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Thanks to my wonderful landlords and dear friends, The Schweigert family... I was able to borrow one of their vehicles and have my son over for the entire weekend. I'm still bummed that my car is currently out of commission, but I'm so grateful to have this special family in my life. #blessed #thankful #ilovemyson #inthecrayon
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Thanks to my wonderful landlords and dear friends, The Schweigert family... I was able to borrow one of their vehicles and have my son over for the entire weekend. I'm still bummed that my car is currently out of commission, but I'm so grateful to have this special family in my life. #blessed  #thankful  #ilovemyson  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentalillness  #quetiapine  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves  #christianliving 
Someone, who I hardly know, donated money yesterday. I couldn't thank him enough. I know that asking strangers for help isn't something to be proud of, but I'm not in a position where I have any help from friends or family. It would mean a great deal to me, if you clicked on the link in my profile and read the information I put on my Gofundme page. Maybe then you'd understand why I'm asking for help. Even if you can't personally help, I thank you for taking to the time to read this message. Also, if you find it in your heart to share my story on your social media, I would be truly grateful. Thank you and God bless! #pleasehelp #pleaseshare #inthecrayon
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Someone, who I hardly know, donated money yesterday. I couldn't thank him enough. I know that asking strangers for help isn't something to be proud of, but I'm not in a position where I have any help from friends or family. It would mean a great deal to me, if you clicked on the link in my profile and read the information I put on my Gofundme page. Maybe then you'd understand why I'm asking for help. Even if you can't personally help, I thank you for taking to the time to read this message. Also, if you find it in your heart to share my story on your social media, I would be truly grateful. Thank you and God bless! #pleasehelp  #pleaseshare  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentalillness  #quetiapine  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves  #christianliving  #christianlife 
http://www.gofundme.com/money-for-new-engine-for-my-car .......I really don't like asking for help. It makes me very uncomfortable, but I have no family or friends to turn to. The engine in my used car that I'm still paying for, is pretty much shot and dead. My life revolved around having a car. It gave me the ability to have my son half the week. It also was my only way to attend job rehab training, since I've been disabled for quite a long time. I've spent the last 300.00 dollars I had just to find out it needs a new engine. I'm broke! I didn't care if I had to use electrical tape on my only pair of glasses, or that I had to self mold plastic teeth, from a kit, because my dental plate has been broken for quite awhile, and I can't afford the 700.00 share of cost from my insurance, in order to get it fixed. I had my son in my life, and I was doing my best to get a job. Now I can't even drive to the food bank. I'm sorry, if I'm bringing anyone down, but I'm hurting. If you can help me, please do. If not, I appreciate you taking the time to read this post. My mental health blog is linked in my profile for more information. If you can share this on your social media, please do. Thank you and God bless! #help #pleasehelp #helpme #inthecrayon
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http://www.gofundme.com/money-for-new-engine-for-my-car .......I really don't like asking for help. It makes me very uncomfortable, but I have no family or friends to turn to. The engine in my used car that I'm still paying for, is pretty much shot and dead. My life revolved around having a car. It gave me the ability to have my son half the week. It also was my only way to attend job rehab training, since I've been disabled for quite a long time. I've spent the last 300.00 dollars I had just to find out it needs a new engine. I'm broke! I didn't care if I had to use electrical tape on my only pair of glasses, or that I had to self mold plastic teeth, from a kit, because my dental plate has been broken for quite awhile, and I can't afford the 700.00 share of cost from my insurance, in order to get it fixed. I had my son in my life, and I was doing my best to get a job. Now I can't even drive to the food bank. I'm sorry, if I'm bringing anyone down, but I'm hurting. If you can help me, please do. If not, I appreciate you taking the time to read this post. My mental health blog is linked in my profile for more information. If you can share this on your social media, please do. Thank you and God bless! #help  #pleasehelp  #helpme  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentalillness  #quetiapine  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #metoo  #headstogether  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves  #christianlife  #christianliving 
Sometimes my illness gets the best of me and it becomes difficult to function, much less be the parent I know that my son deserves. Still, when people ask, “Are you feeling well?” It becomes a loaded question. Few people want to hear the truth. In fact, their are some people who rather hear a lie because they assume the worse, or become fearful because of the stigma that’s associated with mental illness. I often wish that I could be just as open about my mental health, as some people are about sharing their struggles with the flu. #imsick #thetruth #nottheflu 
