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Thank you for all the lovely thoughts & messages. My husband & I can no longer stay in our home as our symptoms are drastic at this point due to the level of mycotoxins in the air. While the testing will probably be inconclusive since their really is no gold standard, I must listen to my body as it is screaming at me. We have concluded that all of our furniture & the majority of our belongings are toxic as well. Our health is more important. My son and I have tested positive for biotoxins yesterday. Please send light. ⭐️. #spooniefamily #fibromyalgiaawareness  #chronicillness #Spoonie #PTSD #butyoudontlooksick #stopthinkingyouknoweverything
#moldawareness #lymediseaseawareness #moldtoxicity #fibromyalgiawarrior #chronicpain #invisibleillness #addictionrecovery #spooniestrong #Mycotoxicosis 
#unexplainedweightgain #spoonie #fibromyalgia #Anxiety #invisiblesickness
#ptsdawareness #stigmafighter
#endthestigma #stopthestigma #breakthestigma #stachybotrys #blackmold #mold
Thank you for all the lovely thoughts & messages. My husband & I can no longer stay in our home as our symptoms are drastic at this point due to the level of mycotoxins in the air. While the testing will probably be inconclusive since their really is no gold standard, I must listen to my body as it is screaming at me. We have concluded that all of our furniture & the majority of our belongings are toxic as well. Our health is more important. My son and I have tested positive for biotoxins yesterday. Please send light. ⭐️. #spooniefamily  #fibromyalgiaawareness  #chronicillness  #Spoonie  #PTSD  #butyoudontlooksick  #stopthinkingyouknoweverything  #moldawareness  #lymediseaseawareness  #moldtoxicity  #fibromyalgiawarrior  #chronicpain  #invisibleillness  #addictionrecovery  #spooniestrong  #Mycotoxicosis  #unexplainedweightgain  #spoonie  #fibromyalgia  #Anxiety  #invisiblesickness  #ptsdawareness  #stigmafighter  #endthestigma  #stopthestigma  #breakthestigma  #stachybotrys  #blackmold  #mold 
I managed to squeeze behind the cabinets & get this picture when we pulled back our stove last week. It's an opening where the paint came off our wall, & shows the mold in which my landlords deny exists. My health is diminishing as I awoke to my husband also in excruciating pain & severe muscle cramping in his legs, we moved onto our porch last night & slept on the floor. We have no place to go, as we don't want to get anyone else contaminated & sick & our landlords & real estate company refuse to help us get a hotel. They are trying to say that I refused to allow the water remediation company on the premises which is a lie. I only asked them if it was safe to open the wall since we all have been sick & we do not know the mold spores count or species & THEY decided not to do any work besides dehumidify the area. It's getting ugly now & I am shocked by the lack of compassion. Once again No One takes my illness seriously or my sons or my husbands onset of symptoms. Both of us have this chronic heartburn, fatigue, anxiety, & feel our lungs are burning. My pain is shooting up my back, my jaw, legs, hips, elbows & arms. I stuttered so bad yesterday at work I could barely get my speech correct. I'm just happy my kids are out of the house. Yesterday the real estate company rebutted our claims of possible mold toxicity by saying, "every house has mold". Yes, there are mold spores everywhere in the air but you shouldn't have mold like this in your walls! We have had to hire an environmental scientist ourselves to test as I feel the trust is broken w/the owners and realty company as they have drawn a line in the sand with their lack of concern for our health & the fact that they accuse me of lying. As always I document truth. The only thing they have offered is that we can terminate our lease and move out today. We don't even know if we can take our belongings as they may be contaminated, nor do we have 3k lying around to go drop a deposit & 1st month on another house. WTF! This collective thought that MOLD is not dangerous needs to end! Mold is TOXIC & even deadly to 1 in 4 people. So tired of hearing people tell me it's not serious, & that I shouldn't be concerned. 😷😫
I managed to squeeze behind the cabinets & get this picture when we pulled back our stove last week. It's an opening where the paint came off our wall, & shows the mold in which my landlords deny exists. My health is diminishing as I awoke to my husband also in excruciating pain & severe muscle cramping in his legs, we moved onto our porch last night & slept on the floor. We have no place to go, as we don't want to get anyone else contaminated & sick & our landlords & real estate company refuse to help us get a hotel. They are trying to say that I refused to allow the water remediation company on the premises which is a lie. I only asked them if it was safe to open the wall since we all have been sick & we do not know the mold spores count or species & THEY decided not to do any work besides dehumidify the area. It's getting ugly now & I am shocked by the lack of compassion. Once again No One takes my illness seriously or my sons or my husbands onset of symptoms. Both of us have this chronic heartburn, fatigue, anxiety, & feel our lungs are burning. My pain is shooting up my back, my jaw, legs, hips, elbows & arms. I stuttered so bad yesterday at work I could barely get my speech correct. I'm just happy my kids are out of the house. Yesterday the real estate company rebutted our claims of possible mold toxicity by saying, "every house has mold". Yes, there are mold spores everywhere in the air but you shouldn't have mold like this in your walls! We have had to hire an environmental scientist ourselves to test as I feel the trust is broken w/the owners and realty company as they have drawn a line in the sand with their lack of concern for our health & the fact that they accuse me of lying. As always I document truth. The only thing they have offered is that we can terminate our lease and move out today. We don't even know if we can take our belongings as they may be contaminated, nor do we have 3k lying around to go drop a deposit & 1st month on another house. WTF! This collective thought that MOLD is not dangerous needs to end! Mold is TOXIC & even deadly to 1 in 4 people. So tired of hearing people tell me it's not serious, & that I shouldn't be concerned. 😷😫
Prior to my current situation with #mold, I was unaware that #moldtoxicity symptoms mirror those of Fibromyalgia. 
My research has been on full blast. If you are suffering from 5 or more of these symptoms and have gotten little to no relief with your Fibro meds and treatment, I urge you to investigate further. 
Most regular doctors are Not fully educated on the effects of mold. 
Not all people are affected as it depends on your genetic makeup, however 1 in 4 people have the markers that would be affected toxically from mold. 
We had been told there was no mold in our house so I accepted that it was Fibromyalgia, now I am not sure. We are still waiting to get test results for our home but I have been getting sicker by the day since the wall in question was disturbed. 
Check out the article link on my page and start researching! 
No one will help you get better besides yourself. I was told by my sons pediatrician that mold toxicity doesn't exist! That is a pure uneducated lie. This is the super invisible illness, so what harm will it do to read further. I wish I had sooner. Much love and light! ⭐️✨⭐️
Prior to my current situation with #mold , I was unaware that #moldtoxicity  symptoms mirror those of Fibromyalgia. My research has been on full blast. If you are suffering from 5 or more of these symptoms and have gotten little to no relief with your Fibro meds and treatment, I urge you to investigate further. Most regular doctors are Not fully educated on the effects of mold. Not all people are affected as it depends on your genetic makeup, however 1 in 4 people have the markers that would be affected toxically from mold. We had been told there was no mold in our house so I accepted that it was Fibromyalgia, now I am not sure. We are still waiting to get test results for our home but I have been getting sicker by the day since the wall in question was disturbed. Check out the article link on my page and start researching! No one will help you get better besides yourself. I was told by my sons pediatrician that mold toxicity doesn't exist! That is a pure uneducated lie. This is the super invisible illness, so what harm will it do to read further. I wish I had sooner. Much love and light! ⭐️✨⭐️
Driving home with my husband, I stare out & see nothing but everything as my mind streams incessant bedlam. Sleep has been sporadic with little rest; my reality spills into my subconscious & I yearn for my previous stability & standard.
