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Вафли+авокадо+лосось=лучшее сочетание 🍃
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Next time you think of beautiful things, don't forget to count yourself in. Link in my bio to my  #TruBeauty film #beyoubetru  #bulemia #TruFreedom #tmpst #overcome 🎬: @blackr1ce 🎥: @chadbonanno @tempestfreerunning
BULIMIA CAT .
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Wayyy too hungover to function... so let's go tourist-ing.

#strugglebus #droppingdrinks #bulemia #bestdayever #MONTREALinPARIS
💕sending love 💕
💕sending love 💕
Kindness to others is an automatic for me, but kindness to myself is something I am in a lot of practice with. I've found kindness meditations help. Any other ideas?
Kindness to others is an automatic for me, but kindness to myself is something I am in a lot of practice with. I've found kindness meditations help. Any other ideas?
She wasn't only scared she was petrified :(
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#anorexia #anxiety  #done #lonely #sad #suicide  #suicidalthoughts #sad #depression #depressionquotes #sadquotes #anorexia #bulemia #scars #cut #cutting
#broken #brokenheart #iwannadie
I’m in negative calories! 🎉
I’m in negative calories! 🎉
This Kills.
This Kills.
Legs so long they look like skyscrapers
Legs so long they look like skyscrapers
This just happened a little while ago...
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The guy I like is most likely gay...
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I'm doing a water cleans to lose weight. I went all day yesterday without eating a thing. I went out and did some shopping and didn't stop to get food or grab some candy off the shelf. I was very proud of myself. Then I got home and made dinner for the family and everyone went to their own rooms and I was left to clean up. I was just alone with all of it and I broke down and eat as much as I could. I felt sick and then threw up. I was crying and mad and cold and Just sick of it all. 
I told my husband, I could tell he felt bad but he just doesn't get it. I failed, at something I hadn't even gone 24 hours at. I hate myself for doing that. There's no one here to talk to and no one who gets just how hard this really is. 
#ed #eatingdisorder #eatingproblems #bulemia #ana
I'm doing a water cleans to lose weight. I went all day yesterday without eating a thing. I went out and did some shopping and didn't stop to get food or grab some candy off the shelf. I was very proud of myself. Then I got home and made dinner for the family and everyone went to their own rooms and I was left to clean up. I was just alone with all of it and I broke down and eat as much as I could. I felt sick and then threw up. I was crying and mad and cold and Just sick of it all. I told my husband, I could tell he felt bad but he just doesn't get it. I failed, at something I hadn't even gone 24 hours at. I hate myself for doing that. There's no one here to talk to and no one who gets just how hard this really is. #ed  #eatingdisorder  #eatingproblems  #bulemia  #ana 
Dinner tonight was yet more soup (yay🙄) .
This concoction was roasted tomato and onion with plenty of garlic and fresh basil off our little plant and some SUPER soft bread for dipping which I just about managed to chew😅👌 .
You just CANNOT beat homemade soup! .
And we’ve got some cherry jelly for dessert which I’m really excited about🍒🙌 .
Now for GoT and sofa cuddles. God I love holidays! .
