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"You may be out of my sight, but never out of my mind."
"You may be out of my sight, but never out of my mind."
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#IHadAMiscarriage #motherbirth #rainbowbaby #loss #grief #miscarriage #pregnancyafterloss #motherhood #1in4 #stillbirth #pregnancylossawareness #pregnancylosscards #giveaway
Who the fuck is ready for this BFA review?! #bfa #critique #art🎨 #artwork #loss #tetrahedron #printmaking
No one ever said it’d be easy.
#chillwave
#lost
#emotions 
#rickandmorty 
#chill
#vaporwave
#loss
#death
Drinkin' pink then about to get my fundraising on with a great non profit, @sparkoflifefoundation! Their mission is to provide hope for those who have experienced loss, that through life will never be the same again after loss, life once again can be rich and fulfilling.
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#griefrecovery #grief #griefretreat #griefsupport #grieving #hope #livingforward #loss #life #love #sparkoflife #sparkoflifefoundation #gala #annual #littlerock #arkansas #thursday #october #drinkpink #sustainedenergy #balancedbloodsugar #giveback #donate #helpthosewhohurt
Drinkin' pink then about to get my fundraising on with a great non profit, @sparkoflifefoundation! Their mission is to provide hope for those who have experienced loss, that through life will never be the same again after loss, life once again can be rich and fulfilling. . . . . . #griefrecovery  #grief  #griefretreat  #griefsupport  #grieving  #hope  #livingforward  #loss  #life  #love  #sparkoflife  #sparkoflifefoundation  #gala  #annual  #littlerock  #arkansas  #thursday  #october  #drinkpink  #sustainedenergy  #balancedbloodsugar  #giveback  #donate  #helpthosewhohurt 
Here's me jumping on the #throwbackthursday wagon. Me on thanksgiving holiday in 2015 I believe. Totally attempting to use my vest to hide my pansa but shoot I apparently needed a car cover to achieve that 🙊😑5 months post op VSG down 85lbs and I'm shooting for 100lbs lost by my year post op. I'm afraid of the stall, I'm afraid of stretching the sleeve, I'm afraid of bad habits creeping up BUT I will never regret my choice and never stop trying to make this a lifestyle change. I can now happily play with my kids, it's not a hassle, I don't sweat bullets, hurt when I try to keep up or even lie and tell them "I'll play with you later" but secretly hope they forget they asked me to play🙊For me, that alone is a win and my kids are my main motivation. Another huge motivator for me was my mom. I lost her very suddenly in March of 2016 and she ALWAYS told me to take care of myself, to be better, do better and not end up with all her medical issues. I obviously never took my health seriously for long and even though I tried to change on my own I never succeeded so losing her was the toughest dose of reality that life is a gift and we shouldn't leave for tomorrow what we can do today. I know she'd be proud of me and even though she's no longer here physically, I hear her voice cheering me on. Don't worry about what other ppl will say or think, at the end of the day you are bettering yourself for a healthier, longer life so if someone is gonna knock you for that choice then good riddance to them🤷🏻‍♀️ #vsg #vsgcommunity #vsgbeforeandafter #vsgjourney #wls #wlscommunity #wlstransformation #goals #healthylife #kids #family #longevity #positivevibes #journey #healthyhabbits #lifestylechange #consistency #learningprocess #loveyourself #proteinlife #fatmom #fitmom #busymom #loss #mother #motivation #rip #health
Here's me jumping on the #throwbackthursday  wagon. Me on thanksgiving holiday in 2015 I believe. Totally attempting to use my vest to hide my pansa but shoot I apparently needed a car cover to achieve that 🙊😑5 months post op VSG down 85lbs and I'm shooting for 100lbs lost by my year post op. I'm afraid of the stall, I'm afraid of stretching the sleeve, I'm afraid of bad habits creeping up BUT I will never regret my choice and never stop trying to make this a lifestyle change. I can now happily play with my kids, it's not a hassle, I don't sweat bullets, hurt when I try to keep up or even lie and tell them "I'll play with you later" but secretly hope they forget they asked me to play🙊For me, that alone is a win and my kids are my main motivation. Another huge motivator for me was my mom. I lost her very suddenly in March of 2016 and she ALWAYS told me to take care of myself, to be better, do better and not end up with all her medical issues. I