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Everything is getting worse I think. I don't know. I'm not making sense. Do my words make sense? Words are tricky. Symbols you string together.. In different orders. To portray your thoughts. So simple, but still so complicated. I'm not good at it. Writing out what I'm trying to say. Explain it. Share it. I try. I really do. But it doesn't work. The symbols never come together. It doesn't make any sense. Is it just because I'm bad at putting my thoughts into words. Or do my thoughts just not make sense. Am I more worthless than I thought. Or is it not even my own fault. Or is it. Everything is falling apart. Everything is destroyed. Everything is a mess. Everything is nothing
I'm sorry~self made #depressed #depression #suicide #suicidal #selfharrm #worthless #tired #empty #broken #numb #regret #useless #imsorry #waste #pain #pathetic #alone #anxiety #sad #sadness #fear #guilt #lost #lonely #cutmyself #cutting #anorexia #eatingdisorder #loneliness #words
Everything is getting worse I think. I don't know. I'm not making sense. Do my words make sense? Words are tricky. Symbols you string together.. In different orders. To portray your thoughts. So simple, but still so complicated. I'm not good at it. Writing out what I'm trying to say. Explain it. Share it. I try. I really do. But it doesn't work. The symbols never come together. It doesn't make any sense. Is it just because I'm bad at putting my thoughts into words. Or do my thoughts just not make sense. Am I more worthless than I thought. Or is it not even my own fault. Or is it. Everything is falling apart. Everything is destroyed. Everything is a mess. Everything is nothing I'm sorry~self made #depressed  #depression  #suicide  #suicidal  #selfharrm  #worthless  #tired  #empty  #broken  #numb  #regret  #useless  #imsorry  #waste  #pain  #pathetic  #alone  #anxiety  #sad  #sadness  #fear  #guilt  #lost  #lonely  #cutmyself  #cutting  #anorexia  #eatingdisorder  #loneliness  #words 
Why am I like this? Why do I wreck every fucking thing. I can't do anything right... ~self made  #depressed #depression #suicide #suicidal #selfharrm #worthless #tired #empty #broken #numb #regret #useless #imsorry #waste #pain #pathetic #alone #anxiety #sad #sadness #fear #guilt #lost #lonely #cutmyself #cutting #anorexia #eatingdisorder #loneliness #destroy
They say the future has arrived but it was already here. Don't worry you'll get used to not being the best car in the world😂
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They say the future has arrived but it was already here. Don't worry you'll get used to not being the best car in the world😂 • •• ••• 👇⚠TAGS⚠👇 #coolcar  #coolcars  #lamborghini  #lamborghinicentenario  #lamborghinimercy  #lamborghinis  #lambo  #lamborghinihuracan  #supercar  #relentless  #powerful  #powerhouse  #mercy  #guilt  #best  #thebest  #racecar  #nice  #paontjob  #motorsport  #lit 👌 #lit  #legit  #gottagofast  #speed  #crazyfast  #rocket 
Dessert was a slice of apple pie. I feel like shit. TW❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️🛑 This was not needed or wanted. Also so unhealthy. I’m freaking out and can’t do this anymore. I’m so uncomfortably full and fat. I hate myself for being allowed to be forced to eat this by my mom. Fuck! #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #edfamily #unhealthy #thursday #dessert #thanksgiving #guilt #fatty #uncomfortablyfull #bloated #worthless #hopless #notneeded #didntwantthis #forced #hate
Dessert was a slice of apple pie. I feel like shit. TW❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️🛑 This was not needed or wanted. Also so unhealthy. I’m freaking out and can’t do this anymore. I’m so uncomfortably full and fat. I hate myself for being allowed to be forced to eat this by my mom. Fuck! #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexianervosa  #ed  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #edfamily  #unhealthy  #thursday  #dessert  #thanksgiving  #guilt  #fatty  #uncomfortablyfull  #bloated  #worthless  #hopless  #notneeded  #didntwantthis  #forced  #hate 
