooo mes belles 🤗🤗🤗 Votre journée se passe bien ? Moi ça va, je suis encore allée en quad, faire les courses puis vers 17h je vais voir ma petite cousine qui a 3 semaines ☺☺☺💖 Petit goûter 😍✌ - une mousse au chocolat 🍫🍫 - un Léo 🍫😍 - un Lulu à la fraise 🍓😍 @mademoiselle.anovery Comme vous l'avez sûrement remarquez j'adore le chocolat 😍😍 et vous ? Je voulais aussi vous remercier d'être toujours présente pour moi, de me soutenir💖💖 grâce à vous j'arrive à avancer même si c'est à mon rythme 😊 Bonne fin de journée mes bellas💖💖 Bisouille 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 #anorexic  #anorexia  #anafight  #food  #fruit  #tca  #anorexic  #anorexie  #troublealimentaire  #recoveryana  #anafamily  #anarecovery  #plaisir  #fuckana  #tcarecovery  #followme4like  #instagram  #instafood  #followme  #followeplease  #instagram  #instafood  #gouter  #manger  #nouriture  #Lulu  #fraise  #nounours  #Léo  #mousseauchocolat  #chocolat  #chocolataddict  #merci 
my fingers, lips are blue and purple?
my fingers, lips are blue and purple?
I feel way worse than this. I want to die please kill me
I feel way worse than this. I want to die please kill me
My legs look gross. Also I'm babysitting these kids and the house is really cold so I thought it'd be warmer outside but it's colder and I'm freezing. 
#ana #anorexic #anorexia #bulimia #bulimic #cut #death #depressed #depression #eatingdisorder #overdose #selfharm #selfharmmm #suicide #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #skinny
Had this delicious Oreo ice creme for Afternoonsnack. I shared this with my baby sister. She is so cute 😍 she love ice creme as much as I love..and I adore ice creme!!
I don't feel bad about the calories I ate! I feel really good! I'm also proud of myself! 
How is your week going? 🌹
#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #icecreme #oreo #staystrong
Had this delicious Oreo ice creme for Afternoonsnack. I shared this with my baby sister. She is so cute 😍 she love ice creme as much as I love..and I adore ice creme!! I don't feel bad about the calories I ate! I feel really good! I'm also proud of myself! How is your week going? 🌹 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #icecreme  #oreo  #staystrong 
| DINNER |

Mushrooms
Soybean sprout
Fish balls
Cabbage
Enoki mushrooms
Silken tofu

Lettuce
Tomato

Mood: tough day with couple of bad news... However, had a good evening with an amaaaazing run out and this DELICIOUS dinner! Mood is better now ☺

Have a good night all 🌾

#ed #edfighter #edfamily #ana #anafighting #anafam #orthorexiafight #orthorexia #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorder #anorexìanervosa #anoreixa #anorexia #anorexiementale #tca #foodjournal #eatingdiary #mealprep #dinner #lowcal #caloriecounting #healthyfood
| DINNER | Mushrooms Soybean sprout Fish balls Cabbage Enoki mushrooms Silken tofu Lettuce Tomato Mood: tough day with couple of bad news... However, had a good evening with an amaaaazing run out and this DELICIOUS dinner! Mood is better now ☺ Have a good night all 🌾 #ed  #edfighter  #edfamily  #ana  #anafighting  #anafam  #orthorexiafight  #orthorexia  #eatingdisorders  #eatingdisorder  #anorexìanervosa  #anoreixa  #anorexia  #anorexiementale  #tca  #foodjournal  #eatingdiary  #mealprep  #dinner  #lowcal  #caloriecounting  #healthyfood 
#snack today... Okay so we're going to visit this old lady because she invited us and some other people over to her house. And that basically means that I'm forced to eat whatever she is going to make, and she makes a lot of fatty foods and ugh I'm scared)): I don't want to eat there, but I have to... fuck me
#snack  today... Okay so we're going to visit this old lady because she invited us and some other people over to her house. And that basically means that I'm forced to eat whatever she is going to make, and she makes a lot of fatty foods and ugh I'm scared)): I don't want to eat there, but I have to... fuck me
Wie läuft euer Tag den so? 
Ich bin nun seit Dienstag Mittag im Urlaub und geniesse es sehr. .
Gestern habe ich sogar bezüglich meiner Abiprüfung bescheid bekommen. Hab bestanden😊 lustig ist nur, dass ichs über drei Ecken erfahren habe. Meine ganze Klasse wusste bereits vor mir ob ich bestanden habe oder nicht. Leider sind auch vier von meinem Jahrgang durchgefallen, zwei aus meiner Klasse und jemand der die Prüfung bereits zum zweiten Mal gemacht hatte. Total hat man maximal zwei Chancen, die hat nun also die letzten fünf Jahre für etwas gelernt was sie nun nicht offiziell als bestanden vorweisen kann. Erst in zwei Jahren kann sie es nochmals versuchen. (Keine Ahnung ob es eine Sie oder einen Er ist) ich bin nur froh, bin ich keiner dieser Vieren.
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Tagesbilanz 29.06.2017
Bisher läuft es im urlaub echt gut. Meine Freundin hat akzeptiert dass ich nur wenig zum Frühstück esse. Mittagessen konnte ich heute gut vortäuschen während sie schlief. Heute Abend gibt es dann noch den Resten von der Paella die wir gestern gekocht haben. Also alles im grünen Bereich.
