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I'm glad I have a buddy to keep company when my energy is low. I have been pretty stressed lately because of my #ocd acting up. Stress makes my #hashimotos worse and it just drains me physically, mentally and emotionally. I've spent some time just resting but it does take a toll on my mood. I feel some what bad about not going outside and guilty for not doing more around the house. It is was it is, though. Hopefully in a few days I'll feel better.
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#agoraphobia #ocdrecovery #anxietygirlsclub #anxiety #panicdisorder #autoimmune #thyroidissues #eatingdisorder #chronicillness #chronicpain
I'm glad I have a buddy to keep company when my energy is low. I have been pretty stressed lately because of my #ocd  acting up. Stress makes my #hashimotos  worse and it just drains me physically, mentally and emotionally. I've spent some time just resting but it does take a toll on my mood. I feel some what bad about not going outside and guilty for not doing more around the house. It is was it is, though. Hopefully in a few days I'll feel better. . . . #agoraphobia  #ocdrecovery  #anxietygirlsclub  #anxiety  #panicdisorder  #autoimmune  #thyroidissues  #eatingdisorder  #chronicillness  #chronicpain 
Grape Ape from Breakwater. This strain works really well for some of my pain. It's supposed to be good for pain, insomnia, neuropathy, spasms, and anxiety. #grapeape #breakwater #njmmp #chronicpain #indica #cannabis #medicalmarijuana
Thank You to our fam at @mr.loud415 #MrLoud415 for the #Prop215 🔥they are #Verified on @weedmaps #WeedMaps! So #MarinCounty if your looking for various EXOTIC #strains that most delivery 📦 services don’t carry then hit them up!
#MarinCounty #SanRafael #CorteMadera #MillValley #Novato #Marin #RichmondCA #Petaluma #SantaRosa #NorthBay #SB420 compliant #415 #510 #707 #Medicated #ChronicPain #BackPain #BackPainSucks #Candle #Lit #LoudOnly
Thank You to our fam at @mr.loud415 #MrLoud415  for the #Prop215  🔥they are #Verified  on @weedmaps #WeedMaps ! So #MarinCounty  if your looking for various EXOTIC #strains  that most delivery 📦 services don’t carry then hit them up! #MarinCounty  #SanRafael  #CorteMadera  #MillValley  #Novato  #Marin  #RichmondCA  #Petaluma  #SantaRosa  #NorthBay  #SB420  compliant #415  #510  #707  #Medicated  #ChronicPain  #BackPain  #BackPainSucks  #Candle  #Lit  #LoudOnly 
PAIN & LIFE
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Yesterday was a busy day for me, I had a kids birthday party during the day then I went to the Foo Fighters concert with my dad & fiancé.
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The bad part of my day was having an IBS flare up, fatigue and a an Adeno flare up. It caused anxiety and worry with how I was going to to get through the day. My major flare up happened before and during the concert.
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I feel proud of myself for being able to get through the birthday party and the concert. While realistically, I wish I could be more energetic but I reached my goals of doing what I wanted to for the day.
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There are times when these multiple chronic illness totally defeat me. Though I wasn’t going to allow it all to defeat me from enjoying the Christmas present that my dad got me. .
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You realise that sometimes you have to pick and choose where you put your energy and how you reserve it leading up to important days and or events.
#adenomyosis #mindyourownuterus #uterus #ibs #irritablebowelsyndrome #fatigue #chronicpain #chronicpain #womenhelpingwomen #anxiety #mentalillness #spoonie #endo #endometriosis #supportingwomen #reality #realtalk #warrior #followers
PAIN & LIFE . . Yesterday was a busy day for me, I had a kids birthday party during the day then I went to the Foo Fighters concert with my dad & fiancé. . . The bad part of my day was having an IBS flare up, fatigue and a an Adeno flare up. It caused anxiety and worry with how I was going to to get through the day. My major flare up happened before and during the concert. . . I feel proud of myself for being able to get through the birthday party and the concert. While realistically, I wish I could be more energetic but I reached my goals of doing what I wanted to for the day. . . There are times when these multiple chronic illness totally defeat me. Though I wasn’t going to allow it all to defeat me from enjoying the Christmas present that my dad got me. . . You realise that sometimes you have to pick and choose where you put your energy and how you reserve it leading up to important days and or events. #adenomyosis  #mindyourownuterus  #uterus  #ibs  #irritablebowelsyndrome  #fatigue  #chronicpain  #chronicpain  #womenhelpingwomen  #anxiety  #mentalillness  #spoonie  #endo  #endometriosis  #supportingwomen  #reality  #realtalk  #warrior  #followers 
What have I done !!! 🙈 I've pretty much been eating whatever I want since Halloween & now I'm really suffering for it. Time to get back on my healthy diet & back to the gym 💪🏼 I'm to the point where my body is like I'm done & anything I eat now bothers me. I'm so mad because I know I did this to myself by eating all the junk I did the last few months but now it's time to get my act together.  #lupuswarrior #chronicillness #fighter  #pots #iamstrongenough #spoonie #fight #bringit #authentic #butyoudontlooksick  #staystrong #warrior #diamond #nevergiveup #neverquit  #livelifetothefullest #igotthis  #chronicpain #autoimmunedisorder #sle #lupie #likeaboss  #makeuptherapy #positiveishowilive #badpainday  #positiveenergy #invisibleillness #positivity #wonderwoman  #lupuswithstyle 💜
What have I done !!! 🙈 I've pretty much been eating whatever I want since Halloween & now I'm really suffering for it. Time to get back on my healthy diet & back to the gym 💪🏼 I'm to the point where my body is like I'm done & anything I eat now bothers me. I'm so mad because I know I did this to myself by eating all the junk I did the last few months but now it's time to get my act together. #lupuswarrior  #chronicillness  #fighter  #pots  #iamstrongenough  #spoonie  #fight  #bringit  #authentic  #butyoudontlooksick  #staystrong  #warrior  #diamond  #nevergiveup  #neverquit  #livelifetothefullest  #igotthis  #chronicpain  #autoimmunedisorder  #sle  #lupie  #likeaboss  #makeuptherapy  #positiveishowilive  #badpainday  #positiveenergy  #invisibleillness  #positivity  #wonderwoman  #lupuswithstyle  💜
#repost from rebelthriver 
Our inner journey home to our true self, where peace, freedom, and so much more reside. It's our most important destination traveled to and there are no short cuts. I'm eager and impatient with myself at times. I get frustrated and angry, catching myself being a bully. I bully myself. Ain't that something? The way we can actually speak to ourselves in ways that we never would another; unkindly and so ready to shame and guilt. We aren't perfect, each of us come with our unique baggage we've collected along our journeys thus far, nature and nurture changing up the weight of it making it more challenging for some of us, regardless...we've got some unpacking to do. Thank goodness I have learned to be present enough to catch the self sabotaging moments more often and quiet the bully in me; the Ego, that is more than happy to keep me stuck. Breathing in courage and exhaling fear I find my way back. Back on the path to self. To truth. To peace. It's through self-forgiveness, self-love, and self-acceptance that we find our way home. We most definitely need to make sure to keep ourselves accountable and call ourselves out on our BS etc...but to do so with judgment, anger, contempt...is completely counterintuitive to our growth; it is destructive. The path is not an easy one and there is much to overcome and contend with. It can't be rushed, and we can't get there without softening, surrender and love. Remain awake and seeking, but go easy. Trust your pace. It's all about simplifying, releasing and uncovering. So let's not add to our load, but unburden our hearts, and love the heck out of ourselves through the process. That's the closest we come to a short cut I think :) Much love and light on your journey home 💜Leila 
www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers

#selfawareeness#awakening#selfdiscovery#home#self#thrive#warriorspirit#inspirationalquotes#chronicillness#rebelthriver#encouragement#compassion#wordstoliveby#instadaily#empath#soulwork#freespirit#healing#lightworker#chronicpain#love#hope#mindfulness#survivors#domesticviolence#strength#ptsd#spirituality#peace ⚓️Poster by Ella⚓️
#repost  from rebelthriver Our inner journey home to our true self, where peace, freedom, and so much more reside. It's our most important destination traveled to and there are no short cuts. I'm eager and impatient with myself at times. I get frustrated and angry, catching myself being a bully. I bully myself. Ain't that something? The way we can actually speak to ourselves in ways that we never would another; unkindly and so ready to shame and guilt. We aren't perfect, each of us come with our unique baggage we've collected along our journeys thus far, nature and nurture changing up the weight of it making it more challenging for some of us, regardless...we've got some unpacking to do. Thank goodness I have learned to be present enough to catch the self sabotaging moments more often and quiet the bully in me; the Ego, that is more than happy to keep me stuck. Breathing in courage and exhaling fear I find my way back. Back on the path to self. To truth. To peace. It's through self-forgiveness, self-love, and self-acceptance that we find our way home. We most definitely need to make sure to keep ourselves accountable and call ourselves out on our BS etc...but to do so with judgment, anger, contempt...is completely counterintuitive to our growth; it is destructive. The path is not an easy one and there is much to overcome and contend with. It can't be rushed, and we can't get there without softening, surrender and love. Remain awake and seeking, but go easy. Trust your pace. It's all about simplifying, releasing and uncovering. So let's not add to our load, but unburden our hearts, and love the heck out of ourselves through the process. That's the closest we come to a short cut I think :) Much love and light on your journey home 💜Leila www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers #selfawareeness #awakening #selfdiscovery #home #self #thrive #warriorspirit #inspirationalquotes #chronicillness #rebelthriver #encouragement #compassion #wordstoliveby #instadaily #empath #soulwork #freespirit #healing #lightworker #chronicpain #love #hope #mindfulness #survivors #domesticviolence #strength #ptsd #spirituality #peace  ⚓️Poster by Ella⚓️
Rotisserie chicken, guac, and yellow corn chips for dinner. 🍴I always put in extra cilantro because it's my jam! 🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱.
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#guacamole #rotisseriechicken #greengoodness #eatcolors #eattherainbow  #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #chronicillness #invisibleillness #fibro #fibrolife #fitwithfibro #fitwithfibromyalgia #fibromyalgia
Recovering well, some reveg, bleaching and for tailing but have corrected causes. Will be back in two weeks. Absentee growing sucks. ..
#homegrown #cannibus for #ptsd and #chronicpain in #oregon #pot #420 #marijuana #legalweed #medicalcannabis #anxiety #bipolar #adhd #420forlife #highasfuck #Garden #antipharma #trumpamoron
I #absolutely take my own #medicine twice a day. This is why I don't need any #pharmecuticals for my #fibromyalgia .🙏
This is one way I like to dose it.  I fill an empty #capsule.  It takes longer feel the effects but hits nicely in about 30-45mins. 🍁🍁#fullspectrum #cbd #terps #plantmedicine #chronicpain #anxiety #insomnia
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#letsgethigh #highsociety #weed #trees #ganja #cannabiscommunity #highlife #thc #420girls #girlswhosmokeweed #710 #breakthestigma #weshouldsmoke  #itsalifestyle  #caligrown #dabs  #kush #goterpy
I #absolutely  take my own #medicine  twice a day. This is why I don't need any #pharmecuticals  for my #fibromyalgia  .🙏 This is one way I like to dose it. I fill an empty #capsule . It takes longer feel the effects but hits nicely in about 30-45mins. 🍁🍁#fullspectrum  #cbd  #terps  #plantmedicine  #chronicpain  #anxiety  #insomnia  . #letsgethigh  #highsociety  #weed  #trees  #ganja  #cannabiscommunity  #highlife  #thc  #420girls  #girlswhosmokeweed  #710  #breakthestigma  #weshouldsmoke  #itsalifestyle  #caligrown  #dabs  #kush  #goterpy 
Desk Space / Home Office all setup in my room at my parents! Sorry I haven't been uploading videos the last couple days, it's been crazy hectic but I will upload as soon as I can! Thanks for all your love and support 💜
Desk Space / Home Office all setup in my room at my parents! Sorry I haven't been uploading videos the last couple days, it's been crazy hectic but I will upload as soon as I can! Thanks for all your love and support 💜
Its a high (physical) pain day and we spent the day at the park with the kids and dog and kites. It was really nice, but i was in pain before we started and its just getting worse. But enjoying the night trying to learn how to play mice & mystics. We've had it for a while and have played a couple of times but that was at least a year ago so we have been relearning it all. Its been fun, though! .
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#familygamenight #tabletopgames #miceandmystics #plaidhatgames #familyfun #chronicpain #parentingwithchronicpain
Its a high (physical) pain day and we spent the day at the park with the kids and dog and kites. It was really nice, but i was in pain before we started and its just getting worse. But enjoying the night trying to learn how to play mice & mystics. We've had it for a while and have played a couple of times but that was at least a year ago so we have been relearning it all. Its been fun, though! . . #familygamenight  #tabletopgames  #miceandmystics  #plaidhatgames  #familyfun  #chronicpain  #parentingwithchronicpain 
Fun fact: the harpsichord requires a much lighter touch than the piano, and the keys are slimmer. Possibilities, perhaps? Despite the challenges, I am leaving no stone unturned for enriching my musicianship as physical recovery continues! Early music friends: what recordings do you love the most?
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"One key theme in these stories: Redemption at the Red Sea leads into the wilderness, not out of the wilderness. The wilderness was not punishment, but a place of opportunity, a place to be schooled, a place to grow up in this newly experienced salvation. But, you’d think that the experience of salvation would lead to more idyllic conditions. The goal may well be the promised-land, but that goal lies ahead, not only for Israel in the wilderness, but for all God’s people. Those of us who have experienced the redemption of God are thrust into the willingness to live, work, and have our being. And the wilderness experience, for all of its difficulties, holds the promise of new life and transformation." Fretheim in "Leadership in the Wilderness"
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#nervedamage
#peripheralneuropathy
#musicianshealth
#chronicpain
#allodynia
#spoonie
#rehabilitation
#healing
#restoration
#pathlesstravelled
#fretheim
#wildernessseason
#jellyfishintoamountaingoat 👈 if you get that reference then here is a gold star for you 🌟there's no pebble emoji 😕
Fun fact: the harpsichord requires a much lighter touch than the piano, and the keys are slimmer. Possibilities, perhaps? Despite the challenges, I am leaving no stone unturned for enriching my musicianship as physical recovery continues! Early music friends: what recordings do you love the most? . . . . . . . . "One key theme in these stories: Redemption at the Red Sea leads into the wilderness, not out of the wilderness. The wilderness was not punishment, but a place of opportunity, a place to be schooled, a place to grow up in this newly experienced salvation. But, you’d think that the experience of salvation would lead to more idyllic conditions. The goal may well be the promised-land, but that goal lies ahead, not only for Israel in the wilderness, but for all God’s people. Those of us who have experienced the redemption of God are thrust into the willingness to live, work, and have our being. And the wilderness experience, for all of its difficulties, holds the promise of new life and transformation." Fretheim in "Leadership in the Wilderness" . . . . . . . #nervedamage  #peripheralneuropathy  #musicianshealth  #chronicpain  #allodynia  #spoonie  #rehabilitation  #healing  #restoration  #pathlesstravelled  #fretheim  #wildernessseason  #jellyfishintoamountaingoat  👈 if you get that reference then here is a gold star for you 🌟there's no pebble emoji 😕
new shoes❤
I love sneakers(^^) 年明けにおろしたNIKEのシューズ。
まっさらな気持ちで今年も頑張ろうってことでwhiteにしました。
ジョギングができなくなってシューズを買うことは少なくなりましたが、やっぱりスポーツブランドのスニーカーが好きです。
身体が痛くても、素敵なシューズを履いていると元気になれますよ(o^-^o)