Lets take a moment to thank the turkeys for their delicious and unknowing sacrifices today. Some people say Thanksgiving is a hypocrisy, given history and all, but the centerpiece of this holiday is the annual mass killing of a species after all so... anyway, thanks turkeys, and sorry
Lets take a moment to thank the turkeys for their delicious and unknowing sacrifices today. Some people say Thanksgiving is a hypocrisy, given history and all, but the centerpiece of this holiday is the annual mass killing of a species after all so... anyway, thanks turkeys, and sorry
Dinner was all but the whited our white turkey meat, green beans, a roll, and some stuffing. I’m honestly so full, I’m crying. I cried before this, for a few reasons; something someone said, having stuffing and a roll, stuffing being made with butter, and what I have to have for dessert.... today hasn’t been the best. Happy Thanksgiving. #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #ed #anorexiarecovery #edfamily #uncomfortablyfull #thanksgiving #thursday #dinner #roughday #crying #guilt #disgust #fatty #bloated  #tiredoffighting
Dinner was all but the whited our white turkey meat, green beans, a roll, and some stuffing. I’m honestly so full, I’m crying. I cried before this, for a few reasons; something someone said, having stuffing and a roll, stuffing being made with butter, and what I have to have for dessert.... today hasn’t been the best. Happy Thanksgiving. #eatingdisorder  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexia  #ed  #anorexiarecovery  #edfamily  #uncomfortablyfull  #thanksgiving  #thursday  #dinner  #roughday  #crying  #guilt  #disgust  #fatty  #bloated  #tiredoffighting 
Whenever I can I have my music full blast. At school. When I'm out of the house. People say I have my music too loud. I don't think it's loud enough~self made #depressed #depression #suicide #suicidal #selfharrm #worthless #tired #empty #broken #numb #regret #useless #imsorry #waste #pain #pathetic #alone #anxiety #sad #sadness #fear #guilt #lost #lonely #cutmyself #cutting #anorexia #eatingdisorder #loneliness #music
hmmm, this came from a portal of m'traveling tolerance exhibit, Google blog Gypsy Myth Debunked or Rromni Ramparts. #adoption #tolerant #lifelong #learning #language #seven #core #issues #loss #grief #guiltandshame #masteryandcontrol #identity #intimacy #rejection #education #literacy #adopt #new #knowledge #aspiration #skill #attitude #behavior #diy #tarot #guilt #shame #mastery #control
Thanksgiving is complete with these bad boys!!! I ate what I wanted without #guilt because I have my Fat Fighters to Block 70% of the carbs and 30% of the fat! Heck ya! 🦃🍷 #fatfighters #thanksgiving #carbs #full #foodcoma #thankful
Thankful for another spray, heading 10 west Santa Monica. #Guilt #Pchcrew
Thankful for another spray, heading 10 west Santa Monica. #Guilt  #Pchcrew 
Doesn't look like guilt to me...
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#cat #hunt #trophy #gift #proud #guilt #guilty #poorguy
Fricken open your eyes people! Don't go in blindly! #fml
Fricken open your eyes people! Don't go in blindly! #fml 
~It's hard being the heart breaker ~
"Every day since you left me, I've thought less and less of you"
Is a lie, for me. I think of you no less
My heart gripped with painful nostalgia 
Crushed, guilty and sincere
I hope it is true for you.
Think less and less of me 
For if you feel as I do
I'd break over and over,
Over and over Your name running round, like a scratched record that I scratched
A picture of imagined tears that I  caused
A pool of blood from a heart that I made bleed
You shadow me wherever I walk,
As I walk, you are in step behind
A ghost with a constant cold presence.
And now I've forgotten how you sound, smell, feel, taste.
I close my eyes and I see your freckles and the scar on your face.
Crocodile pains to a judge, but still I hurt your heart and in turn my own
and I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
A warning to my future lovers, I make ghouls of you for the love I can't reciprocate.
Weighty with other people's heartache
His heart is chipped, parts missing
a part of his heart, it lies rotting in my chest. -
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These are the ghosts I broke the hearts of before I met you. 
