I feel like shit crying over my ex, who I broke up with months ago. I love to think that I hate him when its actually the complete opposite. I fucking hate love.
But, on the bright side, I'm traveling tomorrow to Tennessee to visit my dad for a week and I'm pretty excited. Hopefully that'll get my mind off of that douche.
Personal: @vince.e_ DM me whenever 💕
This came to me at like 3:30am.
Being trans doesn't mean you prefer the gender role assigned to your gender identity, it means that you feel gross in your body and with the hormones and reactions of people toward your birth gender. This may be jumbled an make no sense but to me it makes perfect sense and it almost kinda sickens me when people use my identity as a trend and don't feel any dysphoria or hatred toward your genitals. I'm never going to verbally attack anyone bc they don't feel dysphoria, but I'm telling you now to rethink what you identify as. Commiting yourself to being the opposite gender/none/ both is a big deal. This isn't some little game. This is my life. I cry, I have panic attacks, and I worry what people will think every day. I think about coming out to everyone each day and I get too scared. There are people who recklessly tell everyone and I'm jealous. I just wish more people took me seriously bc I wouldn't talk about this and spread awareness constantly if I didn't mean it.