Sitting at the airport and reflecting at the events of last 2 weeks. My heart says: I can't stop, I should not fly back, I should stay and race, f*ck the health, f*ck the money, universe will sort it all out for me, it is not the guided tour, suck it up cupcake and do it, you have already lost one week. Brain says: go home, fix yourself, spend time with the family you have missed so much, get everything squared and restart.... and here I am fighting with myself, I see that open door of an A380 and Lufthansa crew welcoming me on board but why do I want to turn around and run away.... #100ironmans#100charities#lt100#confused#dontwanttofly#needanswers
My heart opened up for you to pour your secrets in. "You're just like every other guy" she
expressed in a fit of rage.
I didn't respond, sat there as my mind took flight through a vacuous space of thoughts with nothing but confused emotions. The soul lost its peace, How will I respond? I don't. But hold up, don't give me that glare you're not exclusive but rather you're arrogant. I'll be gazing at a burning star, wait...thats me, I've let the heat take over my tranquil soul and now all it leaves behind are ashes of a broken lustrous star. I've reached the edge of the galaxy and I've been tipped over. Laugh if you want, just know you've won. I pray you live a prosperous & happy life ✌