#heartache #brokenheart #heartbreaker #apologies #guilt #poetry #poems #creativewriting #forgiveme #hurt #creativity #disturbthedust
~It's hard being the heart breaker ~ "Every day since you left me, I've thought less and less of you" Is a lie, for me. I think of you no less My heart gripped with painful nostalgia Crushed, guilty and sincere I hope it is true for you. Think less and less of me For if you feel as I do I'd break over and over, Over and over Your name running round, like a scratched record that I scratched A picture of imagined tears that I caused A pool of blood from a heart that I made bleed You shadow me wherever I walk, As I walk, you are in step behind A ghost with a constant cold presence. And now I've forgotten how you sound, smell, feel, taste. I close my eyes and I see your freckles and the scar on your face. Crocodile pains to a judge, but still I hurt your heart and in turn my own and I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry A warning to my future lovers, I make ghouls of you for the love I can't reciprocate. Weighty with other people's heartache His heart is chipped, parts missing a part of his heart, it lies rotting in my chest. - - - These are the ghosts I broke the hearts of before I met you. #heartache  #brokenheart  #heartbreaker  #apologies  #guilt  #poetry  #poems  #creativewriting  #forgiveme  #hurt  #creativity  #disturbthedust 
I mean, how to make me feel like the worst mum in the whole world. 😬🙄😩 she was so upset her teachers asked her to write her feelings down on paper.  Stab in the heart. #alwayslate#alwaysrushing#workingmum#guilt#badmum#
Just surrender and accept your flaws. Then you can move on and become whoever you want to be! ❤
#lion #family #love #addiction #life #hope #travel #adventure #crazyA #love #fitness #change #shame #guilt #mindfulness #brain
You'll have a #job at some point where they'll drone on about #culture and family and work-life balance. They'll make you feel like family, while they over promise and under deliver. They'll #guilt you into staying late, and foregoing that #raise or #promotion because times are hard. Always remember what's #important and who your real #family is.
Hoppy Thanksgiving to everyone.
You'll have a #job  at some point where they'll drone on about #culture  and family and work-life balance. They'll make you feel like family, while they over promise and under deliver. They'll #guilt  you into staying late, and foregoing that #raise  or #promotion  because times are hard. Always remember what's #important  and who your real #family  is. Hoppy Thanksgiving to everyone.
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A: Lucky Jack.
B: What for? He just died.
A: Well, he left innocent.
B: How do you mean innocent? We are all guilty.
A: Yes, in a sense we are. We have all done something we regret. But what I mean by innocent, is more about the fact that he was born innocent, not knowing anything about heaven or hell, and he died innocent, because he was the lucky one chosen for that experiment.
B: What are you talking about? What experiment was he chosen for?
A : Didn't you know? He was the chosen one to never find out about heaven and hell, and the experiment was successful. He knew nothing of it, and now he's accross on the other side.
B: Oh, my God, I wish l was the chosen one. I've been feeling guilty all my life. .
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Katie Kach 
Author, soul guide
typing error : curious about
#shortstory #story #afterlife #conditioning #humor #satire #parody #spirituality #meditation #yoga #soul #soulmessage #writer #Poet #author #writersofig #spilledink #transition #foodforthought #indoctrination #brainwashing #truthseeker #source #unconditionallove #unconsciousness #healing #selflove #guilt #kachkatie #comicscript
. A: Lucky Jack. B: What for? He just died. A: Well, he left innocent. B: How do you mean innocent? We are all guilty. A: Yes, in a sense we are. We have all done something we regret. But what I mean by innocent, is more about the fact that he was born innocent, not knowing anything about heaven or hell, and he died innocent, because he was the lucky one chosen for that experiment. B: What are you talking about? What experiment was he chosen for? A : Didn't you know? He was the chosen one to never find out about heaven and hell, and the experiment was successful. He knew nothing of it, and now he's accross on the other side. B: Oh, my God, I wish l was the chosen one. I've been feeling guilty all my life. . . . Katie Kach Author, soul guide typing error : curious about #shortstory  #story  #afterlife  #conditioning  #humor  #satire  #parody  #spirituality  #meditation  #yoga  #soul  #soulmessage  #writer  #Poet  #author  #writersofig  #spilledink  #transition  #foodforthought  #indoctrination  #brainwashing  #truthseeker  #source  #unconditionallove  #unconsciousness  #healing  #selflove  #guilt  #kachkatie  #comicscript 
