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Del libro Obra escogida de Walt Whitman. 
Canto a mí mismo. XIV
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#campo  #walt #whitman #waltwhitman #obraescogida #cantoamimismo  #XIV  #libro #livre #book #bdd .
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Hace tiempo no subía una foto de un libro 😱🎈
I’m reading ‘The Gospel of Loki’ by Joanne Harris and this quote really got to me. Because isn’t this what we do every day of our lives when we choose our demons over our freedom. 
I’ve been on a path self destruction for a long time and feeling like I don’t deserve any better. 
My illness has always been a way of punishing myself for being worthless.
For being a failure.
For being an awful human being.
I let my past and sense of worth that has been built from that define my present and my future, and by being unable to let go it ensures that I never move on.
I punish myself for things that shouldn’t continue to matter and curse myself to a future of the same existence.
Hating myself and hurting myself for things I can’t change is a waste of energy. 
I have to realise that I can be whoever I want to be. 
That every new day is a chance to start over.
I deserve, as much as anyone else, to be happy and I need to learn to forgive myself. 
Experiencing love is such an unnatural feeling when you’ve spent your whole life hating yourself. But just try, for a moment, looking at the person staring back at you in the mirror, and if it’s too hard to say ‘I love you’...
...’I accept you’ is a good place to start.💪🏻💫💖 #anorexiarecovery #recoverywarrior #edfamily #anawarrior #anafamily #prorecovery #beyourownhero #nourishnotpunish #realrecovery #beatinganorexia #bdd #bulimiarecovery #bodydysmorphia #depression #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior #selfcare #believeinyourself #eatingdisorderawareness #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #nevergiveup #mentalhealthawareness #selfacceptance #anxiety #selfworth #selfcare #positivity #selfacceptance
I’m reading ‘The Gospel of Loki’ by Joanne Harris and this quote really got to me. Because isn’t this what we do every day of our lives when we choose our demons over our freedom. I’ve been on a path self destruction for a long time and feeling like I don’t deserve any better. My illness has always been a way of punishing myself for being worthless. For being a failure. For being an awful human being. I let my past and sense of worth that has been built from that define my present and my future, and by being unable to let go it ensures that I never move on. I punish myself for things that shouldn’t continue to matter and curse myself to a future of the same existence. Hating myself and hurting myself for things I can’t change is a waste of energy. I have to realise that I can be whoever I want to be. That every new day is a chance to start over. I deserve, as much as anyone else, to be happy and I need to learn to forgive myself. Experiencing love is such an unnatural feeling when you’ve spent your whole life hating yourself. But just try, for a moment, looking at the person staring back at you in the mirror, and if it’s too hard to say ‘I love you’... ...’I accept you’ is a good place to start.💪🏻💫💖 #anorexiarecovery  #recoverywarrior  #edfamily  #anawarrior  #anafamily  #prorecovery  #beyourownhero  #nourishnotpunish  #realrecovery  #beatinganorexia  #bdd  #bulimiarecovery  #bodydysmorphia  #depression  #mentalhealth  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edwarrior  #selfcare  #believeinyourself  #eatingdisorderawareness  #edrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #nevergiveup  #mentalhealthawareness  #selfacceptance  #anxiety  #selfworth  #selfcare  #positivity  #selfacceptance 
Vendredi, les étudiants de la Promotion se sont réunis pour s’offrir un petit cadeau de noël basé sur le principe du père noël secret ! Chacun a reçu un présent de la part d’un des étudiants, sans savoir de qui cela venait jusqu’au moment de la remise. Ce fut un moment de partage très heureux que nous espérons refaire très vite et transmettre à la future promotion ! 
#lawstudent #law #lawschool #secretsanta #gifts #noel #master #master2droit #m2dpa #bordeaux #pessac #university #fac #students #droit #bdd #fallaitpasfairedudroit #cadeaux #noel #noel2017
Vendredi, les étudiants de la Promotion se sont réunis pour s’offrir un petit cadeau de noël basé sur le principe du père noël secret ! Chacun a reçu un présent de la part d’un des étudiants, sans savoir de qui cela venait jusqu’au moment de la remise. Ce fut un moment de partage très heureux que nous espérons refaire très vite et transmettre à la future promotion ! #lawstudent  #law  #lawschool  #secretsanta  #gifts  #noel  #master  #master2droit  #m2dpa  #bordeaux  #pessac  #university  #fac  #students  #droit  #bdd  #fallaitpasfairedudroit  #cadeaux  #noel  #noel2017 
My riches is life forever###biliion dollar dream ##bdd ###black legacy
Took over once again❤️#bdd
Took over once again❤️#bdd 
My evening snack is a bowl of Rice Krispies and semi-skimmed milk. 
