i was so excited about reading my next letter that i forgot to do the countdown; slightly less than 2 more months to go, love. shit is getting real!
we are gonna travel to so many places, you and i. we are gonna love each other, you and i. and i’m so gonna bully you for the rest of our lives together, just me 😊
this quarter i'm taking four classes, working two jobs, tutoring for a poetry class, starting an internship, leading a bible study, and researching for my honors thesis. basically, i'm dying.
but sometimes i'll get a saturday all to myself. and i'll sleep in and eat ice cream for lunch and read a good book. and i'll forget that i'm dying because these kinds of days are my favorite and they make everything else worth it.
I hardly post photos of myself because one I who wants to see my face all the time? Two, I am really bad about being hard on my appearance. I mean just beating myself down for no good reason. I feel like I can’t wear certain things I like because my body doesn’t allow it. I hate that my smile is so cheesy and wide, so I don’t do it. I NEVER know what to do with my hands, so my arms feel like limp noodles blowing in the breeze. I hate the color of my hair ever since my pregnancy. I feel awkward when in front of the camera because I don’t want to capture how fat my face has gotten. I stopped seeing Gods creation in me a long time ago and I hate that. I know us girls have it hard when it comes to this. But I want to stop seeing myself so negatively and see myself as my Father does. Who am I to say He made a mistake with me? So here it is guys, this is me. That weight gain might be due to Chick-fil-A three times a week, not the Lord, lol
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We found the most beautiful town (did you see it in my stories?!), covered in colourful trees, nestled in the mountains, waterfalls all around. A beautiful black steam train (this boys DREAM) sit just off the main road, and needless to say, we were all a little pouty when we it came time to leave.