“Shadow work is the path of the heart warrior... One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness concious.” Dive deep. Love and accept what you find. Bring it back up as a transformation of your most precious gifts of gold. You are already richer than you could have every dreamt.
The brighter the light, the darker the shadow. 🌑
I shed a tear, I feel quite numb another loss, thoughts of a dearly beloved one. They say "time heals", give it a while remember all the happy times and smiles and for a while it's true, I smile and laugh enjoy my life, forget about the past but reality shows it's ugly face, brings back all the pain you've really only blocked it out, nothing much been gained. You surround yourself with photo's, and little treasured items in an attempt to keep them close, raw withheld emotions but still they seem so far away amd nothing really brings them back.. Feeling so alone I pray to let me off this one way track. I would prefer to join them, than to go through all this again and it makes you wonder who'll be next? These feelings make you cold and drained. Though you hope that they are well and not one person can really tell but what brings a little piece of mind is all the others they've left behind. Remember that we're all the same amd all our lives have changed even though in different ways.. But we've got one common bond each one of us has loved and lost and this special person left, and gone. For some that might be it over and complete but not for me, oh no this still goes on, this sorry show the memories still live on "it gets easier" . . . . but they're wrong all it takes is just one thought for these feelings to surface, still so fraught. Some say they understand been there, seen it, all first hand but how could they possibly feel what I do? for they never even knew you because you were one in a million, one of those shining stars and that's why I feel so troubled with deep and wounded scars. Each time I lose a loved one a part of me dies too. They each take a piece of my heart and when that time comes for us to part, I wonder if that's when my time will come when there's nothing left to take with the fading of the sun, no reason to stay awake. I really Miss You. Hope you are fine up there.
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