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Yesterday was a silly day....
My start was good, i didn't are breakfast and went to Gym.
For lunch i had pasta, what was really okay for me.
But then, i allowed myself to eat a cookie and the bad part of the day began...
Two friends came at my place and we drank a large coffee and had one  more cookie. That was very awful for me cause of the cookie i had before.
For making my sentiment a way better, i had a medium salad for dinner.
But Then: Postprandial i binged and vomited after. Later in the evening i binged and vomited again... I felt horrible and cried myself to sleep... What a wonderful day

#bones #body #skinnygirl #skinnylegs #dream #wish #wanttoseemybones #wanttoloseweight #instagram #eatingdisorder #eating #disorder #binge #bulemia #wanttobebeautiful
Yesterday was a silly day.... My start was good, i didn't are breakfast and went to Gym. For lunch i had pasta, what was really okay for me. But then, i allowed myself to eat a cookie and the bad part of the day began... Two friends came at my place and we drank a large coffee and had one more cookie. That was very awful for me cause of the cookie i had before. For making my sentiment a way better, i had a medium salad for dinner. But Then: Postprandial i binged and vomited after. Later in the evening i binged and vomited again... I felt horrible and cried myself to sleep... What a wonderful day #bones  #body  #skinnygirl  #skinnylegs  #dream  #wish  #wanttoseemybones  #wanttoloseweight  #instagram  #eatingdisorder  #eating  #disorder  #binge  #bulemia  #wanttobebeautiful 
Hey everyone! So this post includes a TRIGGE R WARNING for possible behaviors. So recently I got sick from the cafeteria food at my university. I had vomited, which obviously, because the food was bad, made me feel better. Less than a week after that, I accidentally ate something with tree nuts, which I am allergic to, and I threw up again after that, which again is typical for a severe allergic reaction. Today I ate fish at the cafeteria, which come to think of it, may have been what got me sick the first time. And now I feel like vomiting again. Do you think that this is a behavior forming for purging? Or did I just eat bad fish? Could it develop into something toxic? I don't want to develop bulimic tendencies, as I've never purged before. I am just really scared and don't really know if I'm making this up in my head or the fish really is bad this time. 😪 #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ednos #ednosrecovery #osfedrecovery #osfed #edwarriors #bulemia #bulemiarecovery
Hey everyone! So this post includes a TRIGGE R WARNING for possible behaviors. So recently I got sick from the cafeteria food at my university. I had vomited, which obviously, because the food was bad, made me feel better. Less than a week after that, I accidentally ate something with tree nuts, which I am allergic to, and I threw up again after that, which again is typical for a severe allergic reaction. Today I ate fish at the cafeteria, which come to think of it, may have been what got me sick the first time. And now I feel like vomiting again. Do you think that this is a behavior forming for purging? Or did I just eat bad fish? Could it develop into something toxic? I don't want to develop bulimic tendencies, as I've never purged before. I am just really scared and don't really know if I'm making this up in my head or the fish really is bad this time. 😪 #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #osfedrecovery  #osfed  #edwarriors  #bulemia  #bulemiarecovery 
Разве тебе не хочется быть их гордостью,а не чтобы они были твоей?😍#anorexia#ilovhudoba#bulemia#babochki#love#mylove#цель#анорексия#стремление
Amy Winehouse & Her Lovers 
PART I
They tell me I am beautiful
When I look in the mirror
I see snakes in my hair
I see meaty arms
And an over-sized belly
I see a body I am trapped in 
They don’t know
The taste of bulimia
When she visits me
She she hugs my curves 
With so much love 
Even Blake couldn't compare 
But the only thing that fills 
The emptiness inside of me 
Is this anxiety 
See when I sing
Anxiety leaves me alone 
Like she knows when I sing 
I am mountains touching sky 
