I feel it all. Deeply. Amplified. It swims in my soul, sometimes deeper and so far down that I almost forget it's there but then it will come a little close to the surface only to tighten my heart like a wrench around a delicate birds head - so softly held and yet so violently encased. I feel it. I feel it all. Still better to feel it and live than to feel nothing at all. #mondaythoughts#manjitmeditation
Wow I had no idea he was on here still. It was time to look! I guess I was avoiding it! I gave him most photos and the wedding album to save for the kids! I took a knife to the oil painting what? Better then him! I put all photos on kids tablets laptop iPods they deserve that feeling of what was. I block three from IG first I curse and they are only allowed family friends! So I block! They respect it they are not big IG people Logan loves it for her illness! Crazy how you can see the fucking earth quake he created! I found a way through it!' Fucking bad ass thats what I am! Great job Lisa #mondaythoughts
It's funny how a few hours before I head over to bowl I come up with five reasons why I can't , don't want to , why did I join? I can't be locked something! I'm tired! I need a nap! Then within the second game I'm laughing ,cracking jokes ,high fiving! Becky with the good hair (she had her hair cut today) and I added two guys from Ohio to our team! It was fun good guys! We were a team and we did good. I was suffering from from blue bawlz in one game but then I started figuring out a flow I bop my ass and loosened up and end with what looks like a split or a curtsy!! 😜🤡Real change is difficult at the beginning, but gorgeous at the end. Change begins the moment you get the courage and step outside your comfort zone; change begins at the end of your comfort zone.#roybennett#mondaythoughts#bowling#comfortzone
Do you ever feel alone in spite of being surrounded by people?
Do you ever wonder if people have ulterior motives?
Do you wonder, when people tell you the truth about what others say or think about you, if they're doing it in your best interest? Or maybe some people thrive on drama? I've experienced this countless times in my life. Maybe some people tell you the truth, or an exaggerated version thereof, to stir up negative emotions, cause drama and make you feel less worthy. Am I being negative? Or realistic? Making something bigger than it should be? Does anyone feel the same way I do? Thoughts? #mondaymood#mondaythoughts#thoughtoftheday#negativity#fakepeople#ulteriormotives#drama#emotions#truth#exageration#alone
There is a moment of stillness when you make an impactful decision that you know will eventually change your life. Today I feel myself moving and changing into another version of myself.
Not everyone will understand or appreciate your journey...and you know what, they don't have to. I've come to realize a few things. Your options in life will change as you change. You will never stop being afraid to fail. You will never stop learning. There is no such thing as a perfect life or person.
I'm typically not a very spiritual person, but this prayer has always spoke a great deal of truth.
So if you made it all the way to here I thank you and would like to wish you serenity, courage, and wisdom this week and always.
And it's the truth. It's nice to post a pic, showing admiration to your favorite celebrity, and in return, getting a like, nice comment, or retweet from them on social media, but at the end of the day, they aren't cutting y'all a check. Celebrities and public figures are regular people just like you and me and most people seem to put a lot of them too high on a pedestal. I have a few people on my list who I admire and inspired me to be a better person. Were they perfect people? No they weren't, because nobody's perfect and I don't expect anyone to be. Accept people for who they are. Part 2. #mondaythoughts
Todos lo hacemos, todos pensamos en la manera en la hubiéramos reaccionado o en la manera en la que hubiéramos actuado ante una situación que le ocurrió a otra persona, diciéndonos a nosotros mismos "yo no hubiera hecho eso", "yo habría hecho algo diferente" cuando en realidad, y es algo que todos tenemos que admitir, a la hora de la verdad, o hacemos lo mismo, o algo completamente distinto de lo que dijimos que íbamos a hacer, ¿cierto no?, me ha pasado muchísimo, creo tener todas mis acciones planeadas, y cuando ocurren, ups, hice lo que dije que no haría o algo totalmente diferente, aprendí mi lección, el ser humano es increíble, queremos tener el control de absolutamente todo, cuando no es así. 💛
Yesterday, before I had to go to work, I planned on getting a workout in at the gym. I was ready to leave and then my dad decides to start washing my car (I know, on Father's Day 😬). If you know me, I'm not the best with change/things my happening as they were planned, however a year ago I would have totally freaked out and became so upset to the point of crying. Yesterday, (I'll admit, I did get a little upset), but I took some deep breaths, thanked my dad and told him what I was planning to do. By the time I got to the gym I had half an hour before I had to shower and head to work- and again instead of getting upset, I did what I could with half and hour. .