I pause to wonder why the universe has chosen to treat me so unkindly this past year and a half, and why must we always be given such obstacles? Have I not sacrificed & given enough of myself & is this an answer or another questionable fork in my road of life?⬇️
Driving home with my husband, I stare out & see nothing but everything as my mind streams incessant bedlam. Sleep has been sporadic with little rest; my reality spills into my subconscious & I yearn for my previous stability & standard. I pause to wonder why the universe has chosen to treat me so unkindly this past year and a half, and why must we always be given such obstacles? Have I not sacrificed & given enough of myself & is this an answer or another questionable fork in my road of life?⬇️
Hello guys! A little note from a girl with Ulcerative Colitis ❤️: lots of people are dealing with chronic illnesses and invisible sicknesses like I do.. lots of people tell me that I look fine & normal from outside because I never give up smiling and being happy❤️ but you get used to the pain that you suffer and try to live your life in a good way.. because of this reason I don't keep people who has negative energy and try to ruin my life or others.. why I do even have to be friends with them? When I can be happy & surround myself with positive things ☘️ and also Thanks to you guys, I am much more happier 😍 loving my life, living my life - never give up 💪🏼 #ulcerativecolitis #uc #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #chrons #guts #invisiblesickness #chronic #chronicpain #chronicillness #pain #suffer #warrior #survivor #happy #behappy #nevergiveup #loveyourself
Hello guys! A little note from a girl with Ulcerative Colitis ❤️: lots of people are dealing with chronic illnesses and invisible sicknesses like I do.. lots of people tell me that I look fine & normal from outside because I never give up smiling and being happy❤️ but you get used to the pain that you suffer and try to live your life in a good way.. because of this reason I don't keep people who has negative energy and try to ruin my life or others.. why I do even have to be friends with them? When I can be happy & surround myself with positive things ☘️ and also Thanks to you guys, I am much more happier 😍 loving my life, living my life - never give up 💪🏼 #ulcerativecolitis  #uc  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #chrons  #guts  #invisiblesickness  #chronic  #chronicpain  #chronicillness  #pain  #suffer  #warrior  #survivor  #happy  #behappy  #nevergiveup  #loveyourself 
I really don't know how many blood tests I have given in this past few weeks! Even though it hurts alot, I try to stay calm 😂my doctors and I are trying to figure out, what is going on with me! According my results I am not on my flare up, but I have bleeding and rushing to the bathroom.. sometimes I have cramps🤦🏼‍♀️ so another day at the hospital! Chilling and killing lol😂 #nocolonstillrollin #ulcerativecolitis #ulcerativecolitisandcrohns #ulcerativecolitisremission #flareups #sickness #invisiblesickness #pain #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #bloodtest #hospital #doctor #nurse
I really don't know how many blood tests I have given in this past few weeks! Even though it hurts alot, I try to stay calm 😂my doctors and I are trying to figure out, what is going on with me! According my results I am not on my flare up, but I have bleeding and rushing to the bathroom.. sometimes I have cramps🤦🏼‍♀️ so another day at the hospital! Chilling and killing lol😂 #nocolonstillrollin  #ulcerativecolitis  #ulcerativecolitisandcrohns  #ulcerativecolitisremission  #flareups  #sickness  #invisiblesickness  #pain  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #bloodtest  #hospital  #doctor  #nurse 
Hello my sweet IG family! 🖤 well as you know, I was at the hospital and did some tests.. so here are the results: I had sigmoidoscopy without any anesthesia or any prep.. 😣 it was not "that painful" but I was crying alot 🙁 we had to do it like this because my bleeding was increasing day by day and my doctor told me that he has to figure it out ASAP! Omg.. it was horrible.. according to my #sigmoidoscopy I have flare ups! I had #pathology and waiting for their results😞 I am going to the bathroom 5-6times a day.. as you can see living with Ulcerative colitis is hard but still trying to enjoy it! I am chilling with my PJs and my water 😂 #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #nocolonstillrollin #colon #intestines #invisiblesickness #sickness #health #water #diet #flareups #remission #survivor #warrior #fight #raiseawareness
Hello my sweet IG family! 🖤 well as you know, I was at the hospital and did some tests.. so here are the results: I had sigmoidoscopy without any anesthesia or any prep.. 😣 it was not "that painful" but I was crying alot 🙁 we had to do it like this because my bleeding was increasing day by day and my doctor told me that he has to figure it out ASAP! Omg.. it was horrible.. according to my #sigmoidoscopy  I have flare ups! I had #pathology  and waiting for their results😞 I am going to the bathroom 5-6times a day.. as you can see living with Ulcerative colitis is hard but still trying to enjoy it! I am chilling with my PJs and my water 😂 #ulcerativecolitis  #crohns  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #nocolonstillrollin  #colon  #intestines  #invisiblesickness  #sickness  #health  #water  #diet  #flareups  #remission  #survivor  #warrior  #fight  #raiseawareness 
Yesterday, I went to the hospital because my bleeding won't stop and it was increasing day by day.. I was so scared.. I had #colonoscopy and we found out I have my flare ups again.. but my doctor told me that body is rejecting something because a human body can't change this quickly.. so actually we really don't know what is going on. So today we did some blood test etc. we will find out what is going on! And also waiting for my #pathology results🙏 god bless all of us ❤️ #uc #ulcerativecolitis #remission #flareups #sickness #invisiblesickness #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #sad #pain #fedup #health #hospital #doctor
Yesterday, I went to the hospital because my bleeding won't stop and it was increasing day by day.. I was so scared.. I had #colonoscopy  and we found out I have my flare ups again.. but my doctor told me that body is rejecting something because a human body can't change this quickly.. so actually we really don't know what is going on. So today we did some blood test etc. we will find out what is going on! And also waiting for my #pathology  results🙏 god bless all of us ❤️ #uc  #ulcerativecolitis  #remission  #flareups  #sickness  #invisiblesickness  #crohns  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #sad  #pain  #fedup  #health  #hospital  #doctor 
So.. well I am not feeling very well.. I am really going crazy😞 as I told you guys, My doctor told me that I have haemorrhoids.. but this stupid bleeding is going crazy.. and day after day it is increasing and I am really freaking out! 😶 and Also I have some weird stuff going on with my body.. and I really don't know😓 tomorrow I am going to call my doctor and see what is going on! I really need your support this time 🙏 #support #friendship #love #motivation #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #living #uc #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #pain #remission #flareups #sickness #invisiblesickness #nothappy #needenergy #energy #doctor #hospital
So.. well I am not feeling very well.. I am really going crazy😞 as I told you guys, My doctor told me that I have haemorrhoids.. but this stupid bleeding is going crazy.. and day after day it is increasing and I am really freaking out! 😶 and Also I have some weird stuff going on with my body.. and I really don't know😓 tomorrow I am going to call my doctor and see what is going on! I really need your support this time 🙏 #support  #friendship  #love  #motivation  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #living  #uc  #ulcerativecolitis  #crohns  #pain  #remission  #flareups  #sickness  #invisiblesickness  #nothappy  #needenergy  #energy  #doctor  #hospital 
Today we wear orange socks in order to support #depressionsforeningen's work and to spread the word that we need to talk about depression. And we need to accept it for the disease it is! Especially in the work place, where stress and depression are invisible diseases and are thus difficult to handle and talk about the same way we talk about a broken leg. Both need time to heal. I don't own any orange socks anymore; I have outworn them. Instead I share with you some of my orange books.
