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I remember everything so vividly. The world was alive. I was all-powerful. And everyone else was acting so weird! Read all about my onset of bipolar mania and it's symptoms in my newest blog post. Link in bio. Would love to hear your experiences! .
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#bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolar1 #bipolar2 #bipolarlife #bipolaraf #bipolardisorderawareness #mentalillness #anxiety #anxietydisorder #anxietyhelp #anxietyfree #anxietysupport #anxietyprobs #adhd #adhdawareness #adhdprobs #adhdlife #adhdproblems #comorbid #comorbidity #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #inspiration #understanding #depression #depressionsucks #depressionhurts #depressionhelp
I remember everything so vividly. The world was alive. I was all-powerful. And everyone else was acting so weird! Read all about my onset of bipolar mania and it's symptoms in my newest blog post. Link in bio. Would love to hear your experiences! . . . . . #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #bipolar1  #bipolar2  #bipolarlife  #bipolaraf  #bipolardisorderawareness  #mentalillness  #anxiety  #anxietydisorder  #anxietyhelp  #anxietyfree  #anxietysupport  #anxietyprobs  #adhd  #adhdawareness  #adhdprobs  #adhdlife  #adhdproblems  #comorbid  #comorbidity  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealthmatters  #inspiration  #understanding  #depression  #depressionsucks  #depressionhurts  #depressionhelp 
I swear lol i be done blocked,cried,laughed and broke up with him all in the 10 mins i didnt get a reply lol lmao #virgoshit♍️ #bipolardisorder #sexycrazycool
There is autumn on one side. On the other side is a green spring garden. Bipolar Disorder is such a thing.
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#bipolardisorder #bipolar #manicdepression #healt #prayer #warrior #instagood #instago #asian #photography #green #photos #instagramers #instagram #world #life
Our first, and far more successful, fall craft today. Punky designed I manned the glue gun. It's not anywhere near how I envisioned it, but I think she did a pretty good job.  Allowing her to design it hurt.  It hurt a lot. My palms were sweating and my heart was thumping,  but not once did I rearrange it or utter the words, "you're doing it wrong". I'm totally nailing this parenting thing. 😜 I'm also done with fall crafts for today, my OCD has reached its limit. 
#atleastthisdidntfallapart
Our first, and far more successful, fall craft today. Punky designed I manned the glue gun. It's not anywhere near how I envisioned it, but I think she did a pretty good job. Allowing her to design it hurt. It hurt a lot. My palms were sweating and my heart was thumping, but not once did I rearrange it or utter the words, "you're doing it wrong". I'm totally nailing this parenting thing. 😜 I'm also done with fall crafts for today, my OCD has reached its limit. #atleastthisdidntfallapart 
happy birthday Carrie. You continue to inspire me. ❤❤ #carriefisher #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolardisorder #bipolar #starwars
If we stoped back, looked at how things are; maybe we wouldn’t have great people dropping like flies, simply because you pointed out on of their scars. ~•~ ❄️#Art #Writing #Quotes #Paintings #Sketches #Drawings #Music #Happy #ArtistInWriting #Artist #Aspiring #MakeArt #Sketch #Draw #Write #LivingLife #Anxiety #Depression #BipolarDisorder #MentalHealth #MentalDisorder
As if my heart and my brain did not belong to the same person. Feelings come quicker than lightening and fill my soul, but they bring me no illumination; they burn me and dazzle me. ~•~ ❄️#Art #Writing #Quotes #Paintings #Sketches #Drawings #Music #Happy #ArtistInWriting #Artist #Aspiring #MakeArt #Sketch #Draw #Write #LivingLife #Depression #Anxiety #BipolarDisorder #MentalHealth #MentalDisorders
One of my goals is to express my feelings of anxiety and depression through drawings. This is one of the first ones I’ve done. I carry a sketch book all the time specifically for these drawings instead of doodling them in my notes. Highly suggested. ~•~ ❄️#Art #Writing #Quotes #Paintings #Sketches #Drawings #Music #Happy #ArtistInWriting #Artist #Aspiring #MakeArt #Sketch #Draw #Write #LivingLife #Anxiety #Depression #BipolarDisorder #MentalHealth #MentalDisorders
One of my goals is to express my feelings of anxiety and depression through drawings. This is one of the first ones I’ve done. I carry a sketch book all the time specifically for these drawings instead of doodling them in my notes. Highly suggested. ~•~ ❄️#Art  #Writing  #Quotes  #Paintings  #Sketches  #Drawings  #Music  #Happy  #ArtistInWriting  #Artist  #Aspiring  #MakeArt  #Sketch  #Draw  #Write  #LivingLife  #Anxiety  #Depression  #BipolarDisorder  #MentalHealth  #MentalDisorders 
I couldn’t go tonight because I had a lot of anxiety about it being a small venue and a sold out show. #anxiety #mentalillness #mentalhealth #bipolar #bipolardisorder #thefrontbottoms #frontbottoms #starlandballroom #nj #njallday #jersey #jerseygirl
❤️Day #10 of 30 Days of Mental Health Awareness
#suicideprevention #veteransmatter #fightthestigma #depression #bipolardisorder #fightmentalillness ....Are you coping with a family member battling Mental Illness?