Nektarine: 75 kcal
Orangensaft: 112 kcal
Karotte: 39 kcal
Milch: 38 kcal
Paella: 360 kcal
Total: 614 kcal
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#ana #anorexia #anorexi #anorexianervosa #skinny #thin #fett #mia #magersucht #magersüchtig #hungern #wannabeskinny
Wie läuft euer Tag den so? Ich bin nun seit Dienstag Mittag im Urlaub und geniesse es sehr. . Gestern habe ich sogar bezüglich meiner Abiprüfung bescheid bekommen. Hab bestanden😊 lustig ist nur, dass ichs über drei Ecken erfahren habe. Meine ganze Klasse wusste bereits vor mir ob ich bestanden habe oder nicht. Leider sind auch vier von meinem Jahrgang durchgefallen, zwei aus meiner Klasse und jemand der die Prüfung bereits zum zweiten Mal gemacht hatte. Total hat man maximal zwei Chancen, die hat nun also die letzten fünf Jahre für etwas gelernt was sie nun nicht offiziell als bestanden vorweisen kann. Erst in zwei Jahren kann sie es nochmals versuchen. (Keine Ahnung ob es eine Sie oder einen Er ist) ich bin nur froh, bin ich keiner dieser Vieren. . Tagesbilanz 29.06.2017 Bisher läuft es im urlaub echt gut. Meine Freundin hat akzeptiert dass ich nur wenig zum Frühstück esse. Mittagessen konnte ich heute gut vortäuschen während sie schlief. Heute Abend gibt es dann noch den Resten von der Paella die wir gestern gekocht haben. Also alles im grünen Bereich. Nektarine: 75 kcal Orangensaft: 112 kcal Karotte: 39 kcal Milch: 38 kcal Paella: 360 kcal Total: 614 kcal . #ana  #anorexia  #anorexi  #anorexianervosa  #skinny  #thin  #fett  #mia  #magersucht  #magersüchtig  #hungern  #wannabeskinny 
Enjoying some morning coffee (with CARMEL ALMOND MILK CREAMER) and some light reading☕
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#edrecovery #ed #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #anorexia #bulimia #breakfast #coffee #mentalhealth #reading #book #vegan #vegetarian #allthebrightplaces #novel #jenniferniven
Breakfast was lemon yogurt, orange juice, and bagels with cream cheese and strawberry slices 😋 (ignore the hose in the background of my orange juice close up 😂) I was hungry for breakfast again but it wasn't as persistent and just kind of went away while my mom was making it. 😕 body image is also not good 😣 is it just like some kind of recovery rule that I have to feel like shit every day? 😭 so sick of this. I hope y'all are having a good day ❤️ #ana #anarecovery #anasucks #anorexia #anorexiasucks #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfight #edrecovery #edsucks #edfighter #edsoldier #edwarrior #edchampion #beated #beatana #beatanorexia #recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryishard #recoveryisworthit #bestrong #staystrong #badbodyimage #guilty #hungry #tasty #trustgod
Breakfast was lemon yogurt, orange juice, and bagels with cream cheese and strawberry slices 😋 (ignore the hose in the background of my orange juice close up 😂) I was hungry for breakfast again but it wasn't as persistent and just kind of went away while my mom was making it. 😕 body image is also not good 😣 is it just like some kind of recovery rule that I have to feel like shit every day? 😭 so sick of this. I hope y'all are having a good day ❤️ #ana  #anarecovery  #anasucks  #anorexia  #anorexiasucks  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfight  #edrecovery  #edsucks  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #edchampion  #beated  #beatana  #beatanorexia  #recovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryishard  #recoveryisworthit  #bestrong  #staystrong  #badbodyimage  #guilty  #hungry  #tasty  #trustgod 
SNACK 
je crois avoir trouvé les meilleures prunes de tout les temps😲😍 avec des céréales type granola et du lait de noisette @bjorgofficiel ,combo parfait! Ce soir je suis seule avec mon papa, moment pas facile. Mais pourquoi? Pourquoi je ne me sens pas toujours à l'aise avec toi papa? Pourquoi tu ne me comprends pas, pourquoi j'ai l'impression que tu n'essaies pas? Pourquoi ais-je sans cesse besoin de maman? Pourquoi je me sens mal sans elle? Pourquoi ce soir, elle n'est pas là, pourquoi je ressens un sentiment d'abandon et que je n'arrive pas à profiter de ce temps avec toi papa? Ce n'est pas contre toi tu sais, oh non. Car je t'aime papa. 