#depressionsucks every day of the year. Every hour. Every minute. Don't give it the silence treatment.
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#tasnakken #depression #invisiblesickness #orangebooks #awarenessday #depressionawareness #shareyourlove #speakup #talkaboutit #helpafriend #helpacolleague #reachout #bookphotography #bookstagram #cherryblossomreads
Today we wear orange socks in order to support #depressionsforeningen 's work and to spread the word that we need to talk about depression. And we need to accept it for the disease it is! Especially in the work place, where stress and depression are invisible diseases and are thus difficult to handle and talk about the same way we talk about a broken leg. Both need time to heal. I don't own any orange socks anymore; I have outworn them. Instead I share with you some of my orange books. #depressionsucks  every day of the year. Every hour. Every minute. Don't give it the silence treatment. 🌻 #tasnakken  #depression  #invisiblesickness  #orangebooks  #awarenessday  #depressionawareness  #shareyourlove  #speakup  #talkaboutit  #helpafriend  #helpacolleague  #reachout  #bookphotography  #bookstagram  #cherryblossomreads 
Another day at the hospital for my blood test 👍🏼 and nurse trying to find my vein😘 you can see how nervous I am 🙈 Living with Ulcerative Colitis ☘️ #uc #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #bowel #guts #invisiblesickness #sickness #chronic #chronicillness #bloodtest #hospital
Today, I received a beautiful motivation card from @breannascards ! She made my day! Motivation is really important for our immune system❤️👍🏼 so while fighting with my Ulcerative Colitis, I always try to motivate myself.. I know it is hard! But try it! You will feel better ☘️😘 #support #motivation #uc #ulcerativecolitis #invisiblesickness #dontgiveup #keepfighting #friendship #happy #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #sickness #raiseawareness #alwayshere #nopainnogain
Today, I received a beautiful motivation card from @breannascards ! She made my day! Motivation is really important for our immune system❤️👍🏼 so while fighting with my Ulcerative Colitis, I always try to motivate myself.. I know it is hard! But try it! You will feel better ☘️😘 #support  #motivation  #uc  #ulcerativecolitis  #invisiblesickness  #dontgiveup  #keepfighting  #friendship  #happy  #crohns  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #sickness  #raiseawareness  #alwayshere  #nopainnogain 
Typical Turkish Breakfast ❤️ but there few things that I can't eat or drink because of my Ulcerative Colitis. And they are;  Orange juice, strawberry jam, hot dog, salami .. but it looks yummy 😋 living with ulcerative colitis ❤️ #uc #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #boweldisease #disease #health #food #love #happiness #enjoy #breakfast #diet #ulcerativecolitisdiet #invisiblesickness #colitis #happy
Been out of touch for a while, I apologize... here's a piece by some of my friends in a band called ✔ #ahhfugyeahs to make up for it😊 ..still about health and nutrition...link in bio @godsbutterflies .
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#music #friends #real #life #fitfam #nutrition #healthyeating #health #live #familyfirst #family #sick #invisiblesickness #rock #oldrock #fitdad #fitmom #stayathomemom #wah #letsdothis #wegotthis #onlyyouknow #sickandtired #love #rock #texas #toadies #band #chasingrent #spoonfed
Been out of touch for a while, I apologize... here's a piece by some of my friends in a band called ✔ #ahhfugyeahs  to make up for it😊 ..still about health and nutrition...link in bio @godsbutterflies . . . . . . . #music  #friends  #real  #life  #fitfam  #nutrition  #healthyeating  #health  #live  #familyfirst  #family  #sick  #invisiblesickness  #rock  #oldrock  #fitdad  #fitmom  #stayathomemom  #wah  #letsdothis  #wegotthis  #onlyyouknow  #sickandtired  #love  #rock  #texas  #toadies  #band  #chasingrent  #spoonfed 
So hello guys! as I told you in my earlier posts that I was scared because I saw some bleeding and I went to see my doctor! So here are the results; I did some blood test and we found out that everything is great but I have haemorrhoid(piles) starting.. so because of this he gave me some cream, and other medication. Ps: at the end of the video I am trying to say --> Thank you guys alot for your support ❤️🌹 I don't know how to thank you😘😘 #uc #ulcerativecolitis #girlwith #ulcerativecolitis #ulcerativecolitisdiet #remission #flareup #cramps #crohns #crohnsdisease #life #sickness #health #invisiblesickness #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #haemorrhoids #boweldisease #diease
So hello guys! as I told you in my earlier posts that I was scared because I saw some bleeding and I went to see my doctor! So here are the results; I did some blood test and we found out that everything is great but I have haemorrhoid(piles) starting.. so because of this he gave me some cream, and other medication. Ps: at the end of the video I am trying to say --> Thank you guys alot for your support ❤️🌹 I don't know how to thank you😘😘 #uc  #ulcerativecolitis  #girlwith  #ulcerativecolitis  #ulcerativecolitisdiet  #remission  #flareup  #cramps  #crohns  #crohnsdisease  #life  #sickness  #health  #invisiblesickness  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #haemorrhoids  #boweldisease  #diease 
I am a warrior! I am an Ulcerative Colitis warrior! Fighting with this invisible sickness💪🏼❤️ #uc #ulcerativecolitis #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #invisiblesickness #sickness #crohns #gut #fight #warrior #survivor #pain #remission #flareups #power
So here it is.. girl with Ulcerative Colitis struggling with nurse finding her vein so that she could get some blood for her blood test 😂👍🏼 because of using lots of medications, it is hard for nurses to find my vein.. it hurts like 💩 !! - well cross your fingers! I will wait for my results, and we will see what is going on with my Ulcerative Colitis! #ulcerativecolitis #girlwithulcerativecolitis #hanginthere #love #live #laugh #bloodtest #bloodsampletest #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #crohns #colitis #guts #fun #nurse #hospital #partyhard #lfl #invisiblesickness #sickness #raiseawareness
So here it is.. girl with Ulcerative Colitis struggling with nurse finding her vein so that she could get some blood for her blood test 😂👍🏼 because of using lots of medications, it is hard for nurses to find my vein.. it hurts like 💩 !! - well cross your fingers! I will wait for my results, and we will see what is going on with my Ulcerative Colitis! #ulcerativecolitis  #girlwithulcerativecolitis  #hanginthere  #love  #live  #laugh  #bloodtest  #bloodsampletest  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #crohns  #colitis  #guts  #fun  #nurse  #hospital  #partyhard  #lfl  #invisiblesickness  #sickness  #raiseawareness 