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Sometimes my illness gets the best of me and it becomes difficult to function, much less be the parent I know that my son deserves. Still, when people ask, “Are you feeling well?” It becomes a loaded question. Few people want to hear the truth. In fact, their are some people who rather hear a lie because they assume the worse, or become fearful because of the stigma that’s associated with mental illness. I often wish that I could be just as open about my mental health, as some people are about sharing their struggles with the flu. #imsick  #thetruth  #nottheflu  #mentalhealthadvocate  #blogger  #inthecrayon  #seroquel  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #endthestigma  #quetiapine  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #headstogether  #depressed  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves 
It has been a tough month for me. This time of year seems to be difficult more most people with severe depression. The past few days my anxiety and stress has gotten the best of me. My immune system has turned to crap and I’ve broken out in hives. The constant worry about money, as well as the guilt of not being able to give my son a Christmas that I think he deserves has overwhelmed me. I’m not giving up, but it’s been really difficult. #hives #overwhelmed #chronichives 
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It has been a tough month for me. This time of year seems to be difficult more most people with severe depression. The past few days my anxiety and stress has gotten the best of me. My immune system has turned to crap and I’ve broken out in hives. The constant worry about money, as well as the guilt of not being able to give my son a Christmas that I think he deserves has overwhelmed me. I’m not giving up, but it’s been really difficult. #hives  #overwhelmed  #chronichives  #mentalhealthadvocate  #blogger  #mentalhealthawareness  #inthecrayon  #seroquel  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #endthestigma  #quetiapine  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #headstogether  #depressed  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #bethechange  #kindnessmatters  #christianlife  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves 
Just to let you know, people who suffer from mental illness have better things to worry about. The actress, Julia Stiles @missjuliastiles got some hate recently about how she chose to carry her baby. Of course, many people came to her defense, but that’s really not the point. BAD BEHAVIOR doesn’t equal MENTAL ILLNESS. Too many people are quick to throw the mentally ill under the bus, especially when it comes to blame. Be it a online bullying, school shootings, road rage, murders, rapists etc... People call out the mentally ill. Most people with true mental illness aren’t violent at all, and they aren’t responsible for all the bad behavior in the world. They often live quiet lives of desperation. Yet, be it online, or in real life, we are often the blame for society’s ills. Who will protect us? Who is our advocate? People need to educate themselves. #juliastiles #regram #shaming
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Just to let you know, people who suffer from mental illness have better things to worry about. The actress, Julia Stiles @missjuliastiles got some hate recently about how she chose to carry her baby. Of course, many people came to her defense, but that’s really not the point. BAD BEHAVIOR doesn’t equal MENTAL ILLNESS. Too many people are quick to throw the mentally ill under the bus, especially when it comes to blame. Be it a online bullying, school shootings, road rage, murders, rapists etc... People call out the mentally ill. Most people with true mental illness aren’t violent at all, and they aren’t responsible for all the bad behavior in the world. They often live quiet lives of desperation. Yet, be it online, or in real life, we are often the blame for society’s ills. Who will protect us? Who is our advocate? People need to educate themselves. #juliastiles  #regram  #shaming  #mentalhealthadvocate  #share  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #inthecrayon  #seroquel  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #breakthstigma  #quetiapine  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenic  #headstogether  #depressed  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #jesuschrist  #christian 
For the past few days I've been struggling with tactile hallucinations. Although this isn't new to me, the severity of the hallucinations has escalated, and I've been unable to sleep at night. The feeling of having several spiders crawling up and down my arms and legs is frightening at times. I'm fortunate that the hallucinations haven't been visual, because it has been a very long time since that has happened to me. I can only think that the stress and anxiety I've been dealing with for the past few months has gotten the best of me. It isn't easy sharing this with anyone because of the unfortunate reactions people have when I'm open about my illness. However, my symptoms don't make me a bad person, or someone that you should fear. It's just a part of me that I usually don't write about, because I'm tired of being judged so harshly for something I have little control of...