Good shoes take you to a wonderful place.Let's go out with your shoes on.
#シューズ #スポーツブランド
#shoes #sneakers #nike #white
#線維筋痛症 #fibromyalgia #慢性疼痛 #chronicpain 
コメントやDMのお返事ができないこともありますが、ご容赦ください。
new shoes❤ I love sneakers(^^) 年明けにおろしたNIKEのシューズ。 まっさらな気持ちで今年も頑張ろうってことでwhiteにしました。 ジョギングができなくなってシューズを買うことは少なくなりましたが、やっぱりスポーツブランドのスニーカーが好きです。 身体が痛くても、素敵なシューズを履いていると元気になれますよ(o^-^o) Good shoes take you to a wonderful place.Let's go out with your shoes on. #シューズ  #スポーツブランド  #shoes  #sneakers  #nike  #white  #線維筋痛症  #fibromyalgia  #慢性疼痛  #chronicpain  コメントやDMのお返事ができないこともありますが、ご容赦ください。
I #absolutely take my own #medicine twice a day. This is why I don't need any #pharmecuticals for my #fibromyalgia .🙏
This is one way I like to dose it.  I fill an empty #capsule.  It takes longer feel the effects but hits nicely in about 30-45mins. 🍁🍁#fullspectrum #cbd #terps #plantmedicine #chronicpain #anxiety #insomnia
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#letsgethigh #highsociety #weed #trees #ganja #cannabiscommunity #highlife #thc #420girls #girlswhosmokeweed #710 #breakthestigma #weshouldsmoke  #itsalifestyle  #caligrown #dabs  #kush #goterpy
I #absolutely  take my own #medicine  twice a day. This is why I don't need any #pharmecuticals  for my #fibromyalgia  .🙏 This is one way I like to dose it. I fill an empty #capsule . It takes longer feel the effects but hits nicely in about 30-45mins. 🍁🍁#fullspectrum  #cbd  #terps  #plantmedicine  #chronicpain  #anxiety  #insomnia  . #letsgethigh  #highsociety  #weed  #trees  #ganja  #cannabiscommunity  #highlife  #thc  #420girls  #girlswhosmokeweed  #710  #breakthestigma  #weshouldsmoke  #itsalifestyle  #caligrown  #dabs  #kush  #goterpy 
All the best people rallying for intersectional reproductive justice on the steps of the building we’re gonna take over (and one person who’s already gotten there ✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿) #ARJR18
All the best people rallying for intersectional reproductive justice on the steps of the building we’re gonna take over (and one person who’s already gotten there ✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿) #ARJR18 
🍁crunch. Almost passed out like a million times yesterday but I was wearing a super cute outfit soooooo 🍂
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{#anxiety #chronicpain #chronicillness #chronicallyill #dysautonomia #eds #ehlersdanlossyndrome #gastroparesis #ivtherapy #pots #potsie #posturalorthostatictachycardiasyndrome #disabledandcute #babewithamobilityaid #♿️ }
Light and peace drive out the darkness and torment that creep behind me; always breaking in and trying to destroy, but never succeeding for long.
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#peace #light #love #healing #endofabadday #lettinggo #iphonephotography #blackandwhitephoto #candles #chronicillness #chronicpain #fums #mssucks #depression #anxiety #happytokestribe #cannabiscommunity #goodpeoplesmokecannabis
And there you have it. Per usual, mommy begins us to go to bed and we’ve been sleeping on and off for a few hours, and fast asleep for at least 20 minuets now! Meanwhile mommy can not for the life of her remember if she took her nighttime meds and isn’t tired yet because of that. Any good, cute, EDS/easy open pill holder reconditions out there? Mommy only takes them morning and night so that’s important! No in between stuff necessary! Thanks guys! WoofMew!!
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#loveknowsnospecies #servicepup #sdit #rescuecat #fursisters #eds #ehlersdanlos #heds #medproblems #brainfog #pots #potssyndrome #posturalorthostatictachycardiasyndrome #fibromyalgia #fibrochick #chronicallyfabulous #chronicallyfighting #chronicallytired #chronicfatiguesyndrome #chronicpain #chronicinspiration #chronicpainproblems #invisibleillness #dislocations #subluxation #zebrastrong #zebrafamily #spoonie #spoonieprobs #woofmew
And there you have it. Per usual, mommy begins us to go to bed and we’ve been sleeping on and off for a few hours, and fast asleep for at least 20 minuets now! Meanwhile mommy can not for the life of her remember if she took her nighttime meds and isn’t tired yet because of that. Any good, cute, EDS/easy open pill holder reconditions out there? Mommy only takes them morning and night so that’s important! No in between stuff necessary! Thanks guys! WoofMew!! . . . . . #loveknowsnospecies  #servicepup  #sdit  #rescuecat  #fursisters  #eds  #ehlersdanlos  #heds  #medproblems  #brainfog  #pots  #potssyndrome  #posturalorthostatictachycardiasyndrome  #fibromyalgia  #fibrochick  #chronicallyfabulous  #chronicallyfighting  #chronicallytired  #chronicfatiguesyndrome  #chronicpain  #chronicinspiration  #chronicpainproblems  #invisibleillness  #dislocations  #subluxation  #zebrastrong  #zebrafamily  #spoonie  #spoonieprobs  #woofmew 
Keep walking 🚶‍♀️• Sticking to my new diet. ••• Today was a busy day • I got a migraine in the morning but I took some painkillers and felt better • That was it for the day 😳 • Coincidence? Maybe • I am skeptical • Let’s see what happens tomorrow and the day after tomorrow 😊🤞🤞🤞 ••• #chronicpain #chronicillness #migraines #migraineyogi #migraine #headache #headaches #yogamom #yogi #yoga #yogapose #yogapractice #florida #southflorida #southfloridayoga #wellingtonfl #yogaeverydamnday #yogaislife #yogainspiration #yogateacher #practiceandalliscoming #vinyasa #youarewhatyoueat #foodismedicine #foodislife #nomoremeds
Keep walking 🚶‍♀️• Sticking to my new diet. ••• Today was a busy day • I got a migraine in the morning but I took some painkillers and felt better • That was it for the day 😳 • Coincidence? Maybe • I am skeptical • Let’s see what happens tomorrow and the day after tomorrow 😊🤞🤞🤞 ••• #chronicpain  #chronicillness  #migraines  #migraineyogi  #migraine  #headache  #headaches  #yogamom  #yogi  #yoga  #yogapose  #yogapractice  #florida  #southflorida  #southfloridayoga  #wellingtonfl  #yogaeverydamnday  #yogaislife  #yogainspiration  #yogateacher  #practiceandalliscoming  #vinyasa  #youarewhatyoueat  #foodismedicine  #foodislife  #nomoremeds 
Keep being your fantastic self and don’t let anyone/anything make you feel like you aren’t enough! Speak up, live it up, and keep on giving it your all! You are special!