So hello guys! Hope you guys are doing great! Well this picture was taken on my birthday 10 of september 2017.. my biggest and only wish was to be healthy, don't need to rush to the bathroom, no flare ups, no cramps, no fever.. Well this morning was a nightmare for me.. I went to the bathroom guess what I see :) bleeding.. well right now I don't have any cramps.. but I feel tired. Tomorrow I am going to the hospital for my check up and see what is going on.. we all thought that remicade was working 💪🏼 Just cross your fingers ❤️ thanks to you all I don't feel scared anymore 😍 thank you.. #ulcerativecolitis #colitis #uc #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #invisiblesickness #sickness #warrior #ulcerativecolitiswarrior #raiseawareness #bestrong #crossyourfingers #wish #wishes #birthdaywish #happiness #health #lfl #lovequotes
So hello guys! Hope you guys are doing great! Well this picture was taken on my birthday 10 of september 2017.. my biggest and only wish was to be healthy, don't need to rush to the bathroom, no flare ups, no cramps, no fever.. Well this morning was a nightmare for me.. I went to the bathroom guess what I see :) bleeding.. well right now I don't have any cramps.. but I feel tired. Tomorrow I am going to the hospital for my check up and see what is going on.. we all thought that remicade was working 💪🏼 Just cross your fingers ❤️ thanks to you all I don't feel scared anymore 😍 thank you.. #ulcerativecolitis  #colitis  #uc  #crohns  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #invisiblesickness  #sickness  #warrior  #ulcerativecolitiswarrior  #raiseawareness  #bestrong  #crossyourfingers  #wish  #wishes  #birthdaywish  #happiness  #health  #lfl  #lovequotes 
Watch it ! ☺️living with #ulcerativecolitis can be hard but I am here for you guys❤️ keep smiling! Keep living your life even if some people make you stupid comments ! 💪🏼 we are strong! We deserve to be happy! #uc #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #cancer #lifeenjoy #enjoy #nocolonstillrollin #raise #awareness #behappy #motivation #love #invisiblesickness #chronic #chronicillness
After my dentist appointment, I really deserve a Turkish tea❤️ turkish tea is a black tea actually😊 I am not able to drink coffee because of #ulcerativecolitis but Tea.. it is the most important thing for me❤️ I am really happy that I can enjoy drinking turkish tea without any problem 👍🏼😍living with #ulcerativecolitis can be hard, but f** it 😄😂 try to live your life and enjoy every minute of it! #uc #ulcerativecolitis #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #crohns #invisiblesickness #sickness #chronic #chronicillness #illness #tea #food #love #enjoyit #becauseiamhappy #behappy #appointment #dentist
After my dentist appointment, I really deserve a Turkish tea❤️ turkish tea is a black tea actually😊 I am not able to drink coffee because of #ulcerativecolitis  but Tea.. it is the most important thing for me❤️ I am really happy that I can enjoy drinking turkish tea without any problem 👍🏼😍living with #ulcerativecolitis  can be hard, but f** it 😄😂 try to live your life and enjoy every minute of it! #uc  #ulcerativecolitis  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #crohns  #invisiblesickness  #sickness  #chronic  #chronicillness  #illness  #tea  #food  #love  #enjoyit  #becauseiamhappy  #behappy  #appointment  #dentist 
Pancake day ❤️ one of my favorite 😌 if you want to make me happy "pancake" is the answer 😘 but because I have #ulceraticecolitis I am not able to eat "lots of chocolate 😥" but eating some doesn't hurt! So it is my cheat day❤️ I LOVE IT🙏 - a little chocolate killed nobody 😁 #livingwithulcerativecolitis #girlwithulcerativecolitis #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #invisiblesickness #awareness #raiseawareness #chocolate #pancake #food #lovefood #eatingdisorder
Pancake day ❤️ one of my favorite 😌 if you want to make me happy "pancake" is the answer 😘 but because I have #ulceraticecolitis  I am not able to eat "lots of chocolate 😥" but eating some doesn't hurt! So it is my cheat day❤️ I LOVE IT🙏 - a little chocolate killed nobody 😁 #livingwithulcerativecolitis  #girlwithulcerativecolitis  #ulcerativecolitis  #crohns  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #invisiblesickness  #awareness  #raiseawareness  #chocolate  #pancake  #food  #lovefood  #eatingdisorder 
Hello everyone! my first question is --> HOW ARE YOU FEELING ?!? ❤️😊 this picture was taking 2 weeks ago when I had my iron infusion😌 I am doing great.. hope it will continue like this! As I said before NEVER GIVE UP! ALWAYS SMILE ❤️☺️ I am here for you😇 #ulcerative #ulcerativecolitis #ulcerativecolitisremission #remission #remissionlife #cronhs #ibd #inflammatoryboweldiease #invisiblesickness #sickness #iron #ironinfusion #infusion #remicade #smile #awareness #raiseawareness
Hello everyone! my first question is --> HOW ARE YOU FEELING ?!? ❤️😊 this picture was taking 2 weeks ago when I had my iron infusion😌 I am doing great.. hope it will continue like this! As I said before NEVER GIVE UP! ALWAYS SMILE ❤️☺️ I am here for you😇 #ulcerative  #ulcerativecolitis  #ulcerativecolitisremission  #remission  #remissionlife  #cronhs  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldiease  #invisiblesickness  #sickness  #iron  #ironinfusion  #infusion  #remicade  #smile  #awareness  #raiseawareness 
Drinking Turkish tea ❤️it is my favorite ☺️ when I drink it, I always feel calm and relaxed 🙏😌 #tea #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #sickness #invisiblesickness #enjoy #everymoment #remission #remissionlife #happy #behappy
this is the suicide prevention month. any mental illness is invisible illness because you don't really see it. people think it's an excuse or that it's a phase. 'tired' does not always mean physically, being mentally tired is the worst possible thing. you cannot possibly therapy it away or cry it away or forget it or get meds for it. you need to live with it and with time it is going to get a lot better. you matter. you are enough. you are strong. and you're awesome. whatever the illness be, ending your life has never been an answer. it won't ever be. #suicidepreventionmonth #invisiblesickness #socialanxietydisorder #socialanxiety #september #yellow #depression #suicidehotline #ilied #generalisedanxietydisorder #ocd #obsessivecompulsivedisorder