#eatingdisorder #eat #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #motivation #doit #ed #bulemia #hungry #food #foodie #foodblogger #fitness #health #healthy #beatana #healthyfood #eating #eatclean #yummy #yum #fitfam #vegan #vegetarian #vegansofig #dinner
Dinner tonight was yet more soup (yay🙄) . This concoction was roasted tomato and onion with plenty of garlic and fresh basil off our little plant and some SUPER soft bread for dipping which I just about managed to chew😅👌 . You just CANNOT beat homemade soup! . And we’ve got some cherry jelly for dessert which I’m really excited about🍒🙌 . Now for GoT and sofa cuddles. God I love holidays! . #eatingdisorder  #eat  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #recovery  #recoverywin  #recoveryispossible  #motivation  #doit  #ed  #bulemia  #hungry  #food  #foodie  #foodblogger  #fitness  #health  #healthy  #beatana  #healthyfood  #eating  #eatclean  #yummy  #yum  #fitfam  #vegan  #vegetarian  #vegansofig  #dinner 
#dinner today is a mix of lentils with celery and spinach with some mushrooms 🥗🍄
#dinner  today is a mix of lentils with celery and spinach with some mushrooms 🥗🍄
I would Jump 😊 •

War heute den ganzen Tag alleine, dazu sehr depressiv. Mein Vater kam grade vorbei, im selben Moment in dem ich die Klinge in der Hand hatte, hat er geklingelt. Ich bin ihm so dankbar❤
Mir geht es immer noch nicht gut, ich bin wieder alleine, nur meine Nichte schläft im Zimmer nebenan. Falls jemand reden Will, schreibt mich gerne an 😊❤ #anorexic #bulemia #skinny #skinspo #love #bones #dünn #schön #anorexie #bulemie #ed #depression #selfharrm #ritzen #suicide #beautiful #calories #donteat #starve #fasten #staysafe #ihatemyself #hatemyself #selbstmord #ritzen #triggerwarning #tw
I would Jump 😊 • War heute den ganzen Tag alleine, dazu sehr depressiv. Mein Vater kam grade vorbei, im selben Moment in dem ich die Klinge in der Hand hatte, hat er geklingelt. Ich bin ihm so dankbar❤ Mir geht es immer noch nicht gut, ich bin wieder alleine, nur meine Nichte schläft im Zimmer nebenan. Falls jemand reden Will, schreibt mich gerne an 😊❤ #anorexic  #bulemia  #skinny  #skinspo  #love  #bones  #dünn  #schön  #anorexie  #bulemie  #ed  #depression  #selfharrm  #ritzen  #suicide  #beautiful  #calories  #donteat  #starve  #fasten  #staysafe  #ihatemyself  #hatemyself  #selbstmord  #ritzen  #triggerwarning  #tw 
Christmas present wrapping fuel. #overedited butternut squash, 2 veggie patties, olives, tomatoes, pickles onions and hummus. -
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Soooo. Hier ein Spruch. Hat Spaß gemacht das Bild zu bearbeiten❤️
In meiner Story ist ne Umfrage ob ich das öfters machen soll💖 stimmt da mal bitte ab. 
Würde das dann so machen: normaler Feed, Spruch, normal, Spruch
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Soooo. Hier ein Spruch. Hat Spaß gemacht das Bild zu bearbeiten❤️ In meiner Story ist ne Umfrage ob ich das öfters machen soll💖 stimmt da mal bitte ab. Würde das dann so machen: normaler Feed, Spruch, normal, Spruch #q  gute Idee? - - - #Spruch  #Sprüche  #Ana  #Mia  #Anorexie  #Bulemia 
Todays breakfast:
- Grains/oats/seeds cereal with mashed banana🍌
- 1 doughnut 🍩
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I saw this doughnut in the fridge last night and REALLY wanted to eat it but i said no, only if its still there in the morning. Soooo turns out it was so im eating it and who cared! A doughnut cant do harm :)
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Todays breakfast: - Grains/oats/seeds cereal with mashed banana🍌 - 1 doughnut 🍩 - Coffee☕️ with powdered milk and chocolate • I saw this doughnut in the fridge last night and REALLY wanted to eat it but i said no, only if its still there in the morning. Soooo turns out it was so im eating it and who cared! A doughnut cant do harm :) 15/12/17 #zasjourney 
What I want to dress like when I am skinny! 👗❤️
What I want to dress like when I am skinny! 👗❤️
So beautiful!
So beautiful!
I want to fade away. ❄ until I am no longer here ❄

#ana #mia #anorexia #anorexic #bulemia #bulemic #anamia #eatingdisorder #ed #skinny #thin #fat #fooddiary #anadiary #starve #fast #binge #ugly #skinnyplease #ednosi #scars #cuts #deb #depressed #depression #lonely #f4f #l4l #fast #fasting #liquidfast
So perfect
So perfect
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In the end, nobody does. Not even you. So what’s the point?
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Tis the season for giving
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#dinner was some mashed potato 🥔 with spinach and celery 🥗
I also had some salted caramel green tea ☕️ and my advent calendar chocolate that I'm very behind on 🍫💪
#dinner  was some mashed potato 🥔 with spinach and celery 🥗 I also had some salted caramel green tea ☕️ and my advent calendar chocolate that I'm very behind on 🍫💪
Guys omg for the first time in ages ive had a full meal!!! Im proud of myself for doing this but im also pretty shocked. I know thats proper stupid but i ive been putting off any chance to eat a meal so its a sort of big thing for me!
