As we gear up for our recreational musical theatre class to begin rehearsals for their Broadway Revue show we thought it would be appropriate for our #throwbackthursday post to be of our last revue show! We had so much fun with Broadway Through The Ages, can’t wait to start rehearsals with our new cast on Saturdays!
Instructors: @jenny_and_rosiecat and @sabrina.bordonaro are excitedly getting ready and planning 🎼🎶
Thursday, January 18th, 2018
I hate today.
I hate that I woke up with a feeling of dread and anxiety.
I hate that I can not put my finger on the source of this shit feeling.
I hate the daily pain that comes with waking.
I hate that I fear going to sleep, because that means I will wake in yet another morning of discomfort.
I hate knowing that discomfort is what builds strength.
I hate that each day passes faster than I can do the things planned for each day.
I hate that my relationship with time is an anxious one of procrastination because I have plenty of time…and anxiety because I have run out of time.
I hate that I have not been able to provide the life that I want for my daughters.
I hate that I am agitated, but not angry.
I hate that I can not be angry.
I hate that I feel alone.
I hate that I avoid others because I prefer to be alone.
I hate that she left us.
I hate that I feel she provided me a gift by leaving.
I hate that I do not know what that gift is.
I hate that I still love her.
I hate that I do not want her in my life.
I hate that she had to leave for me to wake up.
I hate that I work very hard to heal from it all and that I still feel the gaping wound in my heart.
I hate that I feel helpless in the pain of those that I love.
I hate that I feel trapped.
I hate that the inner critic convinces me of bullshit stories of who and what I am.
I hate that I believe the inner critic so often.
I hate feeling like I am not enough.
I hate feeling like I have no control.
I hate feeling like I have to, “have control”. I hate that fear holds me back from the life I know is there for me.
I hate that I have fear.
I hate that I do not know exactly what I fear.
I hate that I hate… “I love knowing, at some point today, after one of those breaths, that being hateful will turn back to being grateful.” “Hateful to grateful. Thats the shift you’re looking for. Every damn day” ~ @traverboehm
My dear friend Traver, I believe these words the you have etched into the universe. For this and for you I am eternally grateful and will lie my head down this night with gratitude in my heart and mind.
Thank you my dear friend and brother.
Don't mind me standing in the midst of my sanctuary in my bad mon pose🤣🤣.
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