I feel so bad after dinner but I’m fighting all the urges and still having a snack!! I’m watching The Woman In Black to help me distract myself.
Hope you’ve all had a good day and have a good evening. Thank you all for your support over the last week it’s been amazing!! 💗💗
#fuckana #anarecovery #ana #edrecovery #keepfighting #strongnotskinny #BDD
My evening snack is a bowl of Rice Krispies and semi-skimmed milk. I feel so bad after dinner but I’m fighting all the urges and still having a snack!! I’m watching The Woman In Black to help me distract myself. Hope you’ve all had a good day and have a good evening. Thank you all for your support over the last week it’s been amazing!! 💗💗 #fuckana  #anarecovery  #ana  #edrecovery  #keepfighting  #strongnotskinny  #BDD 
" Tout le monde sur Terre a besoin de quelqu'un sur qui compter ; que ce soit une accompagnatrice dévouée, une confidente fiable, ou un ami fidèle. "
#ciel #beau #couchédesoleil #nuage #couleur #sud #jolie #bdd #teamjuriste #bordeldedroit #perpignan #citéu #upvd #indépendant #66 #po #montagne #soleil #soir #janvier #dimanche #semaine #weekend
I totally feel guilty posting thinspo. I feel like I should delete all my followers and go Private.... but I really like being social and having support, plus I know everyone can find thinspo on their own. 
Not Pro Anything. Just Struggling.

#velvet #black #red #miniskirt #asians #asiangirls #asiangirl #model #ana #ed #thinspo #intuitiveeating #exercise #health #food #binge #purge #BDD #healthy #diet #stress #struggling #alone #noanabuddies #secretsociety123 #IWillSupportYouAndYourGrowthAndMentalHealth
I totally feel guilty posting thinspo. I feel like I should delete all my followers and go Private.... but I really like being social and having support, plus I know everyone can find thinspo on their own. Not Pro Anything. Just Struggling. #velvet  #black  #red  #miniskirt  #asians  #asiangirls  #asiangirl  #model  #ana  #ed  #thinspo  #intuitiveeating  #exercise  #health  #food  #binge  #purge  #BDD  #healthy  #diet  #stress  #struggling  #alone  #noanabuddies  #secretsociety123  #IWillSupportYouAndYourGrowthAndMentalHealth 
《 filter bc ugly. long live bdd 》
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"Starting here again
I'm afraid of what I'll find
Starting here again
Please be tender please be kind… yeah

Starting here again
And I'm not sure where to go
Well I'm starting here again
Can you tell me what you know?"
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- Venice, Starting Here Again
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#suicidal#depression#anxiety#ednos#depressed#suicide#vodka#alcohol#anxious#numb#drawing#sadness#eyes#lyrics#selfie#hair#ugly#fat#lost#helpless#venice#music#filter#snapchat#bdd#bodydysmorphic
《 filter bc ugly. long live bdd 》 . . "Starting here again I'm afraid of what I'll find Starting here again Please be tender please be kind… yeah Starting here again And I'm not sure where to go Well I'm starting here again Can you tell me what you know?" . . - Venice, Starting Here Again . . . . . . . . #suicidal #depression #anxiety #ednos #depressed #suicide #vodka #alcohol #anxious #numb #drawing #sadness #eyes #lyrics #selfie #hair #ugly #fat #lost #helpless #venice #music #filter #snapchat #bdd #bodydysmorphic 
10 years between these photos...that was my first #pregnancy and that baby turns 10 today. Often times people scoff at pregnancy pics as “befores”, and that’s not the point here. My before doesn’t involve being overweight, in fact it was me being underweight, filled with self-loathing and fighting a constant battle with body dysmorphia. But for 9 months...I didn’t fight that battle. It was the first time in my life that I truly loved myself and my body...because I was doing something incredible...I had to take care of myself, mind, body and spirit because of that baby. It wasn’t about me. 🔹
After the birth of my 2nd son, in 2010, I struggled badly with the #BDD until very recently. I finally sought help and identified what the triggers are, what the root cause is, and how to cope. It’s like any other mental health issue, not “curable”, but I can work every day to be stronger than the negative self-hate that ruled my life for so long. 🔹
So today, here I am, stronger, more confident and truly happy with who I am AND the body I am in. I celebrate that today because my son’s birth was a turning point for me.  He made me see that I could love...I could and should love myself. It is a daily struggle...but each day it gets easier to shake off those blahs...but I am not less than because I struggle...WE ALL STRUGGLE with different levels of this...it make us stronger because we keep fighting...so, yes, today is my son’s birthday...but I also celebrate all warrior women... #transformation #womensupportingwomen #vcntribe #vcnstrong #fitmom #momwithmuscles #fitat40 #momsofIG #fitnessentreprenuer #vcnfitness