DON'T PANIC.... ❤️It's entirely normal to experience a flurry of emotions when a loved one is diagnosed with a serious mental illness. Guilt, shame, disbelief, fear, anger and grief are all common reactions. ... One of the most important things you can do to support a family member with serious mental illness is to educate yourself. ❤️ENCOURAGE YOUR LOVED ONE TO GET HELP... While symptoms of serious mental illnesses vary, the following signs are among the more common:

Social withdrawal
Difficulty functioning at school or work
Problems with memory and thinking
Feeling disconnected from reality
Changes in sleeping, eating and hygiene habits
Alcohol or drug abuse
Extreme mood changes
Thoughts of suicide ❤️Being diagnosed with a serious mental illness can be a shock — both for the person diagnosed and for his or her family and friends. ❤️Obtaining a diagnosis and treatment plan can sometimes help relieve stress in the family and start moving recovery forward. ❤️Family members can be an invaluable resource for individuals dealing with serious mental illnesses. By learning more about the illness, you can support your loved one through diagnosis and beyond.

YOUR SUPPORT MATTERS... ❤️Be sure to educate yourself and get the support you need in order to "Be there".
❤️Day #10  of 30 Days of Mental Health Awareness #suicideprevention  #veteransmatter  #fightthestigma  #depression  #bipolardisorder  #fightmentalillness  ....Are you coping with a family member battling Mental Illness? DON'T PANIC.... ❤️It's entirely normal to experience a flurry of emotions when a loved one is diagnosed with a serious mental illness. Guilt, shame, disbelief, fear, anger and grief are all common reactions. ... One of the most important things you can do to support a family member with serious mental illness is to educate yourself. ❤️ENCOURAGE YOUR LOVED ONE TO GET HELP... While symptoms of serious mental illnesses vary, the following signs are among the more common: Social withdrawal Difficulty functioning at school or work Problems with memory and thinking Feeling disconnected from reality Changes in sleeping, eating and hygiene habits Alcohol or drug abuse Extreme mood changes Thoughts of suicide ❤️Being diagnosed with a serious mental illness can be a shock — both for the person diagnosed and for his or her family and friends. ❤️Obtaining a diagnosis and treatment plan can sometimes help relieve stress in the family and start moving recovery forward. ❤️Family members can be an invaluable resource for individuals dealing with serious mental illnesses. By learning more about the illness, you can support your loved one through diagnosis and beyond. YOUR SUPPORT MATTERS... ❤️Be sure to educate yourself and get the support you need in order to "Be there".
The Boiling River will forever provide scalding burns and hypothermic feels all at once. #bipolardisorder #hotsprings #funploymentseason
rentetan kejadian yang saya alami selama ini dan saya mencoba menutupi dari siapapun bahkan teman sahabat keluarga, tentang yang saya alami selama ini dari saya usia remaja selama bertahun tahun yang saya sering nangis sendiri tanpa sebab sendirian berjalan menuju titik terparah. perlahan hidup saya berantakan akhibat Disorder ini. puncaknya tahun ini. akibat saya mempunyai zat Neurotransmiter yang tidak seimbang di tambah trauma masa lalu saya yang semakin membuat diri saya membentuk gangguan yang di sebut Bipolar. itu sebab saya sempat hilang dari socmed, saya deactivited semua socmed saya seperti IG PATH dll bahkan saya juga tidak mau di hubungi dengan siapapun sampai akhirnya sayapun menghapus WA LINE dll. sangat berat memang mempunyai disorder seperti ini. semakin saya berhubungan dengan orang orang semakin parah juga mood swing yang saya rasakan, kekambuhan/relaps itu akan semakin cepat buat saya kalau saya berinteraksi dengan orang orang. yang saya lakukan selama ini hanya di kamar. 5 bulan saya habiskan di dalam kamar. saya tidak mau bertemu siapapun. sesekali saya keluar itu di bujuk mama untuk sekedar ikut belanja bulanan atau acara makan makan keluarga (itupun jarang saya ikut) saya seperti pesakitan. sekarang saya harus seumur hidup mengkonsumsi obat obatan dari Psikiater. jujur sih sebulan lebih ini bandel gak minum obat, karna saya mau bereksperimen tanpa obat saya bisa memgendalikam mood swing saya. ternyata putis obat itu tidak enak, saya sering sekali mengamuk. hal kecil saja bisa melukai hati saya pasti saya lamgsung teriak teriak nangis dan sekali lagi, saya menyakiti diri saya sendiri. seram ya? begitu lah kami si ODB (Orang Dengan Bipolar). jadi saya sekarang agak lebih menjaga jarak dengan siapapun bahkan keluarga saya sendiri. saya nyaman dengan kesendirian dan kamar saya adalah surga dunia saya 🙂 so please dont judge me, i need support. we need support. mungkin ini IG juga untuk sementara aja saya aktifkan. saya kangen sama kalian. di lain sisi saya takut untuk merangkak lagi untuk melihat dunia luar hehe ✌🏻#breakthestigma #bipolardisorder #mentalillness
