Ask me how I feel... and I have no clue how to explain... pass me pen and paper... and I get lost in all these feelings and emotions I couldn't explain in words.... i just wish you could hear the words I write... in the way I'd say them... 😢 #confusionisreal
This is what happens when you go to bed at 6pm and wake up at 9:15pm. You think no one woke you for breakfast plans. You do notice your stepdad is still sleeping but you think "yeah, I thought we were going to meet him for breakfast?" and you don't notice that mom and sister aren't home. You think it is morning. But you don't think it's strange that it's dark still.... Cora and I got paint and came home to Marcus fully styled and ready to go and confused as all heck that no one was awake and heading to breakfast! He thought we forgot him and Oun! I read this text just as we pulled into the garage. Too funny!!! #confusionisreal#dazedandconfused#myoldest
Jefferson had also warned us to "make a friendly impression" on the Sioux, because apparently they have lots of power... we all smoked the pipe together which I think represents friendship and allies, but I'm kind of in shock after what Lewis did... and they still gave us a bit of mercy.... #why#confusionisreal
Sometimes you must inhale then exhale💨
That moment you were someone's fantasy until you became reality. Then you express feelings and before you notice they treat you different and wonder , "are they mad at me". Nope you gave up your goods so easily the challenge is now over. You become basic like the rest. Next time don't be so quick to uncover. But I like him... No he was fun. Omg I swear I must be insane to be right back here taking these test. I look and feel so dumb😒Dry your eyes their is nothing new under the sun . God sees your heart and knows your pain. You've lost feelings but have much gain. Why does sex make you feel this way? No more acknowledgments when they get it they slowly fade away. That's because sex was designed for that special one not just anyone . Thank God in between my legs I'm blessed because some have had it one time and results have been a positive hiv test.
Ladies, we must stick together in this world of sin its a lot of basic boys and not enough men. So my advice I speak to you I remind me, start loving U more to hell with society. Be your first of everything stop seeking approval from man. Stop sexing these dudes like they are deserving . But most importantly stop entertaining the thoughts because if the cycle continues then you find out u never really grow you soon realize you become a joke or in their eyes a "Thot". Sex wont make a dude stay it will only cause confusion . Shit is all a game. So be cautious where you lay. And know if you play be ready to play like a Queen. I forgive You Jenai yet once again. It's not your fault u use sex in hopes to win. It's what you have been conditioned to believe now move on head high and begin to recondition your thoughts so you can do things differently.