You know exams are getting close when the makeup is no where in sight 😂
So today was the first day in a while I didn't wear my usual makeup- eyeliner and mascara (literally takes 5 min in the morning to put on, I can't handle anything longer ahah) and it actually wasn't easy for me.
I use to go back and forth between wearing make up and not wearing it and didn't really care what people thought because they were use to seeing me in both situations. But in the past little while I got into a habit of just throwing it on in the morning and it became part of my routine. Although I don't wear much, it definitely makes me go from albino to having some colour loll you can actually see my eyelashes with mascara! I got so use to seeing myself with makeup And I have met new people recently who have only seen me with makeup, so it actually made it hard to go without.
I thought to myself, "will they notice, will people comment, will they think I look bad?". And I realized that these thoughts are the reason why I NEED to go today without make up. I need to gain a sense of comfort and confidence in myself that was lost through routinely wearing makeup.
I'm not saying you need to go without makeup to be confident in yourself... But what i am saying, is that ladies (and guys I don't judge), if you get to the point where you actually can't go without makeup when the opportunity comes up because you are afraid of what people will think, then it's time to go natural and become comfortable with who you really are again. Anyone who truly loves you as a person won't care if your wearing makeup or not. They won't think you look any different because they are in love with WHO you are.
#thelondongirlcooks at nearly 1am ...boy am I tired lol! Zzzzz...😂😂 on the plus side, these chops will taste amazing in sha Allah (God willing) when I finish them off on the bbq tomorrow 😋😋😋
Happy 20th birthday too no only the biggest tithead we know, but to one of our best friends. Thank you for always being there and being you crazy fucking self. We hope you have an amazing day & yes of course we love you loads too.😘😘😘😘😘💜 P.S hope you like you're pictures!🤣 #bestfriends#birthday#scary#snapchat#filters#girl#drinks#party#meal