(Thank you @megan.jpmap for the inspiration for todays post)
Nothing triggered me yesterday. I did everything right. I slept well, ate the right food, took care of myself. Despite this - after I had my breakfast - it was like someone knocked me to the ground. Everything just stopped working, I couldn’t use my brain, couldn’t think, couldn’t look at people, I could barely talk. It’s so freaking embarrassing having to be out in public when this happens. I can’t function like I normally do, even people that doesn’t know me that well notice a difference. This makes me pretty certain it has to be caused by a chemical imbalance, because that’s just not normal!! —
I have realised a couple of things lately… 1: It’s better to write down your thoughts and feelings than holding it all in while chugging down a bottle of wine. And 2: Leaving work earlier because I’m not feeling well is not something I should feel guilty about. My mental health is more important than suffering through the whole day at work. When this happens I need to rest. This is not something I can “think myself out of”. I need to let it come and go and if I do this my recovery will come much faster.
A couple of years ago I would never have been able to write this the morning after such a terrible day, I’d be bedridden with a gruesome mental hangover. I’ve made progress!! 🙌🏼 This shows me (and hopefully you guys as well) that things do get better. The setbacks will be shorter and get easier to handle 💕 Don't give up!
Death in this era is so tragically pointless. Life is something beyond beautiful and it kills me inside that we live in a world where some believe they have the right to end someone else's story. No matter your beliefs and values, there's no one, no!one! That have this kind of right.
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"A motley array of sailors and stowaways, coolies and convicts is sailing down Hooghly aboard the Ibis on its way to Mauritius. As they journey across the Indian ocean old family ties begint to wash away, and they begin to view themselves as jahaj-bhais or ship brothers who will build new lives for themselves in the remote islands where they are being taken."
Been on my TBR for a while "The Sea of Poppies" is the first book of the Ibis trilogy. Having been delaying reading this because I don't have the other two books yet... I will, however, try to read this book by September.
As creatives, this is so true. Success doesn't come from sitting down and doing nothing. Every day, we motivate each other to practice our craft, invest in our skill set and elevate to the next level 👊🏾
My current fountain pen lineup... L-R: Lamy Safari, Mont Blanc 149, Pilot Prera
I also have not one but two TWISBI pens on their way 🙊 there is something soothing about writing with and taking care of a fountain pen 🖋🖤