rentetan kejadian yang saya alami selama ini dan saya mencoba menutupi dari siapapun bahkan teman sahabat keluarga, tentang yang saya alami selama ini dari saya usia remaja selama bertahun tahun yang saya sering nangis sendiri tanpa sebab sendirian berjalan menuju titik terparah. perlahan hidup saya berantakan akhibat Disorder ini. puncaknya tahun ini. akibat saya mempunyai zat Neurotransmiter yang tidak seimbang di tambah trauma masa lalu saya yang semakin membuat diri saya membentuk gangguan yang di sebut Bipolar. itu sebab saya sempat hilang dari socmed, saya deactivited semua socmed saya seperti IG PATH dll bahkan saya juga tidak mau di hubungi dengan siapapun sampai akhirnya sayapun menghapus WA LINE dll. sangat berat memang mempunyai disorder seperti ini. semakin saya berhubungan dengan orang orang semakin parah juga mood swing yang saya rasakan, kekambuhan/relaps itu akan semakin cepat buat saya kalau saya berinteraksi dengan orang orang. yang saya lakukan selama ini hanya di kamar. 5 bulan saya habiskan di dalam kamar. saya tidak mau bertemu siapapun. sesekali saya keluar itu di bujuk mama untuk sekedar ikut belanja bulanan atau acara makan makan keluarga (itupun jarang saya ikut) saya seperti pesakitan. sekarang saya harus seumur hidup mengkonsumsi obat obatan dari Psikiater. jujur sih sebulan lebih ini bandel gak minum obat, karna saya mau bereksperimen tanpa obat saya bisa memgendalikam mood swing saya. ternyata putis obat itu tidak enak, saya sering sekali mengamuk. hal kecil saja bisa melukai hati saya pasti saya lamgsung teriak teriak nangis dan sekali lagi, saya menyakiti diri saya sendiri. seram ya? begitu lah kami si ODB (Orang Dengan Bipolar). jadi saya sekarang agak lebih menjaga jarak dengan siapapun bahkan keluarga saya sendiri. saya nyaman dengan kesendirian dan kamar saya adalah surga dunia saya 🙂 so please dont judge me, i need support. we need support. mungkin ini IG juga untuk sementara aja saya aktifkan. saya kangen sama kalian. di lain sisi saya takut untuk merangkak lagi untuk melihat dunia luar hehe ✌🏻#breakthestigma  #bipolardisorder  #mentalillness 
Taking a toker break. Finished Emma Cline The Girls and started The Storyteller by Jodi Picoult. We'll see... .
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#bipolar #bipolarblogger #bipolardisorder #fibromyalgia #cannabis #cannabisheals #cannabiscommunity #tokerbreak #princessfrog #glass #books #stonerchick
This have been my weekend ✨ trying to hold myself together lol . Really dont wanna have more from the lightheadedness and dizzyness . Relaxing,eating,sleeping . Hate to feel so on edge all the time tho .. I hope you are having a good weekend.
#anxiety #anxietydisorder #onedayatatime #recovery #youarenotalone #agoraphobia #overthinking #bipolardisorder #derealization #depression #breathe #mentalhealth #staystrong #staypositive #mentalillness #angst #liveinthemoment #positivemindset #recoveryisworthit #ptsd #roadtorecovery #psykiskhelse #anxiety_inspiration #positivethinking #positiveenergy #mentalhealthsupport #sexualabusesurvivor #childabusesurvivor #childabuseawareness
This have been my weekend ✨ trying to hold myself together lol . Really dont wanna have more from the lightheadedness and dizzyness . Relaxing,eating,sleeping . Hate to feel so on edge all the time tho .. I hope you are having a good weekend. #anxiety  #anxietydisorder  #onedayatatime  #recovery  #youarenotalone  #agoraphobia  #overthinking  #bipolardisorder  #derealization  #depression  #breathe  #mentalhealth  #staystrong  #staypositive  #mentalillness  #angst  #liveinthemoment  #positivemindset  #recoveryisworthit  #ptsd  #roadtorecovery  #psykiskhelse  #anxiety_inspiration  #positivethinking  #positiveenergy  #mentalhealthsupport  #sexualabusesurvivor  #childabusesurvivor  #childabuseawareness 
I wanna climb a mountain & scream into the thin air until i pass out. I want to wake up & not have to try so hard to breathe... Depression is nothing but thin air. I am in that stage where im still trying to accept that no matter what i do i have to deal with this monster. Im getting there, but how? How can i wrap my head around dealing with emotions that are unfortunately out of my control. I do EVERYTHING & ANYTHING but bad days are inevitable & when I'm having one or 5 (so far) bad days i just gotta "cope". So here i am, looking for the top of the mountain so i can scream. Im a colorful mess. 