#chronicillnessquotes #chronicallyill #chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #spoonie #spoonieproblems #fibromyalgia #itp #lupus #cancer #ibd #eds #endo #ra #ms #pots #lyme #crohns #pcos #ptsd #anxiety #depression #insomnia  #eccedentesiast #butyoudontlooksick #thyroidproblems #pain #staystrong #thespooniechronicles
Keep being your fantastic self and don’t let anyone/anything make you feel like you aren’t enough! Speak up, live it up, and keep on giving it your all! You are special! #chronicillnessquotes  #chronicallyill  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #chronicfatigue  #spoonie  #spoonieproblems  #fibromyalgia  #itp  #lupus  #cancer  #ibd  #eds  #endo  #ra  #ms  #pots  #lyme  #crohns  #pcos  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #insomnia   #eccedentesiast  #butyoudontlooksick  #thyroidproblems  #pain  #staystrong  #thespooniechronicles 
// I received the sweetest package from @newbietubies this week! It showed up as a complete surprise, since the kindest, most thoughtful friend nominated me for it. This week has been especially overwhelming with everything going on health-wise, and this was the perfect pick-me-up. Thank you both so much! ❤️ //
// I received the sweetest package from @newbietubies this week! It showed up as a complete surprise, since the kindest, most thoughtful friend nominated me for it. This week has been especially overwhelming with everything going on health-wise, and this was the perfect pick-me-up. Thank you both so much! ❤️ //
I believe this to be so true! Trust that if they don't return they were not meant to be and you are better off without than clinging to something that doesn't belong. If they are meant to be in your life they will always find their way back into it. Trust. ❤️Leila  www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers

#trust#meanttobe#trusttheprocess#trusttheuniverse#trustthejourney#trustyourjourney#relationships#soulmate#soulmates#imissyou#thrive#inspirationalquotes#chronicillness#rebelthriver#encouragement#wordstoliveby#instadaily#empath#patience#healing#lightworker#chronicpain#love#dreamer#hope#survivors#domesticviolence#ptsd#spirituality www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers ❤️Poster by Ella❤️
I believe this to be so true! Trust that if they don't return they were not meant to be and you are better off without than clinging to something that doesn't belong. If they are meant to be in your life they will always find their way back into it. Trust. ❤️Leila www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers #trust #meanttobe #trusttheprocess #trusttheuniverse #trustthejourney #trustyourjourney #relationships #soulmate #soulmates #imissyou #thrive #inspirationalquotes #chronicillness #rebelthriver #encouragement #wordstoliveby #instadaily #empath #patience #healing #lightworker #chronicpain #love #dreamer #hope #survivors #domesticviolence #ptsd #spirituality  www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers ❤️Poster by Ella❤️
It feels so good to feel good in your skin. 💜💜
It feels so good to feel good in your skin. 💜💜
It's taken me a long time recognize the fact that I've battled eating disorders for years. Starting in the eleventh grade (2010-11) I dealt with emotional turmoil by starving myself. I went from 160 lbs to 114 in a matter of four months my junior year of high school. Over the years, my weight climbed again. In 2016 I went through a rough break-up and once again stopped eating. 
The first four photos are from the last two years of high school. The next three are from 2016. The last one is me today. Now, I'm actually obese. Since becoming ill and immobile, I gained a significant amount of weight. I'm now the heaviest I've ever been. Having a history of unhealthy eating and dieting has definitely caught up with me, and I'm now trying to navigate HEALTHY weight loss. I don't want to go back to my anorexic ways, but I know I am not at all happy with my body now. I struggle with binging, and need to get my eating under control, since EDS makes it extremely difficult and dangerous for myself to do any heavy sort of exercise. 
Moral of the story: you can have an eating disorder at any weight. It's always a struggle, and it's a mental illness. 
Since accepting the fact that I've suffered both anorexia and binge eating, I look back at photos of myself and wish that I could find myself in a happy middle ground. 
I'm determined to get there. 👍🏻
It's taken me a long time recognize the fact that I've battled eating disorders for years. Starting in the eleventh grade (2010-11) I dealt with emotional turmoil by starving myself. I went from 160 lbs to 114 in a matter of four months my junior year of high school. Over the years, my weight climbed again. In 2016 I went through a rough break-up and once again stopped eating. The first four photos are from the last two years of high school. The next three are from 2016. The last one is me today. Now, I'm actually obese. Since becoming ill and immobile, I gained a significant amount of weight. I'm now the heaviest I've ever been. Having a history of unhealthy eating and dieting has definitely caught up with me, and I'm now trying to navigate HEALTHY weight loss. I don't want to go back to my anorexic ways, but I know I am not at all happy with my body now. I struggle with binging, and need to get my eating under control, since EDS makes it extremely difficult and dangerous for myself to do any heavy sort of exercise. Moral of the story: you can have an eating disorder at any weight. It's always a struggle, and it's a mental illness. Since accepting the fact that I've suffered both anorexia and binge eating, I look back at photos of myself and wish that I could find myself in a happy middle ground. I'm determined to get there. 👍🏻
It's so amazing how you can go from liking someone's photo on the other side of the country/world....never meet, but you become such great friends and support systems for one another. I love that! #mytribe #IGfriends #IGfamily #iseeyou #love #friendship #spoonie #spoonielife #fibrowarrior #fibromyalgia #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #cfs #thestruggle #invisibleillness
Seriously, going on day line 14 of this freaking flare.  I’m just done, it hurts so bad and it’s been so long that on top of my regular sharp, stabbing pain, the area is also tender from hurting so bad for so long.  WTF?!
Seriously, going on day line 14 of this freaking flare. I’m just done, it hurts so bad and it’s been so long that on top of my regular sharp, stabbing pain, the area is also tender from hurting so bad for so long. WTF?!
Some days just hit me like a tonne of bricks!! It's hard to feel strong when I'm exhausted and in pain...its taxing. I get frustrated that my body can't handle what "normal" people can. I am envious of people with loads of energy, that work hard and play hard, and seem to have an endless energy supply.
Not all days are great days, but I will never give up, I have been dealt this but it will not define me.
Some days just hit me like a tonne of bricks!! It's hard to feel strong when I'm exhausted and in pain...its taxing. I get frustrated that my body can't handle what "normal" people can. I am envious of people with loads of energy, that work hard and play hard, and seem to have an endless energy supply. Not all days are great days, but I will never give up, I have been dealt this but it will not define me.
#repost from rebelthriver 
Please know that you are not alone tonight/today. You are surrounded by love here in this space. This tribe truly spans the globe and there is always a hand to hold if you need one. No judgements. Just compassion, empathy, and love. xo Ella & Leila