obviously never took my health seriously for long and even though I tried to change on my own I never succeeded so losing her was the toughest dose of reality that life is a gift and we shouldn't leave for tomorrow what we can do today. I know she'd be proud of me and even though she's no longer here physically, I hear her voice cheering me on. Don't worry about what other ppl will say or think, at the end of the day you are bettering yourself for a healthier, longer life so if someone is gonna knock you for that choice then good riddance to them🤷🏻‍♀️ #vsg  #vsgcommunity  #vsgbeforeandafter  #vsgjourney  #wls  #wlscommunity  #wlstransformation  #goals  #healthylife  #kids  #family  #longevity  #positivevibes  #journey  #healthyhabbits  #lifestylechange  #consistency  #learningprocess  #loveyourself  #proteinlife  #fatmom  #fitmom  #busymom  #loss  #mother  #motivation  #rip  #health 
The Sun goes down 
and with it I plummet and fold
The air turns cold
And my heart freezes like the ground 
Hot tears turn to steam
As they splash down a face I can no longer stand to behold
I am lost
Lost to the Darkness 
That's been closing in 
every day for 35 years 
I mourn for the respite
the seeming turn in the path
having discovered it was actually a detour 
that ended in a steep cliff
the drop down sudden and fast
I didn't see the warnings
The breaks failing us
as we pushed the gas
Bonnie and Clyde became Thelma and Louise .... you let go of my hand 
I turned away from you 
succumbed to fury and remorse 
Now we'll never understand how our pasts caught up so fast
laughing in our faces
as they torched the home we built 
til there wasn't anything left
not even our beautiful and healthy grass
Love lost
only to be found again 
Too late 
The damage done 
The battles lost outweighing the won
The war is over 
No victor to be found 
Everyone loses
No one is left with life on this battle ground 
With a spectacular finish
We both lost this round  #poetry #poet #poem #poems #creativewriting #creative #mourningmoon #mourning  #poetryofinstagram #poemoftheday #deep #loss #mood #moody #moodygrams #fantasy #dark #darkness #shadow #shadows #love #blog #blogger #bloggers #instablog #poetryoftheday #writer #writers #writersofinstagram #grief
The Sun goes down and with it I plummet and fold The air turns cold And my heart freezes like the ground Hot tears turn to steam As they splash down a face I can no longer stand to behold I am lost Lost to the Darkness That's been closing in every day for 35 years I mourn for the respite the seeming turn in the path having discovered it was actually a detour that ended in a steep cliff the drop down sudden and fast I didn't see the warnings The breaks failing us as we pushed the gas Bonnie and Clyde became Thelma and Louise .... you let go of my hand I turned away from you succumbed to fury and remorse Now we'll never understand how our pasts caught up so fast laughing in our faces as they torched the home we built til there wasn't anything left not even our beautiful and healthy grass Love lost only to be found again Too late The damage done The battles lost outweighing the won The war is over No victor to be found Everyone loses No one is left with life on this battle ground With a spectacular finish We both lost this round #poetry  #poet  #poem  #poems  #creativewriting  #creative  #mourningmoon  #mourning  #poetryofinstagram  #poemoftheday  #deep  #loss  #mood  #moody  #moodygrams  #fantasy  #dark  #darkness  #shadow  #shadows  #love  #blog  #blogger  #bloggers  #instablog  #poetryoftheday  #writer  #writers  #writersofinstagram  #grief 
I DONT WANT TO FUCKING BUY THIS NOOOOOO 🔥••••••••-
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#braixen #yiff #meme #dank #BEP #triggered #anime #vaperwave #hentai #loss #pineapple #rat #shrew #furry #antifurry #god #lilpump #scarxlrd #whomst #aw #xdrawr #xxxtentacion #braixenyiff
When you’re having a hard week and a really good friend brings you dinner and an amazing mug, it just helps to lift your spirits. Thank you SO MUCH @homewiththeboys!!! ❤️ #foodforthesoul #mug #goodfriends #comfort #loss #lovedones #bestmugever
This is one of those pieces that just doesn't translate well in photo form. In person, the colors almost glow and vibrate... Oil on panel 12.5x16in #painting #oilpainting #painter #newartist #art #artwork #emergingartist #juxtapoz #artwork #fineart #arthelp #gallery #modernart #studio #contemporaryart #streetart #illustration #desire #compostion #memory #porch #fruit #woodgrain #love #loss #mood
Rebirth (work in progress)