10 years between these photos...that was my first #pregnancy  and that baby turns 10 today. Often times people scoff at pregnancy pics as “befores”, and that’s not the point here. My before doesn’t involve being overweight, in fact it was me being underweight, filled with self-loathing and fighting a constant battle with body dysmorphia. But for 9 months...I didn’t fight that battle. It was the first time in my life that I truly loved myself and my body...because I was doing something incredible...I had to take care of myself, mind, body and spirit because of that baby. It wasn’t about me. 🔹 After the birth of my 2nd son, in 2010, I struggled badly with the #BDD  until very recently. I finally sought help and identified what the triggers are, what the root cause is, and how to cope. It’s like any other mental health issue, not “curable”, but I can work every day to be stronger than the negative self-hate that ruled my life for so long. 🔹 So today, here I am, stronger, more confident and truly happy with who I am AND the body I am in. I celebrate that today because my son’s birth was a turning point for me. He made me see that I could love...I could and should love myself. It is a daily struggle...but each day it gets easier to shake off those blahs...but I am not less than because I struggle...WE ALL STRUGGLE with different levels of this...it make us stronger because we keep fighting...so, yes, today is my son’s birthday...but I also celebrate all warrior women... #transformation  #womensupportingwomen  #vcntribe  #vcnstrong  #fitmom  #momwithmuscles  #fitat40  #momsofIG  #fitnessentreprenuer  #vcnfitness 
“Fuck can I say? If life was a highway
And deceit was an enclave, I'd be swerving in five lanes
Speeds at a high rate, like I'm slidin' on ice, maybe” #me #myself #selfie #fitness #zuzkalight #weightlifting #homeworkout #bodycheck #bdd #bodydismorphia #bodypositivity
#BDD melhor baile do mundo!
#BDD  melhor baile do mundo!
Sleepy as fuck but determined to kick my anxiety’s ass. I don’t want it to run my life anymore
Sleepy as fuck but determined to kick my anxiety’s ass. I don’t want it to run my life anymore
Aller à la plage un dimanche avec 95km/h de vent ! Ça pique mais c'est juste génial le paysage.
#paysage #temps #canet #plage #vent #mer #sud #teamjuriste #bdd #bordeldedroit #dimanche #janvier #perpignan
REMINDER!!
You do not have to be constantly productive to be worthy. 
If you want to spend the whole day in your pyjamas that’s fine!
If you want to do nothing but curl up and read a book, or binge watch a series on Netflix then do it!
There is nothing to feel guilty about. 
Your existence still matters. 
This is something I constantly struggle with but I understand that recovery isn’t just about food challenges but so much more than that. 
So take time to care for yourself and listen to your body. If your activity is being driven by your illness then force yourself to do the opposite however hard it is. Spend a day doing absolutely nothing and prove to yourself that your world won’t implode, the stars will still shine that night and the sun will still rise the next morning.💪🏻💫💖 #anorexiarecovery #recoverywarrior #edfamily #anawarrior #anafamily #prorecovery #beyourownhero #nourishnotpunish #realrecovery #beatinganorexia #bdd #bulimiarecovery #bodydysmorphia #depression #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior #selfcare #believeinyourself #eatingdisorderawareness #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #nevergiveup #mentalhealthawareness #selfacceptance #anxiety #selfworth #selfcare #positivity #mindfulness
REMINDER!! You do not have to be constantly productive to be worthy. If you want to spend the whole day in your pyjamas that’s fine! If you want to do nothing but curl up and read a book, or binge watch a series on Netflix then do it! There is nothing to feel guilty about. Your existence still matters. This is something I constantly struggle with but I understand that recovery isn’t just about food challenges but so much more than that. So take time to care for yourself and listen to your body. If your activity is being driven by your illness then force yourself to do the opposite however hard it is. Spend a day doing absolutely nothing and prove to yourself that your world won’t implode, the stars will still shine that night and the sun will still rise the next morning.💪🏻💫💖 #anorexiarecovery  #recoverywarrior  #edfamily  #anawarrior  #anafamily  #prorecovery  #beyourownhero  #nourishnotpunish  #realrecovery  #beatinganorexia  #bdd  #bulimiarecovery  #bodydysmorphia  #depression  #mentalhealth  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edwarrior  #selfcare  #believeinyourself  #eatingdisorderawareness  #edrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #nevergiveup  #mentalhealthawareness  #selfacceptance  #anxiety  #selfworth  #selfcare  #positivity  #mindfulness 
My lunch is the usual.
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I feel so so guilty today. I did a massive workout after my snack and now I feel so guilty after lunch and I feel so awful. 
I just have to ignore any urges I’m getting though as guilt is going to happen in recovery, we are giving up everything we’ve grown to ‘love’ but there is no way to recover from an ED without giving up ALL ED behaviours, no matter how scary it is! -
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I got a call from the CAMHs crisis team and they’re coming on a home visit to see me at 2. I have no idea what for or what’s going to happen so I’m pretty scared, I don’t know why.
