I pulled these cards the morning after pabs died. These are intense highly charged cards. The tarot really can just punch you right in the gut when it needs to. For me the moon represents Pablo. In Chinese folklore they say a rabbit lives on the moon. You can see her in the craters when the moon is full. This is why I originally got my moon tattoo, for pabs. This card imagery contains water, and this is reference to emotion. It also depicts many animals, so for me it is an animal card, heavy with animal spirit and knowledge. There is a fox and maybe a coyote. We saw a fox under the stars that night. The moon is the light within the dark. It is a reminder to cherish the familiar and not take things for granted. We get used to people and things in our lives and when they're gone it's a harsh wake up call. Today I went outside to hang and habitually I left the door open. There is no reason to keep the door open anymore, Pablo isn't going to stick her head out. These habits will be the hardest to break.
The Devil is a seemingly dark card. Evil, materialism, selfishness etc are all ideas associated with this card. For me this card signifies the harsh reality of healing. You don't get to just skip grief and pain, it's not an easy leap. You must do the work, take the time, be patient with your heart. You must acknowledge the shadow to see the light.
Thank you for all the kind words about pabs. I cherish you all, the kindness this community brings is so full of love and compassion. Thanks for the support. I will continue to lean on you. ❤️