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#repost  from rebelthriver Please know that you are not alone tonight/today. You are surrounded by love here in this space. This tribe truly spans the globe and there is always a hand to hold if you need one. No judgements. Just compassion, empathy, and love. xo Ella & Leila #handinhand #soulwork #freespirit #healing #lightworker #rika #love #chronicpain #hope #encouragement #takemyhand #staystrong #peace #spirituality #selflove #dontgiveup #domesticviolence #depression #survivors #namaste #rebelthriver #tribe #youareloved #empath #holdon #youarenotalone #struggling #loved #friendship  www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers
Although tattoos can be painful to get,  they are great symbols to show yourself and others  of strength and LOVE.  We fiibro fighters are all lotus flowers struggling to grow as the mud if our pain tries to slow us down, but we still shin and are beautiful. I also needed a reminder to just relax and breathe when times get hard, with my aura color being blue, everything came together in harmony! #fibromyalgia #chronicpain #invisibleillness #spoonies #chronicillness #anxiety #depression #withdrawals #tattoos #aura #awareness
Although tattoos can be painful to get, they are great symbols to show yourself and others of strength and LOVE. We fiibro fighters are all lotus flowers struggling to grow as the mud if our pain tries to slow us down, but we still shin and are beautiful. I also needed a reminder to just relax and breathe when times get hard, with my aura color being blue, everything came together in harmony! #fibromyalgia  #chronicpain  #invisibleillness  #spoonies  #chronicillness  #anxiety  #depression  #withdrawals  #tattoos  #aura  #awareness 
It’s been a while since I’ve posted about my back pain issues. I’ve now been dealing with it for 1.5 years. I’ve been doing a lot of nerve block stuff but the pain continues. BUT... I have been given a diagnosis...sorta. I was referred to a rheumatologist and after a few visits and tests I’ve been told I have the disease: ankylosing spondylitis. I still can’t pronounce it. So I’ve started a 12 week treatment plan where I give myself a shot in the stomach each week. Only the doctor doesn’t know it the disease is causing the pain. So after 12 weeks, if I don’t see any improvement, I’ll probably stop treatment and try another path. #themysterycontinues
It’s been a while since I’ve posted about my back pain issues. I’ve now been dealing with it for 1.5 years. I’ve been doing a lot of nerve block stuff but the pain continues. BUT... I have been given a diagnosis...sorta. I was referred to a rheumatologist and after a few visits and tests I’ve been told I have the disease: ankylosing spondylitis. I still can’t pronounce it. So I’ve started a 12 week treatment plan where I give myself a shot in the stomach each week. Only the doctor doesn’t know it the disease is causing the pain. So after 12 weeks, if I don’t see any improvement, I’ll probably stop treatment and try another path. #themysterycontinues 
#repost from @rebelthriver 
Please know that you are not alone tonight/today. You are surrounded by love here in this space. This tribe truly spans the globe and there is always a hand to hold if you need one. No judgements. Just compassion, empathy, and love. xo Ella & Leila

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#repost  from @rebelthriver Please know that you are not alone tonight/today. You are surrounded by love here in this space. This tribe truly spans the globe and there is always a hand to hold if you need one. No judgements. Just compassion, empathy, and love. xo Ella & Leila #handinhand #soulwork #freespirit #healing #lightworker #rika #love #chronicpain #hope #encouragement #takemyhand #staystrong #peace #spirituality #selflove #dontgiveup #domesticviolence #depression #survivors #namaste #rebelthriver #tribe #youareloved #empath #holdon #youarenotalone #struggling #loved #friendship  www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers
Enjoying one of #lushbathbomb with a lovely book, and some #vegan #monkeybread. #chronicpain #treatyoself #selfcare
**NOTE: Very Personal Story.
As I prepared this quote, I kept thinking about what the “right” questions are. What I know from experience is that the right questions will be very personal & individual to all of us. *
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I discovered this part of my testimony one night after a doctor had just revealed that my husband may not make it through the night. He was having a massive bi-lateral pulmonary embolism & the decision regarding medication would greatly impact the outcome. However, that could go either way. The decision was mine to make in that moment. 
I asked the doctor if I could have a few minutes alone. I then went to a hospital bathroom and knelt down to give a prayer. As the words tumbled out, I knew that the inspiration behind each word was from my Heavenly Father. It was simultaneously a prayer and an answer. I didn’t beg Father not to take the daddy of my six daughters. I didn’t say a lot of things that I would have expected of me. I did pray to know His will and I prayed for the doctor.
I got up from the cold floor and went back to my husband’s ER room. I told the doctor to proceed with what he thought was the best course. He had previously decided to give the medication that we were afraid could possibly cause death within the hour. The doctor asked where I had been. 
I was praying.
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The doctor looked like so much had just filled his mind.
He then turned to me and said “we will wait and watch”.
We stayed up all night waiting and watching with the medication next to the bed to be used at any moment.
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It was not used. Kevin got better, but spent weeks in the hospital.
Many more prayers and blessings occurred. 
I know this, when we pray with real intent, we will be carried through to the answer.
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@finding_daily_joy #findingdailyjoy #finding_daily_joy
#pray #prayer #praywithrealintent 
#prayfortherightquestionstoask
#lineuponline #change #challengeyourthoughts
#focus #focusyourself 
#spoontheory #limitedenergy
#chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicfatigue
#chronicawesomeness #chronicinspiration
**NOTE: Very Personal Story. As I prepared this quote, I kept thinking about what the “right” questions are. What I know from experience is that the right questions will be very personal & individual to all of us. * * * I discovered this part of my testimony one night after a doctor had just revealed that my husband may not make it through the night. He was having a massive bi-lateral pulmonary embolism & the decision regarding medication would greatly impact the outcome. However, that could go either way. The decision was mine to make in that moment. I asked the doctor if I could have a few minutes alone. I then went to a hospital bathroom and knelt down to give a prayer. As the words tumbled out, I knew that the inspiration behind each word was from my Heavenly Father. It was simultaneously a prayer and an answer. I didn’t beg Father not to take the daddy of my six daughters. I didn’t say a lot of things that I would have expected of me. I did pray to know His will and I prayed for the doctor. I got up from the cold floor and went back to my husband’s ER room. I told the doctor to proceed with what he thought was the best course. He had previously decided to give the medication that we were afraid could possibly cause death within the hour. The doctor asked where I had been. I was praying. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 The doctor looked like so much had just filled his mind. He then turned to me and said “we will wait and watch”. We stayed up all night waiting and watching with the medication next to the bed to be used at any moment. 🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊 It was not used. Kevin got better, but spent weeks in the hospital. Many more prayers and blessings occurred. I know this, when we pray with real intent, we will be carried through to the answer. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ @finding_daily_joy #findingdailyjoy  #finding_daily_joy  #pray  #prayer  #praywithrealintent  #prayfortherightquestionstoask  #lineuponline  #change  #challengeyourthoughts  #focus  #focusyourself  #spoontheory  #limitedenergy  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #chronicfatigue  #chronicawesomeness  #chronicinspiration 
Selective lumbar nerve root injections with contrast dye can help diagnose and treat your #backpain and #chronicpain
Selective lumbar nerve root injections with contrast dye can help diagnose and treat your #backpain  and #chronicpain 
Today's carrot harvest! 
Trying very hard to eat a bit better. Feels so good to cook with food I grew. Last year my husband built me tall raised garden beds, so I can garden in my wheelchair. Amazing to get back one of my favorite activities. Can't wait until it's time to plant in the spring! Until then, it's pretty cool to still be harvesting this late in the season. .
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#eds #ehlersdanlos #ehlersdanlossyndrome #edslife #hypermobileeds #edsawareness #hypermobility #edswarrior #zebrastrong #wheelchair #wheelchairlife #disability #disabled #pain #chronicallyill #chronicillness #invisibleillness #dysautonomia #pots #chronicpain #chronicallyfabulous #edssucks #flare #zebra #zebrawarrior #spoonielife #spoonie #harvest #gardening #raredisease
Today's carrot harvest! Trying very hard to eat a bit better. Feels so good to cook with food I grew. Last year my husband built me tall raised garden beds, so I can garden in my wheelchair. Amazing to get back one of my favorite activities. Can't wait until it's time to plant in the spring! Until then, it's pretty cool to still be harvesting this late in the season. . . . . . . . . #eds  #ehlersdanlos  #ehlersdanlossyndrome  #edslife  #hypermobileeds  #edsawareness  #hypermobility  #edswarrior  #zebrastrong  #wheelchair  #wheelchairlife  #disability  #disabled  #pain  #chronicallyill  #chronicillness  #invisibleillness  #dysautonomia  #pots  #chronicpain  #chronicallyfabulous  #edssucks  #flare  #zebra  #zebrawarrior  #spoonielife  #spoonie  #harvest  #gardening  #raredisease 
Drugging the elderly, keeping them so doped up, they truly are like zombies and have zero quality of life. The amount of drugs that they average elderly person takes is 14 to 18 prescriptions! That is not acceptable in my book, especially because most of these deadly prescriptions can be avoided!