Hope you’re having a good day 💗
#fuckana #anarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #strongnotskinny #BDD
My lunch is the usual. - TW - I feel so so guilty today. I did a massive workout after my snack and now I feel so guilty after lunch and I feel so awful. I just have to ignore any urges I’m getting though as guilt is going to happen in recovery, we are giving up everything we’ve grown to ‘love’ but there is no way to recover from an ED without giving up ALL ED behaviours, no matter how scary it is! - End of TW - I got a call from the CAMHs crisis team and they’re coming on a home visit to see me at 2. I have no idea what for or what’s going to happen so I’m pretty scared, I don’t know why. Hope you’re having a good day 💗 #fuckana  #anarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfighter  #strongnotskinny  #BDD 
I couldn’t be happier to be hosting my first IG challenge!!! 🙈🤗💕🌈📲 We have some incredible sponsors so don’t forget to join in for a chance to WIN!!! Today’s prompt (note: the challenge starts tomorrow Jan 22, your hosts are posting 1 day ahead to give everyone time to think about their post!) for the #iamwhereiam2018 challenge is to talk about one KIND thing you can do for yourself today and possibly every day.  Uff.  Admittedly, as I sit and write this I am struggling to think of something kind I can do for myself. I am, more often than not, impossibly hard on myself as I know so many of us (especially those of us in recovery) are. However, I have not given up hope! Self acceptance is a journey. Join me?
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One little practice I’ve been working on lately is just naming emotions as they come up. Ever since I can remember I’ve been highly sensitive. I’ve always been an empath with a deep well of emotions. However, through recovery I’ve been able to identify and understand them more effectively. Naming each emotion as it comes up helps. That being said, one kind thing I will do for myself today and any day I can remember is to whisper to myself what I am feeling or thinking. For example, if I am judging myself for being negative about...whatever... I will gently say to myself “judging, judging”. I’ve been concentrating on this for a couple of weeks and it has helped a lot!
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Theme: Kindness
Posture: supta badda konasana
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Hosts:
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@kennedy.carroll 
@deebtz 
@iriephoenix 
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@blueridgehemp 
@thebunglo 
@thewarriorcollective
I couldn’t be happier to be hosting my first IG challenge!!! 🙈🤗💕🌈📲 We have some incredible sponsors so don’t forget to join in for a chance to WIN!!! Today’s prompt (note: the challenge starts tomorrow Jan 22, your hosts are posting 1 day ahead to give everyone time to think about their post!) for the #iamwhereiam2018  challenge is to talk about one KIND thing you can do for yourself today and possibly every day. Uff. Admittedly, as I sit and write this I am struggling to think of something kind I can do for myself. I am, more often than not, impossibly hard on myself as I know so many of us (especially those of us in recovery) are. However, I have not given up hope! Self acceptance is a journey. Join me? . . . . One little practice I’ve been working on lately is just naming emotions as they come up. Ever since I can remember I’ve been highly sensitive. I’ve always been an empath with a deep well of emotions. However, through recovery I’ve been able to identify and understand them more effectively. Naming each emotion as it comes up helps. That being said, one kind thing I will do for myself today and any day I can remember is to whisper to myself what I am feeling or thinking. For example, if I am judging myself for being negative about...whatever... I will gently say to myself “judging, judging”. I’ve been concentrating on this for a couple of weeks and it has helped a lot! . . . . Theme: Kindness Posture: supta badda konasana . . . Hosts: @caseyurban @kennedy.carroll @deebtz @iriephoenix @yogahouseboerne . . . Sponsors: @blueridgehemp @thebunglo @thewarriorcollective
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My morning snack is an apple, because I realised I am having so many bowls of cereal and they are become too safe-so I’ve switched it up! 
I tried to take an ‘artsy’ picture with the snow but as you can tell it did not go very well at all and just looks like a random apple on a counter 😂😂
Hope you’re all having a good day 💗
#fuckana #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #strongnotskinny #BDD #edfighter #wecandothis
My morning snack is an apple, because I realised I am having so many bowls of cereal and they are become too safe-so I’ve switched it up! I tried to take an ‘artsy’ picture with the snow but as you can tell it did not go very well at all and just looks like a random apple on a counter 😂😂 Hope you’re all having a good day 💗 #fuckana  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #strongnotskinny  #BDD  #edfighter  #wecandothis 
Morning guys!
For the past week I’ve been having an alternative to my second part of breakfast like yoghurts and fruit, same calories but I noticed this morning that my usual buttered crumpet was becoming a fear food again. So I politely told Ana to fuck off and had my buttered crumpet.