Sooooo i ate this for lunch:
- Margherita pizza🍕
- Bowl of chips🍟
- Large coke🥤
Dinner:
- 1 apple🍎
- Half a pack of crackers
14/12/17
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Guys omg for the first time in ages ive had a full meal!!! Im proud of myself for doing this but im also pretty shocked. I know thats proper stupid but i ive been putting off any chance to eat a meal so its a sort of big thing for me! Sooooo i ate this for lunch: - Margherita pizza🍕 - Bowl of chips🍟 - Large coke🥤 Dinner: - 1 apple🍎 - Half a pack of crackers 14/12/17 #zasjourney 
Bonding Over Books: Body Dysmorphic Disorder, Self Esteem, and Bullying
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"You will never be as pretty as her." Mean thoughts and negative self talk can pierce the heart and self esteem of any tween or teen girl so check out my latest book recommendation to help you tackle these issues. Trust me, it's an excellent read! Click the link in the bio (http://www.candidliv.com/blog/bonding-over-books-body-dysmorphic-disorder-self-esteem-and-bullying).
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Bonding Over Books: Body Dysmorphic Disorder, Self Esteem, and Bullying ▫️ "You will never be as pretty as her." Mean thoughts and negative self talk can pierce the heart and self esteem of any tween or teen girl so check out my latest book recommendation to help you tackle these issues. Trust me, it's an excellent read! Click the link in the bio (http://www.candidliv.com/blog/bonding-over-books-body-dysmorphic-disorder-self-esteem-and-bullying). ▫️ #bookreview  #bookalert  #bookstagram  #bookstagram  #goodreads  #read  #readingisfun  #holidaybreak  #bonding  #motherdaughter  #motherdaughtertime  #motherdaughterbonding  #momlife  #tweengirls  #teengirls  #bodydysmorphia  #anorexia  #bulemia  #obesity  #bullying  #bullyingawareness  #selfesteem  #positiveselftalk  #selftalk  #mentorship  #mentoringmatters  #youthleaders  #youthleader 
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Приветик) Эта неделя была безумно тяжелой. Я сдала все зачеты, получила допуск к сессии. В общем, все хорошо. По питанию у меня сейчас какая-то фигня, ем один раз в день(часа в 4) и все. Посидела чутка на питьке, но у меня была загруженная неделя, поэтому решила оставить до пятницы. И вот, начинаю питьевую😸❤️
Буду публиковать фотки гораздо чаще, обещаю😊 #питание #еда #пп #правильноепитание #анорексия #ана #рпп #худоба #вес #шоко #питьевая #диета #похудение #худею #спорт #тренировка #зал #40кг #калории #food #diary #foodblog  #diet #sport #eat #anorexia #bulemia #skinny #мотивация
💕✨🌸 Приветик) Эта неделя была безумно тяжелой. Я сдала все зачеты, получила допуск к сессии. В общем, все хорошо. По питанию у меня сейчас какая-то фигня, ем один раз в день(часа в 4) и все. Посидела чутка на питьке, но у меня была загруженная неделя, поэтому решила оставить до пятницы. И вот, начинаю питьевую😸❤️ Буду публиковать фотки гораздо чаще, обещаю😊 #питание  #еда  #пп  #правильноепитание  #анорексия  #ана  #рпп  #худоба  #вес  #шоко  #питьевая  #диета  #похудение  #худею  #спорт  #тренировка  #зал  #40кг  #калории  #food  #diary  #foodblog  #diet  #sport  #eat  #anorexia  #bulemia  #skinny  #мотивация 
A blanket of snow ❄❄❄ Todays been really shitty tbf. I've been in a fluctuating state of feeling like I'm not actually here, kind of like a dream and I don't know why. 
I feel really unwanted (sounds petty af) at the minute, like I juet don't matter to anyone at all; school, family, and especially friends. Those stupid little posts about having "the best friends i could ever ask for" and not being in it has pushed me over tonight and I don't know why. Its such a small thing I know, but it really has made me feel worthless and I don't know what to do.