I am water kissing earth 
Because when I sing
I can finally breathe 
PART II
They keep following me around
Asking all kinds of questions
I just want to chase Dragon
See Dragon doesn’t like it
When I make other friends
No
Dragon wants to be my only friend
Has to be my only friend 
Dragon wakes me up
With cold sweats
After bringing to me
The fucked up memories
I tried to block out
He wraps them up
Like a sick present
Leaves them on my door step
Forcing me to open them 
PART III
One shot
Two shot
They look at me and smile
I have no idea
Why they would smile 
Three shot
Four shot
My vision blurs
Yet I’ve never
Seen more clearly 
Five shot
Six shot
My lovers
Destroyed me 
Seven shot
Eight shot
I drown in my temptations
To keep the voices at bay 
Nine shot
Ten shot
Black  #vancouverpoetryslam #poetry #poems #wordporn #words #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writing #artistsoninstagram #art #inspired #beautiful #amywinehouse #speakyourtruth #rip #drugaddiction #bulemia #mentalhealth #awareness
Amy Winehouse & Her Lovers PART I They tell me I am beautiful When I look in the mirror I see snakes in my hair I see meaty arms And an over-sized belly I see a body I am trapped in They don’t know The taste of bulimia When she visits me She she hugs my curves With so much love Even Blake couldn't compare But the only thing that fills The emptiness inside of me Is this anxiety See when I sing Anxiety leaves me alone Like she knows when I sing I am mountains touching sky I am water kissing earth Because when I sing I can finally breathe PART II They keep following me around Asking all kinds of questions I just want to chase Dragon See Dragon doesn’t like it When I make other friends No Dragon wants to be my only friend Has to be my only friend Dragon wakes me up With cold sweats After bringing to me The fucked up memories I tried to block out He wraps them up Like a sick present Leaves them on my door step Forcing me to open them PART III One shot Two shot They look at me and smile I have no idea Why they would smile Three shot Four shot My vision blurs Yet I’ve never Seen more clearly Five shot Six shot My lovers Destroyed me Seven shot Eight shot I drown in my temptations To keep the voices at bay Nine shot Ten shot Black #vancouverpoetryslam  #poetry  #poems  #wordporn  #words  #poetrycommunity  #poetsofinstagram  #writersofinstagram  #writing  #artistsoninstagram  #art  #inspired  #beautiful  #amywinehouse  #speakyourtruth  #rip  #drugaddiction  #bulemia  #mentalhealth  #awareness 
I’ve only ate a buttered roll and a packet of crisps today pretty happy with that #eatingdisorder #anorexia #bulemia #grunge #mealskipper #beskinny #becomeskinny
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I'm calling this tea because I'm really struggling with the while life thing again. Remembering to eat, take my meds, even fkn shower is getting hard. I thought going back to uni would be easy but I'm getting 0 support from anyone and I'm just in a downward spiral of binging, purging, cutting and just failing. Where is the light st the end? 😭☹️ #BPD #bulemia #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #eatingdisorder #recovery
TW. . . . . . I'm calling this tea because I'm really struggling with the while life thing again. Remembering to eat, take my meds, even fkn shower is getting hard. I thought going back to uni would be easy but I'm getting 0 support from anyone and I'm just in a downward spiral of binging, purging, cutting and just failing. Where is the light st the end? 😭☹️ #BPD  #bulemia  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #eatingdisorder  #recovery 
Dinner tonight was a quick throw together of tom yum spiced stir fried veg and prawns on a bed of spinach and angel hair noodles👌 .
Easy meal after having a bit of a stressful day with a clinical exam that didn't go 100% to plan😔 just silly mistakes, I still passed surprisingly well but it's frustrating not doing as well as I KNOW I could have done .
My nerves took over me and my brain kinda shut down .
I'm learning to let things go .
I struggle with perfectionism and being too hard on myself but I have to remember that I'm only human. I'm allowed to make mistakes and IT IS OKAY .