I was diagnosed with Crohn's in 2008. Over the last 10 years, I've grieved for my dreams, ambitions, and chance of living a normal life. Everyday, I let go off one more dream, one more possibility that could not be and every night I cried for my loss. But through the struggles, failures, and tears, I have rebirthed countless new mes.

In this painting, I express a major crossroad in my life - my biology vs my responsibility? Emotional vs rational and logical.

Who will I be(come) tomorrow? 
Will I be enough?

Will I be loved?

Do I still have the chance of becoming a mother? Should I become a mother? Is it responsible of me to bring kids into this world? 
#boosted #acrylicpainting #abstractart #expressionism #shades #rebirth #spring #kiwi #bird #egg #motherhood #loss #birth #rebirth #teal #green #blue #biology #biologicalneeds #rationalthinking #logic #emotions #yearn
Rebirth (work in progress) I was diagnosed with Crohn's in 2008. Over the last 10 years, I've grieved for my dreams, ambitions, and chance of living a normal life. Everyday, I let go off one more dream, one more possibility that could not be and every night I cried for my loss. But through the struggles, failures, and tears, I have rebirthed countless new mes. In this painting, I express a major crossroad in my life - my biology vs my responsibility? Emotional vs rational and logical. Who will I be(come) tomorrow? Will I be enough? Will I be loved? Do I still have the chance of becoming a mother? Should I become a mother? Is it responsible of me to bring kids into this world? #boosted  #acrylicpainting  #abstractart  #expressionism  #shades  #rebirth  #spring  #kiwi  #bird  #egg  #motherhood  #loss  #birth  #rebirth  #teal  #green  #blue  #biology  #biologicalneeds  #rationalthinking  #logic  #emotions  #yearn 
Sleep is an important part of your hope, healing, and happiness, yet rest can be elusive or difficult when your mind is on overload, be it from home/work/holiday stress or from any conflict or grief you’re experiencing.⠀
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@griefreiki and @thefivefacetsofhealing have teamed up to send Reiki healing energy around the world—DOUBLE REIKI—on Thursday evenings to help you have a peaceful night's sleep. Rest easy, Journeyer. #loss #grief #healing #peacefulsleep #sleep
Sleep is an important part of your hope, healing, and happiness, yet rest can be elusive or difficult when your mind is on overload, be it from home/work/holiday stress or from any conflict or grief you’re experiencing.⠀ ♥⠀ @griefreiki and @thefivefacetsofhealing have teamed up to send Reiki healing energy around the world—DOUBLE REIKI—on Thursday evenings to help you have a peaceful night's sleep. Rest easy, Journeyer. #loss  #grief  #healing  #peacefulsleep  #sleep 
"The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others." ⠀
~ Mahatma Gandhi⠀
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Giving back to the people, pets, places, and planet around can be accomplished in so many simple ways.⠀
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What little things do you do to make your local or global community a better place to live? #service #support #volunteer
"The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others." ⠀ ~ Mahatma Gandhi⠀ .⠀ Giving back to the people, pets, places, and planet around can be accomplished in so many simple ways.⠀ .⠀ What little things do you do to make your local or global community a better place to live? #service  #support  #volunteer 
⬇️There is CFB on tonight⬇️
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#25 Memphis at Houston
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8:00 EST on ESPN
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#football #college #thursday #8 #tigers #memphis #houston #dub #win #loss #ez #gg #game #sports #collegefootball #cfbspark #cfb #instagram #27 #23 #soccer #baseball #basketball
All sorts of mindfulness practices can help us cope with the many changes grief brings into our familiar worlds. .
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#mindfulness #mindful #healing #support #breathing #breathe #exercise #qotd #quote #wellness #yoga #stretching #stretch #mindfulgrief #grief #loss #bereavement #change #personaldevelopment #personalgrowth #selfcare #yogainspiration #love #thursday #intentions #thursdaymotivation #memoriam
Early this morning, our 14 year old dog Bella passed away. It's the first loss my children have known. Heartbreaking 💔 Godspeed my old girl rip 20.10.2017
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#girlsbestfriend #puppylove #sad #dog #momsofinstagram #loss #furbaby #furbabys
If this gets 50 likes I’ll buy this book 🔥••••••••-
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#braixen #yiff #meme #dank #BEP #triggered #anime #vaperwave #hentai #loss #pineapple #rat #shrew #furry #antifurry #god #lilpump #scarxlrd #whomst #aw #xdrawr #xxxtentacion #braixenyiff
'On Neal's Ashes' is an insightful study of personal loss by Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997), a leading poet of the 1950s American Beat Generation. 
The poem's subject, Neal Cassady (1926-1968), was friend and lover to Ginsberg.
Cassady was also a prominent Beat poet, who featured in Jack Kerouac's (1922-1969, Beat poet & novelist) 1957 novel, 'On the Road', as the character Dean Moriarty.

