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Day 9 I have had barely any energy or drive this evening. I've done nothing. And I guess it doesn't feel good. The days nearly all out and I realised I haven't uploaded today and I can't keep slacking . Here's a throwback. For some reason when my disorder and depression really do play up. I find color co-ordination helps me a bit I don't know how I don't know why I'm just odd. This happens everytime round I always get obsessed by astetically pleasing things and cool tones. 😴 👾👽👾👽
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#OneInstaAday #routine #regime #Lucozade #energy #lethargy #Vitamins #wellbeing #selfcare #progress #disorder #pretty #colourful #pink #Blue #purple #cooltone #flatlay #aesthetics #favourites #pinklemonade @lucozadeenergy @loveimperialleather
Day 9 I have had barely any energy or drive this evening. I've done nothing. And I guess it doesn't feel good. The days nearly all out and I realised I haven't uploaded today and I can't keep slacking . Here's a throwback. For some reason when my disorder and depression really do play up. I find color co-ordination helps me a bit I don't know how I don't know why I'm just odd. This happens everytime round I always get obsessed by astetically pleasing things and cool tones. 😴 👾👽👾👽 . . . . . . #OneInstaAday  #routine  #regime  #Lucozade  #energy  #lethargy  #Vitamins  #wellbeing  #selfcare  #progress  #disorder  #pretty  #colourful  #pink  #Blue  #purple  #cooltone  #flatlay  #aesthetics  #favourites  #pinklemonade  @lucozadeenergy @loveimperialleather
Sometimes we all need a little chaos. 🎥 @tonytombstone full video at HomiePaulTV on YT ✅#Chaos #Rich #Remix #rap #hip #hop #freestyle #music #video #2017 #hype #story #about #disorder #LA #losangeles #City #of #angels #new #wave #universal #chaotic #music #video #edit #editing #streets #illustration #talent #agency
🎃💜🎃 @emonast #purplepumpkinproject
I do what I want, I’m the fuckin’ bank.
I do what I want, I’m the fuckin’ bank.
i am only proof of this, as I go to publik sckool. dont take offense ;) - mitzi
i am only proof of this, as I go to publik sckool. dont take offense ;) - mitzi
love your 💜🎃 @edensartgallery #purplepumpkinproject
Loving the 🎃🎃🎃 from @pheffrin #purplepumpkinproject
В коробке под замком❇
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Более чем часто мы выбираем хранить негатив в себе,  накапливая этот гнев и эту боль,  и страх,  и горечь.  И мы можем только надеяться,  что стена, нами выстроенная, выдержит. Мы говорим себе: "Я не достойна заботы о себе. Мои проблемы - ничто в сравнении с трагедия трагедиями других людей,  как я могу на что-то жаловаться? Мне не нужна помощь". Слова меняются,  суть остаётся: мы собою пренебрегаем. И сгораем внутри. Горим,  тонем,  задыхаемся,  отрубаем себе руки и вырезаем сердце. Мы сами себя убиваем.
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Поэтому так важно слушать себя,  СЛЫШАТЬ всё подсознательные жалобы и видеть тревожные огни издалека. И помогать себе,  а не заставлять молчать. И делать то,  что делают люди в опасных ситуациях : звать на помощь. И помогать, если услышали отчаянный крик. .
