🚨 WARNING 🚨
While my mom's are LIVE Streaming their Sat night (cough cough) without me. I'm in NY licking my wound. Don't mind me @robinrobertsgma I'm sure my leg will heal....eventually. #LoveHurts#GetYourRescueOn#IMissMyMommies
Fuck you indeed....if it wasnt for my big ❤....these feelings would have died ages ago. Guess I was the one who really was in love, and you were or actually still are the confused little man who will never work out what he wants. I thank you for being the biggest lesson of my life. That not everyone deserves loyalty, patience, understanding and someone willing to die for them. Not everyone deserves that kinda love but I do. So fuck you very much for that lesson.
Life has been a whirlwind this last week. Last Thursday we got a phone call at 10 pm asking if we could take an emergency foster care placement for five kids. With complete obedience to the Lord’s calling on our lives and a GIANT step of faith, we said we could take two for a few weeks and three until they could find another placement for them. At 3:30 in the morning, we welcomed five children into our home. Five dinners, four baths, and three hot chocolates later, I had eight children sleeping under my roof. We’ve been loving on two of those kids for the last ten days with the help of family and many friends. We’ve been licensed foster parents for 1.5 years but have only had one other placement. This week has literally been the HARDEST week of my life. I have been STRETCHED and at my weakest moments, Matt has reminded me that this. Is. Love. This is what Love looks like! This is us loving when it hurts and it’s hard to love, when it is uncomfortable and a little annoying. But this is also how Jesus loves us (and He loves us wayyy BETTER than we are loving these kids). But He loves us in our mess. He loves us despite our dirt and grime and past. He loves us no matter how many times we scream, “I HATE YOU! You never let me get what I want! I hate you!” He knows our hearts and He walks back in, picks us up and holds us. He never stops loving us. And the days I’ve wanted to stop. The days I feel like just giving up, I remember that He has loved me at my worst, so surely I can love these children at theirs.
Sum ppl fnd it hard 2 let go bcoz they luv sum1 so much dey feel they cnt live without dem,,,,,bt u hav 2 ask urself how much u value urself as a person and let go wen u realize ur worth the world n more #love#lovehurts#happiness#nextchapter#life