this is the suicide prevention month. any mental illness is invisible illness because you don't really see it. people think it's an excuse or that it's a phase. 'tired' does not always mean physically, being mentally tired is the worst possible thing. you cannot possibly therapy it away or cry it away or forget it or get meds for it. you need to live with it and with time it is going to get a lot better. you matter. you are enough. you are strong. and you're awesome. whatever the illness be, ending your life has never been an answer. it won't ever be. #suicidepreventionmonth  #invisiblesickness  #socialanxietydisorder  #socialanxiety  #september  #yellow  #depression  #suicidehotline  #ilied  #generalisedanxietydisorder  #ocd  #obsessivecompulsivedisorder 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ❤️ living with #ulcerativecolitis can be hard but Keep smiling! Girl with #ulcerativecolitis #remission #party #birthday #crohns #ibd #invisiblesickness #awareness #warrior #support #nocolonstillrollin #partyhard
Before having an account on IG, I felt so lonely.. because I don't have anyone around me who has UC, crohns or IBD etc. I always thought why do I have this invisible sickness? I was so worried😞 used to cry all the time even though I smile a lot🌺 I just wanted to thank to all my IG family. Yea, we are like a family. Even with distance we support each other ❤️ we try to give motivation to each other 🙏 Thanks to you all, I don't feel lonely anymore ☺️ #ulcerativecolitis #crohns #ibd #inflammatoryboweldisease #invisiblesickness #fight #support #warrior #ucwarrior #ucsurvivor #family #friendship #awarenes #raiseawarness
Before having an account on IG, I felt so lonely.. because I don't have anyone around me who has UC, crohns or IBD etc. I always thought why do I have this invisible sickness? I was so worried😞 used to cry all the time even though I smile a lot🌺 I just wanted to thank to all my IG family. Yea, we are like a family. Even with distance we support each other ❤️ we try to give motivation to each other 🙏 Thanks to you all, I don't feel lonely anymore ☺️ #ulcerativecolitis  #crohns  #ibd  #inflammatoryboweldisease  #invisiblesickness  #fight  #support  #warrior  #ucwarrior  #ucsurvivor  #family  #friendship  #awarenes  #raiseawarness 
So 1st video is after my #ironinfusion I FEEL GREAT 💪🏼🎉 2nd and 3rd is at the hospital taking #ironinfusion Dealing with #invisiblesickness can be hard! But you can dance no matter what! 🌺 enjoy your life and every minute of it ❤️ #ulcerativecolitis #ulcerativecolitisremission #ulcerativecolitisandcrohns #crohns #ibd #awareness #raiseawareness #powerful #behappy #dance
'Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that wants to die so badly.' I'm so sorry for this , but it's exactly how it feels.. The world is too much at the moment, too overwelmed , too hard.. my mind the same. I can't be always that strong 
#sad #imsorry #hopeidonttriggeryou #mind #body #toomuch #head #world #life #cantbestrongallthetime #imsotired #depression #borderline #rough #badly #invisiblesickness #cantlookonthebrightside #shit
'Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that wants to die so badly.' I'm so sorry for this , but it's exactly how it feels.. The world is too much at the moment, too overwelmed , too hard.. my mind the same. I can't be always that strong #sad  #imsorry  #hopeidonttriggeryou  #mind  #body  #toomuch  #head  #world  #life  #cantbestrongallthetime  #imsotired  #depression  #borderline  #rough  #badly  #invisiblesickness  #cantlookonthebrightside  #shit 
This is how the life with diabetes mostly is.. but luckily, when you give it a bit of love and time, you'll work it out 😌 #diabetes #diabetic #livingwithdiabetes #lifeofdiabetic #insulinpump #t1d #invisiblesickness #type1diabetes #youlllearntolivewithit #endlessstory #partofme #minoule #heart #redridinghood
Breakfast-Prep für heute in der Uni 🍓🍴
Mittlerweile bin ich schon wieder zuhause 🏡 Gleich geht es für mich auf in die Innenstadt mit einer Freundin Sushi essen 🍣 🍱 Danach kommt dann eher der unschöne Teil des Tages, denn mein nächster Termin beim Rheumatologen steht an. Es wird sich dann entscheiden wie es weiter geht und ich bin schon etwas angespannt und nervös. 😥🙄 Die letzten 3 Tage waren auch nicht sonderlich gut was die Schmerzen in meinen Händen betrifft, und das trotz Cortison... 😓💊
Auf dem Bild seht ihr auch meine Mitnehm-Medikamenten-Dose. Das ist einer der schwierigsten Schritte für mich. Jeden Tag Tabletten zu nehmen.. Da ich seit letztem Jahr Oktober keine Pille mehr nehme, war dass tägliche Einnehmen von Tabletten Geschichte. Und es hat sich so unglaublich gut angefühlt. Jetzt die Gewissheit zu haben, dass mich Medikamente doch mein restliches Leben begleiten werden ist schon recht niederschmetternd. 😔
Aber man gewöhnt sich ja bekanntlich irgendwie an Alles.
Ich werde euch berichten was mein Termin ergeben hat! 🏥😷
Wünsche euch noch einen schönen Tag!
#porridge #beeren #beerenliebe #chiapower #smacktastic #nevergiveup #lebenmitrheuma #rheuma #abnehmen2017 #abnehmen #fit2017 #chronies #hoffnung #nichtvomkörpereinschränkenlassen #invisiblesickness #chronisch #chronischkrank #chronicillness #chronicpain #fatigue #hope #understand #lernedichselbstzulieben #support #fightinginvisibleillness #fightinginvisiblebattles
Breakfast-Prep für heute in der Uni 🍓🍴 Mittlerweile bin ich schon wieder zuhause 🏡 Gleich geht es für mich auf in die Innenstadt mit einer Freundin Sushi essen 🍣 🍱 Danach kommt dann eher der unschöne Teil des Tages, denn mein nächster Termin beim Rheumatologen steht an. Es wird sich dann entscheiden wie es weiter geht und ich bin schon etwas angespannt und nervös. 😥🙄 Die letzten 3 Tage waren auch nicht sonderlich gut was die Schmerzen in meinen Händen betrifft, und das trotz Cortison... 😓💊 Auf dem Bild seht ihr auch meine Mitnehm-Medikamenten-Dose. Das ist einer der schwierigsten Schritte für mich. Jeden Tag Tabletten zu nehmen.. Da ich seit letztem Jahr Oktober keine Pille mehr nehme, war dass tägliche Einnehmen von Tabletten Geschichte. Und es hat sich so unglaublich gut angefühlt. Jetzt die Gewissheit zu haben, dass mich Medikamente doch mein restliches Leben begleiten werden ist schon recht niederschmetternd. 😔 Aber man gewöhnt sich ja bekanntlich irgendwie an Alles. Ich werde euch berichten was mein Termin ergeben hat! 🏥😷 Wünsche euch noch einen schönen Tag! #porridge  #beeren  #beerenliebe  #chiapower  #smacktastic  #nevergiveup  #lebenmitrheuma  #rheuma  #abnehmen2017  #abnehmen  #fit2017  #chronies  #hoffnung  #nichtvomkörpereinschränkenlassen  #invisiblesickness  #chronisch  #chronischkrank  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #fatigue  #hope  #understand  #lernedichselbstzulieben  #support  #fightinginvisibleillness  #fightinginvisiblebattles 
Hallo ihr Lieben!
