me: *doest't wear concealer 1 day* them: *are you sick??* okay so I posted this picture on my Snapchat and everybody asked me if I was sick lol! yup we all get dem eyebags and dark circles some days especially during stressful days or days where you didn't get enough sleep, or just dem days when you spend the whole night watching Netflix! Concealer is a life savior tho 😫 btw my eyes don't be looking like this everyday only when they are hella tired, so y'all can chill! what's your favorite concealer tho!? #concealer#1o1#tumblr#twitter#funny#relatable#relatablepost#true#reality
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🏆💕Here I am 16+ years later. The last 3.5 years have been spent in intensive treatment. It might not look like a huge difference, but these two girls are lifetimes apart. I had no idea who I was for so long, over half my life.
*IMPORTANT NOTE: This is just one representation of what someone with an eating disorder can look like. You do not have to be underweight to have an ED or to be diagnosed & receive treatment. There are so many people who don't seek help because they think they are "not sick enough". You can be any shape, size, race, gender, sexuality, religion, etc. and have an ED.
I just want to talk about recovery for a min. Every single one of you deserve to have control of your life without your disorder, addiction, etc.
I didn't even know I had an ED until I went to my initial treatment assessment. I just thought that my fear of food was the way I was & I had to deal with it. I remember the clinician saying to my parents, "she's really sick" & the hot tears that streamed down my face.
She told us I needed to go into a partial hospital program. I needed a strict meal plan. A therapist, a dietician & a team of professionals to help me beat my ED.
I'm honestly crying as I write this because holy shit, I've come so far. To all of you who are afraid to be honest with yourself, with your family, friends about the way you live because you're scared to gain weight, to all of you who are afraid of what your life will be like without your ED--I have been in your shoes. I have been right there & it is terrifying. It's embarrassing, it's shaming, it's letting go of life as you know it.
Know that asking for help, being honest & opening up is a sign of strength. It's incredibly powerful & I am so proud of every single one of you who have chosen recovery.
It is hard work. I quit so many times during treatment but I never gave up.
You have to be ready to do it for you. You have to want to recover for YOU.
I still have hard days, weeks, months, but they are manageable now.
Resources: @neda / @projectheal & click the link in my bio for an extensive list of support programs/organizations
💕YOU HAVE THE POWER
I believe in all of you💕
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Left was 8 months pregnant with my daughter Leah, right was me 2 months postpartum. Took me a whole month to lose the baby weight, which I only gained 16-18 lbs. The first month after having and losing Leah, all I did was lay in bed and let the days pass me by. I felt like I was dead inside. It took my husband, family, and friends a month to peel me off the bed bring me back to life. The first day back into the gym I cried the entire first mile I ran on the treadmill. It was no shock to me the ease in which my body knew exactly what to do. And even though I dreaded being forced to get out of the house, after an hour at the gym, I was glad I showed up. Within a month I was back to my pre-pregnancy weight, and although physically I was back to the same Adry, inside I was broken. I allowed my outer self dominate what my inner self felt. I mourned for my daughter, but I also told myself that I had to keep going for my daughter and her memory. To take care of myself because to let go and give up would simply imply that her existence was a horrible experience...when in fact ☝🏼it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever endured. This time around, baby boy will (God-willing) be here safely and mommy will get her figure back in no time!✅@adry_bella✅ BE STRONG, LIVE LONG💟