Giving to others is the best thing to do, it attracts more good for us, when we contribute we feel better, there are loads of charity organizations which are waiting for your help. Give your time, do something for others:)
Giving to others is the best thing to do, it attracts more good for us, when we contribute we feel better, there are loads of charity organizations which are waiting for your help. Give your time, do something for others:)
THE SCHOOL feature film @theschoolmovie is just a couple of weeks away from completion! OMG! Huge congrats @stormashwood @blake_northfield @jimmybobbins1 and all involved! I’ve been thinking of you. Hope it’s all going wonderfully and hope this home stretch of post-production is smooth and exciting! Can’t wait to see it and your faces again soon! Sending lots of love and hugs! Xx #australian #feature #film #ausfilm #fantasy #horror #psychological #thriller #postproduction #wrap #dark #world #darkworld #theotherside #theupsidedown #grief #guilt #shame #theschool #school #schooled #actor #megandrury #lead #cast #crew #love
THE SCHOOL feature film @theschoolmovie is just a couple of weeks away from completion! OMG! Huge congrats @stormashwood @blake_northfield @jimmybobbins1 and all involved! I’ve been thinking of you. Hope it’s all going wonderfully and hope this home stretch of post-production is smooth and exciting! Can’t wait to see it and your faces again soon! Sending lots of love and hugs! Xx #australian  #feature  #film  #ausfilm  #fantasy  #horror  #psychological  #thriller  #postproduction  #wrap  #dark  #world  #darkworld  #theotherside  #theupsidedown  #grief  #guilt  #shame  #theschool  #school  #schooled  #actor  #megandrury  #lead  #cast  #crew  #love 
Copy and paste this link to read a great #article on #healthlocal 
10 #tips to #letgo of #guilt 
#healthy #betterhealth #livefree
Every time I leave the house. Every. Time. #guilt #havanese #puppydogeyes #literally
Winter treats...I love these maple sugar cookies...once every 5 years...cheat day...#nutrionwhat #maplecookies #canadian #winter #treats #countrylife #nutrition #foodpic #guilt #enjoy #happy #speedoseasonisover
Time to invest in some gloves I think. Hands swollen and sore. 
Not particually happy about my cfd efforts last night.
Diet consisted of wine, chicken crimpys, prawn crackers ane hommus.
Not cool!

#smashinggoals #weight #weights #weightloss #weightmotivation #weightlosstransformation #weightlossmotivation #weightlossjourney #weightlossdiary #weightlossstory #fit #fitjourney #fitness #fitmotivation #fitnessmotivation #fitnessjouney #fat #fatloss #fatcrying #healthy #healthyme #healthyliving #healthylife #healthyliving #fitnessjournal #calories #caloriesdontcount #guilt #remorse #forgiveme
Time to invest in some gloves I think. Hands swollen and sore. Not particually happy about my cfd efforts last night. Diet consisted of wine, chicken crimpys, prawn crackers ane hommus. Not cool! #smashinggoals  #weight  #weights  #weightloss  #weightmotivation  #weightlosstransformation  #weightlossmotivation  #weightlossjourney  #weightlossdiary  #weightlossstory  #fit  #fitjourney  #fitness  #fitmotivation  #fitnessmotivation  #fitnessjouney  #fat  #fatloss  #fatcrying  #healthy  #healthyme  #healthyliving  #healthylife  #healthyliving  #fitnessjournal  #calories  #caloriesdontcount  #guilt  #remorse  #forgiveme 
17th Stage of Grieving: New Strengths

So this post is for the ones who are suffering today.

Let it out. Write what you are feeling. Call someone. Talk about it. Cry. Walk. Run. Listen to music. Take a hot shower. Take a bath. Ask for a hug. Give a hug. Do whatever you need to do to keep your head above water. But face today with strength. You’re not weak. This will pass. Pick yourself up because this is when you need to learn how. No one else will. Know that you’re not the only one struggling today... Know it can be always worst.. know that you are going to be okay. One day you will feel grateful for how tough you are. How amazing you are. How nothing can take you down. Because you’re going to fight and wont give up. I look up to you because you are survivor, too.

Today....I’m grateful. I can enjoy today with new people in my life. All I feel is love around me. And more importantly, I feel love for myself. That’s all that really matters. Remember that.... today, we are in this together...and the next, and the next.
