I'll miss ya Ayi! Thank you for being so nice to us, always showing me your family photos, encouraging my Chinese speaking, always smiling, and cleaning our house so nicely. I'll miss you! #ayi#goodbye#missyou
#goodbye party to Jonathan
You are my best friend also.
แฟนโจมีความจิกมาก ก่อนหน้านั้นไม่รู้จักแฟนนาง แต่เอาเข้าจริงๆ แม่งหน้ารักและเหมาะสมกันมาก
Thank you for sending me home when I was absolutely drink. You guys tried to get me drunk cuz you know I never drink lol.
Soooo good job guys.......
พอมาถึงห้อง อ๊วกไปสามรอบ อาบน้ำได้ แต่งตัว ทาครีม ได้แบบ โอ้ววววว เราทำได้ขนาดนี้เลยเหรอ
Enjoying one of my last nights in San Diego. OMG so bittersweet. Going to miss being able to walk everywhere and eat pizza twice a week. Also love that I'm holding my bottle of wine like it's my child. Only love SD ❤️
2017/06/23 히로가 무지개 다리를 건넌 날, 엉엉 울며 내리 5시간을 운전하는 길엔 우연처럼 정말 무지개가 떴었다. 동물 병원에서 마주한 움직임 없는 히로는 눈을 다 감지 못한 채 있어서 너무나 맘이 아파 또 다시 우리를 오열을 하게 만들었다. 차가운 울 아이를 안고 기도를 해주고 집으로 데려와 밤새 울어버렸다.
그리고 오늘, 히로가 없는 적적하고 쓸쓸한 맘으로 일어나 무덤을 꾸며줄 여러가지를 사왔다. 히로가 종종 가지고 놀던 인형과 방울, 새로 맞춘지 얼마 안된 목걸이도 챙기고.. 상자를 꾸며주려고 히로를 봤는데 울 아가 드디어 눈을 편히 감고 있었다. 누나들 얼굴 보지도 못하고 훌쩍 가버린게 너무 맘이 아팠는지 어제 그리 울며 인사를 나누고 히로도 한결 맘이 편해졌나보다.. 예쁜 꽃으로 관을 꾸며주고 또 한참을 울다가 집 마당, 부엌에서 잘 보이는 볕 좋은 곳에 히로를 묻어주었다. 매일 아침 저녁 부엌에서 설거지하고 요리할 때마다 히로를 만날 수 있는 곳이라 맘이 조금은 나아진다. 히로가 자주 놀러 올 때마다 바람이 되어 바람개비를 돌려달라고 기도했는데 워낙 말썽꾸러기라 말을 잘 들을진 모르겠지만, 바람을 느낄 때마다 히로를 추억하고 생각하리라 다짐했다.
이젠 정말 잘가 히로야, 우리 집에 와주어서, 우리 가족이 되어주어서, 너무나 많은 추억을 함께 해 주고 내 삶의 중요한 일부가 되어주어서 난 너무 감사하고 고마워.. 먼 훗 날 천국에서 다시 만나면 그 땐 헤어지지 말고 우리 평생 웃으며 행복하게 지내자 아가.. 사랑해❤️
Not sure if it was just a co-incodence or not, but there was a beautiful rainbow in the sky yesterday after Hero went to Heaven. When we drove 5hrs straight and met him at the vet, he sadly couldnt close his eyes fully, which made me crying so badly again..
Woke up in the morning, feeling so lonely and empty- hard to admit the fact that he is not with us anymore. Went to shop to buy some stuffs decorating his coffin and grave. When we unwrapped him out of towel to prep his coffin, we found out that he finally closed his eyes in peace. Yes, he couldnt leave in peace lefting us behind without saying goodbye face to face.. Gosh he made us bursted in tears again, but at the same time we felt a little relieved seeing his real peaceful face at the end. Digged the garden where we can easily see him from kitchen everyday, and decorated the grave with a pinwheel and flowers. Prayed that he visits us in a shape of wind, so we can feel him and know that he is here with us everytime when the pinwheel moves- not sure if he will, as we all know he is such a naughty boy!
Ok, it is time to say real good bye to Hero- Thank you to be my family, to be part of my life, to give me super many memories I cant even write over here. Hope we meet again in the Heaven later in the future, by that time I can swear we wont separate again in tears. Love you so much my super hero❤️
One more month to love on this one. She gave me my first kiss today; dove right over and slurped my cheek, then leaned back and smiled full of drool. And teeth! 2 new, sweet little bottom teeth that I noticed for the first time today - I swear they came out of nowhere. •
Next week, Peanut turns 2. Two years since I held him for the first time, and six and a half months since I held him for the last time. I'm all jumbled up about it. •
We're picking out his birthday presents tomorrow and sending them to him. He likes ninja turtles and books. He's safe and happy and apparently a handful. And we can still keep in touch. •
Goodbye doesn't have to be the end.