Ugh, I really hate my attitude this time of the month. I start getting irritated at everything and everyone. Taking extra care of my body by putting on lots of endocrine supporting oils like Dragon Time. Plus, some Forgiveness blend, because real life, I need to get into the right mood so I can apologize to my kids. Hormone supporting supplements like Thyromin. Lots of rest, time by myself and some bullet-proof coffee. I'm a needy person. 😂 #thattimeofthemonth#hormones
Woke up this morning on the cusp of something that has all my nerve endings on edge and my heart beating rapidly. No, it's not a panic attack. Nor am I in danger.
It's the moment when your life is at the door of a dream. Something you have spent a lot of time fighting for, doing the hard work, holding true to the vision, and praying for.
Now I sit at this door trying to collect my thoughts and summoning the courage to decide what comes next. Once the door is opened there is no going back. If the door stays closed the ache in my heart will remain forever.
Might be time for a long walk and lots of journaling. Breathe. Deep breath. I can do this. First, a cup of coffee.