#generallygothic #gothic #beatpoets #allenginsberg #nealcassady #jackkerouac #ontheroad #onnealsashes #beatgeneration #academic #poets #poetry #bookworm #bookstagram #americanpoetry #death #loss
'On Neal's Ashes' is an insightful study of personal loss by Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997), a leading poet of the 1950s American Beat Generation. The poem's subject, Neal Cassady (1926-1968), was friend and lover to Ginsberg. Cassady was also a prominent Beat poet, who featured in Jack Kerouac's (1922-1969, Beat poet & novelist) 1957 novel, 'On the Road', as the character Dean Moriarty. #generallygothic  #gothic  #beatpoets  #allenginsberg  #nealcassady  #jackkerouac  #ontheroad  #onnealsashes  #beatgeneration  #academic  #poets  #poetry  #bookworm  #bookstagram  #americanpoetry  #death  #loss 
This Mary Oliver poem going out to Ryan McDonough (@mcshowoff), in memory of his friend Terry, whose story I will share later.  Of note, Tom Shaw was the fifteenth Episcopal Bishop of Massachusetts.
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#grief #loss #friendship #friends #childhoodfriends #death #lost #sorrow #sadness #cold #flames #heartbroken #brokenheart #missyou #missingyou #healing #relationships #poem #poetry #therapy #poet #poetrytherapy #maryoliver #tomshaw #episcopal #bishop #massachusetts #picturingloss
This Mary Oliver poem going out to Ryan McDonough (@mcshowoff), in memory of his friend Terry, whose story I will share later. Of note, Tom Shaw was the fifteenth Episcopal Bishop of Massachusetts. . . . . . . . #grief  #loss  #friendship  #friends  #childhoodfriends  #death  #lost  #sorrow  #sadness  #cold  #flames  #heartbroken  #brokenheart  #missyou  #missingyou  #healing  #relationships  #poem  #poetry  #therapy  #poet  #poetrytherapy  #maryoliver  #tomshaw  #episcopal  #bishop  #massachusetts  #picturingloss 
Lindo simétrico no diário do NZDJPY 🤘🏻👨🏻‍💻🔥❤️
Lindo simétrico no diário do NZDJPY 🤘🏻👨🏻‍💻🔥❤️
This is as so true.

As you keep travelling your path, 
You will lose those who once you thought would be there forever.

Friends,

Members of family,

Colleagues.

Either they find no use of you or you feel the same way about them.

It's alright.

Keep on your path.

You will find your soul.

And perhaps,

Friends who will stay beside you when you finally find what you have been looking for.