Kurz was zu meiner Person: ich bin 21 Jahre alt, komme aus Köln und studiere BWL im 3. Semester. Ich möchte erstmal, was Bilder und meinen Namen betrifft anonym bleiben. Vor 2 Wochen änderte sich für mich alles. Ich bekam die Diagnose Rheuma und das in meinem Alter 😔
Die letzten zwei Wochen waren eine harte und unglaublich emotionale Zeit und es hat sich einfach schon so viel geändert. Am Donnerstag habe ich meinen nächsten Termin beim Rheumatologen und dann wird sich entscheiden wie meine Langzeittherapie fürs Erste aussehen wird.
Ich habe meine Ernährung schon jetzt komplett umgestellt, denn einmal muss ich wegen der Krankheit jetzt auf vieles achten und zweitens will ich abnehmen um meinem Körper eine Belastung zu nehmen. Den Übergewicht wirkt sich auf eine entzündliche Krankheit wie Rheuma, einfach negativ aus. 💀🙅🏽
Ich starte mit 75kg auf 1,66m. Mein erstes Ziel ist die 6 vorne auf der Waage. Und langfristig würde ich gerne auf 62kg kommen. Das wird ein langer und sicher auch harter Weg. Ich bin gespannt wer von euch mich auf diesem Weg begleitet? 🤔 Ende August werde ich 22 Jahre alt und das ist mein Ziel um das erste Gewichtsziel zu erreichen! 💪🏼
#lebenmitrheuma #rheuma #abnehmen2017 #abnehmen #fit2017 #chronies #hoffnung #nichtvomkörpereinschränkenlassen #invisiblesickness #chronisch #chronischkrank #chronicillness #chronicpain #fatigue #hope #understand #nevergiveup #lernedichselbstzulieben #support #fightinginvisibleillness #fightinginvisiblebattles
Hallo ihr Lieben! Kurz was zu meiner Person: ich bin 21 Jahre alt, komme aus Köln und studiere BWL im 3. Semester. Ich möchte erstmal, was Bilder und meinen Namen betrifft anonym bleiben. Vor 2 Wochen änderte sich für mich alles. Ich bekam die Diagnose Rheuma und das in meinem Alter 😔 Die letzten zwei Wochen waren eine harte und unglaublich emotionale Zeit und es hat sich einfach schon so viel geändert. Am Donnerstag habe ich meinen nächsten Termin beim Rheumatologen und dann wird sich entscheiden wie meine Langzeittherapie fürs Erste aussehen wird. Ich habe meine Ernährung schon jetzt komplett umgestellt, denn einmal muss ich wegen der Krankheit jetzt auf vieles achten und zweitens will ich abnehmen um meinem Körper eine Belastung zu nehmen. Den Übergewicht wirkt sich auf eine entzündliche Krankheit wie Rheuma, einfach negativ aus. 💀🙅🏽 Ich starte mit 75kg auf 1,66m. Mein erstes Ziel ist die 6 vorne auf der Waage. Und langfristig würde ich gerne auf 62kg kommen. Das wird ein langer und sicher auch harter Weg. Ich bin gespannt wer von euch mich auf diesem Weg begleitet? 🤔 Ende August werde ich 22 Jahre alt und das ist mein Ziel um das erste Gewichtsziel zu erreichen! 💪🏼 #lebenmitrheuma  #rheuma  #abnehmen2017  #abnehmen  #fit2017  #chronies  #hoffnung  #nichtvomkörpereinschränkenlassen  #invisiblesickness  #chronisch  #chronischkrank  #chronicillness  #chronicpain  #fatigue  #hope  #understand  #nevergiveup  #lernedichselbstzulieben  #support  #fightinginvisibleillness  #fightinginvisiblebattles 
Geschafft. 💪
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Den Vormittag am Schreibtisch verbracht wobei die Schmerzen immer schlimmer wurden also ein wenig Sport gemacht. 🙋
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Natürlich alles unter wachsamen Augen. 😉
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Dem Ziel immer einen Schritt näher. ☝
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#nichtvomkörpereinschränkenlassen #fitness #fibromyalgiaawareness #fibromyalgie #invisiblesickness #doglife #dogstagram #dog #doglove #dogsofinsta #photographylovers #instamood #backpain #instagood #instalike #photooftheday #aussie #dogphoto #dogphotography #petsofinstagram #sweetheart #dogsofinstagram #love #snapwagdogs #pets #wonderful #dogoftheday #photography #rheuma
Geschafft. 💪 . Den Vormittag am Schreibtisch verbracht wobei die Schmerzen immer schlimmer wurden also ein wenig Sport gemacht. 🙋 . Natürlich alles unter wachsamen Augen. 😉 . Dem Ziel immer einen Schritt näher. ☝ . . . #nichtvomkörpereinschränkenlassen  #fitness  #fibromyalgiaawareness  #fibromyalgie  #invisiblesickness  #doglife  #dogstagram  #dog  #doglove  #dogsofinsta  #photographylovers  #instamood  #backpain  #instagood  #instalike  #photooftheday  #aussie  #dogphoto  #dogphotography  #petsofinstagram  #sweetheart  #dogsofinstagram  #love  #snapwagdogs  #pets  #wonderful  #dogoftheday  #photography  #rheuma 
100kg may not seem like much for some but when you have arthritis all down the right side of your body... this is a massive achievement for me.... #gohardorgohome #RAsucks #lupie #gymmotivation #gymunicorn #jettsashmore #invisiblesickness #pushharder #fitnessmotivation #tripledigitclub
Remember....Everyone doesn't & shouldn't have to deal with your shit #stopcomplaining #loveyou #fixyou first & foremost. #selflove #learntoloveyoufirst How do you expect others to love you if you don't even love yourself? #beauty comes in all different #shapessizesshadesraces  #effyourbeautystandards #fuckurstigmas #mentalhealth #improving #life #invisiblesickness #invisibleillness #butyoudontlooksick #iamnotmydiagnosis #iamnotmydisorder #stoplooking & #lovewillfindyou #chriscrocker #itschriscrocker
Remember....Everyone doesn't & shouldn't have to deal with your shit #stopcomplaining  #loveyou  #fixyou  first & foremost. #selflove  #learntoloveyoufirst  How do you expect others to love you if you don't even love yourself? #beauty  comes in all different #shapessizesshadesraces  #effyourbeautystandards  #fuckurstigmas  #mentalhealth  #improving  #life  #invisiblesickness  #invisibleillness  #butyoudontlooksick  #iamnotmydiagnosis  #iamnotmydisorder  #stoplooking  & #lovewillfindyou  #chriscrocker  #itschriscrocker 
Je suis atteinte d'hypothyroïdie qui est une maladie, certes non grave en soit, mais qui est très invalidante au quotidien. De plus c'est une maladie invisible qui ne ce voit pas physiquement et qui est donc très dure à expliquer... Elle se manifeste cependant par beaucoup de symptômes comme la frilosité, le ralentissement du corps en générale, la perte de mémoire, des crampe, de la fatigue, des symptômes dépressifs et évidemment, la prise de poids....