Alors je nous ai choisi un film, un d'horreur, ses préférés. Car je sais que ça lui ferai très plaisir de passer une bonne soirée avec moi. Pour le repas, maman a géré donc un (énorme) stress en moins. Passez une belle soirée mes douces et surtout, profitez de vos proches💕 -----------------------------------
#fighter #healthy #anorexiarecovery #anorexie #edrecovery #anorexia #fit #edfighter #anabitch #reequilibragealimentaire #ed #troublealimentaire #tca #anorexiementale #anorexierecovery
SNACK je crois avoir trouvé les meilleures prunes de tout les temps😲😍 avec des céréales type granola et du lait de noisette @bjorgofficiel ,combo parfait! Ce soir je suis seule avec mon papa, moment pas facile. Mais pourquoi? Pourquoi je ne me sens pas toujours à l'aise avec toi papa? Pourquoi tu ne me comprends pas, pourquoi j'ai l'impression que tu n'essaies pas? Pourquoi ais-je sans cesse besoin de maman? Pourquoi je me sens mal sans elle? Pourquoi ce soir, elle n'est pas là, pourquoi je ressens un sentiment d'abandon et que je n'arrive pas à profiter de ce temps avec toi papa? Ce n'est pas contre toi tu sais, oh non. Car je t'aime papa. Alors je nous ai choisi un film, un d'horreur, ses préférés. Car je sais que ça lui ferai très plaisir de passer une bonne soirée avec moi. Pour le repas, maman a géré donc un (énorme) stress en moins. Passez une belle soirée mes douces et surtout, profitez de vos proches💕 ----------------------------------- #fighter  #healthy  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexie  #edrecovery  #anorexia  #fit  #edfighter  #anabitch  #reequilibragealimentaire  #ed  #troublealimentaire  #tca  #anorexiementale  #anorexierecovery 
потратила ~ 200 ккал
сегодня активность небольшая
прибралась дома и сходила до почты, жду посылку с пирсой, которая не пришла
потом немного прогулялась по району, до магазина сходила и обратно
сфоткала свой любимый дом, выложу в сл посте или в сторис, чтоб целиком поместился))
снова начала смотреть "сосны", с каждой серией все интереснее, хотя в начале не понравилось
кстати, Саша завтра отдыхает вместо субботы, поэтому приехал ко мне, валяемся
ещё должны включить горячую воду
жду с нетерпением
🤞🏻
потратила ~ 200 ккал сегодня активность небольшая прибралась дома и сходила до почты, жду посылку с пирсой, которая не пришла потом немного прогулялась по району, до магазина сходила и обратно сфоткала свой любимый дом, выложу в сл посте или в сторис, чтоб целиком поместился)) снова начала смотреть "сосны", с каждой серией все интереснее, хотя в начале не понравилось кстати, Саша завтра отдыхает вместо субботы, поэтому приехал ко мне, валяемся ещё должны включить горячую воду жду с нетерпением 🤞🏻
For  me one of the hardest parts of recovery is still not being able to do what everyone else can do. I'm so weak and just so behind in life and it sucks. 
#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #newaccount #depression #anorexia #recovery #socialanxiety #anxiety #ptsd #ocd #love #fight #recoveryfight #selfharm #purging #weightloss #followme #quotes 
I do not promote any of those #'s in any way,😘❤❤
So yummy omg. Berries and almond milk. Was supposed to be a smoothie but is now ice cream lol. So now I have two things of ice cream in my freezer. Psst one is cookies and cream and tastes so much better. 😂 have an amazing day everyone. -Erika
So yummy omg. Berries and almond milk. Was supposed to be a smoothie but is now ice cream lol. So now I have two things of ice cream in my freezer. Psst one is cookies and cream and tastes so much better. 😂 have an amazing day everyone. -Erika
Some days I feel so far away from recovery. I can't handle myself. It's like some years ago. Everything's black. Or maybe dark grey. Like there is no sense in getting up. It's not my main attitude but my brain blocks every positive thought sometimes. It just doesn't allow me to believe in goodness. I see everyone as a liar and I feel lost. So damn lost in this big world full of tasks I will never be able to pass. I am questioning my whole existence and I can't help myself. I can't find any sense in it. And let's be honest. The past days were not very good. Yes, I ate. But only full controlled. I allowed me nothing when I didn't planned it the day before. At night I often woke up and just purged. I have extremely mood swings and I really don't feel appetite. Just mental hunger. I eat bc I know that I need to eat and I wanna be healthy. But it feels wrong. and idk how to explain. It feels so great to be vegan. I love it when I run barefoot through the town. Even If everyone looks at me like I am mad. I hate it to cage my feet. I love it to feel the sun in my back and the wind in my hair. I love the earth and I love to stand on it and to know that I eat the treasures the world gives us. But atm it's like why. Why do I have to eat. Why do I have to fight this war every single time. I wanna skip so bad bc I just can't find joy by it and that makes me so so sad. Sorry for this negativity guys. But that's the truth atm. I called my homeopathic and I am waiting for his call right now. I really feel that I need to talk to him. And my best friend is going to visit me this evening. I wish I could receive him with a better mood. But he makes smile. Every time. I never thought that I could trust and be this honest with someone. I really love you into pieces guys. You have no idea how much you help me. Stay strong 💚
#vegan #vegansofig #veganfood #veganfoodshare #whatveganseat #vegangirl #bulimia #anorexia #orthorexia #bingeeating #ednos #eatingdisorder #essstörung #struggle #edfamily #edfighter #nourishnotpunish #recovery #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #fitfood #healthy #foodporn #prorecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #balancednotclean #fight #selflove