Stay 🙏
Stay 💝
Stay 💪

#life #lifequotes #love #lovers #path #Roads #motivation #strong #fit #fitnessmodels #fitness #music #LGBT #Friday #depression #wellness #loss
This is as so true. As you keep travelling your path, You will lose those who once you thought would be there forever. Friends, Members of family, Colleagues. Either they find no use of you or you feel the same way about them. It's alright. Keep on your path. You will find your soul. And perhaps, Friends who will stay beside you when you finally find what you have been looking for. Stay 🙏 Stay 💝 Stay 💪 #life  #lifequotes  #love  #lovers  #path  #Roads  #motivation  #strong  #fit  #fitnessmodels  #fitness  #music  #LGBT  #Friday  #depression  #wellness  #loss 
#Repost @il_momis (@get_repost)
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Ci sono mille modi per dirsi addio e il peggiore è restare.
#buonanotte #ilpeggioreèrestare #quote #tfl
#amoreperso #love #broken #l4l #heart #addio
#instagood #webstagram #loss #instaquote #qotd
#like4follow #quotesoftheday #sadness #couple
#instafolow #lost #hurt #instagram #amore #tbt
#citazioni #frasitumblr #topoftheday #tagsforlike
Just before it all came crashing down #loss #mum #missingyou Dec  2016
This is so incredibly beautiful and rings so true! It never gets easier or better.I know that's the go-to response for people that don't understand loss and I know their intentions are sincere, but most unfortunately, it isn't true. The painfully beautiful part of grief though, for me, is that it pushes me to love those that are still here a little harder and it forces me to put myself in a position to make her proud. Grief is awful, but it can be used as a powerful catalyst to make relationships more profound and living life all the more happier and fulfilling. 💗💗💗 #love #loss #life #grief #Imissher but my goal is to be #justlikemymami
This is so incredibly beautiful and rings so true! It never gets easier or better.I know that's the go-to response for people that don't understand loss and I know their intentions are sincere, but most unfortunately, it isn't true. The painfully beautiful part of grief though, for me, is that it pushes me to love those that are still here a little harder and it forces me to put myself in a position to make her proud. Grief is awful, but it can be used as a powerful catalyst to make relationships more profound and living life all the more happier and fulfilling. 💗💗💗 #love  #loss  #life  #grief  #Imissher  but my goal is to be #justlikemymami 
Saturday our Charlie lost his battle with cancer. Only 15 days after being diagnosed.  We're lost without him but slowly healing. There will never be another dog like him. #aplaceforsaints #worldofsaints #gentlegiant #stbernard
#stbernards #saintbernardsofinstagram #stbernardsofinstagram #saintbernardofig #saintbernard #bigdog #animallove #family #loss #osteosarcoma #bonecancer #dog #dogs #dogsofig #dogsofinstagram
This just brought more tears to my eyes but also a truth & epiphany - my first thought was my beautiful grieving sister-mothers that help carry me every day! Then I thought of my Nan who lost her daughter - my mum - and my grandma who lost her daughter from polio! My 2 grandmas are part of this web! Any wonder I’ve been feeling my grandma so much! 💜⭐️💜⭐️💜 #grief #loss #childloss #sister #mother #daughter #mussyou #babygirl #star #abedformyheart #love #instadaily #instagram
This just brought more tears to my eyes but also a truth & epiphany - my first thought was my beautiful grieving sister-mothers that help carry me every day! Then I thought of my Nan who lost her daughter - my mum - and my grandma who lost her daughter from polio! My 2 grandmas are part of this web! Any wonder I’ve been feeling my grandma so much! 💜⭐️💜⭐️💜 #grief  #loss  #childloss  #sister  #mother  #daughter  #mussyou  #babygirl  #star  #abedformyheart  #love  #instadaily  #instagram 
@noot.ed you wanna fuck 🔥••••••••-
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#braixen #yiff #meme #dank #BEP #triggered #anime #vaperwave #hentai #loss #pineapple #rat #shrew #furry #antifurry #god #lilpump #scarxlrd #whomst #aw #xdrawr #xxxtentacion #braixenyiff
Killeen #1 - ⭐30 day challenge!!⭐ Day 3 complete of the 30 day challenge I have set myself! 😄 I'm hoping to lose at least 1 stone in this time as I want to look the best I can in time for the convention! Who else is going?! 😙 Absolutely loving how motivated I am feeling right now! 😍