#edrecovery #edfamily #recovery #realrecovery #recoverywin #ana  #anorexia #anorexiarecovery  #food #fuckana #prorecovery #bulemia #beated #anawho #weightrestored  #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible  #fearfood #ed  #beatana #fitfam #healthy #balance #anarecovery #vegetarian #eatingdisorder #hungry #cooking #dinner #thai
Dinner tonight was a quick throw together of tom yum spiced stir fried veg and prawns on a bed of spinach and angel hair noodles👌 . Easy meal after having a bit of a stressful day with a clinical exam that didn't go 100% to plan😔 just silly mistakes, I still passed surprisingly well but it's frustrating not doing as well as I KNOW I could have done . My nerves took over me and my brain kinda shut down . I'm learning to let things go . I struggle with perfectionism and being too hard on myself but I have to remember that I'm only human. I'm allowed to make mistakes and IT IS OKAY . #edrecovery  #edfamily  #recovery  #realrecovery  #recoverywin  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #food  #fuckana  #prorecovery  #bulemia  #beated  #anawho  #weightrestored  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #fearfood  #ed  #beatana  #fitfam  #healthy  #balance  #anarecovery  #vegetarian  #eatingdisorder  #hungry  #cooking  #dinner  #thai 
Ok y'all we're about to get real serious here in weightloss land. I feel the need to mention something I don't think gets talked about in this community. Yes we have alot of positivity and goals being crushed, but I've also seen a huge amount of individuals that also clearly have body dysmorphia. Including a girl that recently posted photos of her ribcage protruding a good 3+ inches farther than her waistline and a back progress photo that shows the outline of every single bone in her back, all while stating she still plans to lose  20 more pounds. I have seen many cases of this, including preteen boys building WAY too much muscle than their body is built to handle yet. The worst part of all this is not just that we watch these people put their mental problem on display but the disgusting fact that most of you praise it. I shouldn't see a photo of a girl who is skin stretched over bone to the point where she's possibly anorexic and all the comments are "great job" "keep it up" "wonderful progress". These people are obviously suffering with a legit medical issue when they look in the mirror and it is just as much your job to comment on their faulty health as it is to build up their growing health. We're living in a society where as long as a person is skinnier than their before photo regardless of if it is scary and unhealthy we still say they're successful and it's okay to look like that cuz the skinnier the better. Fuck society's standards, if you see someone who looks like a textbook photo of what you woulda read about in 8th grade health class you need to burst their bubble and tell them they've had enough cheering on and maybe they should see a doctor or eat something. Don't enable their toxic weightloss efforts cuz then you're not being a supportive nice person you're being a piece of shit that is guna end them in the hospital. I love this community but half of the people in it need to learn how to take a rest day and eat a cheeseburger cuz alot of you are clearly here for vanity reasons and it's appalling that you're guna cheer on someone with a fatal body image issue. Rant over. Reevaluate yourselves ✋
#rant #bodydysmorphia #anorexia #bulemia #weightloss
Ok y'all we're about to get real serious here in weightloss land. I feel the need to mention something I don't think gets talked about in this community. Yes we have alot of positivity and goals being crushed, but I've also seen a huge amount of individuals that also clearly have body dysmorphia. Including a girl that recently posted photos of her ribcage protruding a good 3+ inches farther than her waistline and a back progress photo that shows the outline of every single bone in her back, all while stating she still plans to lose 20 more pounds. I have seen many cases of this, including preteen boys building WAY too much muscle than their body is built to handle yet. The worst part of all this is not just that we watch these people put their mental problem on display but the disgusting fact that most of you praise it. I shouldn't see a photo of a girl who is skin stretched over bone to the point where she's possibly anorexic and all the comments are "great job" "keep it up" "wonderful progress". These people are obviously suffering with a legit medical issue when they look in the mirror and it is just as much your job to comment on their faulty health as it is to build up their growing health. We're living in a society where as long as a person is skinnier than their before photo regardless of if it is scary and unhealthy we still say they're successful and it's okay to look like that cuz the skinnier the better. Fuck society's standards, if you see someone who looks like a textbook photo of what you woulda read about in 8th grade health class you need to burst their bubble and tell them they've had enough cheering on and maybe they should see a doctor or eat something. Don't enable their toxic weightloss efforts cuz then you're not being a supportive nice person you're being a piece of shit that is guna end them in the hospital. I love this community but half of the people in it need to learn how to take a rest day and eat a cheeseburger cuz alot of you are clearly here for vanity reasons and it's appalling that you're guna cheer on someone with a fatal body image issue. Rant over. Reevaluate yourselves ✋ #rant  #bodydysmorphia  #anorexia  #bulemia  #weightloss 
The amount of people I have known and cared about with eating disorders is shocking. Help those in need and to those in need STAY STRONG. .