I’m also challenging how I feel about my hair today. This picture makes me really uncomfortable because of my big forehead and more of my face on show! It’s a day I’m also convinced my hair looks bald at the back but I’m refusing to wash it yet like I would normally do daily because of feeling this way. I’m going to tolerate the feelings, for a while at least, and remind myself that I’m still the same person, however I look (although recently I’ve doubted that person is very good). Hopefully people won’t be repelled by my ugliness, like my head is telling me they will!
Hope you’ve all got a lovely day planned, snow is forecast!! I’m having a day of reading my book and having snuggles with dodger. I will not feel guilty about it either.💪🏻💫💖 #anorexiarecovery #recoverywarrior #edfamily #anawarrior #prorecovery #beyourownhero #nourishnotpunish #realrecovery #beatinganorexia #bdd #bulimiarecovery #bodydysmorphia #depression #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior #believeinyourself #eatingdisorderawareness #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #nevergiveup #mentalhealthawareness #selfacceptance #anxiety #selfworth #bodyimage #fearfood #positivity #selfcare
Morning guys! For the past week I’ve been having an alternative to my second part of breakfast like yoghurts and fruit, same calories but I noticed this morning that my usual buttered crumpet was becoming a fear food again. So I politely told Ana to fuck off and had my buttered crumpet. I’m also challenging how I feel about my hair today. This picture makes me really uncomfortable because of my big forehead and more of my face on show! It’s a day I’m also convinced my hair looks bald at the back but I’m refusing to wash it yet like I would normally do daily because of feeling this way. I’m going to tolerate the feelings, for a while at least, and remind myself that I’m still the same person, however I look (although recently I’ve doubted that person is very good). Hopefully people won’t be repelled by my ugliness, like my head is telling me they will! Hope you’ve all got a lovely day planned, snow is forecast!! I’m having a day of reading my book and having snuggles with dodger. I will not feel guilty about it either.💪🏻💫💖 #anorexiarecovery  #recoverywarrior  #edfamily  #anawarrior  #prorecovery  #beyourownhero  #nourishnotpunish  #realrecovery  #beatinganorexia  #bdd  #bulimiarecovery  #bodydysmorphia  #depression  #mentalhealth  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edwarrior  #believeinyourself  #eatingdisorderawareness  #edrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #nevergiveup  #mentalhealthawareness  #selfacceptance  #anxiety  #selfworth  #bodyimage  #fearfood  #positivity  #selfcare 
Good morning!! My breakfast is the usual, butttt I am challenging myself hugely today and not having cereal for most (if not all) my snacks! Rice Krispies have become a huge safe food for me so I’ve got to challenge myself! 
I’ve just come back from getting my ultrasound and she said everything’s okay and the possible reason my blood test readings are so high is because my liver is storing fat in its cells instead of spreading it around my body. My mum says this shows how desperate my body is for fat but I don’t believe her. 
I’m going to watch the women in black later and try and get some work done! 
Hope you all have a good Sunday, in the snow! 
#fuckana #anarecovery #edfighter #ana #ed #strongnotskinny #BDD
Good morning!! My breakfast is the usual, butttt I am challenging myself hugely today and not having cereal for most (if not all) my snacks! Rice Krispies have become a huge safe food for me so I’ve got to challenge myself! I’ve just come back from getting my ultrasound and she said everything’s okay and the possible reason my blood test readings are so high is because my liver is storing fat in its cells instead of spreading it around my body. My mum says this shows how desperate my body is for fat but I don’t believe her. I’m going to watch the women in black later and try and get some work done! Hope you all have a good Sunday, in the snow! #fuckana  #anarecovery  #edfighter  #ana  #ed  #strongnotskinny  #BDD 
Most days I try to not be defeated by my own brain... 🤔 #anxiety #depression #bdd #selfesteem #bodypositive #knowyourworth #motivation #happiness #bemorerockstar #cultofpositivity
Feeling helpless 😢 #emetophobia #gad #bdd #fears
J’espère que vous avez des croissants 🥐 
Car comme promis nous sommes Dimanche , et j’ai la joie de partager avec vous le BDD. « Billet du Dimanche »

Je vous laisse découvrir le thème du jour 😘

Lien dans ma bio ⬆️
#vegan #veganlife #expat #expatlife #explore #youtube #video #BDD #hongrie #budapest #francophone
J’espère que vous avez des croissants 🥐 
Car comme promis nous sommes Dimanche , et j’ai la joie de partager avec vous le BDD. « Billet du Dimanche »

Je vous laisse découvrir le thème du jour 😘

Lien dans ma bio ⬆️
#vegan #veganlife #expat #expatlife #explore #youtube #video #BDD #hongrie #budapest #francophone
J’espère que vous avez des croissants 🥐 
Car comme promis nous sommes Dimanche , et j’ai la joie de partager avec vous le BDD. « Billet du Dimanche »

Je vous laisse découvrir le thème du jour 😘

Lien dans ma bio ⬆️
#vegan #veganlife #expat #expatlife #explore #youtube #video #BDD #hongrie #budapest #francophone
Ok I finally braved kale... meh. But fucking tasty with roast chicken, fried hot sopresa crumbles, a mix of Paul Newman’s caesar and hot sauce topped with some freshly grated parmigiana #keto #meat #eatingdisorder #osfed #bdd #highrestriction 
Full as a goog now and im getting my keto headache that I had for a week or so last time, so I’d say I’m in #ketosis
Ok I finally braved kale... meh. But fucking tasty with roast chicken, fried hot sopresa crumbles, a mix of Paul Newman’s caesar and hot sauce topped with some freshly grated parmigiana #keto  #meat  #eatingdisorder  #osfed  #bdd  #highrestriction  Full as a goog now and im getting my keto headache that I had for a week or so last time, so I’d say I’m in #ketosis 
I’ve been feeling so suicidal for the past few months. .