#cwp #cwpfamily #cwpjourney #motivation #weightloss #inspiration #cwpblogger #diet #family #femaleweightloss #story #comitted #worthit #sisters #health #ketosis #results #loss #kuwtk184 #30daychallenge #challenge #feelingmotivated
Killeen #1  - ⭐30 day challenge!!⭐ Day 3 complete of the 30 day challenge I have set myself! 😄 I'm hoping to lose at least 1 stone in this time as I want to look the best I can in time for the convention! Who else is going?! 😙 Absolutely loving how motivated I am feeling right now! 😍 #cwp  #cwpfamily  #cwpjourney  #motivation  #weightloss  #inspiration  #cwpblogger  #diet  #family  #femaleweightloss  #story  #comitted  #worthit  #sisters  #health  #ketosis  #results  #loss  #kuwtk184  #30daychallenge  #challenge  #feelingmotivated 
"...#all #the #coloredgirls #sing... #ice ice, #baby..." .
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You better ask (that's ' #axe') somebody and in the icey capped mountains of the Gadsden corridor of the Appalachian Lowlands, they shout at you one name! When they say #badass, they say, Sizemore! She's extremely mad, bad & dangerous to know...
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#stoned #high #cannabis #cannabiscommunity
Having one of those really hard days and it's too much to handle. I had some great friends and great relationships go down the tubes because of mistakes and heartbreak and Everyone is fine and I'm still fucked up. #howdoesonefix #themseleves #noonetotalkto #thereisbutisnt #ifyoucanfeelthat #loss #goodpeepsfor #badecisions #shittysituations
Seeing a Facebook memory today put a huge hole in my chest. #Minnie was a Viking warrior. This pic was after her second #cancer surgery. Many of you were present during each struggle to keep her alive, including the last one when she was in full recovery, then, suddenly and fatally attacked by a pitbull. I love dogs (even pits), but my Minnie died because of a careless owner who should have secured a harness and muzzle for an aggressive pit with a history of rehabilitation and recent attack. 
That little #beautiful #Maltese was a pillar of #strength and taught me a lot about caring, ownership, responsibility, #loss and recovery. She was attacked in front of two of her daughters and me, the one person that believed she was more valuable than any amount of money. I miss her so very very much and reflect on the insurmountable #joy she radiated onto anyone that ever met her. So many people offered tens of thousands for her and I wouldn't sell her. She was very special. She was my #TeddyBear and the smartest dog and #soul and #healer. 
Sleep in eternal power, little queen. Your #memory lives on and I smile often at the #moments we had together. 
#sip #puppy #adorablepets #alldogsgotoheaven #cancersurvivor #pitbullattack #malteseworld #gooddog #eternalbliss #angelpuppy #ily #imu
Seeing a Facebook memory today put a huge hole in my chest. #Minnie  was a Viking warrior. This pic was after her second #cancer  surgery. Many of you were present during each struggle to keep her alive, including the last one when she was in full recovery, then, suddenly and fatally attacked by a pitbull. I love dogs (even pits), but my Minnie died because of a careless owner who should have secured a harness and muzzle for an aggressive pit with a history of rehabilitation and recent attack. That little #beautiful  #Maltese  was a pillar of #strength  and taught me a lot about caring, ownership, responsibility, #loss  and recovery. She was attacked in front of two of her daughters and me, the one person that believed she was more valuable than any amount of money. I miss her so very very much and reflect on the insurmountable #joy  she radiated onto anyone that ever met her. So many people offered tens of thousands for her and I wouldn't sell her. She was very special. She was my #TeddyBear  and the smartest dog and #soul  and #healer . Sleep in eternal power, little queen. Your #memory  lives on and I smile often at the #moments  we had together. #sip  #puppy  #adorablepets  #alldogsgotoheaven  #cancersurvivor  #pitbullattack  #malteseworld  #gooddog  #eternalbliss  #angelpuppy  #ily  #imu 
Here's a beautiful picture of Maine to show you all that I'm still alive...my son's chameleon and favorite chicken aren't, but that's another story. The universe was very cruel to him this week and all the dazzling red leaves can't make up for it. I'm mad at you October, be kinder to those who love you. 
#fall #maine #reallife #specialneeds #motherhood #boymom #loss #newengland #mainecoast #mainelife #ocean #grief #
#thursdaythoughts