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#mentalhealthawareness 
#mentalhealth #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #staystrong #youareloved #youarebeautiful #keepyourheadup #art #drawing #sketch #quote #sad #helpthoseinneed #anorexia #bulemia #bingeeating
So as im going through instagrams privacy setting I find an entire section on eating disorders. I'm actually so amazed at something that needs so much awareness is in the privacy and safety center of instagram. PSA men and women alike can suffer from eating disorders no matter the age. #anorexic #mentalhealth #health #bulimic #bulemiarecovery #bulemia #bingeeat #behealthy #staysafe #love #youreloved #youreworthy #positive #moveforward #mental #selfcare #eatingdisorder #awareness
So as im going through instagrams privacy setting I find an entire section on eating disorders. I'm actually so amazed at something that needs so much awareness is in the privacy and safety center of instagram. PSA men and women alike can suffer from eating disorders no matter the age. #anorexic  #mentalhealth  #health  #bulimic  #bulemiarecovery  #bulemia  #bingeeat  #behealthy  #staysafe  #love  #youreloved  #youreworthy  #positive  #moveforward  #mental  #selfcare  #eatingdisorder  #awareness 
#qotd hattet ihr schon eine Beziehung ?
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#sadgirls #sadteens #brokenheart #love #dream #anorexia #bulemia #depression
#metoo #iamstrong #weightloss #eatingdisorder #bulemia #greenhair #onesie #fearnoone
I have been sexually assaulted more times than I would like to admit. I struggle severely with an eating disorder and I am learning to find better ways to cope every day. Those who have abused and harassed me have everyrhing to do with the problems I face today but I get stronger every day
#metoo  #iamstrong  #weightloss  #eatingdisorder  #bulemia  #greenhair  #onesie  #fearnoone  I have been sexually assaulted more times than I would like to admit. I struggle severely with an eating disorder and I am learning to find better ways to cope every day. Those who have abused and harassed me have everyrhing to do with the problems I face today but I get stronger every day
Yesterday B and I were in London to see a big group of my uni mates for some birthdays and do an escape room (which was amazing btw) .
And for dinner there were some sharing plates for everyone to share between us, some veggie like this one and some meat for the meat eaters .
So I nibbled until I was satisfied and drank until I was drunk and it was a great night and amazing for B to meet everyone 🙂 .
I've spent so long getting to know his friends because they live a lot closer to home,  and obviously I love that too but it was also really nice to have my friends meet him🙂 .
I'm now just faffing a bit back in Soton getting ready for another busy week of placement .
#edrecovery #edfamily #recovery #realrecovery #recoverywin #ana  #anorexia #anorexiarecovery  #food #fuckana #prorecovery #bulemia #beated #anawho #weightrestored  #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible  #fearfood #ed  #beatana #fitfam #healthy #balance #anarecovery #vegetarian #eatingdisorder #hungry #pub #dinner #birthday
Yesterday B and I were in London to see a big group of my uni mates for some birthdays and do an escape room (which was amazing btw) . And for dinner there were some sharing plates for everyone to share between us, some veggie like this one and some meat for the meat eaters . So I nibbled until I was satisfied and drank until I was drunk and it was a great night and amazing for B to meet everyone 🙂 . I've spent so long getting to know his friends because they live a lot closer to home, and obviously I love that too but it was also really nice to have my friends meet him🙂 . I'm now just faffing a bit back in Soton getting ready for another busy week of placement . #edrecovery  #edfamily  #recovery  #realrecovery  #recoverywin  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #food  #fuckana  #prorecovery  #bulemia  #beated  #anawho  #weightrestored  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #fearfood  #ed  #beatana  #fitfam  #healthy  #balance  #anarecovery  #vegetarian  #eatingdisorder  #hungry  #pub  #dinner  #birthday 
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🌳14.10.17