Today is full of a gut wrenching emptiness that's overwhelming my senses. Like having deja vu over n over nonstop. My thoughts go dark & i try to maintain my focus on nothing but positivity & tranquility. This is so hard. But i gotta deal w it. A little piece of me really nah want to anymore, but that's too easy so ill keep pushing on. One day at a time is a sucky way to live. I like thinking of the future but that's my problem. I just gotta fill my time w dif things so i can alter my way of thinking. Idle minds are the devils playground!! Keep telling myself i can do it but theres a pce of me that's unsure.
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#hippielife #hippiespirits #mentalhealth #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillness #depression #girlswithdreads #pinkhair #purplehair #dreadlocks #girlswithtattoos #sadness #overthinking #igiveup #bipolardisorder
I wanna climb a mountain & scream into the thin air until i pass out. I want to wake up & not have to try so hard to breathe... Depression is nothing but thin air. I am in that stage where im still trying to accept that no matter what i do i have to deal with this monster. Im getting there, but how? How can i wrap my head around dealing with emotions that are unfortunately out of my control. I do EVERYTHING & ANYTHING but bad days are inevitable & when I'm having one or 5 (so far) bad days i just gotta "cope". So here i am, looking for the top of the mountain so i can scream. Im a colorful mess. Today is full of a gut wrenching emptiness that's overwhelming my senses. Like having deja vu over n over nonstop. My thoughts go dark & i try to maintain my focus on nothing but positivity & tranquility. This is so hard. But i gotta deal w it. A little piece of me really nah want to anymore, but that's too easy so ill keep pushing on. One day at a time is a sucky way to live. I like thinking of the future but that's my problem. I just gotta fill my time w dif things so i can alter my way of thinking. Idle minds are the devils playground!! Keep telling myself i can do it but theres a pce of me that's unsure. . #hippielife  #hippiespirits  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthrecovery  #mentalillnessawareness  #mentalillness  #depression  #girlswithdreads  #pinkhair  #purplehair  #dreadlocks  #girlswithtattoos  #sadness  #overthinking  #igiveup  #bipolardisorder 
Man I’m really hoping that the username isn’t TOO lame, BUTTTTTT I’m so excited to announce that THIS account is OFFICIALLY dedicated to mental health awareness. It took me many months, many deleted pictures, and A LOT of hate and misunderstanding to get to this point, but Ive decided that I want to dedicate my LIFE to spreading awareness for all the beautiful individuals fighting these everyday battles. Thank you to everyone who has supported me and encouraged me to do this account. Thank you for helping me with this journey❤️❤️❤️ #healingispossible
Man I’m really hoping that the username isn’t TOO lame, BUTTTTTT I’m so excited to announce that THIS account is OFFICIALLY dedicated to mental health awareness. It took me many months, many deleted pictures, and A LOT of hate and misunderstanding to get to this point, but Ive decided that I want to dedicate my LIFE to spreading awareness for all the beautiful individuals fighting these everyday battles. Thank you to everyone who has supported me and encouraged me to do this account. Thank you for helping me with this journey❤️❤️❤️ #healingispossible 
Hanging in the middle of the street 😬
Hanging in the middle of the street 😬
Discard the inner child.
It goes back years ago when I was born.
#illustration 
#art 
#artwork 
#painting 
#bipolardisorder
#bipolarart
Update on my last post: didn't have 14 Valium but I did have 4 and slept from 4pm-7am. Still not sure how I feel.
Update on my last post: didn't have 14 Valium but I did have 4 and slept from 4pm-7am. Still not sure how I feel.
"Uu · · · Uu · · ·what!!!!!?"
-Welcome to the world of the small fry.
- Endless circle of transmigration in the six posthumous worlds
1.This world Cash hell dimension
2.Purgatory dimension
3.I love myself dimension
4.understand is brute dimension
5.murder dimension
6.become a mother. And wander dimension
#illustration 
#comic
#originalcomic 
#painting 
#art
#artwork 
#bipolardisorder 
#odsachiko
#bipolarart
I can not afford it financially now. However, I bought cosmetics at the department store.
I am always in trouble with money.
However, there is courage to do online shopping.
A little simple. It is a favorite point for everyone.
It is nice to take a walk on sunny days.
When I am at home I feel like dying on sunny days.