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The other day I stayed off school because I had a blip. I'm genuinely proud to say that I didn't do anything but everything felt so fragmented and fake and my head was spinning. I really feel like I should've done it, to try and bring something concrete back in an attempt to find reality again but I couldn't even do that.
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#youbeforeme #fakesmile #sad #upset #anxiety #depression #selfharm #ptsd #friendship #safe #rain #lifelines #trustnobody #alone #worthless #aloneinacrowd #anxiety #depression #ptsd #mentalhealthawareness #time #bulemia #anorexia #runaway #leave #dontlookback
A blanket of snow ❄❄❄ Todays been really shitty tbf. I've been in a fluctuating state of feeling like I'm not actually here, kind of like a dream and I don't know why. I feel really unwanted (sounds petty af) at the minute, like I juet don't matter to anyone at all; school, family, and especially friends. Those stupid little posts about having "the best friends i could ever ask for" and not being in it has pushed me over tonight and I don't know why. Its such a small thing I know, but it really has made me feel worthless and I don't know what to do. Possible TW The other day I stayed off school because I had a blip. I'm genuinely proud to say that I didn't do anything but everything felt so fragmented and fake and my head was spinning. I really feel like I should've done it, to try and bring something concrete back in an attempt to find reality again but I couldn't even do that. If you read this far then thanks for tolerating my tedious and petty rant x • • • • #youbeforeme  #fakesmile  #sad  #upset  #anxiety  #depression  #selfharm  #ptsd  #friendship  #safe  #rain  #lifelines  #trustnobody  #alone  #worthless  #aloneinacrowd  #anxiety  #depression  #ptsd  #mentalhealthawareness  #time  #bulemia  #anorexia  #runaway  #leave  #dontlookback 
don’t swipe left if you’re squeamish!! .
So this morning B’s Dad took out my wisdom tooth (he’s an oral surgeon not just a random haha!).
But I’m in a bit of pain now even through pain killers and I’ve been put on a soft diet for 3 days .
B has been amazing at looking after me and even made me lunch AND dinner! .
Lunch was root veg soup and dinner was this delicious spinach, cauliflower and white bean soup with nooch and onion to finish👌 .
Tasted great, boy can cook! .
Now to rest and heal in front of the telly like a good patient😬 .
Can’t wait to be better now though, gona get so sick of soup! .
#eatingdisorder #eat #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #motivation #doit #ed #bulemia #hungry #food #foodie #foodblogger #fitness #health #healthy #beatana #healthyfood #eating #eatclean #yummy #yum #fitfam #vegan #vegetarian #veganfood #soup
don’t swipe left if you’re squeamish!! . So this morning B’s Dad took out my wisdom tooth (he’s an oral surgeon not just a random haha!). But I’m in a bit of pain now even through pain killers and I’ve been put on a soft diet for 3 days . B has been amazing at looking after me and even made me lunch AND dinner! . Lunch was root veg soup and dinner was this delicious spinach, cauliflower and white bean soup with nooch and onion to finish👌 . Tasted great, boy can cook! . Now to rest and heal in front of the telly like a good patient😬 . Can’t wait to be better now though, gona get so sick of soup! . #eatingdisorder  #eat  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #recovery  #recoverywin  #recoveryispossible  #motivation  #doit  #ed  #bulemia  #hungry  #food  #foodie  #foodblogger  #fitness  #health  #healthy  #beatana  #healthyfood  #eating  #eatclean  #yummy  #yum  #fitfam  #vegan  #vegetarian  #veganfood  #soup 
Sometimes these silly memes are more shaming than inspirational, so I corrected it! We all get angry sometimes. I think it's a little too unrealistic to expect someone to be happy all the time. 
The key is to let yourself be angry, and find a way to cope with it. Right @meganjbruneau ? 😉 It can be automatic to run to something to numb it, like food. But it's only going to be temporary. Sometimes it is the only coping tool that will help, but there probably is a more effective, healthy way to feel better. 
