"If you're going to fall in love with me, here are some of the things you should know beforehand. I cry often, whether it's during a movie, a sad song on the radio or a regular sunday morning. I'll cry even if I speak of things that have hurt me even if they no longer hurt anymore. I am afraid of being left and I am afraid of being not good enough. I will tell you the ways on which I hate myself and not believe a single word you say when you disagree with each and every reason. You can love me countless times but I will still be afraid of you leaving me. Don't blame yourself, I have to expect the worse because I always get the worst. When I fall inlove with you I will love each crack of your skin and every frickle of light in your eyes. I will fall in love with the way you look while you're sleeping and the way your mouth curves when you say my name. I can be difficult to love but loving you will always be easy. All I ask is don't give up on me and in return, I'll do the same thing. I will love you with my entire heart and if one day you decided to leave I will still think highly of you. I will still remember the kindhearted person you are."
▪️Current mood ▪️ She was elusive. She was today. She was tomorrow. She was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl. We did not know what to make of her. In our minds we tried to pin her to a cork board like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through and away she flew. - Spinelli, Stargirl
I like plants🌱 they make me feel calm. If I could, I’d love to live in a jungle (with no bugs🕷) Not sure why or how, but the stem on the right started to curl making an arch, it’s quite interesting to see. Sometimes you don’t see the change right away, but it is changing: people, environment, and you. #green#greenplant#life