Oh, what shall I do. 
come back to reality
#illustration 
#art
#art 
#painting 
#bipolardisorder 
#odsachiko
#bipolarart
I can not afford it financially now. However, I bought cosmetics at the department store. I am always in trouble with money. However, there is courage to do online shopping. A little simple. It is a favorite point for everyone. It is nice to take a walk on sunny days. When I am at home I feel like dying on sunny days. Oh, what shall I do. come back to reality #illustration  #art  #art  #painting  #bipolardisorder  #odsachiko  #bipolarart 
Family and friends, if I can ask a favor... Head on over to @mental_health_advocacy and give the page a follow. This page is designed to provide awareness for mental health and positive reinforcement to those in need. If you or anyone you know suffers from a mental illness or mental disorder, please feel free to follow and/or share the page @mental_health_advocacy
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#Follow #MentalHealthAdvocacy #MentalHealth #Mentalillness #MentalDisorder #Recovery #StopTheStigma #GAD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #PanicDisorder #Depression #Anxiety #ADD #ADHD #OCD #ObssesiveCompulsiveDisorder #BiPolar #BiPolarDisorder #Schizophrenia #PTSD #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PanicDisorder #Autism #SubstanceAbuse #Alcoholism #Addiction #EatingDisorder #Depersonalization
Family and friends, if I can ask a favor... Head on over to @mental_health_advocacy and give the page a follow. This page is designed to provide awareness for mental health and positive reinforcement to those in need. If you or anyone you know suffers from a mental illness or mental disorder, please feel free to follow and/or share the page @mental_health_advocacy ------------- #Follow  #MentalHealthAdvocacy  #MentalHealth  #Mentalillness  #MentalDisorder  #Recovery  #StopTheStigma  #GAD  #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder  #PanicDisorder  #Depression  #Anxiety  #ADD  #ADHD  #OCD  #ObssesiveCompulsiveDisorder  #BiPolar  #BiPolarDisorder  #Schizophrenia  #PTSD  #PostTraumaticStressDisorder  #PanicDisorder  #Autism  #SubstanceAbuse  #Alcoholism  #Addiction  #EatingDisorder  #Depersonalization 
“I lied and said I was busy. I was busy but not in a way most people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming my racing heart. I was busy telling myself I am okay. Sometimes this is my busy and I won’t apologize for that.”
Sometimes I can’t smile, I can’t fake it, I can’t get out of bed, I can’t be around people, I can’t hear my own thoughts over the voices inside my head. When I say I don’t have it in me to hangout it’s nothing personal, I just don’t have it in me and I won’t apologize for that, I shouldn’t have to. I’m a person that struggles with a mental illness and it’s not always sunshine and rainbows. But I wake up one day at a time and I love the woman I share my life with as hard as I can. I accept the things I can’t control and I take control of the things that I can. With that strategy I make it through life one day at a time. -
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#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bpd #bpdproblems #socialanxiety #genderdysphoria #authentic #authenticme #stayafloat #keepingmyheadup #stayfocused #selfmademan #thisiswhattranslookslike #transgender #transman #transmale #stayeducated
“I lied and said I was busy. I was busy but not in a way most people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming my racing heart. I was busy telling myself I am okay. Sometimes this is my busy and I won’t apologize for that.” Sometimes I can’t smile, I can’t fake it, I can’t get out of bed, I can’t be around people, I can’t hear my own thoughts over the voices inside my head. When I say I don’t have it in me to hangout it’s nothing personal, I just don’t have it in me and I won’t apologize for that, I shouldn’t have to. I’m a person that struggles with a mental illness and it’s not always sunshine and rainbows. But I wake up one day at a time and I love the woman I share my life with as hard as I can. I accept the things I can’t control and I take control of the things that I can. With that strategy I make it through life one day at a time. - - - #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #bpd  #bpdproblems  #socialanxiety  #genderdysphoria  #authentic  #authenticme  #stayafloat  #keepingmyheadup  #stayfocused  #selfmademan  #thisiswhattranslookslike  #transgender  #transman  #transmale  #stayeducated 
"So, let us all be thankful" 💕✌🏼🌸
"So, let us all be thankful" 💕✌🏼🌸
For those keeping up with my story, you'll know that I swung manic last night. I'm just thankful for Zyprexa, which allows me to get through these episodes without killing anyone. It's a weird thing, having a racing mind and a tired body. But my mind won't let me sleep. Not now. Now is the time to sit back and hopefully enjoy the ride.
For those keeping up with my story, you'll know that I swung manic last night. I'm just thankful for Zyprexa, which allows me to get through these episodes without killing anyone. It's a weird thing, having a racing mind and a tired body. But my mind won't let me sleep. Not now. Now is the time to sit back and hopefully enjoy the ride.
#GlitterForCarrie ~ Carrie Fisher wore glitter often; she told her doctor that when her internal demons got darkest, she wore glitter to reflect as much light as possible. I'm grateful for having her for sixty years, and I'm also grateful to her for being a badass just by being herself. She never pretended to be perfect. She was real, with many of the same problems anyone else might have. Rather than suffer in silence, she spoke out, and spoke Truth. There is nothing shameful in having a mental illness, messed up brain chemicals. It is what it is, and we find what treatments we can to continue living our lives as much as possible.