My mission in life is to get everyone off the dangerous pharmaceutical medications that the doctors are literally stuffing down their throats! They don’t care, and they have horrific side effects and many have to take other medications to counter act the side effects. Not with CBD oil! CBD oil will drastically change our lives for the better. Do your research and then if you order from me, Please share your testimony. Call toll free 888-507-7117, or click link in my bio to order. OR copy/paste www.cbdwins.com into your browser.  #cbd #fullspectrum #chronicpain #pain #migraines #fibromyalgia #arthritis #rheumatism #autism #insomnia #PTSD #copd #anxiety #bipolar #migraines #mlm #anxiety #depression #lupus #cbdoil #invisibleillness #inflammation #addiction #ra #holistic #terpenes #socialanxiety #celiac #lupus #lymedisease #naturalhealth #supplements #ms
Drugging the elderly, keeping them so doped up, they truly are like zombies and have zero quality of life. The amount of drugs that they average elderly person takes is 14 to 18 prescriptions! That is not acceptable in my book, especially because most of these deadly prescriptions can be avoided! My mission in life is to get everyone off the dangerous pharmaceutical medications that the doctors are literally stuffing down their throats! They don’t care, and they have horrific side effects and many have to take other medications to counter act the side effects. Not with CBD oil! CBD oil will drastically change our lives for the better. Do your research and then if you order from me, Please share your testimony. Call toll free 888-507-7117, or click link in my bio to order. OR copy/paste www.cbdwins.com into your browser. #cbd  #fullspectrum  #chronicpain  #pain  #migraines  #fibromyalgia  #arthritis  #rheumatism  #autism  #insomnia  #PTSD  #copd  #anxiety  #bipolar  #migraines  #mlm  #anxiety  #depression  #lupus  #cbdoil  #invisibleillness  #inflammation  #addiction  #ra  #holistic  #terpenes  #socialanxiety  #celiac  #lupus  #lymedisease  #naturalhealth  #supplements  #ms 
Date night with my man 💋
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Fabulous plant based Indian for dinner, a cuddle puddle with our fur babies 😺🐶😸 and a movie. 💗 .
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#oxandsqueakums2018 #husbandandwife #couple #couplegoals #love #loveofmylife #lovebirds #instalove #happy #motivation #inspiration #photooftheday #lifestyle #life #selflove  #chronicallyill #chronicallyfabulous #chronicpain #eds #ehlersdanlossyndrome #mastcell #gastroparesis #pots #dysautonomia #datenight #relax #besthusbandever #furbabies
Date night with my man 💋 . Fabulous plant based Indian for dinner, a cuddle puddle with our fur babies 😺🐶😸 and a movie. 💗 . . #oxandsqueakums2018  #husbandandwife  #couple  #couplegoals  #love  #loveofmylife  #lovebirds  #instalove  #happy  #motivation  #inspiration  #photooftheday  #lifestyle  #life  #selflove  #chronicallyill  #chronicallyfabulous  #chronicpain  #eds  #ehlersdanlossyndrome  #mastcell  #gastroparesis  #pots  #dysautonomia  #datenight  #relax  #besthusbandever  #furbabies 
My new pill organizer is all set up and looking entirely too pretty 😍 The magnetic tray will keep them all together as a week, but I can also take individual days with me on the go. 💊💚💙 .
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#pillorganizer #pillbox #supplements #vitamins #spoonie #spoonielife #chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicallyfabulous #invisibleillness #fibromyalgia #eds #ehlersdanlossyndrome
I get to marry this guy in less than 3 months!!! #gettingsoexcited
Its a "NO DAY" ive adopted this saying from a fellow spoonie as it sums up a #chronicillness day & its ability to shut everything down...#spoons of energy totally depleted. ..its not through want of trying to be up & about either.
#chronicpain can be so soul stripping on these days...thankfully there are 300 odd days for better experiences. The pain flareups seem to be relentless recently..which is exhaustive in its self....
Bring on the spinal stimulator trail...
Its a "NO DAY" ive adopted this saying from a fellow spoonie as it sums up a #chronicillness  day & its ability to shut everything down...#spoons  of energy totally depleted. ..its not through want of trying to be up & about either. #chronicpain  can be so soul stripping on these days...thankfully there are 300 odd days for better experiences. The pain flareups seem to be relentless recently..which is exhaustive in its self.... Bring on the spinal stimulator trail...
CBD testimonial of the day 💚 "All of these medicines have been replaced in our home with Hempworx 500mg CBD oil😳 💊 Miralax for constipation
💊 Tylenol for headaches/pain
💊 Ibuprofen for headaches/pain
💊 Percoset for headaches/pain
💊Fiorocet for headaches/pain
💊 Ritalin for ADHD 💊 Intuniv for ADHD"