17th Stage of Grieving: New Strengths So this post is for the ones who are suffering today. Let it out. Write what you are feeling. Call someone. Talk about it. Cry. Walk. Run. Listen to music. Take a hot shower. Take a bath. Ask for a hug. Give a hug. Do whatever you need to do to keep your head above water. But face today with strength. You’re not weak. This will pass. Pick yourself up because this is when you need to learn how. No one else will. Know that you’re not the only one struggling today... Know it can be always worst.. know that you are going to be okay. One day you will feel grateful for how tough you are. How amazing you are. How nothing can take you down. Because you’re going to fight and wont give up. I look up to you because you are survivor, too. Today....I’m grateful. I can enjoy today with new people in my life. All I feel is love around me. And more importantly, I feel love for myself. That’s all that really matters. Remember that.... today, we are in this together...and the next, and the next.
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I started to smell something real bad in the air and then she just appeared like that #guilty #guiltyface #guilt #cat #smellycat #whataretheyfeedingyou
Another day another sale $$$ just sold and black Lamborghini 👌👌👌
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Trying to eat your dinner around a Labrador be like... 😂🐶 #labrador #needybabygreedybaby #stoplookingatme #guilt #puppydogeyes  #cute #dogsofinstgram
When we have depression, it often comes with a huge dollop of all-consuming guilt. The guilt plays right into the hands of depression, which feeds back into our guilt….and so on. It’s a horrible never-ending cycle of anguish.

Read more: http://bit.ly/avalancheguilt
When we have depression, it often comes with a huge dollop of all-consuming guilt. The guilt plays right into the hands of depression, which feeds back into our guilt….and so on. It’s a horrible never-ending cycle of anguish. Read more: http://bit.ly/avalancheguilt
Breakfast post workout by mom was a scrambled egg, a turkey sausage patty, two plain crumpets with raspberry jam, strawberries and half a banana, and light vanilla soy milk. So full... and I feel like I shouldn’t of had the jam because of the sugar... 😔 #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #edfamily #breakfast #thursday #bloated #uncomfortablyfull #tomuch #guilt #hate #disgust #fatty #brekkie #thanksgiving #breakky #thursdaymorning #postworkoutmeal
Breakfast post workout by mom was a scrambled egg, a turkey sausage patty, two plain crumpets with raspberry jam, strawberries and half a banana, and light vanilla soy milk. So full... and I feel like I shouldn’t of had the jam because of the sugar... 😔 #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexianervosa  #ed  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anorexia  #edfamily  #breakfast  #thursday  #bloated  #uncomfortablyfull  #tomuch  #guilt  #hate  #disgust  #fatty  #brekkie  #thanksgiving  #breakky  #thursdaymorning  #postworkoutmeal 
There’s days I wake up, and I can’t stop the tears. Holidays, birthdays, Mother’s Day, Father’s Day he should still be here.  He should be with his family. I’m sorry I couldn’t do more. I hate that I couldn’t do more. While I’m grateful for my family, and love them more than they’ll ever know my hurt doesn’t stop. I don’t want to participate in holidays. I want it to pass just like any other day, and maybe tomorrow I won’t be so sad.
#survivorguilt #guilt #suicide #suicidesurvivor #ptsd #ptsdrecovery #ptsdsucks #imsorry #fuckyoujoey #thanksgivingiscancelled #grief
There’s days I wake up, and I can’t stop the tears. Holidays, birthdays, Mother’s Day, Father’s Day he should still be here. He should be with his family. I’m sorry I couldn’t do more. I hate that I couldn’t do more. While I’m grateful for my family, and love them more than they’ll ever know my hurt doesn’t stop. I don’t want to participate in holidays. I want it to pass just like any other day, and maybe tomorrow I won’t be so sad. #survivorguilt  #guilt  #suicide  #suicidesurvivor  #ptsd  #ptsdrecovery  #ptsdsucks  #imsorry  #fuckyoujoey  #thanksgivingiscancelled  #grief 
10:50pm. 
I'm getting those butterflies again yet all I could think of was you and your disasters. Pondering on my past, scared that it may repeat itself.//
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10:50pm. I'm getting those butterflies again yet all I could think of was you and your disasters. Pondering on my past, scared that it may repeat itself.// - #Scars  #Regrets  #guilt  #youweremyeverything 
Thankful for another day and my real crew mates and my loved ones, Rest In Peace Presto miss you bud.🦃 #Guilt #Pchmobb #Danksgiving
Thankful for another day and my real crew mates and my loved ones, Rest In Peace Presto miss you bud.🦃 #Guilt  #Pchmobb  #Danksgiving 
Today and everyday I am #thankful and #grateful for my new life in #Christ. I am thankful for #forgiveness and the #blessing of my #freedom in Him. #life isn’t always easy, but by #faith I have new life. If you are #broken and #hurting within, there is #hope in the #Gospel of #Jesus. You weren’t meant to feel the #shame, #guilt, #pain and #sorrow that #sin does in our lives. You were meant to #love and be #loved by #God. We aren’t guaranteed #tomorrow. There is no certainty that you will see the sun set on this day. You are never too #bad for Him. He never turns you away and accepts you just the way you are. You are loved. 