Some days I feel so far away from recovery. I can't handle myself. It's like some years ago. Everything's black. Or maybe dark grey. Like there is no sense in getting up. It's not my main attitude but my brain blocks every positive thought sometimes. It just doesn't allow me to believe in goodness. I see everyone as a liar and I feel lost. So damn lost in this big world full of tasks I will never be able to pass. I am questioning my whole existence and I can't help myself. I can't find any sense in it. And let's be honest. The past days were not very good. Yes, I ate. But only full controlled. I allowed me nothing when I didn't planned it the day before. At night I often woke up and just purged. I have extremely mood swings and I really don't feel appetite. Just mental hunger. I eat bc I know that I need to eat and I wanna be healthy. But it feels wrong. and idk how to explain. It feels so great to be vegan. I love it when I run barefoot through the town. Even If everyone looks at me like I am mad. I hate it to cage my feet. I love it to feel the sun in my back and the wind in my hair. I love the earth and I love to stand on it and to know that I eat the treasures the world gives us. But atm it's like why. Why do I have to eat. Why do I have to fight this war every single time. I wanna skip so bad bc I just can't find joy by it and that makes me so so sad. Sorry for this negativity guys. But that's the truth atm. I called my homeopathic and I am waiting for his call right now. I really feel that I need to talk to him. And my best friend is going to visit me this evening. I wish I could receive him with a better mood. But he makes smile. Every time. I never thought that I could trust and be this honest with someone. I really love you into pieces guys. You have no idea how much you help me. Stay strong 💚 #vegan  #vegansofig  #veganfood  #veganfoodshare  #whatveganseat  #vegangirl  #bulimia  #anorexia  #orthorexia  #bingeeating  #ednos  #eatingdisorder  #essstörung  #struggle  #edfamily  #edfighter  #nourishnotpunish  #recovery  #bulimiarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #fitfood  #healthy  #foodporn  #prorecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #balancednotclean  #fight  #selflove 
Hey guys, i'm sorry i have to tell you some bad news today but after the Summer holidays i have to go back to the Hospital. I'll stay at The clinic for three months and although i've been there before often and long enough, i am afraid! I am so Scared.. I Hope i'll have The strenght to make it. #depressed #suicide #loveyourlife #helpothers #hope #help #hospital #psychatrie #bulimia #bulimie #anxiety #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxietyfreeliving #addicted
helloooooo i just recently got admitted to a day patient program and i haven't been able to post but i am going to try v hard to keep posting #love #anxiety #anorexia #anorexianervosa #roughday #anorexiarecovery #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #sad #smile #follow4follow #food #
Happy Thursday everyone! 💃🏼 slept well so hearing my alarm go off this morning was awful😩 then literally 5 minutes after I'd got up our new washing machine got delivered and mum was walking the dog so I had to answer the door in my pjs looking a mess and it was 2 men 🙃🙃🙃 spent my morning doing an autism course (it's for my mums friend but she isn't confident in doing it so I'm doing it for her- not actually sure that's allowed lol, all the answers are in this workbook thing so it's pretty straightforward👍🏻) had my which was a yummy tuna 🐟 & cucumber sandwich 🥖 feeling so sick though so snack isn't really what I want right now but it's a kit Kat chunky 🍫 and apple 🍎 juice 😶 might have a nap this afternoon as a morning or concentrating has really drained me 😭 i offered to cook dinner tonight so that'll be good as I really enjoy cooking and baking 🤗 body image is horrendous today like I can't even begin to tell you how much I hate the way I look but I know I need to keep going so that's what I'm going to do 💪🏻 mum & I are going on a spa day tomorrow as my sisters are seeing Adele Sunday and I'm not so this is my treat 😝 then going out for a meal Sunday. Feel super unhealthy as I feel I've eaten out to much and eating to much processed foods rather than nutritious foods😟 #boobsoverbones #balancednotclean #bodyimage #ana #anxiety #anorexia #anorexic #anawarrior #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfamily #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #relapse #recovery #recoveryisworthit #weightgain #weightrestored
Happy Thursday everyone! 💃🏼 slept well so hearing my alarm go off this morning was awful😩 then literally 5 minutes after I'd got up our new washing machine got delivered and mum was walking the dog so I had to answer the door in my pjs looking a mess and it was 2 men 🙃🙃🙃 spent my morning doing an autism course (it's for my mums friend but she isn't confident in doing it so I'm doing it for her- not actually sure that's allowed lol, all the answers are in this workbook thing so it's pretty straightforward👍🏻) had my which was a yummy tuna 🐟 & cucumber sandwich 🥖 feeling so sick though so snack isn't really what I want right now but it's a kit Kat chunky 🍫 and apple 🍎 juice 😶 might have a nap this afternoon as a morning or concentrating has really drained me 😭 i offered to cook dinner tonight so that'll be good as I really enjoy cooking and baking 🤗 body image is horrendous today like I can't even begin to tell you how much I hate the way I look but I know I need to keep going so that's what I'm going to do 💪🏻 mum & I are going on a spa day tomorrow as my sisters are seeing Adele Sunday and I'm not so this is my treat 😝 then going out for a meal Sunday. Feel super unhealthy as I feel I've eaten out to much and eating to much processed foods rather than nutritious foods😟 #boobsoverbones  #balancednotclean  #bodyimage  #ana  #anxiety  #anorexia  #anorexic  #anawarrior  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #relapse  #recovery  #recoveryisworthit  #weightgain  #weightrestored 