I'm wearing glitter today, what would have been the 61st birthday of this amazing woman who took no shit and gave no fucks, and showed us how to do the same. I know I can't put on a cloak of courage and be instantly impervious, but I sure can make a start. (Glitters by #MedusasMakeUp ~ Lips by #WetNWildCosmetics)

#CarrieFisher #LessPerfectMoreFree #CarrieFisherBirthday #PrincessLeia #GeneralOrgana #SpaceAunt #StarWars #MentalIllness #MentalHealth #StopTheStigma #BipolarDisorder #Depression #AlternativeCurves #Glitter #GlitterMakeup #BodyPositive #BoPo #BodaciousBoPoBabe #SelfConfidence #SelfCompassion #SelfEsteem #EffYourBodyStandards #EffYourBeautyStandards #FatGirlsCan #SelfiesForSelfLove
#GlitterForCarrie  ~ Carrie Fisher wore glitter often; she told her doctor that when her internal demons got darkest, she wore glitter to reflect as much light as possible. I'm grateful for having her for sixty years, and I'm also grateful to her for being a badass just by being herself. She never pretended to be perfect. She was real, with many of the same problems anyone else might have. Rather than suffer in silence, she spoke out, and spoke Truth. There is nothing shameful in having a mental illness, messed up brain chemicals. It is what it is, and we find what treatments we can to continue living our lives as much as possible. I'm wearing glitter today, what would have been the 61st birthday of this amazing woman who took no shit and gave no fucks, and showed us how to do the same. I know I can't put on a cloak of courage and be instantly impervious, but I sure can make a start. (Glitters by #MedusasMakeUp  ~ Lips by #WetNWildCosmetics ) #CarrieFisher  #LessPerfectMoreFree  #CarrieFisherBirthday  #PrincessLeia  #GeneralOrgana  #SpaceAunt  #StarWars  #MentalIllness  #MentalHealth  #StopTheStigma  #BipolarDisorder  #Depression  #AlternativeCurves  #Glitter  #GlitterMakeup  #BodyPositive  #BoPo  #BodaciousBoPoBabe  #SelfConfidence  #SelfCompassion  #SelfEsteem  #EffYourBodyStandards  #EffYourBeautyStandards  #FatGirlsCan  #SelfiesForSelfLove 
I’m attempting a “theme” it’s pretty generic but I’m just trying it out... full thing on el bloggo ✔️
#onthecuspofsomethingbeautiful #zyp #poetry #poet #poem #words #quotes #ink #spilledink #poetrysociety #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #writer #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #sand #mentalhealth #depression #bpd #bipolardisorder #paranoia #psychosis
"Rerax”
Others decide whether they are crazy or not.
That's why crazy.
What should I do if it is judged not to be crazy?!
Even if others do not judge, I am crazy.
I feel a strong anger.
There seems to be all reasons in things. It is difficult to understand.
Because I am still young.
I can only think about at my own convenience.
A lieless truth.It is real intention.
I persecute myself.
Me me me me me me me me me
私私私私私私私私私私私私私私私
Absolutely die
#illustration 
#art
#artwork 
#painting 
#bipolardisorder 
#odsachiko
#bipolarart
"Rerax” Others decide whether they are crazy or not. That's why crazy. What should I do if it is judged not to be crazy?! Even if others do not judge, I am crazy. I feel a strong anger. There seems to be all reasons in things. It is difficult to understand. Because I am still young. I can only think about at my own convenience. A lieless truth.It is real intention. I persecute myself. Me me me me me me me me me 私私私私私私私私私私私私私私私 Absolutely die #illustration  #art  #artwork  #painting  #bipolardisorder  #odsachiko  #bipolarart 
Mixing it up. Doing all the color combinations I’ve been writing in my painting journal notes. Man does the smell of acrylic instantly excite me. Stay tuned for the painting.  www.DTDabstraction.com
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#GoldenPaints #WorkHard #AbstractPainting #Painting #FineArt #FineArtist #Artist #AbstractArt #AcrylicArt #NewArt #Abstraction #OriginalArt #CreateArt #Perseverance #MentalHealth #BrainDisorder #MentalIllness #Bipolar #BipolarDisorder #RapidCyclingBipolarDisorder #New #BrooklynArtist #ArtistLife #StudioLife
Mixing it up. Doing all the color combinations I’ve been writing in my painting journal notes. Man does the smell of acrylic instantly excite me. Stay tuned for the painting. www.DTDabstraction.com DTDabstraction@Gmail.com #GoldenPaints  #WorkHard  #AbstractPainting  #Painting  #FineArt  #FineArtist  #Artist  #AbstractArt  #AcrylicArt  #NewArt  #Abstraction  #OriginalArt  #CreateArt  #Perseverance  #MentalHealth  #BrainDisorder  #MentalIllness  #Bipolar  #BipolarDisorder  #RapidCyclingBipolarDisorder  #New  #BrooklynArtist  #ArtistLife  #StudioLife 
Out in some big ass tee again 👌 in some random ass bars 🍻 I’m currently a work in progress 💪 so bare with me and at the end of it you will see the goods 🍆 now fuck off and hail Satan 🤘🖤 #tattoos #tattooed #tattooedlife #tattooedmen #tattooedandfit #tattooedboy #tattooedguys #inktober #inktober2017 #inkedup #inkedupguys #inkedmen #inkedandproud #inkedandpierced #bipolar #bipolardisorder #anxiety #anxietyquotes #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #piercings #pierced #followme #nightout #singlelife #single
