So, the crazy lady left me alone for a very long time today! Mocca was here as well, but she is in her own world so it doesn’t really count. The only reason why I can overlook the fact that I was being neglected is that one of my favorite human puppies had to go to a doctor kind of far away. I’m glad he is back playing with me... I’m currently ignoring the crazy lady. Sincerely, Noelle aka The Diva Dog #ohnoelle#homealone#didyoumissme#lovemyhumanbrother
After a weekend "off" I've realized a lot of things.
I wasn't taking time for me.
I would say yes to everyone. Yes is a good thing but not when you are overlapping appointments and making yourself crazy trying to do EVERYTHING.
It's ok to say no.
I wasn't taking enough time for my family.
I would stay up late to try and finish posts, trainings, videos, contests, and think up prizes when I was working to basically pay others.
I love what I do but I am doing a little clean up.
I am worth more.
I was worrying to much about everyone else and what they should be doing.
I can't make someone put their health before alcohol, tattoos and fast food.
They have to want it.
It hurts me to see, but I've accepted that some would rather be self destructive.
And I release it.
I want to help others as much as I can. But I let myself get taken advantage of way too much. It starts off as me wanting to help, keep helping, then it turns into something that is expected.
Whenever I give, I never expect anything in return. But I need to protect myself a little more.
Unfortunalty the people I rely on, I shouldn't have.
I will not be used.
I need me time.
Shut down, kid free, hubby free, creative time just for me.
I miss painting, drawing, making rustic junk into beautiful things. Something that I can do mindlessly. Not worry about my hour being up and having to put it away.
A day to myself.
Help those who appreciate me.
January= massive changes are coming.