Mi capita spesso di vedere sempre prima il male che c'è nelle persone e di conseguenza non mi fido, lascio un grande vuoto, sono anaffettiva con chiunque, non mostro interesse a meno che non lo voglia io stessa e spesso mi porta a chiudermi in me stessa e in quelle poche persone che sopportano i miei drammi e i miei crolli, le mie emozione mandate a puttane da poche parole dette con un'innocenza e con una dolcezza che mi mandano in tilt e divento del tutto scema.
// siete anaffettivi ? Io troppo
I am asking for prayers for my daughter Brionna. Just found out she has been contemplating suicide. She made a video of 13 ways in how to kill yourself. From what her stepdad tells me she said in the video that she has been thinking about this for a long time and even has reminder alarms set in her phone with notes that say she is supposed to live. Man I don’t know how to handle this except with prayer. She was gonna try to end her life the other night but she could not do it she said. She is a straight A student and is as smart as ever. She went to school today and told some of her friends and they spoke up thank GOD, and now they have my daughter on an involuntary psychiatric hold. As the years flow from my eyes as I type this I wonder what have I done wrong to have my daughter think this way? I love you Brionna and I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. #confused