breakfast: one egg (63) with a slice of colby jack cheese (59) and green tea with honey (5) total= 127 🦋
breakfast: one egg (63) with a slice of colby jack cheese (59) and green tea with honey (5) total= 127 🦋
Snack Time ❤️❤️❤️ ja diese Schoki Kekse habe ich das erste mal heute probiert und finde die echt super gut 😊 und wir waren ja gerade beim Italiener essen und es war doch entspannter und besser als gedacht 😊 aber das Wetter nervt mich so !! Naja ich geh jetzt erstmal zum Sport und dann lern ich heute Abend erst wieder ein bisschen 🙈 was macht ihr bei dem Regen ? ❤️
Snack Time ❤️❤️❤️ ja diese Schoki Kekse habe ich das erste mal heute probiert und finde die echt super gut 😊 und wir waren ja gerade beim Italiener essen und es war doch entspannter und besser als gedacht 😊 aber das Wetter nervt mich so !! Naja ich geh jetzt erstmal zum Sport und dann lern ich heute Abend erst wieder ein bisschen 🙈 was macht ihr bei dem Regen ? ❤️
Либо я себе пипец как не нравлюсь, либо наоборот очень нравится моя внешность... Среднего не дано😒
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Пришла домой после бабушки, поела, легла спать и... проснувшись - поела(!) Гений, блин😐
Но ела действительно по голоду, хотя по ккал страшно, не знаю ВООБЩЕ сколько😓
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Обед (в 14:30):
• жареный стейк нежирной белой рыбы без кляра🍣 (масло убрала салфеткой, а вообще именно очень рыбу хотела, но по ккал даже примерно не знаю😖)
• ½ помидора🍅 и ⅓ огурца🌱

Перекус (в 16:20):
• вареный нут🌰 + Греческий йогурт🍨(15 гр.) + огурец🌱, помидор🍅 и салат Айсберг🍈
• сырный хлебец dr.Körner с Греческим йогуртом и салатом Айсберг🍚🍈
• чай "Mолочный улун" с молоком🌱🍶
Либо я себе пипец как не нравлюсь, либо наоборот очень нравится моя внешность... Среднего не дано😒 --------------------------------------------------- Пришла домой после бабушки, поела, легла спать и... проснувшись - поела(!) Гений, блин😐 Но ела действительно по голоду, хотя по ккал страшно, не знаю ВООБЩЕ сколько😓 --------------------------------------------------- Обед (в 14:30): • жареный стейк нежирной белой рыбы без кляра🍣 (масло убрала салфеткой, а вообще именно очень рыбу хотела, но по ккал даже примерно не знаю😖) • ½ помидора🍅 и ⅓ огурца🌱 Перекус (в 16:20): • вареный нут🌰 + Греческий йогурт🍨(15 гр.) + огурец🌱, помидор🍅 и салат Айсберг🍈 • сырный хлебец dr.Körner с Греческим йогуртом и салатом Айсберг🍚🍈 • чай "Mолочный улун" с молоком🌱🍶
When someone comments pro ana stuff n you're in the recovery mood...😑 well they are really pro ana but more like pro underweight kinda the same thing for me atm... I ate so much at only 200kcal dinner will be something very light bc my stomach is sick. Watching some movies until then bc I'm bored.🤗
#edrecovery #edrelapse #anorexia #anaisamentalillness
When someone comments pro ana stuff n you're in the recovery mood...😑 well they are really pro ana but more like pro underweight kinda the same thing for me atm... I ate so much at only 200kcal dinner will be something very light bc my stomach is sick. Watching some movies until then bc I'm bored.🤗 #edrecovery  #edrelapse  #anorexia  #anaisamentalillness 
Another day same shit 🌞
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#ana #anorexia #mia #bulimia #eatingdisorder #ednos #mentalillness #depressed #fat #thundertighs
Just a random picture of my after school lunch. A slice of toast🍞 with roast beef🍖, 2 baby garlic potatoes🥔, a naartjie🍊 and a cup of tea☕
I wrote my last exam today and I'm finally on vacation! 🎉 You have no idea how happy and relieved I am, I truly had a difficult term 😢 Most of my exam papers were HORRIBLE! 😣
I made the mistake of reading some really triggering things on Wattpad 🙈 There are so many "weight-loss journals" and "pro ana blogs", it's heartbreaking 💔 So many people go undiagnosed and untreated. We really need to appreciate the treatment we get and if you don't have any professional guiding you through your recovery journey GET HELP NOW!
Keep fighting my angels 💞
Just a random picture of my after school lunch. A slice of toast🍞 with roast beef🍖, 2 baby garlic potatoes🥔, a naartjie🍊 and a cup of tea☕ I wrote my last exam today and I'm finally on vacation! 🎉 You have no idea how happy and relieved I am, I truly had a difficult term 😢 Most of my exam papers were HORRIBLE! 😣 I made the mistake of reading some really triggering things on Wattpad 🙈 There are so many "weight-loss journals" and "pro ana blogs", it's heartbreaking 💔 So many people go undiagnosed and untreated. We really need to appreciate the treatment we get and if you don't have any professional guiding you through your recovery journey GET HELP NOW! Keep fighting my angels 💞
D1: I hate breakfast, I've never been a morning food person. One big goal of mine is to be more positive and openminded about making changes for the better during this process. This morning I got up, showered, and jumped back in bed with a bowl of fruit. I felt like shit afterwards and tried to redirect my focus on getting ready for work. I'm hoping these morning get easier and become second nature for me.
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What are some of your favorite morning meals?