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For the past few days I've been struggling with tactile hallucinations. Although this isn't new to me, the severity of the hallucinations has escalated, and I've been unable to sleep at night. The feeling of having several spiders crawling up and down my arms and legs is frightening at times. I'm fortunate that the hallucinations haven't been visual, because it has been a very long time since that has happened to me. I can only think that the stress and anxiety I've been dealing with for the past few months has gotten the best of me. It isn't easy sharing this with anyone because of the unfortunate reactions people have when I'm open about my illness. However, my symptoms don't make me a bad person, or someone that you should fear. It's just a part of me that I usually don't write about, because I'm tired of being judged so harshly for something I have little control of... #hallucinations  #tactile  #sleepless  #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #inthecrayon  #seroquel  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #endthestigma  #quetiapine  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #headstogether  #depressed  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves 
Doing my best to live in the "here and now." While watching the sunset this evening, I decided to do my best to live in the present. I think a lot of my anxiety comes from not letting go of the past, as well as, worrying about my future. I have to do my best to live in the moment. #hereandnow #hereandnowthatsthething #inthecrayon
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Doing my best to live in the "here and now." While watching the sunset this evening, I decided to do my best to live in the present. I think a lot of my anxiety comes from not letting go of the past, as well as, worrying about my future. I have to do my best to live in the moment. #hereandnow  #hereandnowthatsthething  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentalillness  #quetiapine  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #quotes  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves  #christianliving 
Thanks to the really nice and thoughtful couple, that are my current landlords, I was able to cook my first Thanksgiving turkey. I know it's a day early, but I'm so grateful. Now my only hope is that I get to spend at least a little time tomorrow night with my son. *Fingers Crossed* #turkey #thanksgiving #thanksgiving2017 #grateful #missingmyson #ilovemyson #thankful #inthecrayon
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Thanks to the really nice and thoughtful couple, that are my current landlords, I was able to cook my first Thanksgiving turkey. I know it's a day early, but I'm so grateful. Now my only hope is that I get to spend at least a little time tomorrow night with my son. *Fingers Crossed* #turkey  #thanksgiving  #thanksgiving2017  #grateful  #missingmyson  #ilovemyson  #thankful  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentalillness  #quetiapine  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #jesuschrist  #christian 
I never feel comfortable taking a selfie. For the most part, I don't recognize myself anymore. I think years of suffering from mental illness takes its toll on anyone. Plus, basic hygiene can take a backseat, if you're battling everyday to keep your sanity. I'm the face of schizophrenia. My name is Eric Anthony. #faceofmentalillness #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthblogger #blogger #inthecrayon #seroquel #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealth #therapy #endthestigma #quetiapine #paranoidschizophrenia #schizophrenic #schizophrenia #headstogether #depressed #single #singlelife #mentallyilllivesmatter #ptsd #anxiety #depression #socialanxiety #stressdisorder #jesuschrist #christian #jesussaves #christianlife #bethechange
I never feel comfortable taking a selfie. For the most part, I don't recognize myself anymore. I think years of suffering from mental illness takes its toll on anyone. Plus, basic hygiene can take a backseat, if you're battling everyday to keep your sanity. I'm the face of schizophrenia. My name is Eric Anthony. #faceofmentalillness  #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogger  #inthecrayon  #seroquel  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #endthestigma  #quetiapine  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #headstogether  #depressed  #single  #singlelife  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves  #christianlife  #bethechange 
Constant worry will steal any chance at happiness you might have, but at the same time, a simple cliche won't fix the problem. Telling someone "Think positive...Don't be so negative... or Snap out of it" won't do anything to help someone who's suffering from mental illness. The playing field isn't level for everyone. Sure, we are all on different roads, different paths, but with similar destinations. Yet, the burdens, obstacles, and the mountains we all face can be entirely different from one another. #conanobrien #bethechange #bekind #bekindalways #inthecrayon