Today, I decided I really need to keep reminding myself of something to look forward to in life. .
So, I googled pictures of New Zealand.
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Hi, cute sheep in New Zealand. You are now my phone lock screen 🧡. .
#newzealand #maypleasegetherefaster #depression #anxiety #bdd #ocd #bodydysmorphia #bodydysmorphicdisorder #mentalillness #mentalhealth #obsessivecompulsivedisorder
Me and #monica #nephew Desmond aka #desdiddy aka #bdd #chuckiecheese
Cada dia ire mejorando 💯☝
#BDD❤📷
Cada dia ire mejorando 💯☝ #BDD ❤📷
Last post for the night, but certainly not the least. I want to send  a HUGEEEEEE THANKKK YOUUUU to my dawg Dixon for the Massive Set Owt for Aiden and I. John travels and helps to put Dinosaur Time Trek together, one of the many productions he is a part of. 
When you think you are behind schedule, but you end up being right on time 🙌🏾. We saw him as we were coming in, and it wasn’t by chance. Walked us past the lines, took care of us at the door, and showed great hospitality! Can’t say thank you enough! That’s why I love this frat, nothing else like it! Truly Essential! Much love to my fellow teamers from BDD! 
#omegapsiphi #fietts #daddydaughtertime #goodvibes #fun #dinosaurtimetrek #bruhz #1911 #BDD #Etalambda
Last post for the night, but certainly not the least. I want to send a HUGEEEEEE THANKKK YOUUUU to my dawg Dixon for the Massive Set Owt for Aiden and I. John travels and helps to put Dinosaur Time Trek together, one of the many productions he is a part of. When you think you are behind schedule, but you end up being right on time 🙌🏾. We saw him as we were coming in, and it wasn’t by chance. Walked us past the lines, took care of us at the door, and showed great hospitality! Can’t say thank you enough! That’s why I love this frat, nothing else like it! Truly Essential! Much love to my fellow teamers from BDD! #omegapsiphi  #fietts  #daddydaughtertime  #goodvibes  #fun  #dinosaurtimetrek  #bruhz  #1911  #BDD  #Etalambda 
Hello there. Please read. 
It seems I haven't posted in a while. Trying to make a living out of a passion is truly hard, but you should never give up. Even saying those words feel a little hypocritical given the fact that I feel like giving up A LOT. I don't especially like what I do, it is extremely rare for me to be proud of myself, and there are so many talented people out there, why would anyone care for the things I have to offer? But the answer  is so god damn simple it's almost ridiculous how much thought and effort we put into denying it. Because I'm special. Because you're special. I don't care if it's cheesy. I don't care if you don't believe it. I don't care if you make fun of me for saying such embarrassing things. You're special. You're worth it. I know it's hard. I can't possibly imagine what you're going through, or how brave you're being just trying to breathe without choking on your own worries.. Yeah. You're not alone either. Message me if you need to talk, you're not disposable and you're not a bother. 
I'm sorry for the rant,  I just felt the need to let you know. - - - - - -
Now as for the drawing, this is Viper while morphing. Simplified, they're a shapeshifter. Technically they're  advanced human beings able to accelerate and stop any ongoing process in their body. They have complete control over themselves. Therefore they can stop the shed of dead skin and amplify it at any given time so that when they shed it completely they can regenerate and take any appearance they desire.  They suffer from BDD ( body dysmorphic disorder ) which is what caused them to acknowledge their ability. 
Current body// 28 LEBANON/NATIVE AMERICAN WOMAN; ART PROFESSOR.