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не буду расписывать завтрак, обед , ланч и тд, просто перечислю , что сегодня съела 😦 3 киндер сюрприза (каждый весит , либо по 10г , либо по 20..... поэтому 30-60г съела), булка с беконом 🥓 (230), 2 конфетки (15), лепешка (30), пюре (60)
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Знаете , со временем я начинаю осознавать, что я действительно повзрослела 😫 я хожу в магазин за едой сама и покупаю ее на свои деньги 💰 часто экономлю, отказывая в любимом кофе ☕️:(не так часто сижу в социальных сетях , а больше читаю и готовлюсь к ОГЭ и ЕГЭ, убираюсь в своей комнате 🤦🏼‍♀️, читаю романы, поздно ложусь и рано встаю..... у меня уже есть какие-то планы на ближайшее будущее ‼️ Я выбрала место, куда буду поступать , город , в котором буду учиться, распланировала свои доходы и расходы. Время очень быстро,однако, пронеслось . Раз, уже 9 класс 🙌 Недавно только стояла сопливая девочка с кудрявыми хвостиками и не хотела идти в школу, а теперь "ДЕВУШКА" с цветными волосами 🦄
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Немного о сегодняшнем дне🐾
в общем , всю мою жизнь у меня была одна больная мозоль - мама выйдет за кого-то замуж (или у неё просто появится парень) или у меня появится сестра/брат) Ну, собственно, одно из этого произошло (мама родила мне сестру) , я долго была зла на маму , считала ее предателем и себя какой-то обделённой ,  изгоем.... Вчера случайно уронила мамин паспорт и увидела фамилию "ЧЕКИД**", я дико взбесилась, орала на неё , даже сказала , что у меня настоящие две тату . Появилось больше мотивации побыстрей уехать учиться в Москоу 🌐
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всем незабываемых выходных 🚻, Сырнички💙 Люблю вас :)
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bulemia #bulemiarecovery #foodporn #food #foodblogger #foodphoto #foodblog #diet #dieta #model #models #зож #пп #непп #незож #правильнаяеда #продукты #еда #сладости #киндерсюрприз #шоколад #candy #дневникпитания #худеемвместе #похудею #жируходи #бойжиру #полезнаяеда
. 🌳14.10.17 ----------------------------------------------- не буду расписывать завтрак, обед , ланч и тд, просто перечислю , что сегодня съела 😦 3 киндер сюрприза (каждый весит , либо по 10г , либо по 20..... поэтому 30-60г съела), булка с беконом 🥓 (230), 2 конфетки (15), лепешка (30), пюре (60) ----------------------------------------------- Знаете , со временем я начинаю осознавать, что я действительно повзрослела 😫 я хожу в магазин за едой сама и покупаю ее на свои деньги 💰 часто экономлю, отказывая в любимом кофе ☕️:(не так часто сижу в социальных сетях , а больше читаю и готовлюсь к ОГЭ и ЕГЭ, убираюсь в своей комнате 🤦🏼‍♀️, читаю романы, поздно ложусь и рано встаю..... у меня уже есть какие-то планы на ближайшее будущее ‼️ Я выбрала место, куда буду поступать , город , в котором буду учиться, распланировала свои доходы и расходы. Время очень быстро,однако, пронеслось . Раз, уже 9 класс 🙌 Недавно только стояла сопливая девочка с кудрявыми хвостиками и не хотела идти в школу, а теперь "ДЕВУШКА" с цветными волосами 🦄 ----------------------------------------------- Немного о сегодняшнем дне🐾 в общем , всю мою жизнь у меня была одна больная мозоль - мама выйдет за кого-то замуж (или у неё просто появится парень) или у меня появится сестра/брат) Ну, собственно, одно из этого произошло (мама родила мне сестру) , я долго была зла на маму , считала ее предателем и себя какой-то обделённой , изгоем.... Вчера случайно уронила мамин паспорт и увидела фамилию "ЧЕКИД**", я дико взбесилась, орала на неё , даже сказала , что у меня настоящие две тату . Появилось больше мотивации побыстрей уехать учиться в Москоу 🌐 ----------------------------------------------- всем незабываемых выходных 🚻, Сырнички💙 Люблю вас :) . . #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #bulemia  #bulemiarecovery  #foodporn  #food  #foodblogger  #foodphoto  #foodblog  #diet  #dieta  #model  #models  #зож  #пп  #непп  #незож  #правильнаяеда  #продукты  #еда  #сладости  #киндерсюрприз  #шоколад  #candy  #дневникпитания  #худеемвместе  #похудею  #жируходи  #бойжиру  #полезнаяеда 
I remember being skinnier this time in my life but I was so fucked up mentally and I was starving myself and I still saw fat in the mirror. I look back at these pictures and just want to be there again i'm doing everything I can to become that girl but I still wasn't satisfied with myself and I fear that once I do get back to that weight I still won't be happy. It makes me think that ill never satisfied with myself and that's all I want.