D1: I hate breakfast, I've never been a morning food person. One big goal of mine is to be more positive and openminded about making changes for the better during this process. This morning I got up, showered, and jumped back in bed with a bowl of fruit. I felt like shit afterwards and tried to redirect my focus on getting ready for work. I'm hoping these morning get easier and become second nature for me. • • What are some of your favorite morning meals?
|| today's nautical, yesterday's canoeing trip through porcupine damn with the lovely girls from avalon hills. I was in center position... which meant I was in "steering position" (and photographer position), so it worked out perfectly for me, as the company was wonderful and the surroundings absolutely serene. after our canoeing trip we headed rank and file back to the residential home so the girls could listen to my recovery speech. i've never been asked such poignant and well thought out questions before, and as usual, we we went over time! I swear avalon is starting to feel like a second home!! || #avalonhills #recovery #recovered #nautical #water #damn #porcupine #recoveredlife ilovemylife #travel #healthatanysize #haes #canoe #canoeing #anorexia #bulimia #ednoes #dbed#bodyimageissues #bodyimage #bedrecovery #ednosrecovery
|| today's nautical, yesterday's canoeing trip through porcupine damn with the lovely girls from avalon hills. I was in center position... which meant I was in "steering position" (and photographer position), so it worked out perfectly for me, as the company was wonderful and the surroundings absolutely serene. after our canoeing trip we headed rank and file back to the residential home so the girls could listen to my recovery speech. i've never been asked such poignant and well thought out questions before, and as usual, we we went over time! I swear avalon is starting to feel like a second home!! || #avalonhills  #recovery  #recovered  #nautical  #water  #damn  #porcupine  #recoveredlife  ilovemylife #travel  #healthatanysize  #haes  #canoe  #canoeing  #anorexia  #bulimia  #ednoes  #dbed #bodyimageissues  #bodyimage  #bedrecovery  #ednosrecovery 
Part of my afternoon snack was a lil bit of that absolute heaven! 😍🍫🍦 Clearly my fav @benandjerrys ' flavour so far! 👌🏻 I had a few blackberries, and coconut dark chocolate milk. But lord the anxiety is real I feel super guilty right now but I know I shouldn't because it was good... #instafood #edwarrior #mentalhealthawareness #2fab4ana #edfight #edrecovery #edrecover #edfighter #recoveryisworthit #recovery #recoveryispossible #edwarrior #foodporn #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverywin #eatingdisorder #anawho #anorexia #benandjerrys #chocolate #hope #icecream #anorexiarecovery #fuckana #strongereveryday #prorecovery
#mentalhealth #staypositive #food
Part of my afternoon snack was a lil bit of that absolute heaven! 😍🍫🍦 Clearly my fav @benandjerrys ' flavour so far! 👌🏻 I had a few blackberries, and coconut dark chocolate milk. But lord the anxiety is real I feel super guilty right now but I know I shouldn't because it was good... #instafood  #edwarrior  #mentalhealthawareness  #2fab4ana  #edfight  #edrecovery  #edrecover  #edfighter  #recoveryisworthit  #recovery  #recoveryispossible  #edwarrior  #foodporn  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #recoverywin  #eatingdisorder  #anawho  #anorexia  #benandjerrys  #chocolate  #hope  #icecream  #anorexiarecovery  #fuckana  #strongereveryday  #prorecovery  #mentalhealth  #staypositive  #food 
Rip Beautystandards 🌚🙏🏻💓 I'm the princess 🌚 okay nein 🤙🏻😂 -

Heute Morgen hatte ich einen riesigen Nervenzusammenbruch das ich heute morgen 4h durch geheult haben und nichts getan habe aber naja immer positiv denken auch wenns schwer ist😣❤️ naja irgendwie mag ich das Bild nicht und es fällt mir unnormal schwer es zu posten da ich da so unnormal kugelig aussehe aber ich muss mich meinen Ängsten stellen und naja 🙁❤️ habt einen schönen Tag ❤️
#anorexia#recovery#eatingdisorderrecovery#edrecovery#thinkpositive#blogger#munich#münchen#Romania#romanca#germania#2fab4ana#fearfood#changeyourthinking#badhabits#inpatientrecovery
Rip Beautystandards 🌚🙏🏻💓 I'm the princess 🌚 okay nein 🤙🏻😂 - Heute Morgen hatte ich einen riesigen Nervenzusammenbruch das ich heute morgen 4h durch geheult haben und nichts getan habe aber naja immer positiv denken auch wenns schwer ist😣❤️ naja irgendwie mag ich das Bild nicht und es fällt mir unnormal schwer es zu posten da ich da so unnormal kugelig aussehe aber ich muss mich meinen Ängsten stellen und naja 🙁❤️ habt einen schönen Tag ❤️ #anorexia #recovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #thinkpositive #blogger #munich #münchen #Romania #romanca #germania #2fab4ana #fearfood #changeyourthinking #badhabits #inpatientrecovery 
2011年就係個一年 I'm a victim n I shdnt blame myself 我好清楚記得所有發生係40kg未AN既我身上既事 今日對住劉姑娘講起我唔願提既前度一個傷害我到最深點令我心碎心痛心死 最後踩上一條不歸路 當年我只可以默默流住眼淚照顧好自己 都可以話摧殘自己 精神壓力好大 到今日我用左5年時間去放下一個我唔想要我面對不到既過去 但人生本來就咁難過 為何不可以由我去決定往後點走 我想愛番我自己多D 今天20歲既我比當年應該更堅強 心中既傷痕今日喊左幾多眼淚都唔夠 唔會彌補到 但我只想委屈都要求存  #raped#victim#staystrong#feminist#anorexia#hkig#experience#growth#hklovestory
2011年就係個一年 I'm a victim n I shdnt blame myself 我好清楚記得所有發生係40kg未AN既我身上既事 今日對住劉姑娘講起我唔願提既前度一個傷害我到最深點令我心碎心痛心死 最後踩上一條不歸路 當年我只可以默默流住眼淚照顧好自己 都可以話摧殘自己 精神壓力好大 到今日我用左5年時間去放下一個我唔想要我面對不到既過去 但人生本來就咁難過 為何不可以由我去決定往後點走 我想愛番我自己多D 今天20歲既我比當年應該更堅強 心中既傷痕今日喊左幾多眼淚都唔夠 唔會彌補到 但我只想委屈都要求存 #raped #victim #staystrong #feminist #anorexia #hkig #experience #growth #hklovestory 
#tbt these are some old collages I made back in 2012, I thought I'd share them with you because they still mean quite a lot to me. 