Beaucoup d'autres symptômes existent, mais dans ceux déjà cités ce trouvent ceux qui rendent ma motivation d'avancer très dure au quotidien...
Si vous avez la même maladie et que vous avez des conseils je suis preneuse 🌸💕
#hypothyroidsupport #hypothyroidgirl #help #sick #invisiblesickness #hypothyroid #hypothyroidie 🍃
Je suis atteinte d'hypothyroïdie qui est une maladie, certes non grave en soit, mais qui est très invalidante au quotidien. De plus c'est une maladie invisible qui ne ce voit pas physiquement et qui est donc très dure à expliquer... Elle se manifeste cependant par beaucoup de symptômes comme la frilosité, le ralentissement du corps en générale, la perte de mémoire, des crampe, de la fatigue, des symptômes dépressifs et évidemment, la prise de poids.... Beaucoup d'autres symptômes existent, mais dans ceux déjà cités ce trouvent ceux qui rendent ma motivation d'avancer très dure au quotidien... Si vous avez la même maladie et que vous avez des conseils je suis preneuse 🌸💕 #hypothyroidsupport  #hypothyroidgirl  #help  #sick  #invisiblesickness  #hypothyroid  #hypothyroidie  🍃
Let's stop for a moment and appreciate L I F E
This morning I realized that since 2013 this is my first #WorldIBDDAY when I feel healthy.
I got sick 7 years ago. It changed my life, taught me so much.
I just wanna forget about the pain I used to struggle with and be thankful for what it gave me.
It's an invisible sickness, people don't understand why I don't go out, why I'm moody, why I follow a weird diet. But it makes me who I am.
Having chron disease made me go vegan and helped me to fall in love with yoga. 
I learned to listen to my body. It helped me to find self love and gave me huge huge self control.
There is no recipe for getting healthy, but if someone asked me what's mine, I would say travel, patience, love, yoga and balanced diet and loads of smile.
So put a smile on, and celebrate the sunshine, the rain, the warm, the cold, the hard times, the good times, and everything, because everything is easier with a smile on.
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#chron #colitis #invisiblesickness #health #nowisnow #yoga #vegan #glutenfreevegan #happiness #celebrate #beach #love
Let's stop for a moment and appreciate L I F E This morning I realized that since 2013 this is my first #WorldIBDDAY  when I feel healthy. I got sick 7 years ago. It changed my life, taught me so much. I just wanna forget about the pain I used to struggle with and be thankful for what it gave me. It's an invisible sickness, people don't understand why I don't go out, why I'm moody, why I follow a weird diet. But it makes me who I am. Having chron disease made me go vegan and helped me to fall in love with yoga. I learned to listen to my body. It helped me to find self love and gave me huge huge self control. There is no recipe for getting healthy, but if someone asked me what's mine, I would say travel, patience, love, yoga and balanced diet and loads of smile. So put a smile on, and celebrate the sunshine, the rain, the warm, the cold, the hard times, the good times, and everything, because everything is easier with a smile on. . . . #chron  #colitis  #invisiblesickness  #health  #nowisnow  #yoga  #vegan  #glutenfreevegan  #happiness  #celebrate  #beach  #love 
With my last diagnosis of Arnold Chiari Malformation, my brilliant neurosurgeon asked me:
NS: Do you have any food allergies or intolerances?
ME: Yes, I'm allergic to gluten and dairy
NS: Do you eat these foods? 
ME: Sometimes
NS: Don't! They cause inflammation in your body and inflammation causes more pain, also avoid eating processed foods, sugar etc. as they cause inflammation as well. 
I tested that theory of course and what I found out is that besides that processed foods causes more pain it also causes weigh gain, then you get more medication, stronger medication for the pain, then depression sets in because your are in pain and over weight and so on and on and on......... you get the idea 
#chronicillness #invisiblesickness #courage #healthyliving #fightnomatterwhat #green #inflammation #30daystohealthyliving #loosetheweight #painfree #eathealthy #youarenotalone #vegan #nogluten #kosher #noanimalproducts #bemore #youcandoit #nutrition
With my last diagnosis of Arnold Chiari Malformation, my brilliant neurosurgeon asked me: NS: Do you have any food allergies or intolerances? ME: Yes, I'm allergic to gluten and dairy NS: Do you eat these foods? ME: Sometimes NS: Don't! They cause inflammation in your body and inflammation causes more pain, also avoid eating processed foods, sugar etc. as they cause inflammation as well. I tested that theory of course and what I found out is that besides that processed foods causes more pain it also causes weigh gain, then you get more medication, stronger medication for the pain, then depression sets in because your are in pain and over weight and so on and on and on......... you get the idea #chronicillness  #invisiblesickness  #courage  #healthyliving  #fightnomatterwhat  #green  #inflammation  #30daystohealthyliving  #loosetheweight  #painfree  #eathealthy  #youarenotalone  #vegan  #nogluten  #kosher  #noanimalproducts  #bemore  #youcandoit  #nutrition 
Happy Mother's all the beautiful women's lost their kids ... misscarage ... fighting ...fertility #pcossucksbutyoudonthaveto#pcosmiscarriage#invisiblesickness#mothersdaydepression#fertilitysucks #hopeingforcure# infertility# my babies# hurting#pcosawareness#prayingforcure#
Iron levels so low that doing anything other than sitting is exhausting. I thought getting these surgeries would make me "better", I'm starting to accept that I'll never get rid of this chronic illness and the surgeries were just to keep me alive. I really just want to get back to going to the gym and playing rugby. #chronicillness #chronicallymotivated #invisiblesickness #sotired #drained #beachhouse #ulcerativecolitis #jpouch #jpouchlife #nocolonstillrollin #itllgetbetterright? #pushyourself #nevergiveup
Iron levels so low that doing anything other than sitting is exhausting. I thought getting these surgeries would make me "better", I'm starting to accept that I'll never get rid of this chronic illness and the surgeries were just to keep me alive. I really just want to get back to going to the gym and playing rugby. #chronicillness  #chronicallymotivated  #invisiblesickness  #sotired  #drained  #beachhouse  #ulcerativecolitis  #jpouch  #jpouchlife  #nocolonstillrollin  #itllgetbetterright ? #pushyourself  #nevergiveup 
Today is not a good day. BPD is kicking my ass. All the feelings of not being good enough, not smart enough, not funny enough, not being enough at all, is all that is swirling around my mind. I know it is my brain lying to me, and I am trying my best not to believe it, but it is HARD! And why am I writing this? Because if I sugarcoated my Instagram, it would be lying, and I am DONE with that. Lying did neither me, nor the people around me any good. Also I needed an outlet, so I don't knock myself more in the head with the big ugly hammer. So today my truth is that I am not myself, and I am looking for me, hoping that I will succeed fast. Today I am fighting. I hope your truth today is of a more positive kind ❤️ #BPD #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthwarrior #fighter #greydaygreymind #sadgirl #whenyourbrainistryingtotrickyou #mindfuck #invisiblesickness #awareness #itsnotallunicornsandroses #melancholy #selfworth #feellikeiamfailing #borderline #ihavebpd #frustrated #mybedismyfortress
Today is not a good day. BPD is kicking my ass. All the feelings of not being good enough, not smart enough, not funny enough, not being enough at all, is all that is swirling around my mind. I know it is my brain lying to me, and I am trying my best not to believe it, but it is HARD! And why am I writing this? Because if I sugarcoated my Instagram, it would be lying, and I am DONE with that. Lying did neither me, nor the people around me any good. Also I needed an outlet, so I don't knock myself more in the head with the big ugly hammer. So today my truth is that I am not myself, and I am looking for me, hoping that I will succeed fast. Today I am fighting. I hope your truth today is of a more positive kind ❤️ #BPD  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthwarrior  #fighter  #greydaygreymind  #sadgirl  #whenyourbrainistryingtotrickyou  #mindfuck  #invisiblesickness  #awareness  #itsnotallunicornsandroses  #melancholy  #selfworth  #feellikeiamfailing  #borderline  #ihavebpd  #frustrated  #mybedismyfortress 
Outside! Walking!😃👌👌👣soooo happy! After many months it was awosome! 
