I love you, and that I am sorry for, sorry that this hasn't gone as easy as you had hoped, but thankyou for everything you've ever done for me and thankyou for caring for me as much as you did, I'm sorry that I am sad, but your happiness is much more valuable than mine, and I would do anything to make you happy, because you made me happier than I have ever been, and made me feel so loved and wanted unlike I ever had before. I will miss you, and I hope one day things can go back, but if you're happier else where then I can't say anything but I hope you're happier now than you were😔❤️ #friend#car#throwback#history#breakup#sad#depressed#love#missyou#likeforlike#like4follow#like4likes#likes4like#like4like
80% sure i'll delete this later lol.
its almost 4 am and im tired as fuck but i wont allow myself to sleep. i keep replaying the day my brother died. the call. the long, awful, and silent drive to his house. the body bag. actually seeing him on a table a week later. i usually just try to pretend it never happened but when i allow myself to think about it, i freak and have a panic attack. lmao i hate myself.
Don't date someone that you don't intend to be with forever
Nowadays when people date they don't really love, all they want is sex, it's rare nowadays that you actually find someone who actually loves you, it's sad, or you'll see a girl going after the wrong guy, love is all kinds of messed up nowadays, don't date someone just cause you think they are cute, or cause they are good looking, if that's the first thing you look at that I have news for you, you are really stupid, you can see a beautiful women and be like yea she's cute, she looks nice ETC, but let's say when you get to know her she's mean to you, she treats you like crap, would you date her? I doubt it, unless all you are after is sex, I'm not saying wanting to have sex with your partner is bad, it's called a urge for a reason, but sex should be the last thing on your mind, if you ever find someone that you love and he/she treats you right, don't let them go, do everything you can to stay with them, even if your love for them gets weak, don't give up, you can't just say you love someone and date them, you have yo show it, forgive them when they do something wrong, be there for them when they need it...and yes its hard..ive been there so I know just how hard it is, even now it's hard for me, love is never gonna be an easy thing, but it is worth it, if you just go after every person that you think is nice then you'll just end up broken hearted, and if you are in a relationship and you don't try, you are gonna end up broken, even if you are trying, keep trying more, that's where a lot of people fail, that's where I failed, cause if you don't show that you care, eventually your partner won't care, love is not something to play around with, a broken heart is hard to deal with and can lead to bad things, it can make someone cold hearted, it can make someone want to kill themself, so really think about it before you decide to make your move, don't be stupid like I was
Gnocchi-Gemüse-Pfanne 👆 Heute hatte ich vorerst meine letzte Reitstunde und morgen zieht meine Reitbeteiligung um. Aber mich haben viele gefragt, ob ich deren Reitbeteiligung werden will, was mich total freut. Aber kann ihn nicht ersetzen und ich werde ihn sehr vermissen, hatte ihn immerhin 5 Jahre. Mir geht es nicht so gut, aber die Reitstunde hat mega Spaß gemacht, das einzige seit langem, was mal wieder Spaß gemacht hat. Heute hat mein Vater Birthday und heute Abend kommen Gäste... Hab keine Lust 🙄 Schönen Tag euch! ❤️
Ich habe es gestern mal wieder nicht in die Schule geschafft. Und heute ist Schulfrei wegen Abi. Ich lag gestern den ganzen Tag im Bett habe nichts gegessen und getrunken. Heute möchte ich zu mein Vater in die Arbeit, mal gucken ob das klappt. Mir ist das alles zu kompliziert. Ich möchte mein altes Leben zurück hab aber nicht die Kraft. Und damit ich überhaupt was spüre ritze ich mich
Der Druck ist wieder so groß. Nicht noch mehr Narben dürfen entstehen. Aber du hast es doch verdient. Niemand anderes außer du. Du bist ein schlechter Mensch, warum solltest du glücklich sein dürfen? Du hast nix erreicht. 7 Jahre und du bist vielleicht 2 Schritte in die richtige Richtung gegangen. Also bestraf dich dafür das du so bist. #depression#svv#tw#depressed#cut#trytostayalive