Using food as a coping technique is a bandaid (one of those crappy ones that fall off right away), and it can come with some "side effects," like raising blood sugar, blood pressure, and cholesterol. Healthier, more efficient coping tools that alleviate stress have little to no "side effects. They can help your body work better in other ways too. Some ideas- physical activity, deep breathing, talking with a loved one, etc. 
Does something hold you back from trying other coping tools?
Sometimes these silly memes are more shaming than inspirational, so I corrected it! We all get angry sometimes. I think it's a little too unrealistic to expect someone to be happy all the time. The key is to let yourself be angry, and find a way to cope with it. Right @meganjbruneau ? 😉 It can be automatic to run to something to numb it, like food. But it's only going to be temporary. Sometimes it is the only coping tool that will help, but there probably is a more effective, healthy way to feel better. Using food as a coping technique is a bandaid (one of those crappy ones that fall off right away), and it can come with some "side effects," like raising blood sugar, blood pressure, and cholesterol. Healthier, more efficient coping tools that alleviate stress have little to no "side effects. They can help your body work better in other ways too. Some ideas- physical activity, deep breathing, talking with a loved one, etc. Does something hold you back from trying other coping tools?
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Ein glückliches, kleines Mädchen,das vielleicht etwas weltfremd ist, aber ein unbeschwertes Leben führt. Das könnte man über mich denken, wenn man dieses Bild betrachtet. Doch so ist es nicht. Ich lache, ich lächle und ich mache Witze. Trotzdem bin ich nicht fröhlich oder gut gelaunt. Ich bin die, die immer lacht. Niemand merkt wie sehr ich innerlich leide. Dass es mir nicht gut geht auch wenn ich lache. Dass ich mich und meinen Körper hasse. Die ganze Welt hat ein vollkommen falsches Bild von mir. Ich bin kein Vorbild. Am liebsten würde ich mich schneiden, mir die Finger in den Hals stecken und die heiße Flamme an meine Haut halten. Ich möchte schreien und weinen. Doch niemand sieht das, weil ich einfach nichts nach außen durchscheinen lasse. Ich will nicht, dass sich alles um mich dreht. Das wäre das letzte, das ich mir wünschen würde. Ich will glücklich sein und zufrieden mit meinem Körper sein.
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#childhood #girl #mentalillness #depression #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #magersucht #magersüchtig #bulemia #bulemie #hatemyself #fakesmile #peace #grenzlinie #recoveryisworthit #recovery #depressionrecovery #magersuchtrecovery #bulemiarecovery #dontgiveup #staystrong #beyourself #kämpfer #fighter #fight #grungeforever
×Trigger Warning× × × × Ein glückliches, kleines Mädchen,das vielleicht etwas weltfremd ist, aber ein unbeschwertes Leben führt. Das könnte man über mich denken, wenn man dieses Bild betrachtet. Doch so ist es nicht. Ich lache, ich lächle und ich mache Witze. Trotzdem bin ich nicht fröhlich oder gut gelaunt. Ich bin die, die immer lacht. Niemand merkt wie sehr ich innerlich leide. Dass es mir nicht gut geht auch wenn ich lache. Dass ich mich und meinen Körper hasse. Die ganze Welt hat ein vollkommen falsches Bild von mir. Ich bin kein Vorbild. Am liebsten würde ich mich schneiden, mir die Finger in den Hals stecken und die heiße Flamme an meine Haut halten. Ich möchte schreien und weinen. Doch niemand sieht das, weil ich einfach nichts nach außen durchscheinen lasse. Ich will nicht, dass sich alles um mich dreht. Das wäre das letzte, das ich mir wünschen würde. Ich will glücklich sein und zufrieden mit meinem Körper sein. × × × #childhood  #girl  #mentalillness  #depression  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #borderline  #magersucht  #magersüchtig  #bulemia  #bulemie  #hatemyself  #fakesmile  #peace  #grenzlinie  #recoveryisworthit  #recovery  #depressionrecovery  #magersuchtrecovery  #bulemiarecovery  #dontgiveup  #staystrong  #beyourself  #kämpfer  #fighter  #fight  #grungeforever 
Same old same old breakfast:
- Grains/oats/seeds cereal with mashed half banana🍌
- Coffee☕️ with powdered milk
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Same old same old breakfast: - Grains/oats/seeds cereal with mashed half banana🍌 - Coffee☕️ with powdered milk 14/12/17 #zasjourney 
There is a calm that comes after the rage and pain where I see more clearly than I may have seen in weeks. It’s kind of like, I imagine, when a giant hurricane rolls through, and the sun comes out in a blue sky immediately following it as if to say, “It was only a little rain, I didn’t mean to blow your house away.”
