It was a lazy day and I watched TV that's what I was doing most of the time since I told Shawn to forget me.I haven't got the energy to do anything else and it's totally my fault so I can't blame him for that.Things had to be like that and I would say that's good.I heard that Shawn was doing an interview today and I'm a fangirl so I watched it.I smiled throughout the whole interview and that's something I didn't do in days it's just that Shawn makes me happy in the way he talks and in the way he does everything he makes me happy and he always will but the fact that I won't be able to talk to him ever again made me a little sad.Still his happiness is my happiness and it was great to see him smile.Then at the end the interviewer came up with that one annoying question:"Are you in love with someone." Shawn answered immidiately:"I know my fans probably don't want to hear this but yes I'm in love with someone we used to be best friends but then she said I should forget her what's impossible." That was something I already knew cause I heard him talking to Geoff but I didn't know that he has another girl as best friend. He kept on speaking with a sad sounding voice:"(A/n you know what he says when you read last chapter sorry this ruins this chapter a little I know😳)
I couldn't believe one of those words I even thought I had a hallucination because I didn't eat a lot for days I just can't although mom and dad want me to I'm not hungry at all strange I know.I looked at my mom who was standing behind me and had heard every single word Shawn said.I looked at her with a big question mark on my face.She recognized that and said:"Yes honey he was talking about you and he was honest with every single word believe me." I answered:"But maybe he was talking about another Kelly?" Mom:"So you know another Kelly who was best friends with Shawn and told him to leave her alone? I don't. He was talking about you." That moment dad entered the room and asked interested:"Who was talking about who?"
(Sorry that I ruined it in the middle but it would have been too long otherwise I'm really sorry😳😨😵😓) #shawn#mendes#shawnmendes#mendesarmy#lovehim#fanfiction#interview
Shawn's one of the things that can make me feel better when I'm in a bad mood...basically I went to take a test to get my learners permit (yes I know I'm 18 and just now getting it) and they made me wait an hour just to tell me that because of my bad eyesight I can't even take the test when a year ago they said I could and I did take it a year ago but failed (that's only the shortened version of the story😂) -