Я могла бы долго ещё писать о том,  как важно следить за своим психическим здоровьем и замечать что что-то неладно с кем-то ещё,  но интернет полон таких предупреждений,  полон историй,  которые закончились плачевно. И все же я остановлюсь.  И пожелания: хорошо себя чувствовать и крепко спать✨
Доброй ночи, дети осеннего настроения 🍁
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#art #illustration #watercolor #aquarelle #new #brush #artwork #artist #fall #autumn #disorder #depression #anxiety #inktober #inktober2017 #pain #ink #inking #lady
В коробке под замком❇ . . Более чем часто мы выбираем хранить негатив в себе, накапливая этот гнев и эту боль, и страх, и горечь. И мы можем только надеяться, что стена, нами выстроенная, выдержит. Мы говорим себе: "Я не достойна заботы о себе. Мои проблемы - ничто в сравнении с трагедия трагедиями других людей, как я могу на что-то жаловаться? Мне не нужна помощь". Слова меняются, суть остаётся: мы собою пренебрегаем. И сгораем внутри. Горим, тонем, задыхаемся, отрубаем себе руки и вырезаем сердце. Мы сами себя убиваем. . Поэтому так важно слушать себя, СЛЫШАТЬ всё подсознательные жалобы и видеть тревожные огни издалека. И помогать себе, а не заставлять молчать. И делать то, что делают люди в опасных ситуациях : звать на помощь. И помогать, если услышали отчаянный крик. . Я могла бы долго ещё писать о том, как важно следить за своим психическим здоровьем и замечать что что-то неладно с кем-то ещё, но интернет полон таких предупреждений, полон историй, которые закончились плачевно. И все же я остановлюсь. И пожелания: хорошо себя чувствовать и крепко спать✨ Доброй ночи, дети осеннего настроения 🍁 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #art  #illustration  #watercolor  #aquarelle  #new  #brush  #artwork  #artist  #fall  #autumn  #disorder  #depression  #anxiety  #inktober  #inktober2017  #pain  #ink  #inking  #lady 
Heii Guys🔥
Mein #Recoverysnack von heute😍💪🏻
HARIBO- Tropifrutti🍍
Bin voll stolz auf mich🙈✨
Wie gehts euch?❤️
Mee - ganz o.k. 🙂
Was habt ihr heute so gemacht?🙈
Mee Schule, Hausi, Youtube 😂🙈
Ich wünsche euch einen schönen 
Freitagabend 😍😋
Und natürlich ein wunderbares 
Wochenende 😘🙌🏼🌅
#recovery #recover #recoverywin #fight #against #ana #anorexia #anorexie #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosia #anorexianervousa #eating #eat #disorder #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosarecovery #bulimie #bulimia #depressed #depression #body #bodypositive #positive #schönklinikroseneck #now #at #home #love #yourself
Heii Guys🔥 Mein #Recoverysnack  von heute😍💪🏻 HARIBO- Tropifrutti🍍 Bin voll stolz auf mich🙈✨ Wie gehts euch?❤️ Mee - ganz o.k. 🙂 Was habt ihr heute so gemacht?🙈 Mee Schule, Hausi, Youtube 😂🙈 Ich wünsche euch einen schönen Freitagabend 😍😋 Und natürlich ein wunderbares Wochenende 😘🙌🏼🌅 #recovery  #recover  #recoverywin  #fight  #against  #ana  #anorexia  #anorexie  #anorexianervosa  #anorexianervosia  #anorexianervousa  #eating  #eat  #disorder  #eatingdisorder  #anorexianervosarecovery  #bulimie  #bulimia  #depressed  #depression  #body  #bodypositive  #positive  #schönklinikroseneck  #now  #at  #home  #love  #yourself 
Qui su lisci sentier di roccia
Ti corro incontro danzando,
Danzando come tu zufoli e canti:
Tu che senza navi e remi
Come il german di libertà più libero
Saltando vai sopra selvaggi mari.

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#Nature #Silence #Disorder #Me #Creation #femaledancer #ContemporaryDance #AmoCreare @contemporarydance #Monique #Rome #Nietzsche @monicagenna @worldwideballet @worldwidedance @roma @female_dancers_ #MoniqueBallet #NatureSecondaParte
The End
The End
UNSUPERVISED LUNCH!!!!! I met all my requirements!!! It was really hard and ana was pretty loud, but I managed. I had a slice of banana bread with 1 tbs peanut butter, 2 tsp JAM, an Asian pear and carrot sticks!!
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I'm really proud of myself for not skipping or cutting any food 😊
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #notoanorexia #feedtofuel #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #feed #fooddiary #disorder #foodfears #recoverywin #balancednotclean #edfamily #edcommunity #edwarrior #edrecovery
UNSUPERVISED LUNCH!!!!! I met all my requirements!!! It was really hard and ana was pretty loud, but I managed. I had a slice of banana bread with 1 tbs peanut butter, 2 tsp JAM, an Asian pear and carrot sticks!! ○ ○ ○ I'm really proud of myself for not skipping or cutting any food 😊 ○ ○ ○ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #notoanorexia  #feedtofuel  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #feed  #fooddiary  #disorder  #foodfears  #recoverywin  #balancednotclean  #edfamily  #edcommunity  #edwarrior  #edrecovery 
Some essential shit i found in my favourite record shop in Rome , Radiation records in Via Casilina 44 . Every time i see that Sea of historical punk hardcore releases my mind totally goes out .
