My legs 2 weeks before holidays at 55.7kg. Now I'm around 58 (didn't weigh myself this morning bc I was too afraid of starting to cry when I see the number cuz I'm really emotional the last days)😞 need to get under 55 so badly!! Feeling fatter than ever rn. Can't sleep because I feel so lazy and chubby ew😖 spent Saturday, Sunday and Monday with drinking, purging and being hungover👎🏼 so my body and skin are pretty fucked up now. This is why I tried to eat healthy yesterday (failed, purged 3 times and still had 1500 in the end 😳) and today. Not quite sure how to feel about today eating wise ... had 1350 mad didn't purge a single time 🎉🎉 happy about not purging but I think I ate a lot!! Had a date in the afternoon and a movie night with some girls in the evening so I had two unhealthy snack times but didn't really binge and did not purge which is good for my skin at least 🙈 skipped breakfast today and only had one slice of toast with hummus for dinner. Lunch was 450 today which means I got the majority of my kcals from snacks 🤦🏻♀️ in the evening I mainly snacked on veggies with dip which is not too unhealthy but still carbs. Ugh I'm too overchallenged rn🙈 kinda proud of not purging but also kinda disappointed of myself letting my body get even fatter when I'm already unhappy now... #overwhelmed#stupid#sad#sadgirl#fat#fatty#skinny#thin#ed#ana#mia#deb#cat#sue#black#legs#body#bodydysmorphia#edrecovery#bp#binge
Eu te garanto que teremos dificuldades, eu te garanto que em algum momento algum de nós, ou nós dois vamos querer pular fora. Mas eu também te garanto que se eu não te pedir pra ficarmos juntos, vou me arrepender pro resto da minha vida. Você é a única coisa que eu realmente me incomodaria em perder"