Back then, I have been doing a lot of research about eating disorders, obesity and anorexia - I was struggling with my own unhappy self, being overweight and simply sad. 
I used to torture my soul and my body, hating it, hating my stretched out arms, thighs and belly - thinking it would only get worse and that there is no way I could ever be comfortable with who I am. Ever. 😧
Now I know, after 5 years, that my body is my own temple, I cherish it and try to only have kind thoughts about it, because it is my only vehicle that I'll get in this life. 
If you are stuck in your destructive thoughts about yourself - I can tell you from my own experience - it will end. You will learn that your body is yours and nobody can tell you how to look, how much to weigh, how to act and behave around others - or anything else in between those lines. 
This journey is only meant for you alone. You are not here to hate yourself, it is about finding out who you truly are, listening to your inner child, meet other beautiful souls to connect and share your life with and to simply discover this beautiful world you were born into. 
Everything is a blessing, you will never get what you want, but what you need in order to become the very best version of you. 
#bodypositive #bodypositivity #obesity #anorexia #art #sketches #awakenings #collage #effyourbeautystandards #throwbackthursday #tbt #conciousnessgrowth #conscious #selflove #realtalk #blessing #spark #growth #conversationwithmyself
#tbt  these are some old collages I made back in 2012, I thought I'd share them with you because they still mean quite a lot to me. Back then, I have been doing a lot of research about eating disorders, obesity and anorexia - I was struggling with my own unhappy self, being overweight and simply sad. I used to torture my soul and my body, hating it, hating my stretched out arms, thighs and belly - thinking it would only get worse and that there is no way I could ever be comfortable with who I am. Ever. 😧 Now I know, after 5 years, that my body is my own temple, I cherish it and try to only have kind thoughts about it, because it is my only vehicle that I'll get in this life. If you are stuck in your destructive thoughts about yourself - I can tell you from my own experience - it will end. You will learn that your body is yours and nobody can tell you how to look, how much to weigh, how to act and behave around others - or anything else in between those lines. This journey is only meant for you alone. You are not here to hate yourself, it is about finding out who you truly are, listening to your inner child, meet other beautiful souls to connect and share your life with and to simply discover this beautiful world you were born into. Everything is a blessing, you will never get what you want, but what you need in order to become the very best version of you. #bodypositive  #bodypositivity  #obesity  #anorexia  #art  #sketches  #awakenings  #collage  #effyourbeautystandards  #throwbackthursday  #tbt  #conciousnessgrowth  #conscious  #selflove  #realtalk  #blessing  #spark  #growth  #conversationwithmyself 
I don't even fucking deserve tea.
I don't even fucking deserve tea.
I've gained and I'm really bloated. I managed to have 2 glasses of water today at the mall. I don't know when I should eat or what. All my safe foods are running low.
I've gained and I'm really bloated. I managed to have 2 glasses of water today at the mall. I don't know when I should eat or what. All my safe foods are running low.
Really strange breakfast was a yogurt 🍧, two nectarines 🍑 and some scrambled tofu. Now I'll watch an episode of Master of None on Netflix 📺 and then I'll try to pack 📦🛄 the rest of the stuff in my room #edfam #ed #edfamily #edsoldier #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anasoldier #edwarrior #anawho #eatittobeatit #prettygirlsdoeat #healthynotskinny
Hello a tous 
Pas fort présente depuis hier... mais les journée ne sont pas assez longue du coup le temps pour rien😔
J'espère que vous allez bien💖
Petit post pour vous montré ma collation 
Chocolat chaud☕ accompagné d'une gauffre au Nutella🍫
Une énorme envie de chocolat🍫 depuis hier 😮
#mangerplus #prendredupoids #maigreur #anorexia #anorexierecovery #anorexic #sleeve #sleevegastrectomie #minibypassgastrique #minibypassgastrico #petitepauseplaisir #chocolate #chocolat #gauffrechoco
Hello a tous Pas fort présente depuis hier... mais les journée ne sont pas assez longue du coup le temps pour rien😔 J'espère que vous allez bien💖 Petit post pour vous montré ma collation Chocolat chaud☕ accompagné d'une gauffre au Nutella🍫 Une énorme envie de chocolat🍫 depuis hier 😮 #mangerplus  #prendredupoids  #maigreur  #anorexia  #anorexierecovery  #anorexic  #sleeve  #sleevegastrectomie  #minibypassgastrique  #minibypassgastrico  #petitepauseplaisir  #chocolate  #chocolat  #gauffrechoco 
Итак начнем...меня зовут Алина(мне 11 лет😲) |прохожу лечение анорексии,кп| проходила лечение в больнице ЦИРПП  этот аккаунт типичного РПП-шника +буду выкладывать мое питание и #фудпорны 
Спасибо что дочитали до конца💞🌹
#anorexia #recovery #нервнаяанорексия #рпп#фудпорн #foodporn #дневникпитания #непп#нехудею#foodblogger#инстадляеды#ана#кп#мирдолжензнатьчтояем#фудблог
Итак начнем...меня зовут Алина(мне 11 лет😲) |прохожу лечение анорексии,кп| проходила лечение в больнице ЦИРПП этот аккаунт типичного РПП-шника +буду выкладывать мое питание и #фудпорны  Спасибо что дочитали до конца💞🌹 #anorexia  #recovery  #нервнаяанорексия  #рпп #фудпорн  #foodporn  #дневникпитания  #непп #нехудею #foodblogger #инстадляеды #ана #кп #мирдолжензнатьчтояем #фудблог 
29/06/17
lunch: large cup of iced milk coffee
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having a bigger dinner so i'm saving my stomach for later. also, i think i became a little closer to a friend today (really happy about that)! i feel like i can't relax around people sometimes and that changed today!