#disorder #crass #christbootleg #misery #indigesti #sidebyside #punk #hardcore #punkhardcore #crust #roots #cd #radiationrecords #rome #nowlistening
Our #perception & #interpretation of the world determine our #behaviors. All of that is rooted in our #neuralfunction. That is laid down via #chemistry by our #experiences. So #anxiety, #depression, #ocd, and any other #disorder that results in #unhealthybehavior, #struggles, or #toxicity cannot be #repaired overnight. It is not as simple as "don't act that way" or "that's not right, stop doing that." Behaviors cannot be altered unless the root cause of them is addressed. When this happens, an entirely new person emerges because everything.. behaviors, #personality, #opinions, etc. is #interconnected & a direct outcome of #cognitive perception & interpretation. When you change that, you change everything! So, one's behavior is NOT a #choice. It is an outcome of a deeper process that is not easily changed. Seek the root! Seek the source! #yougotthis #patience #timeandpatience #hardwork #dedication #strength #mentalhealthawareness #acceptance #recovery 
#repost @mentalhealthdaily
Our #perception  & #interpretation  of the world determine our #behaviors . All of that is rooted in our #neuralfunction . That is laid down via #chemistry  by our #experiences . So #anxiety , #depression , #ocd , and any other #disorder  that results in #unhealthybehavior , #struggles , or #toxicity  cannot be #repaired  overnight. It is not as simple as "don't act that way" or "that's not right, stop doing that." Behaviors cannot be altered unless the root cause of them is addressed. When this happens, an entirely new person emerges because everything.. behaviors, #personality , #opinions , etc. is #interconnected  & a direct outcome of #cognitive  perception & interpretation. When you change that, you change everything! So, one's behavior is NOT a #choice . It is an outcome of a deeper process that is not easily changed. Seek the root! Seek the source! #yougotthis  #patience  #timeandpatience  #hardwork  #dedication  #strength  #mentalhealthawareness  #acceptance  #recovery  #repost  @mentalhealthdaily
Yesterday I forgot to post but I had a good day.
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Today my bf and me had a great brunch. Yummy.
My wig arrived, I love it.
It made me feel really beautiful today.
I did some musical.lys.
Maybe I'm deleting this video later but rn I like it.
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Tbh I don't have much to say today, the day was just pretty ok and I'm happy.
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#me #musically #beautiful #love #201017 #bpd #aboutme #personal #recover #happydiary #depression #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #eatingdisorder #happy #try #diary #struggle #help #love #life #disorder #outpatient #fighter #svv #recoveryishard #perfect #lacefrontwig
Yesterday I forgot to post but I had a good day. ---------- Today my bf and me had a great brunch. Yummy. My wig arrived, I love it. It made me feel really beautiful today. I did some musical.lys. Maybe I'm deleting this video later but rn I like it. ---------- Tbh I don't have much to say today, the day was just pretty ok and I'm happy. ---------- #me  #musically  #beautiful  #love  #201017  #bpd  #aboutme  #personal  #recover  #happydiary  #depression  #suicidal  #suicidalthoughts  #eatingdisorder  #happy  #try  #diary  #struggle  #help  #love  #life  #disorder  #outpatient  #fighter  #svv  #recoveryishard  #perfect  #lacefrontwig 
now playing.
DISORDER / Perdition EP 8Tracks
1982/UK. Bristol
#DISORDER
#Perditionep
#8tracks
#disorderrecords
#nowplaying
Nhẹ nhàng!
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#special #gilf #to #love #for #me #happy #womenday #thankyou #someone #special #u #make #mylife #disorder
#tea tonight was 2 quorn sausage with some rice and veg

#dessert was a low fat peach yogurt and some pair 
My nanna noticed that there wasnt loads of veg for me so she added more and i agreed. Still feel awful about how things have gone the past few days.. #ed #eatingdisorder #disorderedeating #disorder #anorexic #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #fooddiary #caloriecounting #stomachache #fatfeeling #mentalhealth #mentalhealthaware #mental #health #penninecare #ceds #nhs #mentalhealthsystem #dietitian #dietitians #physicalmentalhealth #restoration #weightrestore
#tea  tonight was 2 quorn sausage with some rice and veg #dessert  was a low fat peach yogurt and some pair My nanna noticed that there wasnt loads of veg for me so she added more and i agreed. Still feel awful about how things have gone the past few days.. #ed  #eatingdisorder  #disorderedeating  #disorder  #anorexic  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ana  #fooddiary  #caloriecounting  #stomachache  #fatfeeling  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthaware  #mental  #health  #penninecare  #ceds  #nhs  #mentalhealthsystem  #dietitian  #dietitians  #physicalmentalhealth  #restoration  #weightrestore 
Last call #volontari #TEDxBari2017
Iscrizioni aperte fino al 23 ottobre su www.tedxbari.it per entrare a far parte del team dell'evento. #TEDxTalk #ideasworthspreading #disorder
Reminder from @epilepsyfoundationneny !Have you painted your purple pumpkin for the #purplepumpkinproject yet??