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#drawing #drawings #dessin #art #artwork #oc #originalcharacter #character #woman #man #bdd #watecolor #cartoon #forest #semirealism #shapeshifter #supernatural #illustration #sketch #dessin #dismembering #skin #snake #viper #help #sad #depressed #ed
Hello there. Please read. It seems I haven't posted in a while. Trying to make a living out of a passion is truly hard, but you should never give up. Even saying those words feel a little hypocritical given the fact that I feel like giving up A LOT. I don't especially like what I do, it is extremely rare for me to be proud of myself, and there are so many talented people out there, why would anyone care for the things I have to offer? But the answer is so god damn simple it's almost ridiculous how much thought and effort we put into denying it. Because I'm special. Because you're special. I don't care if it's cheesy. I don't care if you don't believe it. I don't care if you make fun of me for saying such embarrassing things. You're special. You're worth it. I know it's hard. I can't possibly imagine what you're going through, or how brave you're being just trying to breathe without choking on your own worries.. Yeah. You're not alone either. Message me if you need to talk, you're not disposable and you're not a bother. I'm sorry for the rant, I just felt the need to let you know. - - - - - - Now as for the drawing, this is Viper while morphing. Simplified, they're a shapeshifter. Technically they're advanced human beings able to accelerate and stop any ongoing process in their body. They have complete control over themselves. Therefore they can stop the shed of dead skin and amplify it at any given time so that when they shed it completely they can regenerate and take any appearance they desire. They suffer from BDD ( body dysmorphic disorder ) which is what caused them to acknowledge their ability. Current body// 28 LEBANON/NATIVE AMERICAN WOMAN; ART PROFESSOR. --- #drawing  #drawings  #dessin  #art  #artwork  #oc  #originalcharacter  #character  #woman  #man  #bdd  #watecolor  #cartoon  #forest  #semirealism  #shapeshifter  #supernatural  #illustration  #sketch  #dessin  #dismembering  #skin  #snake  #viper  #help  #sad  #depressed  #ed 
When trying to hide your triple chins, dont think for a second that flipping your hair over them will conceal it. So thankful I dont have to do that anymore. 🙃
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#weightlossjourney #weightloss #extremeweightloss #bariatricbabe #vsginstacrew #wlsstrong  #wls #vsg #verticalsleeve #vsglife #vsgfamily #bariatricsurgery #vsgsupport #fattofit #motivation #fitfam #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthwarrior #recovery #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthrecovery  #depression #anxiety #selflove #bdd
When trying to hide your triple chins, dont think for a second that flipping your hair over them will conceal it. So thankful I dont have to do that anymore. 🙃 •••• #weightlossjourney  #weightloss  #extremeweightloss  #bariatricbabe  #vsginstacrew  #wlsstrong  #wls  #vsg  #verticalsleeve  #vsglife  #vsgfamily  #bariatricsurgery  #vsgsupport  #fattofit  #motivation  #fitfam  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthwarrior  #recovery  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthrecovery  #depression  #anxiety  #selflove  #bdd 
Last night episode ❤️🖤🔥
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#dd4l #dancingdolls #bdd #kaylen #bringit #lifetimetv 
@sweetgoddesskayla @sweet_reflection @sweet__reflection @mzhootersvet @kaylen_halfpint @1stlady_monet
Are you alive or just existing?¿
Are you alive or just existing?¿
Histoire de te mettre un petit coup de pression, un petit coup de déprime, BAM les livres pour le CRFPA .... 😢 
#crfpa2018 #crfpa #penaliste #droit #facdedroit #fallaitpasfairedudroit #teamjuriste #juriste #etudiantendroit #law #lawyer #bdd #bordeldedroit #dalloz #codepenal #codecivil #lexisnexis
Sometimes, medication is unavoidable. Taking medications prescribed by your doctor is not a sign of weakness! It takes strength to reach out for help when you need it, and medication can be an extremely effective way of controlling symptoms of mental illness. Be honest with your psychiatrist about your symptoms, and advocate for yourself! #StopPillShaming 💚
Repost from @mentalhealthadviceorg.
#SmashTheStigmaCanada #SmashTheStigma #MentalHealthAwareness #MentalIllnessAwareness #mentalhealthribbon #greenribbon #endpillshaming #endthestigma #breakthestigma #depression #bipolar #anxiety #ocd #adha #invisibleillness #bdd #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder
Sometimes, medication is unavoidable. Taking medications prescribed by your doctor is not a sign of weakness! It takes strength to reach out for help when you need it, and medication can be an extremely effective way of controlling symptoms of mental illness. Be honest with your psychiatrist about your symptoms, and advocate for yourself! #StopPillShaming  💚 Repost from @mentalhealthadviceorg. #SmashTheStigmaCanada  #SmashTheStigma  #MentalHealthAwareness  #MentalIllnessAwareness  #mentalhealthribbon  #greenribbon  #endpillshaming  #endthestigma  #breakthestigma  #depression  #bipolar  #anxiety  #ocd  #adha  #invisibleillness  #bdd  #bpd  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder 
New HITS on the block 🎼🎧📀 #bdd #hitjes #cafelusthof #thissHITisbananas
When you're watching @realhousewivesatlanta, see these shades & say hmm🤔 are those the shades I just ordered to bling?... Not quite!  But still 🔥🔥🔥!