Link in comments  #cbd #cbdoil #naturalalternative #plantmedicine #autoimmunedisease #chronicpain #anxiety #anxietyrelief #constipation #pain #chronicpain #thyroid #ehlersdanlossyndrome #migrainerelief #migraine #headaches #scoliosis #helpyourself
CBD testimonial of the day 💚 "All of these medicines have been replaced in our home with Hempworx 500mg CBD oil😳 💊 Miralax for constipation 💊 Tylenol for headaches/pain 💊 Ibuprofen for headaches/pain 💊 Percoset for headaches/pain 💊Fiorocet for headaches/pain 💊 Ritalin for ADHD 💊 Intuniv for ADHD" Link in comments #cbd  #cbdoil  #naturalalternative  #plantmedicine  #autoimmunedisease  #chronicpain  #anxiety  #anxietyrelief  #constipation  #pain  #chronicpain  #thyroid  #ehlersdanlossyndrome  #migrainerelief  #migraine  #headaches  #scoliosis  #helpyourself 
What I have to keep remembering. Through the hard health conditions and chronic pain I face, through barely being able to get out of bed most days, and feeling like I have little normalcy to my life, I can’t give up. 
We can’t give up. 
Keep staying strong too lovely. 
You’re amazing 💖💖💖
#lymediseaseawareness #lymedisease #chronicpain #migraine #struggle #strength #spoonie
What I have to keep remembering. Through the hard health conditions and chronic pain I face, through barely being able to get out of bed most days, and feeling like I have little normalcy to my life, I can’t give up. We can’t give up. Keep staying strong too lovely. You’re amazing 💖💖💖 #lymediseaseawareness  #lymedisease  #chronicpain  #migraine  #struggle  #strength  #spoonie 
Yes jack, momma is in flare!  Thank you baby boy ❤️#furbaby #therapydog #heishelping #borador #chronicpain
Notre équipe Sophie Gosselin (proprietaire, endermologue, Massothérapeute, maitre Reiki) Annie-Pier Carrier (masso-kinésithérapeute, endermologue), Dorothée Simard (kinesiologue, masso-kinésithérapeute, Orthotherapeute). #formlabstbruno #teamwork #massospecialisé #endermologie #massage #backpain #posture #sports #hockey #soccer #football #UFC #chronicpain #sep #fibromyalgia #lordose #hernia #solutions
Day 51 flower, a beautiful #sativa used for treatment of #anxiety #bipolar #adhd #ptsd and #chronicpain grown in #oregon  totally #organic. #420forlife #highasfuck #Garden #cannabis #antipharma #medicalcannabis #marijuana #hydroponics #420
Trying to explain my headache to hubs "I see light and color and hear sounds"

Him "Umm, yeah, that's normal" "I mean light, color, and sounds that aren't really there!" #chronicfatigue #cfs #chronicpain #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #ibs #interstitialcystitis #pmdd #hormoneimbalance  #invisibleillness #spoonies #spoonie #spoonielife #anxiety #gad #ptsd #generalizedanxietydisorder #depression #existentialism #existentialist #highlysensitiveperson #hsp #highlysensitive #empath #empathetic
Trying to explain my headache to hubs "I see light and color and hear sounds" Him "Umm, yeah, that's normal" "I mean light, color, and sounds that aren't really there!" #chronicfatigue  #cfs  #chronicpain  #chronicillness  #fibromyalgia  #ibs  #interstitialcystitis  #pmdd  #hormoneimbalance  #invisibleillness  #spoonies  #spoonie  #spoonielife  #anxiety  #gad  #ptsd  #generalizedanxietydisorder  #depression  #existentialism  #existentialist  #highlysensitiveperson  #hsp  #highlysensitive  #empath  #empathetic 
There are countless sneaky migraine triggers which make it frustrating and difficult to find relief. Through being aware of the many triggers and keeping a daily journal of activities, diet and emotions, sufferers will be one step closer to getting their migraines under control. It takes a little detective work but can be very empowering! Remember to drink lots of water as dehydration can be a trigger too.
Check out the full article on healtheo360.com under, “Things to do” and “360 blog.”💪🏻🕵🏻🕵🏻‍♀️
There are countless sneaky migraine triggers which make it frustrating and difficult to find relief. Through being aware of the many triggers and keeping a daily journal of activities, diet and emotions, sufferers will be one step closer to getting their migraines under control. It takes a little detective work but can be very empowering! Remember to drink lots of water as dehydration can be a trigger too. Check out the full article on healtheo360.com under, “Things to do” and “360 blog.”💪🏻🕵🏻🕵🏻‍♀️
I love how much my daughter knows about plants , essentials oils and life around her. I do believe we are producing a Badass generation of kids !
I love how much my daughter knows about plants , essentials oils and life around her. I do believe we are producing a Badass generation of kids !
How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? #VoicesOfLife🕴#RheumatoidArthritis♿️ #Awareness🎗#Fibromyalgia💊#Lupus🙋🏻#Cancer #ChronicPain #ChooseJoy #SpeakLife #STL #Age #Humor #Smile
Saturday night fun at Disney!!!
It's freezing cold....57 degrees 😨 but the boys were going stir crazy at home.
Luckily we're passholders and can come back when it's warmer 😁
Saturday night fun at Disney!!! It's freezing cold....57 degrees 😨 but the boys were going stir crazy at home. Luckily we're passholders and can come back when it's warmer 😁
ROUGE 🖤 When you’ve been in pain all day but you have to go out that evening... Red Lipstick will always be on hand to lift the spirits and brighten the day! #redlipstick #girlsbestfriend #rubywoo #chronicpain
Living with #chronicpain is definitely not my favorite .. and sometimes its hard to find the light... even in the most #blissful of places... taking a moment to #Unwind.... #Spa #Meditation #sciatica #backpain #Relax #selfcare #release #hottub #mermaid
Made it to the gym, I've been hurting a lot so it's been tough to find the strength or motivation to go, but dammit I did it!! I even had the gym to myself for about an hour, which is always super nice cause I don't have to hide when it hurts or be self conscious about limping or being pigeon toed which is biggest insecurity. I know I walk goofy and it really shows when I'm working out. Super proud of myself though,  having degenerative disc is not easy to life with in fact it fucking sucks but I'm trying my best to put off the possibility of having to use a wheelchair, i know it will most likely happen at some point but if I can try and delay it. The gym is not easy for me and I can only go on my "good" days but I can be proud of myself for the little things. .
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#fitness #exercise #weightloss #weightlossjourney #disabledadult #disabled #nevergiveup #pain #chronicpain #degenerativediscdisease #ddd #goodday #proud #beautiful #loveyourself #loveyourbody #bodypositive #anytimefitness #chronicpainwarrior #degenerativediscdiseasesucks #backpain #neckpain #pigeontoed #legs
Made it to the gym, I've been hurting a lot so it's been tough to find the strength or motivation to go, but dammit I did it!! I even had the gym to myself for about an hour, which is always super nice cause I don't have to hide when it hurts or be self conscious about limping or being pigeon toed which is biggest insecurity. I know I walk goofy and it really shows when I'm working out. Super proud of myself though, having degenerative disc is not easy to life with in fact it fucking sucks but I'm trying my best to put off the possibility of having to use a wheelchair, i know it will most likely happen at some point but if I can try and delay it. The gym is not easy for me and I can only go on my "good" days but I can be proud of myself for the little things. . . . #fitness  #exercise  #weightloss  #weightlossjourney  #disabledadult  #disabled  #nevergiveup  #pain  #chronicpain  #degenerativediscdisease  #ddd  #goodday  #proud  #beautiful  #loveyourself  #loveyourbody  #bodypositive  #anytimefitness  #chronicpainwarrior  #degenerativediscdiseasesucks  #backpain  #neckpain  #pigeontoed  #legs 
Exhausted. Been up for over 24 hours, drove for like 12ish of those hours, and shit has been suuuuuuper overwhelming. #introvertoverload #introvert #thirtyone #daytwohundredfiftynine