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Constant worry will steal any chance at happiness you might have, but at the same time, a simple cliche won't fix the problem. Telling someone "Think positive...Don't be so negative... or Snap out of it" won't do anything to help someone who's suffering from mental illness. The playing field isn't level for everyone. Sure, we are all on different roads, different paths, but with similar destinations. Yet, the burdens, obstacles, and the mountains we all face can be entirely different from one another. #conanobrien  #bethechange  #bekind  #bekindalways  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #mentalillness  #quetiapine  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #jesuschrist  #christian  #jesussaves 
It's too easy to be cruel to one another. I'm just as guilty at times, but just because I might have better self control doesn't make me a better person. To begin with, everyone's mental state isn't equal. We can't judge someone so negatively because their brain chemistry may be faulty. Mental illness shouldn't always be used as an excuse for bad behavior, but we can't pretend it isn't a factor. A factor that a lot of people would have trouble imagining what it feels like to live with on a day to day basis. End the end, we need a lot less judging and more understanding. #bethechange #bekind #bekindalways 
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It's too easy to be cruel to one another. I'm just as guilty at times, but just because I might have better self control doesn't make me a better person. To begin with, everyone's mental state isn't equal. We can't judge someone so negatively because their brain chemistry may be faulty. Mental illness shouldn't always be used as an excuse for bad behavior, but we can't pretend it isn't a factor. A factor that a lot of people would have trouble imagining what it feels like to live with on a day to day basis. End the end, we need a lot less judging and more understanding. #bethechange  #bekind  #bekindalways  #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogger  #inthecrayon  #seroquel  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #endthestigma  #quetiapine  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #headstogether  #depressed  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #christian  #jesuschrist  #jesussaves  #christianlife 
So, for the last couple of weeks I've isolated myself from the world. From Sunday night, until Thursday afternoon, I keep myself locked away in my room. I don't talk or interact with anyone during this time. I wish I could say that this is something new to me, however, that would be a lie. I'm happy that I have my son from Thursday to Sunday night because I force myself to go outside and interact with the world again. My son gives me life. I don't think I'd venture out in the world lately, if I didn't have my son to raise. I know this isn't healthy, but I'm trying. #isolation #isolated #alone 
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So, for the last couple of weeks I've isolated myself from the world. From Sunday night, until Thursday afternoon, I keep myself locked away in my room. I don't talk or interact with anyone during this time. I wish I could say that this is something new to me, however, that would be a lie. I'm happy that I have my son from Thursday to Sunday night because I force myself to go outside and interact with the world again. My son gives me life. I don't think I'd venture out in the world lately, if I didn't have my son to raise. I know this isn't healthy, but I'm trying. #isolation  #isolated  #alone  #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #inthecrayon  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #breakthstigma  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenic  #headstogether  #depressed  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #christian  #jesuschrist  #christianlife  #jesussaves 
We are all guilty of putting our happiness in the hands of others to some extent. However, I put too much emphasis on what others think of me. I have to learn that I'll never be truly happy, if I don't stop this kind of behavior. #myhappiness #inthecrayon
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We are all guilty of putting our happiness in the hands of others to some extent. However, I put too much emphasis on what others think of me. I have to learn that I'll never be truly happy, if I don't stop this kind of behavior. #myhappiness  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentyalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #quotes  #lifequotes  #bethechange  #bekind  #christian  #christianlife 
I'm in no way diminishing the illness that is "depression" because I also suffer from major depression. It's an unfortunate side effect of my illness, as well as severe anxiety and insomnia. However, it is very important to me that people understand what Paranoid Schizophrenia is and isn't. I not only take  anti-depressants but I also have to take an anti-psychotic drug, as well as medication for my anxiety. It often leaves me feeling groggy, tired, and extremely lethargic at times. I can't put in words how difficult it can make living a relatively normal life. If I were to explain in detail the symptoms that I struggle with on a daily basis, It would scare you into believing that I was someone you should avoid and be fearful of. The truth is, I wouldn't hurt anyone. Most of the individuals with my illness avoid people, and stay away from the public out of fear of being mistreated and misunderstood. That's why Spreading Mental Health Awareness is so important. 
