We suffer in silence with PTSD. We try to go about our day with the constant feeling we are fighting for our survival. As if there is a tiger chasing us at all times. It is an exhausting experience and we fall into bed at night to then be chased in our dreams. How can you thrive in life when you never feel safe?
Theres countless times where i doubted myself. Theres always a voice, restlessly whisper in my head, "That im not good enough"
"I have not improved anything"
"Im a failure"
"What a waste"
"Im just an embarassment"
"Im a burden"
N the more i shrug it off, the louder the voice become. N eventually, i started to believe that voice. That im a useless piece of meat who lived to fail. I became anxious n angry with myself over n over. N i wish it can all end..
But u know what? It did not end, and it was consuming me, and my surroundings. I distant myself from people i loved, when what i should do is talk about this, n let it out.
Yeah, just let it out.
Pool of tears, and deep conversations take over, n i felt like huge burden fell off my shoulder. Guess what?
They do know what youve been through.
They know its hard,
Yet they are here to support you to get through it.
Cause u do matters.
U r important.
And beautiful, in they way that only u can be.
N it make me realized, that staying inside the wall i build wont make me fly. I cant move forward when i shut myself. And so do you... .
If these thoughts ever crossed ur mind, believe me i know how it feels like, and how hard it is to shut it out. But guys, dont trap urself in it, n do what u do best. U r in ur own life, ur journey, n in ur own pace. So go for it!
U r beautiful,
U r talented,
U r smart,
And u r awesome!
If you haven't found anything good today, you're not looking
Erdogan: "But Alex said to me that in 20 days he would give me the military officers"
Greek President, Paulopoulos: "Don't worry!!! He also said that he would break the memorandum from the first day and have spent two years...!!!!" A cartoon about Erdogan's visit in Greece.