#Shop Bella's Divine Designs Black & White Butterfly Bling Shades here: www.bellasdivinedesigns.com/product-page/black-white-crystal-butterfly 
#bling #shades #rhoatl #BDD #ACCESSORIES #designer #customize #shippingworldwide #celebritystyle #stylist #onlineshopping #quality
Aimee is a uni student who recently shared her inspirational story with the BBC where she talked in an unfiltered fashion about her experiences of Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD), which is an anxiety disorder related to body image. We are so proud to have her as an ambassador, she empowers young people to be confident in who they are and how they look. Now in recovery Aimee set up The Happiness Bootcamp at her university and, quite frankly, we think she's ace. 💖 "From February-October 2015 I wasn’t living, surviving yes but not living. It felt like everything was going wrong, something great would happen then I’d be kicked to the floor again. My anxiety was so bad I was terrified to go outside and work or even see friends. I’d stay indoors long enough that friends wouldn’t see me. Panic attacks would strike at nights, I was a mess. 
I believe now the fashion industry NEEDS to change. It needs to stop promoting unhealthy stereotypes to young people, it needs to step up and realise the damage it is doing. This is why I adore UNFILTERED SOCIETY; this brand is changing the way fashion is influencing people. By raising money for mental health charities and showing such a strong message through their clothing, it shows that together we are stronger and can make a difference." Join the movement - www.unfilteredsociety.com #empowering #university #student #bdd #bodypositive #mentalwellbeing #mentalhealth #anxiety #fashion #fashionstyle #casualstyle #gymwear #charity #beconfident #beyourself #talk #unfiltered
Aimee is a uni student who recently shared her inspirational story with the BBC where she talked in an unfiltered fashion about her experiences of Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD), which is an anxiety disorder related to body image. We are so proud to have her as an ambassador, she empowers young people to be confident in who they are and how they look. Now in recovery Aimee set up The Happiness Bootcamp at her university and, quite frankly, we think she's ace. 💖 "From February-October 2015 I wasn’t living, surviving yes but not living. It felt like everything was going wrong, something great would happen then I’d be kicked to the floor again. My anxiety was so bad I was terrified to go outside and work or even see friends. I’d stay indoors long enough that friends wouldn’t see me. Panic attacks would strike at nights, I was a mess. I believe now the fashion industry NEEDS to change. It needs to stop promoting unhealthy stereotypes to young people, it needs to step up and realise the damage it is doing. This is why I adore UNFILTERED SOCIETY; this brand is changing the way fashion is influencing people. By raising money for mental health charities and showing such a strong message through their clothing, it shows that together we are stronger and can make a difference." Join the movement - www.unfilteredsociety.com #empowering  #university  #student  #bdd  #bodypositive  #mentalwellbeing  #mentalhealth  #anxiety  #fashion  #fashionstyle  #casualstyle  #gymwear  #charity  #beconfident  #beyourself  #talk  #unfiltered 
My evening snack is a bowl of Rice Krispies. 
Feeling really really low at the moment so I’m going to watch Spectre with my Mum. I’m having a really bad evening so I’m going to have a ‘chilled’ evening, as for some reason I am also pretty bloated after my snack. I also might do some of the self care things as I feel like I really need it today. 
Tomorrow my breakfast is going to be a little later as I’m having an ultrasound tomorrow morning and I’m not allowed to eat before hand so I’m going to have breakfast when I come home. 
I hope you have a good evening and keep fighting 💪💗
#fuckana #anarecovery #edfighter #strongnotskinny #BDD #edtrecovery
My evening snack is a bowl of Rice Krispies. Feeling really really low at the moment so I’m going to watch Spectre with my Mum. I’m having a really bad evening so I’m going to have a ‘chilled’ evening, as for some reason I am also pretty bloated after my snack. I also might do some of the self care things as I feel like I really need it today. Tomorrow my breakfast is going to be a little later as I’m having an ultrasound tomorrow morning and I’m not allowed to eat before hand so I’m going to have breakfast when I come home. I hope you have a good evening and keep fighting 💪💗 #fuckana  #anarecovery  #edfighter  #strongnotskinny  #BDD  #edtrecovery 
I always worry that I'm getting fat again. Frank and my girls constantly say I'm not. But how I perceive myself is different. But then I can stand back and see myself. Actually see me. And I know I'm not. I wish I had a better body image. #imbeautiful #bdd #standbackandtakealook #youreperfectjustthewayyouare