Literally took this right before passing out 😂 I have the biggest crush on someone they’re seriously always so nice to me and I don’t know why like they do things out of their way and I feel bad I feel like an awful person this person makes me feel this way that I haven’t felt in a while it’s more than getting nervous and giggly while noticeably blushing this person causes me to crush so hard that I literally can’t make eye contact this person makes my heart skip a beat and my breath to go quicker yet they also know how to distract me from the bad and calm me down without noticing I’ll be laughing at their cheesy amazing jokes they are so funny like can make me laugh literally whenever I catch myself just thinking about this person and I have to stop myself because I know for a fact nothing is going to happen between us and I need to get over it or it might turn into the situation where you fall in love with a friend and I can’t have that happen it’s just a crush right now but who knows how things will change so I need to stop thinking about this person I need to do something to get them off my mind but I don’t know how #crush#sleep#sad#lonely#arthoe#blackandwhitephoto
Two years ago I took this picture. I woke up super early to go to church and I was so happy to get such a beautiful shot. But what drives me crazy is how different I am. I’m happier now. Back then it was me always worrying. Always hoping. Always asking for a change that could make me a better me. And here I am. A little better. A little worse but what matters is that I’m more myself. And I’m so happy about that.
I keep these lil things that remind me of my sweet peach. He got two lil magnetic hematite rocks so they always pull together :,) he so sweet. And the lil flower in the bottle is from one of your dates when we took my kitty for a walk♥️