Reminder from @epilepsyfoundationneny !Have you painted your purple pumpkin for the #purplepumpkinproject  yet??
Hypo and hyper , thyroid gland #sscls #blood #disorder #gland #endocrine #chemistry
Holy crap. I hit gold with this meme this morning. If this isn’t me idk what is. #anxiety #nervous #saywhat #attention #disorder
I had my cpn appointment this morning. I was 35 mins late so I only had 20 mins to talk
 The #pyschiatrist wanted to talk to me aswell. So i did. He increased my #lamotrogine  #moodstabilizer to 100mg. Counselling today was rough. She said she thought the answers i gave were false. Because i come across as extremely rational and of sound mind. I said its because i see you 1hr per week. If you saw me 24/7. Its very different. My extreme #moodswings are real
 She also said that she was really proud of the progress I am making. So im a bit muddled.
I had my cpn appointment this morning. I was 35 mins late so I only had 20 mins to talk The #pyschiatrist  wanted to talk to me aswell. So i did. He increased my #lamotrogine  #moodstabilizer  to 100mg. Counselling today was rough. She said she thought the answers i gave were false. Because i come across as extremely rational and of sound mind. I said its because i see you 1hr per week. If you saw me 24/7. Its very different. My extreme #moodswings  are real She also said that she was really proud of the progress I am making. So im a bit muddled.
Happy Thursday! Enjoy this interesting read from HuffPost.
"It was like @pbs talking to @mtv." http://bit.ly/2kZgTOX
#HearSayMilton #Speech #Language #Therapy #Pathology #Communication #Disorder #Audiology #Auditory #Processing #Aphasia #Apraxia #Tinnitus #Vocabulary #Sounds #Enunciation @huffpost @huffpostparents @huffpostcanada
Love this 🎃🎃🎃 @cassiedotcom #purplepumpkinproject
#finding#friends##with#same#Mental#disorder #PRICELESS!
#Legendary#musicians👨‍🎤 😉😆🤣👈🏻🎸🎷🎻🎹🥁 @iamasadzamankhan @najibafaiz.official
The pain is killing me
The pain is killing me
On December 3rd 2017, I will participate in the Autism Speaks Walk. I have set a goal to raise 500. This community is powered by love and built on supporters commitment. We are all the power behind the love, and our gifts will enhance the lives of people with autism. Anything is strongly appreciated. * Link in Bio *

#autism #autismwalk #autismawareness #disorder #misunderstood #austisumspeaks #jacksonvilleautismwalk #floridaautismwalk #peace #love #justgiving #goodcause #powerofthepeople #children #charity #fundraiser #happy #support #community #jacksonville #goodcause
On December 3rd 2017, I will participate in the Autism Speaks Walk. I have set a goal to raise 500. This community is powered by love and built on supporters commitment. We are all the power behind the love, and our gifts will enhance the lives of people with autism. Anything is strongly appreciated. * Link in Bio * #autism  #autismwalk  #autismawareness  #disorder  #misunderstood  #austisumspeaks  #jacksonvilleautismwalk  #floridaautismwalk  #peace  #love  #justgiving  #goodcause  #powerofthepeople  #children  #charity  #fundraiser  #happy  #support  #community  #jacksonville  #goodcause 
This moment when it hurts so much that you laugh. 😂😊
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🌙{ #worthless #grunge #broken #picoftheday #instastyle #skinny #depressed #svv #cuttxers #disorder #fat #mentalillness #sad #suicide #suicidal #depression #aesthetic #notthinenough #hurt #poem #tumblr #alternative #neverstopexploring #ana #hate #love #perfectbody #tagsforlikes #blackveilbrides #borderline }🌙
♥️Mental illness is painful and sometimes we feel completely alone because no one understands us.. but the best part about it all is you/ we are not alone and we will stand together and help each other to make it easier for everyone. ♥️ do not ever think it is your FAULT, do not ever feel GUILTY, do not ever feel ASHAMED and most of all do not ever feel ALONE, because you are not ALONE, we are all in this together. ♥️ reach out, understand and love and I am always here to speak ♥️ link in Bio, we all have different illnesses but it's a good self love read with mental health ♥️♥️#mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #bpd #alone #pain #mind #support #youarenotalone #weareinthistogether #psychology #cptsd #anxiety #depression #disorder #bipolar #ptsd #mentalillness #awareness #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #schizophrenia