Out in some big ass tee again 👌 in some random ass bars 🍻 I’m currently a work in progress 💪 so bare with me and at the end of it you will see the goods 🍆 now fuck off and hail Satan 🤘🖤 #tattoos  #tattooed  #tattooedlife  #tattooedmen  #tattooedandfit  #tattooedboy  #tattooedguys  #inktober  #inktober2017  #inkedup  #inkedupguys  #inkedmen  #inkedandproud  #inkedandpierced  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #anxiety  #anxietyquotes  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #piercings  #pierced  #followme  #nightout  #singlelife  #single 
Somebody who celebrated his birthday gave me this gift and even took me out to dinner just so I would eat since I spent the entire day in bed. Thank you. 🌸
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The first essay could have been written by me, a part of which reads,
"When I feel happy, is it real? Or is it just a moment of hypomania? I feel as though I cannot trust myself; I cannot trust the happiness I feel.
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I'm scared, but I am hopeful."
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I've been having a difficult week but I'm recovering. Grateful for meds that work (I missed a couple of doses which might have triggered the depressive episodes) and an encouraging support system. Still adjusting to my new normal. I am reminded to celebrate small goals (e.g. Getting out of bed, taking a shower, eating a decent meal). I've also gone back to having my medication in full dosage.
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Dear self, cheering for you! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 let's try again tomorrow! #Live
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#MentalHealthPH
#mentalhealthawareness #MentalHealthOverEveryDamnThing #bipolardisorder #livingwithbipolardisorder #ProjectSemicolon #TheSemicolonProject #DepressionIsReal #DepressionSucks #blackdogmoment #EndTheStigma #MedicatedAndMighty #LetsTalk
Somebody who celebrated his birthday gave me this gift and even took me out to dinner just so I would eat since I spent the entire day in bed. Thank you. 🌸 • The first essay could have been written by me, a part of which reads, "When I feel happy, is it real? Or is it just a moment of hypomania? I feel as though I cannot trust myself; I cannot trust the happiness I feel. . I'm scared, but I am hopeful." • I've been having a difficult week but I'm recovering. Grateful for meds that work (I missed a couple of doses which might have triggered the depressive episodes) and an encouraging support system. Still adjusting to my new normal. I am reminded to celebrate small goals (e.g. Getting out of bed, taking a shower, eating a decent meal). I've also gone back to having my medication in full dosage. • Dear self, cheering for you! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 let's try again tomorrow! #Live  . #MentalHealthPH  #mentalhealthawareness  #MentalHealthOverEveryDamnThing  #bipolardisorder  #livingwithbipolardisorder  #ProjectSemicolon  #TheSemicolonProject  #DepressionIsReal  #DepressionSucks  #blackdogmoment  #EndTheStigma  #MedicatedAndMighty  #LetsTalk 
You are important and so is rest! Don't feel obligated to say YES to every plan this weekend because you're #1 🌟🌟🌟 party if you want, nap if you want, or be a sloth if you want 🙃
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#restupbuttercup #restandrelax #mentalhealthwarrior #bipolarlife #bipolar #bipolardisorder #anxiety #depression #lightprojectstories #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate
Sometimes the grief surprises me. I'll be baking fall treats and a thought enters and I'm in tears. Suicide leaves a trail of devastation that those who contemplate it cannot fathom. Please seek help. You matter. I miss you Kevin. #mammaontherunphx #suicideprevention #youwillbefound #notonemore #mentalhealthawareness #bipolardisorder #ripkevin
It can be a joke. You can lie. So please say that it's okay.
#illustration 
#art
#artwork 
#painting 
#bipolardisorder 
#odsachiko
#bipolarart
Mental Illness Spotlight: PTSD is a disorder that develops in some people who have experienced a shocking, scary, or dangerous event. It is natural to feel afraid during and after a traumatic situation. Fear triggers many split-second changes in the body to help defend against danger or to avoid it. This “fight-or-flight” response is a typical reaction meant to protect a person from harm. Nearly everyone will experience a range of reactions after trauma, yet most people recover from initial symptoms naturally. Those who continue to experience problems may be diagnosed with PTSD. People who have PTSD may feel stressed or frightened even when they are not in danger.
