My baby girl starts Secondary school this morning 😭. Wow girls, that really came around fast. She is so ready for all the challenges and new beginnings. I swear if I could bottle Amy's magic and sell it I'd be worth an absolute mint! Love you heaps baby girl. Go forth and conquer the world💕💕💕. #secondaryschool#timeflies#babygirl#mybaby#emotional#totesemosh
It is now generally accepted that persistent negative emotions will impact on our physical health. By using the #bachflowerremedies for passing moods and more entrenched #emotional states there will be a shift in how you feel.
Aren't you tired of being tired?
Fed up of worrying, being anxious & stressed out?
Maybe you're dealing with childhood trauma?
Wouldn't it be nice to shift out of that way of being to a more calm, balanced, well state?
When strangers become family 😎 I don't know why I feel like I know them for a long time even we are not even meet up 🤔 we are just born from a group that have a same direction I think 😅 this picture is just a part of the family even the owner also not around during that day 😣 When can I meet all of them heh 🙄 in shaa Allah.. thanks Allah for this ukhwah! @fitrisfamilyofficial
It's hard when you fall from such a height especially when you had put everything in place you could possibly put in place to keep things steady.
I am always saying only I can change this, only I can help myself recover and sadly I think maybe that is 100% true as i clearly cant count on anyone else to help me.
Even when you explain all the reasons and keep communicating my feelings and that person who said they would support you just dosnt...what can you do...
So going forward I have some things to think about and some choices to make. *If I stay in this marriage I can not work full time hours ( every time I try it fails as I have to work on recovery, keep house clean, plan dinners, keep fridge full, work, excersize, self care, time for him..) and it's too much while I'm in recovery. *If I stop recovery to focus on work and keeping house...well I have a feeling we know how that will end up. * I remove myself from this relationship so I can focus on myself and find the balance I need In life... No rash disicion today as I'm extremely emotional however (I am trying) but I can't see this going very well later as he will just say the same shit.. Maybe I do need to be on my own, there are so many good times but the bad times are beyond low and I can't handle it anymore.
#sorryitsdepressing #😢 #mentalhealthawarness#mentalhealth#bpd#bpdprobs#eupd#emotional#stillinbed#todayiscancelled#memyselfandi