♥️Mental illness is painful and sometimes we feel completely alone because no one understands us.. but the best part about it all is you/ we are not alone and we will stand together and help each other to make it easier for everyone. ♥️ do not ever think it is your FAULT, do not ever feel GUILTY, do not ever feel ASHAMED and most of all do not ever feel ALONE, because you are not ALONE, we are all in this together. ♥️ reach out, understand and love and I am always here to speak ♥️ link in Bio, we all have different illnesses but it's a good self love read with mental health ♥️♥️#mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #bpd  #alone  #pain  #mind  #support  #youarenotalone  #weareinthistogether  #psychology  #cptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #disorder  #bipolar  #ptsd  #mentalillness  #awareness  #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #schizophrenia 
Dziś zaczyna się pierwszy weekend, gdy zostaję w Warszawie. Mam ochotę gdzieś wyjść i pozwiedzać, ale chcę też po prostu wyspać się i nic nie robić.😂 Wczoraj byłem w Muzeum Narodowym i było wspaniale. Wreszcie trochę kontaktu ze sztuką!❤ Wieczorem otworzyłem bio krem orzechowo-czekoladowy z Biedronki. A dziś go już skończyłem...😑 Wczoraj na uczelni zjadłem żółty @dayup.eu i fioletowy baton @dobrakaloria . Był przecudowny! Ten, który jadłem dziś, czyli zielony, jest porównywalnie dobry, ale chyba śliwka przemawia do mnie bardziej.😂 Został mi jeszcze kokosowy, wtedy będę mógł wybrać mój ulubiony.😉 A na obiad zjadłem dziś gryczane rogatoni z czerwonym pesto, czyli prosty, szybki i niebywale pyszny zestaw z Biedronki.😊
#anorexia #anorexianervosa #bulimia #recovery #ana #fight #eating #disorder #ed #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #edfam #edfamily #pesto #rosso #buckwheat #rigatoni #pasta #healthy #raw #bar #sweet #plum #sunflower #seed #dates #fruit #yogurt #nuts
Dziś zaczyna się pierwszy weekend, gdy zostaję w Warszawie. Mam ochotę gdzieś wyjść i pozwiedzać, ale chcę też po prostu wyspać się i nic nie robić.😂 Wczoraj byłem w Muzeum Narodowym i było wspaniale. Wreszcie trochę kontaktu ze sztuką!❤ Wieczorem otworzyłem bio krem orzechowo-czekoladowy z Biedronki. A dziś go już skończyłem...😑 Wczoraj na uczelni zjadłem żółty @dayup.eu i fioletowy baton @dobrakaloria . Był przecudowny! Ten, który jadłem dziś, czyli zielony, jest porównywalnie dobry, ale chyba śliwka przemawia do mnie bardziej.😂 Został mi jeszcze kokosowy, wtedy będę mógł wybrać mój ulubiony.😉 A na obiad zjadłem dziś gryczane rogatoni z czerwonym pesto, czyli prosty, szybki i niebywale pyszny zestaw z Biedronki.😊 #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #bulimia  #recovery  #ana  #fight  #eating  #disorder  #ed  #edrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edfamily  #pesto  #rosso  #buckwheat  #rigatoni  #pasta  #healthy  #raw  #bar  #sweet  #plum  #sunflower  #seed  #dates  #fruit  #yogurt  #nuts 
Loving your pumpkin @epilepsyawarenessmbr 🎃🎃 #purplepumpkinproject 💜💜
Breakfast!! I missed my cheerios😋
I had 1 cup cherrios, 1 cup milk, a banana, 2 tbs of PEANUT BUTTER and an english muffin. ○
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I feel like ana is going to be really loud today because I have to have lunch unsupervised 😦 and don't know if I will be able to do it 😔
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #notoanorexia #feedtofuel #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #feed #fooddiary #disorder #foodfears #recoverywin #balancednotclean #edfamily #edcommunity #edwarrior #edrecovery
Breakfast!! I missed my cheerios😋 I had 1 cup cherrios, 1 cup milk, a banana, 2 tbs of PEANUT BUTTER and an english muffin. ○ ○ ○ I feel like ana is going to be really loud today because I have to have lunch unsupervised 😦 and don't know if I will be able to do it 😔 ○ ○ ○ #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #notoanorexia  #feedtofuel  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #feed  #fooddiary  #disorder  #foodfears  #recoverywin  #balancednotclean  #edfamily  #edcommunity  #edwarrior  #edrecovery