29/06/17 lunch: large cup of iced milk coffee =•=•= having a bigger dinner so i'm saving my stomach for later. also, i think i became a little closer to a friend today (really happy about that)! i feel like i can't relax around people sometimes and that changed today!
All I want to do is drown  the noise out, this is what I deserve.  #hatemyself #starve #wanttodie #depression #depressed #cuts #selfmedicate #hatemyself #anorexia #ana #sucidalthoughts #suicide #a#worthless #t#y#useless
Let's eliminate the stigmas so we can take away the shame. Our mental health is just as important as our physical health. 💜💜💜 #shinebright
Let's eliminate the stigmas so we can take away the shame. Our mental health is just as important as our physical health. 💜💜💜 #shinebright 
Não é um antes e depois, são fotos tiradas com segundos de diferença.
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Não é para dizer que um dos corpos é pior que o outro, e sim pra mostrar que o mesmo corpo pode ter várias formas, dependendo de como eu me apresento e do ângulo que você olha.
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Nem é pra dizer que você não deve querer e trabalhar para ter o corpo da esquerda, é só pra sugerir que você não se machuque (física ou psicologicamente) tentando chegar lá.
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Mas também é pra dizer que se o corpo da direita te parece feio, é só porque você foi bombardeada desde sempre por uma cultura que te vende isso. Uma cultura que lucra com isso todos os dias. Com o seu desespero para não ser vista como o que te disseram que é feio.
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Quando você olhar no espelho e se sentir triste com o reflexo, faça essa pergunta: o que exatamente eu acho que esse corpo vai me fazer perder? Pense de verdade sobre isso. Na maioria das vezes, a resposta vai ser NADA.
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Gordura, celulite, estrias, nada disso diminui sua inteligência, sua capacidade, suas habilidades, e muito menos o amor das pessoas que se importam com você de verdade, com você inteira, corpo e alma. Porque elas sabem que você é muito mais que um corpo. E está na hora de você descobrir isso também. 💜🤗🌸🌈
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#Repost @mbottan 
#anorexia #bulimia #emagrecer #emagrecimento #dieta #paleo #jejumintermitente #jejum #barrigachapada #corposarado #corpoperfeito #meucorpoperfeito #projetoverao #projetovidão
Não é um antes e depois, são fotos tiradas com segundos de diferença. . Não é para dizer que um dos corpos é pior que o outro, e sim pra mostrar que o mesmo corpo pode ter várias formas, dependendo de como eu me apresento e do ângulo que você olha. . Nem é pra dizer que você não deve querer e trabalhar para ter o corpo da esquerda, é só pra sugerir que você não se machuque (física ou psicologicamente) tentando chegar lá. . Mas também é pra dizer que se o corpo da direita te parece feio, é só porque você foi bombardeada desde sempre por uma cultura que te vende isso. Uma cultura que lucra com isso todos os dias. Com o seu desespero para não ser vista como o que te disseram que é feio. . Quando você olhar no espelho e se sentir triste com o reflexo, faça essa pergunta: o que exatamente eu acho que esse corpo vai me fazer perder? Pense de verdade sobre isso. Na maioria das vezes, a resposta vai ser NADA. . Gordura, celulite, estrias, nada disso diminui sua inteligência, sua capacidade, suas habilidades, e muito menos o amor das pessoas que se importam com você de verdade, com você inteira, corpo e alma. Porque elas sabem que você é muito mais que um corpo. E está na hora de você descobrir isso também. 💜🤗🌸🌈 . #Repost  @mbottan #anorexia  #bulimia  #emagrecer  #emagrecimento  #dieta  #paleo  #jejumintermitente  #jejum  #barrigachapada  #corposarado  #corpoperfeito  #meucorpoperfeito  #projetoverao  #projetovidão 
It's hard at first but letting go is worth more than holding on sometimes. I let him go, and when I thought about him today, I felt nothing. He's doesn't control me anymore
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#suicide #sadvideos #sadvideo #sad #depression #suicidal #anerexia #selfharrm #sadquotes #darkness #emo #lifesucks #razor #razorcut #ritzen #anorexia #bulimia #suicide