I've heard the enemy scream this in my ear many times the past year, especially in the last two months since mom has been gone. I can't believe it's been two months today since she passed. It's been by far the toughest two months of my life and I struggle with questioning life. 
What a great reminder this is! I'm a warrior. I'm a champion and all the glory goes to Him.
#thursdaythoughts  I've heard the enemy scream this in my ear many times the past year, especially in the last two months since mom has been gone. I can't believe it's been two months today since she passed. It's been by far the toughest two months of my life and I struggle with questioning life. What a great reminder this is! I'm a warrior. I'm a champion and all the glory goes to Him.
Today is a good day to manifest some fucking abundance 🤘😎🙌🤴🌟♥️ Unintentional Survivor blog - link in bio - check  it out! 
#intentionalliving #manifesthappiness #abundence #grief #loss #transformation #secondchances #secondfirsts #widow #gratitude
“Defeat is a state of mind; no one is ever defeated until defeat has been accepted as a reality. To me, defeat in anything is merely temporary, and its punishment is but an urge for me to exert greater effort to achieve my goal. Defeat simply tells me that something is wrong in my doing; it is a path leading to success and truth.” Bruce Lee the great philosopher

#brucelee #philosopher #philosophy #filosofi #defeat #förlust #loss #stateofmind
“Defeat is a state of mind; no one is ever defeated until defeat has been accepted as a reality. To me, defeat in anything is merely temporary, and its punishment is but an urge for me to exert greater effort to achieve my goal. Defeat simply tells me that something is wrong in my doing; it is a path leading to success and truth.” Bruce Lee the great philosopher #brucelee  #philosopher  #philosophy  #filosofi  #defeat  #förlust  #loss  #stateofmind 
A eulogy for our lost boat. New on the blog. (Link in bio)
#fuirma #bvistrong #heartbreak
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#afscheid
#lovedones
#lastgoodbye
#alwaysnear
#loss
#grief
#angels
#nature
#naturelovers 
#fingerprintofgod 
#everythingimaginable 
#fiftyshades_of_nature 
#fiftyshades_of_twilight 
#romantic_darkness 
#quest_4_magic 
#the_gallery_of_magic 
#special 
#streetfeat
#naturephotography 
#naturelovers 
#heart_imprint 
#myheartinshots 
#instadaily 
#instanaturefriends 
#nature_sultans 
#moodygrams
#pocket_trees
#instagram
#colorsplash 
#colors
-🖤 "Those we love don't go away; they walk beside us every day...Unseen, unheard but always near, still loved, still missed, and very dear." ~author unknown 🖤- . 🖤 . 🖤 . 🖤 . #afscheid  #lovedones  #lastgoodbye  #alwaysnear  #loss  #grief  #angels  #nature  #naturelovers  #fingerprintofgod  #everythingimaginable  #fiftyshades_of_nature  #fiftyshades_of_twilight  #romantic_darkness  #quest_4_magic  #the_gallery_of_magic  #special  #streetfeat  #naturephotography  #naturelovers  #heart_imprint  #myheartinshots  #instadaily  #instanaturefriends  #nature_sultans  #moodygrams  #pocket_trees  #instagram  #colorsplash  #colors 
Love this beautiful illustration by [regram 📷] @bymariandrew - sums up the sometime feelings of loss, adulthood & the need for familiarity & comfort we all crave so beautifully and succinctly. 🌳
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#home #homesick #comfort #homeispeople #loss #growingup #happiness #lifewonderings #whatishome
Mental illness has literally stripped me off all my friends but it doesn't stop me wanting them. I may have an illness but I am still a person, a women, a friend, a sister, a daughter, a partner. I really wish some people would really take that into account, we may have a mental illness but we are still your friends and need you and want to help you even if it doesn't seem like it.