My message here is that you, yes YOU, need to gently remind yourself how far you've come in other ways when you're upset about something. Progress is progress be proud of yourself 💕✌🏻 .
Who forgets that their birthday is 2 weeks away…… 🙋🏾🤦🏾♀️This girl right here LOL🤣🤣. I’m usually super hype about my B-Day and like to plan something different every year. Last year, I was able to take a few things off my bucket list.
Which was to.....
☑️snorkel with sea turtles 🐢 and stingrays ☑️ride an ATV through the woods [little did I know, I would wreck it 2 mins after taking off🏎 ☑️bike to a local town in a different country 💆🏾💭Wonder what this year will have in store… Either way, I am looking forward to celebrating another year🙌🏾🙏🏾✨ #bdaycountdown#losotravels#travelgram#mondaythoughts#wanderlust#faandloso
Finally we're looking for the same things
Took me a while
But I'm no longer looking to check something off, to look perfect on the outside, to have a name known among men, to work for a cause whose creator I know nothing about, to achieve position.
And you're not looking for a slave. You're not looking for someone who will say all the right things and post at the right times and promote what they don't live. You're not looking for a marketing partner. You're not looking for a mere employee of yours who is living everyday wishing for Friday to come so they can check out. You're not looking for someone who knows you from a distance / who keeps you at arms length.
We're looking for the same thing! I'm looking for a Father. And you're looking for a daughter. I'm looking for someone who will love me in my mess and you're looking for someone who will let you into every place. I'm looking for love and you're looking to love. I'm looking for peace and you're looking to sustain peace. I'm looking for significance and you're looking for people who will go for you. I'm looking to be of value and you're looking to seat me in heavenly places. I'm looking for freedom and you're looking to let truth shatter all of my lies. I'm looking to make an impact wherever I am and you're looking for fearless people who believe You can do the impossible. I'm looking for hope and you're looking for people who need rest. I'm looking for adventure and you're looking for people who believe they will do greater works than Jesus.
I'm looking for you. I'm looking for you. I'm looking for you. Everything in me looks for You. Meanwhile You aaaalready found me. .
And it's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Rolling into Monday with these vibes 🤗
I'm historically a bit of a people pleaser, and have always felt "guilty" if I have to tell a friend/partner "no" for whatever reason, even if that reason was in my best interest.
Recently I've been reflecting on just how ridiculously important it is to set your own personal boundaries. It doesn't make you a bad friend/person to say "no" if the situation or circumstance in question doesn't line up with where your at. And to me, setting boundaries & taking time for yourself is all under the umbrella of self care. And proper self care allows for you to bring your best, healthiest self to both personal and professional situations, which in turn snowball into amazing opportunities and experiences! 🤗💛✨😘
Driving 10 hours today reflecting on our 2 week vacation of visiting grandparents, friends, and two days in Universal. *
1) Blessed to have family and friends who love us for who we are...messy and all. 2) Traveling with #5kids is doable yet so very exhausting. 3) I am introvert by nature and needed to carve more alone time in on a trip like this to prevent irritability. 4) Many times in my frustration of things not going as planned I reflected on this quote, "The important thing is not to think but to love much; and so do that which best stirs you to love." Love trumps all. *
Would love to hear your thoughts on how to thrive not just survive a trip like this😜