"Daily reminder: If they wanna talk to you, they will. If they wanna be with you, they will. If they wanna make things work, they will. Don’t let things be one sided. It’s not healthy, and it’s not fair to you."
I have always been alone,
even when I am not alone.
I see a star in the distance falling from the sky,
It is always waving goodbye,
I try to understand why it never stays,
to share it secrets to show me the way.
I walk in silence in this play,
deep wounds you can't see,
this is the price I pay for simply being me,
my journey leads me to the sea,
it's mystery is the only comfort I get,
other than sitting under a tree,
in love with a stranger who can see,
all this may seem like a dream,
written by me.
The walk is hard,
it gets harder by the day,
I pray for strength,
for love to come my way,
there is so much I need to say,
when I open myself it always pulls away.
A curse of the warrior that lays and waits,
A missing piece of the puzzle in a box of pain,
who could ever love someone who is this insane.
The road is narrow,
the scars are awake,
the voice whispers,
the voice screams,
the voice is lost,
the voice is exausted,
the lone wolf,
the mad man,
the little boy,
they crave comfort,
I crave comfort,
from the only soul I found in the maze,
trapped in the game,
she is afraid,
running around in circles,
we both feel the same.
Heads or tales,
I flip the coin,
I roll the dice,
You call it luck,
I call it fate,
it takes time,
I breath, I breath, I breath
I wait, I have always been waiting,
I follow the signs with blind faith,
trusting it will guide me home,
where I can close my eyes and fall asleep with an empty mind.
There is always hope,
a reason why,
I will always believe while I am alive.
Standing tall or on my knees,
the waves come and go,
they never say goodbye,
trees grow roots from hell to the sky,
there is hope,
there is time.
I’m sorry I’ve been gone again today was bad for me so I was in a class next thing you know I didn’t realize I was dreaming I dreamt of Cody that him and I were talking again that I was smiling it felt so real till I woke up...... that’s when my mood was ruined for the rest of the day and I saw him after school I wanted to cry so bad I just wanted to cry cause wishing that dream was real when it wasn’t it hurt me so much and I hate it how we get quick glances at each other , but I feel like he doesn’t think I exist .....