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#ItsOkNotToBeOk #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #anxiety #anxietyattack #mentalhealthissues #spotthesigns #supportmentalhealth #anxietyanddepression #itsarealthing #dontjudge #notyourfault #depression #mentalillness #mentalhealthmatters #breakthestigma #endthestigma #stopthestigma #neveralone #fighters #keepfighting #fight #standupformentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #friends #friendship #loss #understanding
Mental illness has literally stripped me off all my friends but it doesn't stop me wanting them. I may have an illness but I am still a person, a women, a friend, a sister, a daughter, a partner. I really wish some people would really take that into account, we may have a mental illness but we are still your friends and need you and want to help you even if it doesn't seem like it. ______________________ #ItsOkNotToBeOk  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalhealth  #anxiety  #anxietyattack  #mentalhealthissues  #spotthesigns  #supportmentalhealth  #anxietyanddepression  #itsarealthing  #dontjudge  #notyourfault  #depression  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthmatters  #breakthestigma  #endthestigma  #stopthestigma  #neveralone  #fighters  #keepfighting  #fight  #standupformentalhealth  #mentalillness  #mentalhealthawareness  #friends  #friendship  #loss  #understanding 
My #heart has been heavy today planning a #homegoing service for my friends .. #cancersucks #gonetoosoon #wetrustyoulord #worshipmusic #worshipleader #heavyheart #loss #love #godissovereign
We said goodbye this past week to a faithful friend, our Basset Hound, Dexter.  He has left a huge hole in our hearts #love #loss #pet #dog #basset #bassethound #bassetlove #grieving #shelterdog #rescuedog #rescue #HumbleandHounds #bassets #doglife  #bassetlove
Pre-Workout Selfie Yes That Is Makeup You See No I Don’t Care 💁🏻 #femalefitness #gym#goodphysique #goals#gainz#loss#everyday
I just added this to @saatchiart.  I remember this hike and I remember this moment. To me the desert is emotional, beautiful, peaceful, silent and fills my my heart and my mind with everything that it needs at that moment. 
#desert #saatchiart  #theotherartfair #love #gratitude #loss #peace #silence #photography #photographer #desertlandscape #canon #meditation #brooklyn #greenpoint
Una historia muy personal...
Llevo meses pensando si publicarlo o no. Decidí contarlo porque al principio de mi experiencia aprendí que lo que me paso a mí le pasa a muchas mujeres y la mayoría se sienten solas como me sentí yo. Quiero estar aquí para ustedes. Para ti que estas ahorita viviendo la experiencia que yo viví. Quiero que sepas que no estás sola, entiendo exactamente lo que estas sintiendo. No importa como sucedió, no importa cuantas semanas tenías. Así como tú lo estás viviendo, yo también perdí esa luz que empezó a crecer en mi vientre, no una vez, sino dos veces este año.
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Un mes después de mi boda, mi esposo y yo tuvimos la maravillosa noticia de que había quedado embarazada. Sin planificarlo. Estábamos asombrados de que pasara tan rápido pero muy felices ¡No podíamos creerlo! Pero lo más inesperado paso, lo perdí de manera natural. Jamás imagine que eso me pasaría a mí. Según los médicos esto es muy común sobre todo en las primerizas. Le sucede a una mujer embarazada de cada cuatro, mucho más de lo que yo pensaba.
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Fueron días, semanas y meses muy duros. ¡Aprendimos MUCHO! Nuestro angelito estuvo muy poco tiempo en nuestras vidas, pero ese poco tiempo que tuvimos la ilusión y las ganas de algún día tenerlo en nuestros brazos, nos enseñó muchas cosas. Decidimos irnos de viaje de luna de miel dos meses después de la perdida porque ya teníamos nuestra luna de miel planificada y pensábamos que ese viaje nos ayudaría un poco con lo que estábamos viviendo.
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En ese viaje sucedió el milagro nuevamente, fue una sorpresa acompañada de mucho miedo. Fue aterrador. No pude disfrutar de la buena noticia cuando mi doctora me lo confirmo. Y lo que más temía sucedió. Esa luz que estaba encendida se volvió a apagar sin razón alguna, tomando toda esa esperanza y sueños con ella, por segunda vez. Físicamente fue más fácil esta vez porque ya sabía lo que iba a suceder, estaba consciente del proceso que mi cuerpo pasaría. Pero sentimentalmente mucho menos preparados para vivir esto de nuevo.
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Ese sentimiento, esa sensación, la sensación que nadie puede entender solo aquella mujer que ha caminado por el mismo camino.... continúa ⬇️
Una historia muy personal... Llevo meses pensando si publicarlo o no. Decidí contarlo porque al principio de mi experiencia aprendí que lo que me paso a mí le pasa a muchas mujeres y la mayoría se sienten solas como me sentí yo. Quiero estar aquí para ustedes. Para ti que estas ahorita viviendo la experiencia que yo viví. Quiero que sepas que no estás sola, entiendo exactamente lo que estas sintiendo. No importa como sucedió, no importa cuantas semanas tenías. Así como tú lo estás viviendo, yo también perdí esa luz que empezó a crecer en mi vientre, no una vez, sino dos veces este año. . Un mes después de mi boda, mi esposo y yo tuvimos la maravillosa noticia de que había quedado embarazada. Sin planificarlo. Estábamos asombrados de que pasara tan rápido pero muy felices ¡No podíamos creerlo! Pero lo más inesperado paso, lo perdí de manera natural. Jamás imagine que eso me pasaría a mí. Según los médicos esto es muy común sobre todo en las primerizas. Le sucede a una mujer embarazada de cada cuatro, mucho más de lo que yo pensaba. . Fueron días, semanas y meses muy duros. ¡Aprendimos MUCHO! Nuestro angelito estuvo muy poco tiempo en nuestras vidas, pero ese poco tiempo que tuvimos la ilusión y las ganas de algún día tenerlo en nuestros brazos, nos enseñó muchas cosas. Decidimos irnos de viaje de luna de miel dos meses después de la perdida porque ya teníamos nuestra luna de miel planificada y pensábamos que ese viaje nos ayudaría un poco con lo que estábamos viviendo. . En ese viaje sucedió el milagro nuevamente, fue una sorpresa acompañada de mucho miedo. Fue aterrador. No pude disfrutar de la buena noticia cuando mi doctora me lo confirmo. Y lo que más temía sucedió. Esa luz que estaba encendida se volvió a apagar sin razón alguna, tomando toda esa esperanza y sueños con ella, por segunda vez. Físicamente fue más fácil esta vez porque ya sabía lo que iba a suceder, estaba consciente del proceso que mi cuerpo pasaría. Pero sentimentalmente mucho menos preparados para vivir esto de nuevo. . Ese sentimiento, esa sensación, la sensación que nadie puede entender solo aquella mujer que ha caminado por el mismo camino.... continúa ⬇️
☁️ "Grief is not a disorder, a disease or sign of weakness. It is an emotional, physical and spiritual necessity, the price you pay for love. The only cure for grief is to grieve." ― Earl Grollman ☁️
☁️ "Grief is not a disorder, a disease or sign of weakness. It is an emotional, physical and spiritual necessity, the price you pay for love. The only cure for grief is to grieve." ― Earl Grollman ☁️
Video was taken 1 Year ago today. 9 months to the day my💔was broken. She was my girl, my best friend, my confident ❤️. #petsrule #love #loss #rescue #shewasfunny #shewasbesutiful #sheturnedheads #Chihuahua
“I know that there is one truth”
~ A.J.D.
“I know that there is one truth” ~ A.J.D.