I remember being skinnier this time in my life but I was so fucked up mentally and I was starving myself and I still saw fat in the mirror. I look back at these pictures and just want to be there again i'm doing everything I can to become that girl but I still wasn't satisfied with myself and I fear that once I do get back to that weight I still won't be happy. It makes me think that ill never satisfied with myself and that's all I want.
i'm feeling so fucked up lately. i used to fast and restrict all the time and now i'm constantly bingeing and purging, and I just discovered another way to make myself throw up and it's super unhealthy and damaging I just wanna stop and be happy with myself but I can't. Having this disorder has destroyed my life it's all I think about and I want to recover but every time I try I just end up gaining weight and hating myself even more. I try to keep anyone from noticing because I don't want them to worry and it's so hard. My mind keeps telling me to hide this from everyone around me because if they force me to recover it'll all be for nothing. I feel so fat and pathetic I don't wanna do this shit anymore. I just want to be successful and healthy mentally and physically but it's the hardest thing to overcome. I feel like I will never stop this until I just drop dead.
i'm feeling so fucked up lately. i used to fast and restrict all the time and now i'm constantly bingeing and purging, and I just discovered another way to make myself throw up and it's super unhealthy and damaging I just wanna stop and be happy with myself but I can't. Having this disorder has destroyed my life it's all I think about and I want to recover but every time I try I just end up gaining weight and hating myself even more. I try to keep anyone from noticing because I don't want them to worry and it's so hard. My mind keeps telling me to hide this from everyone around me because if they force me to recover it'll all be for nothing. I feel so fat and pathetic I don't wanna do this shit anymore. I just want to be successful and healthy mentally and physically but it's the hardest thing to overcome. I feel like I will never stop this until I just drop dead.
Dinner tonight was the bomb👌 .
Friday Fish and chips obvs💁 .
Tomato lemon samlmon, sweet tato chips, spinach and veg👌 with Tommy K for dipping, duh .
Just watching some rubbish telly and waiting for my boy to call for my nightly little chat with him .
It's happened every night at 9(ish) every single night we've been apart since we've been together💑 .
It doesn't in any way make up for not seeing each other but it's something .
Hearing his voice just completes my day and I can rest fully knowing my day is officially over 😴 .
Soppy speech over .
Night guys 😘 .
#edrecovery #edfamily #recovery #realrecovery #recoverywin #ana  #anorexia #anorexiarecovery  #food #fuckana #prorecovery #bulemia #beated #anawho #weightrestored  #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible  #fearfood #ed  #beatana #fitfam #healthy #balance #anarecovery #yummy #eatingdisorder #hungry #cooking #dinner #friday
Dinner tonight was the bomb👌 . Friday Fish and chips obvs💁 . Tomato lemon samlmon, sweet tato chips, spinach and veg👌 with Tommy K for dipping, duh . Just watching some rubbish telly and waiting for my boy to call for my nightly little chat with him . It's happened every night at 9(ish) every single night we've been apart since we've been together💑 . It doesn't in any way make up for not seeing each other but it's something . Hearing his voice just completes my day and I can rest fully knowing my day is officially over 😴 . Soppy speech over . Night guys 😘 . #edrecovery  #edfamily  #recovery  #realrecovery  #recoverywin  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #food  #fuckana  #prorecovery  #bulemia  #beated  #anawho  #weightrestored  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #fearfood  #ed  #beatana  #fitfam  #healthy  #balance  #anarecovery  #yummy  #eatingdisorder  #hungry  #cooking  #dinner  #friday 
💯💯💯 das hab ich in den letzten Tagen gelernt und ihr ? 
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Anyone one going through eating disorders ?? GOD HAS MADE YOU BEAUTIFUL. The devil comes to STEAL..KILL...and DESTROY. Dont believe satan's lies... You are God's perfect creation.. the world is lying to you because God already declared that you are beautiful.

