It hurts. That's all you can feel anymore.
You want to be with him but you know you are never going to get that, not really.
He's great. He's absolutely everything you're attracted to and you can't get enough of him.
But you know he loves someone else, even though he'll never admit it.
The thing is, you'd be ok with it just being physical...you've done that before and had zero issues. It is a different frame of mind; a different arrangement.
But he had to make it confusing... He wants to "get to know you." What the he'll does that mean? How can he want to get to know you when he's invested in someone else?
Your mind spins trying to figure it out and it just makes you feel crazy. Him saying that makes you look at him differently and look at the situation differently-it makes you feel shit you shouldn't. Why the fuck would he say that and make it confusing?
So now you're stuck. He made it confusing and as a result you feel like you're in love, but you can't be so it just hurts.
The more time you spend with him, the more you feel towards him. He even said "that's why I love you" but you chose not to take it seriously. It's just a phrase right?
Not easy to love and harder to hold
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Party in the pines was all fun and games until we decided to shot gun 4 strawberitas and then proceed to use strawberitas as a mixer, ending up losing ray bans, barry the shark cup, id, and money. Then passing out and missing 3 sets. Bring on stagecoach with this rascal and see what palm springs brings 😂
A few days ago when I asked y'all if you wanted to see an engagement session sneak peak or a photo from a family session, quite a few of you answered family! So here is a gorgeous mama + her adorable little guy. Happy Monday!💛