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I'm in no way diminishing the illness that is "depression" because I also suffer from major depression. It's an unfortunate side effect of my illness, as well as severe anxiety and insomnia. However, it is very important to me that people understand what Paranoid Schizophrenia is and isn't. I not only take anti-depressants but I also have to take an anti-psychotic drug, as well as medication for my anxiety. It often leaves me feeling groggy, tired, and extremely lethargic at times. I can't put in words how difficult it can make living a relatively normal life. If I were to explain in detail the symptoms that I struggle with on a daily basis, It would scare you into believing that I was someone you should avoid and be fearful of. The truth is, I wouldn't hurt anyone. Most of the individuals with my illness avoid people, and stay away from the public out of fear of being mistreated and misunderstood. That's why Spreading Mental Health Awareness is so important. #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #inthecrayon  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #breakthstigma  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenic  #headstogether  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #insomnia  #bekind  #bekindalways  #bethechange  #christian  #christianlife  #jesuschrist 
So, my longtime psychiatrist and general practitioner dumped me because they no longer take my health insurance. I had to go to my new doctor, located in a strip mall, in order to get referred to another psychiatrist. I hate starting over with another psychiatrist. And what happened to doctors that were actually located in hospitals, or real medical centers? Now I can get a haircut and a slice of pizza, after every doctor's appointment :/ #psychiatry #psychiatrist #healthinsurance #inthecrayon
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#schizophrenic #schizophrenia
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So, my longtime psychiatrist and general practitioner dumped me because they no longer take my health insurance. I had to go to my new doctor, located in a strip mall, in order to get referred to another psychiatrist. I hate starting over with another psychiatrist. And what happened to doctors that were actually located in hospitals, or real medical centers? Now I can get a haircut and a slice of pizza, after every doctor's appointment :/ #psychiatry  #psychiatrist  #healthinsurance  #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentyalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #christian  #christianlife  #jesussaves 
Some of the scarier symptoms of my paranoid schizophrenia are difficult to explain. Especially when I'm fortunate to have my illness under control for the most part with prescribed medications. I consider myself lucky, even if my life doesn't measure up when compared to others. #bekind #bekindalways #bethechange #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthblogger #blogger #bloggerlife #inthecrayon #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealth #therapy #breakthstigma #paranoidschizophrenia #schizophrenic #schizophrenic #headstogether #mentallyilllivesmatter #ptsd #anxiety #depression #endthestigma #invisibleillness #socialanxiety #stressdisorder
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Some of the scarier symptoms of my paranoid schizophrenia are difficult to explain. Especially when I'm fortunate to have my illness under control for the most part with prescribed medications. I consider myself lucky, even if my life doesn't measure up when compared to others. #bekind  #bekindalways  #bethechange  #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #inthecrayon  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #therapy  #breakthstigma  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenic  #headstogether  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #jesussaves  #christianlife  #christian  #suicide  #suicideprevention  #suicidehelp 
Anxiety is a thief! It takes away your peace of mind and steals what little joy you have in life. If you feel like you need help dealing with anxiety, don't ever be ashamed to ask for help. Together we can end the stigma that surrounds mental illness. #inthecrayon
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Anxiety is a thief! It takes away your peace of mind and steals what little joy you have in life. If you feel like you need help dealing with anxiety, don't ever be ashamed to ask for help. Together we can end the stigma that surrounds mental illness. #inthecrayon  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #ptsd  #depression  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #depressed  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #headstogether  #quotes  #lifequotes  #bekind  #bethechange  #bekindalways  #christian  #christianlife 
I've been alone for several days. The homeowners are on vacation, so I find myself sitting in silence for the better part of the day. This is nothing new to me, but it goes to show you that anyone can get through the loneliness. We are all stronger than we choose to believe. Everyone fight the good fight, and never give up! #lonliness #lonely #lonelyquotes #alone 
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I've been alone for several days. The homeowners are on vacation, so I find myself sitting in silence for the better part of the day. This is nothing new to me, but it goes to show you that anyone can get through the loneliness. We are all stronger than we choose to believe. Everyone fight the good fight, and never give up! #lonliness  #lonely  #lonelyquotes  #alone  #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #inthecrayon  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #schizophrenia  #paranoidschiziphrenia  #schizophrenic  #endthestigma  #headstogether  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #dontgiveup  #fionaapple  #acrosstheuniverse  #thebeatles 
Most of my hallucinations are auditory, and for the most part take place at night. However, the ones that I fear the most are the visual hallucinations. Imagine laying in bed at night and seeing shadows move across the room. The hairs on the back of my neck start to stand up because I feel like I'm being watched. This is just a couple of symptoms from my schizophrenia that I must deal with on a regular basis. I want a normal and productive life, but it's so difficult at times. I've heard so many people in my life say, "You just need to snap out of it." If it were only that easy. I don't want your pity. I just want understanding. That's why mental health awareness is so important. 