#edsoldiers #ehlersdanlossyndrome #painevaatteetsaatu#windy #beach#invisibleillnessawareness #invisiblesickness#spring#lake
Instagram is kind of my diary. Lately life has been harder with me being sick lately. Today is a hard day because I have so much to do but no motivation. I am nauseous, tired, and in pain. Hopefully, I'll feel better soon, but for now, nap time. #naptime #sleepy #invisiblesickness #sick #diary #selfie #bedlife
Instagram is kind of my diary. Lately life has been harder with me being sick lately. Today is a hard day because I have so much to do but no motivation. I am nauseous, tired, and in pain. Hopefully, I'll feel better soon, but for now, nap time. #naptime  #sleepy  #invisiblesickness  #sick  #diary  #selfie  #bedlife 
I had a really bad migraine yesterday and today, I am still feeling it. I had high hopes and even tried to sleep in this morning. On top of that...my boobs hurt again. Bleeehhh....it's all in your head Christine. No really....it's literally in my head because of the headache.

Whenever I get these bad headaches, I am sensitive to light, I get nausea, my eyes get teary, and my head feels like someone is constantly pounding on it. It takes over my days and I really don't like my days getting wasted on laying around. Uggghhh.

Honestly, I used to get migraines and headaches constantly....maybe 3-4 times in a week. It sucked. I started changing my eating habits, drinking more water, drinking Shakeology, eating cleaner, and working out and it has helped minimize them tremendously. They still pop up once in a while but it's so hard to prevent especially because I stare at the computer all day long for work, my Invisalign retainers contribute when I switch them off (my teeth aches with the tightness), the dang weather is changing(Springtime is like sneeze season for me), and some smells can sometimes trigger the migraines.

These days remind me how being healthy is so important. Using this time to recover because my body and head is telling me NOPE.
I had a really bad migraine yesterday and today, I am still feeling it. I had high hopes and even tried to sleep in this morning. On top of that...my boobs hurt again. Bleeehhh....it's all in your head Christine. No really....it's literally in my head because of the headache. Whenever I get these bad headaches, I am sensitive to light, I get nausea, my eyes get teary, and my head feels like someone is constantly pounding on it. It takes over my days and I really don't like my days getting wasted on laying around. Uggghhh. Honestly, I used to get migraines and headaches constantly....maybe 3-4 times in a week. It sucked. I started changing my eating habits, drinking more water, drinking Shakeology, eating cleaner, and working out and it has helped minimize them tremendously. They still pop up once in a while but it's so hard to prevent especially because I stare at the computer all day long for work, my Invisalign retainers contribute when I switch them off (my teeth aches with the tightness), the dang weather is changing(Springtime is like sneeze season for me), and some smells can sometimes trigger the migraines. These days remind me how being healthy is so important. Using this time to recover because my body and head is telling me NOPE.
Sending love and good vibes to all of my #Endosisters #Endowarriors
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Din din was pretty tasty. Didn't sit on my ass today, i couldn't, i needed to move & my energy level was high for a change. I actually put up all my laundry. I know that is a simple task for many but for me it's a fuckn major never ending chore that i hate hate hate doing. I'm just happy i didn't have to wash em.  Readjusted my drawers (i have to do this every time i do a major wash) hung up everything that couldn't fit in my drawers, which is like everything & did i mention i hate doing.  Threw shit out, give stuff away. Argued with an old friend, finally got them to admit some of their wrongs but whatever I'm never gonna win that battle, cleaned Queenies room, didn't wait till never to scold my son. He is getting on my very last nerves & it was brought to my attention that my beautiful manchild is a freakn spoiled ass brat. How did that happen?? Some adjustments will be made asap. Cooked dinner & now I'm done. My feet hurt my back is sore & this lady @positivered1 better run me a hot ass bath 😆😚. #irancirclesaroundmyselftoday & #ifeelit #allshebeensayingalldayis #dontsaydat #awomensjob #journal #adayinthelifeofanobody #i knowimsomebody #seethewaymysenseofhumorissetup #itshardtokeepup #mentalhealth #mentalillness #life #reality #foodies #brokeassfoodies #effyourbeautystandards #invisiblesickness #hiddenillness #justkeepswimming #wegetbetter
Din din was pretty tasty. Didn't sit on my ass today, i couldn't, i needed to move & my energy level was high for a change. I actually put up all my laundry. I know that is a simple task for many but for me it's a fuckn major never ending chore that i hate hate hate doing. I'm just happy i didn't have to wash em. Readjusted my drawers (i have to do this every time i do a major wash) hung up everything that couldn't fit in my drawers, which is like everything & did i mention i hate doing. Threw shit out, give stuff away. Argued with an old friend, finally got them to admit some of their wrongs but whatever I'm never gonna win that battle, cleaned Queenies room, didn't wait till never to scold my son. He is getting on my very last nerves & it was brought to my attention that my beautiful manchild is a freakn spoiled ass brat. How did that happen?? Some adjustments will be made asap. Cooked dinner & now I'm done. My feet hurt my back is sore & this lady @positivered1 better run me a hot ass bath 😆😚. #irancirclesaroundmyselftoday  & #ifeelit  #allshebeensayingalldayis  #dontsaydat  #awomensjob  #journal  #adayinthelifeofanobody  #i  knowimsomebody #seethewaymysenseofhumorissetup  #itshardtokeepup  #mentalhealth  #mentalillness  #life  #reality  #foodies  #brokeassfoodies  #effyourbeautystandards  #invisiblesickness  #hiddenillness  #justkeepswimming  #wegetbetter