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But I am no hurricane, and my tears aren’t rain. No one shrugs when I blow and says, “You can’t reckon with nature.” Instead, I’m the sum of the parts of the latest edition of the DSM, my brain categorized by lists and professionals who think they know me from a fifteen minute assessment.
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And no one likes a mental case who can’t self-moderate.
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My life, pain, and abuse summed up into insurance codes and prescription refills that are neatly packed into a folder as I’m turned out the door until the next time I can’t handle things on my own.
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And then, don’t you worry, Ruari will be back.
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I practice certain aspects of witchcraft because it gives me a connection to the earth, the Universe, and to Spirit. It centers me. It gives me a way to focus when, sometimes, there is no focus, and helps me to realize that I’m not totally alone in a reality where I have very little in the way of a support system.
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These are all things I cannot say on my main IG account, and I don’t say them to complain or for anyone to feel sorry for me. I just realize that I need to start saying them. It’s because I don’t that I’m turning into the worst version of myself, and my own worst enemy.
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#me #myself #selfie #selflove #selfcare #selfies #aftercrying #mentalhealth #mentalillness #bipolardisorder #depression #eatingdisorder #bulemia #bodydysmorphia #personalitydisorder #mentalhealthrecovery #abuserecovery #pagan #witch #witches #witchywoman #witchesofinstagram #witchesofig #pagansofinstagram #pagansofig #witchcraft #witchcraftcommunity #wicca #wiccan #wiccansofinstagram
There is a calm that comes after the rage and pain where I see more clearly than I may have seen in weeks. It’s kind of like, I imagine, when a giant hurricane rolls through, and the sun comes out in a blue sky immediately following it as if to say, “It was only a little rain, I didn’t mean to blow your house away.” . But I am no hurricane, and my tears aren’t rain. No one shrugs when I blow and says, “You can’t reckon with nature.” Instead, I’m the sum of the parts of the latest edition of the DSM, my brain categorized by lists and professionals who think they know me from a fifteen minute assessment. . And no one likes a mental case who can’t self-moderate. . My life, pain, and abuse summed up into insurance codes and prescription refills that are neatly packed into a folder as I’m turned out the door until the next time I can’t handle things on my own. . And then, don’t you worry, Ruari will be back. . . . . . . . I practice certain aspects of witchcraft because it gives me a connection to the earth, the Universe, and to Spirit. It centers me. It gives me a way to focus when, sometimes, there is no focus, and helps me to realize that I’m not totally alone in a reality where I have very little in the way of a support system. . These are all things I cannot say on my main IG account, and I don’t say them to complain or for anyone to feel sorry for me. I just realize that I need to start saying them. It’s because I don’t that I’m turning into the worst version of myself, and my own worst enemy. . Thank you. . . . . . #me  #myself  #selfie  #selflove  #selfcare  #selfies  #aftercrying  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #bipolardisorder  #depression  #eatingdisorder  #bulemia  #bodydysmorphia  #personalitydisorder  #mentalhealthrecovery  #abuserecovery  #pagan  #witch  #witches  #witchywoman  #witchesofinstagram  #witchesofig  #pagansofinstagram  #pagansofig  #witchcraft  #witchcraftcommunity  #wicca  #wiccan  #wiccansofinstagram 
#breakfast today was some cereal with soya milk and water 😶

I'm so confused, I want to get better but a part of me is clinging to the option of Ed if it all goes wrong, or if anything goes wrong really, it's not healthy I know but I'm too afraid to tell anyone.
#breakfast  today was some cereal with soya milk and water 😶 I'm so confused, I want to get better but a part of me is clinging to the option of Ed if it all goes wrong, or if anything goes wrong really, it's not healthy I know but I'm too afraid to tell anyone.