#happythanksgiving #salvation #truth
Today and everyday I am #thankful  and #grateful  for my new life in #Christ . I am thankful for #forgiveness  and the #blessing  of my #freedom  in Him. #life  isn’t always easy, but by #faith  I have new life. If you are #broken  and #hurting  within, there is #hope  in the #Gospel  of #Jesus . You weren’t meant to feel the #shame , #guilt , #pain  and #sorrow  that #sin  does in our lives. You were meant to #love  and be #loved  by #God . We aren’t guaranteed #tomorrow . There is no certainty that you will see the sun set on this day. You are never too #bad  for Him. He never turns you away and accepts you just the way you are. You are loved. #happythanksgiving  #salvation  #truth 
When you get into an epic argument with your mom 5 minutes into a 3 1/2 hour car ride...HAPPY THANKSGIVING! 😬
When you get into an epic argument with your mom 5 minutes into a 3 1/2 hour car ride...HAPPY THANKSGIVING! 😬
I don't really celebrate traditional thanksgiving much. I grew up very aware of how white immigration to the Americas unforgivingly obliterated native society. Until I moved in with my father as a teenager, it wasn't a family feast occasion, but a day to actualize reality. Either way, today I'm cooking a decent meal for my partner and I, but I wanted to drop in and remind everyone that even though this holiday is corrupt and even though your family might be a bunch of racist pigs... you still need to eat. Especially if you are in recovery. Many are aware of the political situation in the United States and I understand that it can add to moral justification to skip out on the uncomfortable feasting or to limit yourself.. even I'm struggling right now to convince myself to participate. But your eating disorder isn't ethical. It's only trying to hold you back. Even if the mashed potatoes are celebrating genocide, they will nourish your body and make you more and more capable of contributing to the good in the world, so don't be afraid to put your body before any guilt or fear. Enjoy your food with the acknowledgement of corruption, but remember YOU have to come first. Nobody benefits by you eating less, but if you make yourself healthy enough to participate in drives and protests... well, that's all I'm gonna say. Hope everyone enjoys their day 🌸❤️
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I don't really celebrate traditional thanksgiving much. I grew up very aware of how white immigration to the Americas unforgivingly obliterated native society. Until I moved in with my father as a teenager, it wasn't a family feast occasion, but a day to actualize reality. Either way, today I'm cooking a decent meal for my partner and I, but I wanted to drop in and remind everyone that even though this holiday is corrupt and even though your family might be a bunch of racist pigs... you still need to eat. Especially if you are in recovery. Many are aware of the political situation in the United States and I understand that it can add to moral justification to skip out on the uncomfortable feasting or to limit yourself.. even I'm struggling right now to convince myself to participate. But your eating disorder isn't ethical. It's only trying to hold you back. Even if the mashed potatoes are celebrating genocide, they will nourish your body and make you more and more capable of contributing to the good in the world, so don't be afraid to put your body before any guilt or fear. Enjoy your food with the acknowledgement of corruption, but remember YOU have to come first. Nobody benefits by you eating less, but if you make yourself healthy enough to participate in drives and protests... well, that's all I'm gonna say. Hope everyone enjoys their day 🌸❤️ • • • • • #edrecovery  #vegansofIG  #veganlove  #edfighter  #edfamily  #anorexia  #anarecovery  #selfawareness  #selfempowerment  #thanksgiving  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eating  #food  #motivation  #growth  #growing  #guilt  #depression  #anorexiarecovery  #bulimiarecovery  #bulimia  #fearfood 
Today I am #grateful for all the feelings that aren’t #gratitude! All #emotions are so important to our experience of #humanity. Allow yourself to #feel the full spectrum of life ✨
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