#survival #resilience

#chronicillness #chronicpain 
#diabetes #type2 
#pcos #herniateddisc #fibromyalgia 
#sleepapnea 
#mentalillness #ednos 
#ptsd #ocd #bpd #depression #anxiety

#transgender #nonbinary #fat #disability #disabled #spoonie #iamstillfuckinghere #ittu
Exhausted. Been up for over 24 hours, drove for like 12ish of those hours, and shit has been suuuuuuper overwhelming. #introvertoverload  #introvert  #thirtyone  #daytwohundredfiftynine  #survival  #resilience  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #diabetes  #type2  #pcos  #herniateddisc  #fibromyalgia  #sleepapnea  #mentalillness  #ednos  #ptsd  #ocd  #bpd  #depression  #anxiety  #transgender  #nonbinary  #fat  #disability  #disabled  #spoonie  #iamstillfuckinghere  #ittu 
Really, how are you?
I'll start-- frustrated. I allowed myself to be pulled into a conversation I *knew* would go poorly based on experience. Now I'm amped up and anxious. Brilliant, Amelia.⭐
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Our inner journey home to our true self, where peace, freedom, and so much more reside. It's our most important destination traveled to and there are no short cuts. I'm eager and impatient with myself at times. I get frustrated and angry, catching myself being a bully. I bully myself. Ain't that something? The way we can actually speak to ourselves in ways that we never would another; unkindly and so ready to shame and guilt. We aren't perfect, each of us come with our unique baggage we've collected along our journeys thus far, nature and nurture changing up the weight of it making it more challenging for some of us, regardless...we've got some unpacking to do. Thank goodness I have learned to be present enough to catch the self sabotaging moments more often and quiet the bully in me; the Ego, that is more than happy to keep me stuck. Breathing in courage and exhaling fear I find my way back. Back on the path to self. To truth. To peace. It's through self-forgiveness, self-love, and self-acceptance that we find our way home. We most definitely need to make sure to keep ourselves accountable and call ourselves out on our BS etc...but to do so with judgment, anger, contempt...is completely counterintuitive to our growth; it is destructive. The path is not an easy one and there is much to overcome and contend with. It can't be rushed, and we can't get there without softening, surrender and love. Remain awake and seeking, but go easy. Trust your pace. It's all about simplifying, releasing and uncovering. So let's not add to our load, but unburden our hearts, and love the heck out of ourselves through the process. That's the closest we come to a short cut I think :) Much love and light on your journey home 💜Leila 
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#selfawareeness#awakening#selfdiscovery#home#self#thrive#warriorspirit#inspirationalquotes#chronicillness#rebelthriver#encouragement#compassion#wordstoliveby#instadaily#empath#soulwork#freespirit#healing#lightworker#chronicpain#love#hope#mindfulness#survivors#domesticviolence#strength#ptsd#spirituality#peace ⚓️Poster by Ella⚓️
Our inner journey home to our true self, where peace, freedom, and so much more reside. It's our most important destination traveled to and there are no short cuts. I'm eager and impatient with myself at times. I get frustrated and angry, catching myself being a bully. I bully myself. Ain't that something? The way we can actually speak to ourselves in ways that we never would another; unkindly and so ready to shame and guilt. We aren't perfect, each of us come with our unique baggage we've collected along our journeys thus far, nature and nurture changing up the weight of it making it more challenging for some of us, regardless...we've got some unpacking to do. Thank goodness I have learned to be present enough to catch the self sabotaging moments more often and quiet the bully in me; the Ego, that is more than happy to keep me stuck. Breathing in courage and exhaling fear I find my way back. Back on the path to self. To truth. To peace. It's through self-forgiveness, self-love, and self-acceptance that we find our way home. We most definitely need to make sure to keep ourselves accountable and call ourselves out on our BS etc...but to do so with judgment, anger, contempt...is completely counterintuitive to our growth; it is destructive. The path is not an easy one and there is much to overcome and contend with. It can't be rushed, and we can't get there without softening, surrender and love. Remain awake and seeking, but go easy. Trust your pace. It's all about simplifying, releasing and uncovering. So let's not add to our load, but unburden our hearts, and love the heck out of ourselves through the process. That's the closest we come to a short cut I think :) Much love and light on your journey home 💜Leila www.facebook.com/rebelthrivers #selfawareeness #awakening #selfdiscovery #home #self #thrive #warriorspirit #inspirationalquotes #chronicillness #rebelthriver #encouragement #compassion #wordstoliveby #instadaily #empath #soulwork #freespirit #healing #lightworker #chronicpain #love #hope #mindfulness #survivors #domesticviolence #strength #ptsd #spirituality #peace  ⚓️Poster by Ella⚓️
CBD for chronic pain relief

Researchers think that CBD interacts with receptors in your brain and immune system. Receptors are tiny proteins attached to your cells that receive chemical signals from different stimuli and help your cells respond. This creates anti-inflammatory and painkilling effects that help with pain management. This means that CBD oil may benefit people with chronic pain, such as chronic back pain.

One 2008 review assessed how good CBD works to relieve chronic pain. The review looked at studies conducted between the late 1980s and 2007. Based on these reviews, researchers concluded CBD was effective in overall pain management without adverse side effects. They also noted that CBD was beneficial in treating insomnia related to chronic pain.

The authors of the study also noted that CBD was most helpful in people with multiple sclerosis (MS). Click the link in my bio👉 Hempworx.com/TammieLatham #ms #chronicpain #painful #fellbetter #getyourlifeback
CBD for chronic pain relief Researchers think that CBD interacts with receptors in your brain and immune system. Receptors are tiny proteins attached to your cells that receive chemical signals from different stimuli and help your cells respond. This creates anti-inflammatory and painkilling effects that help with pain management. This means that CBD oil may benefit people with chronic pain, such as chronic back pain. One 2008 review assessed how good CBD works to relieve chronic pain. The review looked at studies conducted between the late 1980s and 2007. Based on these reviews, researchers concluded CBD was effective in overall pain management without adverse side effects. They also noted that CBD was beneficial in treating insomnia related to chronic pain. The authors of the study also noted that CBD was most helpful in people with multiple sclerosis (MS). Click the link in my bio👉 Hempworx.com/TammieLatham #ms  #chronicpain  #painful  #fellbetter  #getyourlifeback