#SaturdayStrength
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#MentalHealthAdvocacy #MentalHealth #Mentalillness #MentalDisorder #Recovery #StopTheStigma #GAD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #PanicDisorder #Depression #Anxiety #ADD #ADHD #OCD #ObssesiveCompulsiveDisorder #BiPolar #BiPolarDisorder #Schizophrenia #PTSD #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PanicDisorder #Autism #SubstanceAbuse #Alcoholism #Addiction #EatingDisorder #Depersonalization
Mental Illness Spotlight: PTSD is a disorder that develops in some people who have experienced a shocking, scary, or dangerous event. It is natural to feel afraid during and after a traumatic situation. Fear triggers many split-second changes in the body to help defend against danger or to avoid it. This “fight-or-flight” response is a typical reaction meant to protect a person from harm. Nearly everyone will experience a range of reactions after trauma, yet most people recover from initial symptoms naturally. Those who continue to experience problems may be diagnosed with PTSD. People who have PTSD may feel stressed or frightened even when they are not in danger. #SaturdayStrength  -------------- #MentalHealthAdvocacy  #MentalHealth  #Mentalillness  #MentalDisorder  #Recovery  #StopTheStigma  #GAD  #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder  #PanicDisorder  #Depression  #Anxiety  #ADD  #ADHD  #OCD  #ObssesiveCompulsiveDisorder  #BiPolar  #BiPolarDisorder  #Schizophrenia  #PTSD  #PostTraumaticStressDisorder  #PanicDisorder  #Autism  #SubstanceAbuse  #Alcoholism  #Addiction  #EatingDisorder  #Depersonalization 
Fighting to be alive when you don't even want to be feels like getting up and going to a job you hate everyday.

I'm not saying I hate my life. I'm just so, so tired. It feels like there's a hole in my stomach. When does it get better? I know it does - in bits and pieces, but when? I just need a break from this. And external circumstances are only going to get worse. I don't trust myself in response to grief. I really don't.

This eery calm has washed over me and I don't trust it. It's numbing. Even as I write this, I feel like I am sitting next to myself. #dissociation

This is consuming me. I feel like I'm losing this battle right now. I need help. 
Have you ever had an "out of body" experience? What helps bring you back to your body in that moment? .
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#mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #1in5 #endstigma #depression #borderline #bpd #bipolar #bipolardisorder #suicide #losingisnotanoption #sicknotweak #businessowner #entrepreneur
Fighting to be alive when you don't even want to be feels like getting up and going to a job you hate everyday. I'm not saying I hate my life. I'm just so, so tired. It feels like there's a hole in my stomach. When does it get better? I know it does - in bits and pieces, but when? I just need a break from this. And external circumstances are only going to get worse. I don't trust myself in response to grief. I really don't. This eery calm has washed over me and I don't trust it. It's numbing. Even as I write this, I feel like I am sitting next to myself. #dissociation  This is consuming me. I feel like I'm losing this battle right now. I need help. Have you ever had an "out of body" experience? What helps bring you back to your body in that moment? . . . #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #1in5  #endstigma  #depression  #borderline  #bpd  #bipolar  #bipolardisorder  #suicide  #losingisnotanoption  #sicknotweak  #businessowner  #entrepreneur 
I like myself today.
But after 3 days
I hate my present
I am likely to be killed by my future self
#illustration 
#art
#artwork 
#painting 
#bipolardisorder 
#odsachiko
#bipolarart
The hardest part of mental illness is acceptance but explaining your condition to people who don’t understand mental illness is by far the hardest aspect of the condition. Unless you have mental illness, care for a family or friend or work within the mental health field it’s hard to wrap your mind around it. There are so many factors that lead to mental illness and in most cases it is simply genetic. The more we share and discuss our conditions the more awareness it will bring. Love ❤️ You All!! God Bless You All! #mentalstigma #christianwithdepression #depression #depressionexists #mentalhealthawareness #mooddisorder #bipolardisorder #bipolar #mentalillnessisreal #mentallillnessrecovery #mentalhealth #shareyourstory #mentalhealthadvocate #ignoranceisnotbliss #misunderstood #Friendshipcode
The hardest part of mental illness is acceptance but explaining your condition to people who don’t understand mental illness is by far the hardest aspect of the condition. Unless you have mental illness, care for a family or friend or work within the mental health field it’s hard to wrap your mind around it. There are so many factors that lead to mental illness and in most cases it is simply genetic. The more we share and discuss our conditions the more awareness it will bring. Love ❤️ You All!! God Bless You All! #mentalstigma  #christianwithdepression  #depression  #depressionexists  #mentalhealthawareness  #mooddisorder  #bipolardisorder  #bipolar  #mentalillnessisreal  #mentallillnessrecovery  #mentalhealth  #shareyourstory  #mentalhealthadvocate  #ignoranceisnotbliss  #misunderstood  #Friendshipcode