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Anyone one going through eating disorders ?? GOD HAS MADE YOU BEAUTIFUL. The devil comes to STEAL..KILL...and DESTROY. Dont believe satan's lies... You are God's perfect creation.. the world is lying to you because God already declared that you are beautiful. #God  #Jesus  #Love  #Hurt  #Pain  #anorexia  #bulemia  #HolySpirit 
Check out staff writer Sabina Topol’s new article about the controversy over an Amazon product pertaining to Anorexia.
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Day 12 - hypothermia
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I guess... you can get hypothermia... when you're extremely underweighted? idk but that's all I could think of to make it look cold. I should draw more side view cuz hell there is definitely something wrong with the arms.
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Also, little story:
Today is the 12th of October and that means it's exactly one year since I came out as trans to my mom! I still know I had a bad week before, had to deal with an annoying person and all and I was just tired and happy when I was finally alone again and suddenly one day later my mom asked me a question after a long talk and I just waited for that all the time bc I couldn't tell her for years just cuz I didn't know how to start and so I just had to answer with yes and I cried and she is so fucking supportive and I still can't believe it. That made up for the week before and everything else bad I've ever gone through. My mom is the best! And now, one year later, I'm actually where I wanted to be: I have an appointment with my new psychiatrist in a month, the best one I could find and she can help me get hormones and even change my name one day! I'm so happy with my life right now, especially since May this year everything starts to get better just bc I got rid of a toxic person, whoa. I wish I would have done that earlier! See ya tomorrow guys~
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Day 12 - hypothermia · I guess... you can get hypothermia... when you're extremely underweighted? idk but that's all I could think of to make it look cold. I should draw more side view cuz hell there is definitely something wrong with the arms. · Also, little story: Today is the 12th of October and that means it's exactly one year since I came out as trans to my mom! I still know I had a bad week before, had to deal with an annoying person and all and I was just tired and happy when I was finally alone again and suddenly one day later my mom asked me a question after a long talk and I just waited for that all the time bc I couldn't tell her for years just cuz I didn't know how to start and so I just had to answer with yes and I cried and she is so fucking supportive and I still can't believe it. That made up for the week before and everything else bad I've ever gone through. My mom is the best! And now, one year later, I'm actually where I wanted to be: I have an appointment with my new psychiatrist in a month, the best one I could find and she can help me get hormones and even change my name one day! I'm so happy with my life right now, especially since May this year everything starts to get better just bc I got rid of a toxic person, whoa. I wish I would have done that earlier! See ya tomorrow guys~ · Please do not hesitate to ask me to use a certain tag! #art  #drawing  #traditionalart  #inktober  #inktober2017  #goretober  #goretober2017  #lineart  #skeleton  #bones  #anorexia  #bulemia  #eatingdisorder  #hypothermia 
Dinnnaaaa is a morning star veggie patty, 1/2 cup of brown rice, and lots of veggies! -
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Today My roommate got us vegan chocolate chip cookies (my fav from across the street) and I ate the whole thing, which was HUGE. I feel so horrible about the rest of my day because I gave in to “Mia’s” wants. The whole time I knew I could resist and just get up and walk away from the bathroom but the thoughts were so strong and loud and I caved. That being said, the rest of my day I have made more of a conscious effort to think positively and not focus on the setback I had. We all have setbacks—that’s pretty much always a part of recovery, but I’m disappointed that I let it happen. (Sorry for the negativity)
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Dinnnaaaa is a morning star veggie patty, 1/2 cup of brown rice, and lots of veggies! - - Today My roommate got us vegan chocolate chip cookies (my fav from across the street) and I ate the whole thing, which was HUGE. I feel so horrible about the rest of my day because I gave in to “Mia’s” wants. The whole time I knew I could resist and just get up and walk away from the bathroom but the thoughts were so strong and loud and I caved. That being said, the rest of my day I have made more of a conscious effort to think positively and not focus on the setback I had. We all have setbacks—that’s pretty much always a part of recovery, but I’m disappointed that I let it happen. (Sorry for the negativity) - - I think the rest of my night will be studying and working out and definitely a long hot shower and some tea to relax with. Hope everyone is well❤️ - - - #eatingdisorderrecovery  #positivethinking  #positivemind  #osfed  #bulemia  #recovery  #setback  #struggleisreal  #strongnotskinny 
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