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Most of my hallucinations are auditory, and for the most part take place at night. However, the ones that I fear the most are the visual hallucinations. Imagine laying in bed at night and seeing shadows move across the room. The hairs on the back of my neck start to stand up because I feel like I'm being watched. This is just a couple of symptoms from my schizophrenia that I must deal with on a regular basis. I want a normal and productive life, but it's so difficult at times. I've heard so many people in my life say, "You just need to snap out of it." If it were only that easy. I don't want your pity. I just want understanding. That's why mental health awareness is so important. #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #inthecrayon  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #schizophrenia  #paranoidschiziphrenia  #schizophrenic  #endthestigma  #headstogether  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #christian  #christianlife  #jesussaves 
I know it's easy to give up hope. I've struggled with major depression most of my adult life. Please don't ever give up! If it feels like it's too much to bare, ask for help. Speak to someone. You are never a burden. #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthblogger #inthecrayon #blogger #bloggerlife
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#suicideprevention #christian #christianlife #jesussaves
I know it's easy to give up hope. I've struggled with major depression most of my adult life. Please don't ever give up! If it feels like it's too much to bare, ask for help. Speak to someone. You are never a burden. #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalhealthblogger  #inthecrayon  #blogger  #bloggerlife  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #schizophrenia  #paranoidschiziphrenia  #schizophrenic  #endthestigma  #headstogether  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #ptsd  #anxiety  #depression  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxiety  #stressdisorder  #suicideprevention  #christian  #christianlife  #jesussaves 
First, I want to say that I feel very uncomfortable asking for help. If I had family or friends, maybe things would be different. I know that there are more deserving people out there, but if you could find it in your heart to help me, I would be forever grateful. If I wasn't disabled and on a very fixed income, I wouldn't be asking for help but I have no other options. Next month my son gets promoted from kindergarten and I really want to be there for him. If you can't help, I understand. Link to my Gofundme me account on my profile. Thank you for taking the time to read. Take care. #pleasehelp #helpme #blogger #mentalhealthblogger
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First, I want to say that I feel very uncomfortable asking for help. If I had family or friends, maybe things would be different. I know that there are more deserving people out there, but if you could find it in your heart to help me, I would be forever grateful. If I wasn't disabled and on a very fixed income, I wouldn't be asking for help but I have no other options. Next month my son gets promoted from kindergarten and I really want to be there for him. If you can't help, I understand. Link to my Gofundme me account on my profile. Thank you for taking the time to read. Take care. #pleasehelp  #helpme  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #inthecrayon  #ptsd  #depression  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #pleaseshare  #share 
Amen! Even well meaning Christians can be insensitive and ignorant. Does a child that's stricken with cancer lack faith as well? 
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Amen! Sometimes even well meaning Christians can be so ignorant and very insensitive to the plight of the mentally ill. Does a child that's stricken with cancer lack faith as well? #dontdoubtmyfaith #mentalhealthblogger #blogger #mentalhealthadvocate
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Amen! Sometimes even well meaning Christians can be so ignorant and very insensitive to the plight of the mentally ill. Does a child that's stricken with cancer lack faith as well? #dontdoubtmyfaith  #mentalhealthblogger  #blogger  #mentalhealthadvocate  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #depression  #depressed  #ptsd  #inthecrayon  #anxiety  #survivor  #recovery  #bipolar  #endthestigma  #socialanxiety  #therapy  #invisibleillness  #breakthestigma  #christianlife  #christian  #jesussaves  #faithingod 
Looking out from my bedroom window, in my loft above a garage, life goes on without me. How I wish my life were different. I have to find a way... Strawberry Fields Forever 🍓#strawberryfields #blogger #mentalhealthblogger
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Looking out from my bedroom window, in my loft above a garage, life goes on without me. How I wish my life were different. I have to find a way... Strawberry Fields Forever 🍓#strawberryfields  #blogger  #mentalhealthblogger  #paranoidschizophrenia  #schizophrenic  #schizophrenia  #mentallyilllivesmatter  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentallyill  #mentalhealth  #inthecrayon  #ptsd  #depression  #anxiety  #seroquel  #endthestigma  #invisibleillness  #socialanxtiety  #mentalhealthadvocate  #recovery  #therapy  #bekind  #bekindalways  #isolation  #headstogether  #thebeatles