"Something you have to understand is that happiness will come. I promise you, it will come. I know you are tired and drained from all those cliche quotes that go on about how everything happens for a reason. I know that reading this does not make you feel better.
If anything, it just makes it worst. You feel like no one gets you.
No one has that ghost inside them. The uninvited ghost who suddenly appeared to make your life miserably sad. It takes over your body and thoughts - destroying you. It makes your mind want to escape from your own being. It sucks. As simply complicated as that: it sucks.
But, I am telling you that ghost will disappear. I don't know if it came with a purpose or if someone made it appear. I do know though, that behind all that confusion, sadness and madness, happiness will come. Sooner or later, it will come. Because you deserve to have your fucking happy ending too.
When that time comes I want you to tell this to the next person that the ghost tries to kill. Perhaps, you can kill it first like I hope I did with the ghost inside you right now by giving you what you thought was inexistent. I am giving you hope. With hope everything is possible, even the fading of your unwanted partner - the ghost of depression.
Hope that someday your happiness will come, even if it only visits you for a couple of minutes. Hope for a reason to smile. Hope to keep on living. Hope for brighter days and a bluer sky. Just, hope.
But remember: Life will always hurt, because if it doesn't, it will lose its purpose."
📎Reading update: I have my Linktree on my bio check it out. I just posted my Trapped in Silver book review there. It's a good story. 😊👍
📎Random: I miss the Goblin King 😭💔
🔥QOTD: Any musical instruments you know to play?
Happy first day of fall!
So I decided to make an October challenge this month! 🎃
Let me know down below if you would like to join me! 😊
Please use the hashtag #savannasbookishspooks if you join! 😊 🍁
Can't wait to see your photos! 😃
It’s totally fate that I picked my first #NewHabitsChallenge goal to be drinking 64 oz of plain water everyday: The day after I announced the creation of the challenge, I had my yearly physical. My doctor was talking to me about post-pregnancy/c-section nutrition and weight loss and she said that I need to be sure that I’m drinking at least 2 liters of water a day and peeing all of the time. Apparently a lot of “baby weight” is inflammation and retaining of liquids. That’s about all I could really tell you; I know there’s more scientific details that could be explored but that’s all I needed to hear to know that my new habit was meant to be water consumption. Part of creating a new habit, is setting up your environment to aid you in completing your goal. If someone’s goal was to paint as a form of therapy, I would imagine they would need to set up a studio type setting with all of the supplies. Weird example, but you get what I mean. So, I have gone through all of the nooks and crannies of my house and cars to find every rogue water bottle that somehow managed to disappear into drawers or under furniture (thanks puppies!) and after washing them, I have gone through and measured the amount of water each one holds if it wasn’t already marked. All of the bottles are together and I have no reason to not know how much I have had by the end of the day. What preparations do you need to make for your habit (or the dropping of one) for October 1st!? #monthlychallenge#healthchallenge#habits#drinkmorewater#gethealthy#changes#fitnessinstructor#spininstructor#getready
For the punk themed character design challenge ^^ i took your advice and kept her glasses ~
Sidelined to the curb by the parental preference of the second child and no belief in love, our demure Meep grows a set of balls and faces the world with unwarranted sarcasm and over bleached hair. Revenge is sweet. Sweeter than the love she is refused at least. These days she goes by m334p (where the 4 is silent) with upcurled lips and an ominous glower, taking a long sip of her green tea concoction out of her bottle labelled "savage" in kanji. A drink she dubs sweet kisses, from hell. Though this is probably a phase as all the adults around her remind her. In her free time she loves skating to the beach and wears her swimsuit under her clothes most days.
Meep is pleased to meet you.
💀2017 October Challenge 1/2!!!💀
I was going to reveal this a few hours from now but I couldn't hold it in any longer😂 I've teamed up with the beautiful @womanon & @steph_d1234 to bring you a bookish sideshow challenge this year: #stephcryptanon !!! We are insanely proud of this and we hope you join us as we welcome October (our favorite month) with open arms & hearts!👻🎃💀 I can't wait to see my feed infested with even more Halloween posts than it already is!!! Stay tuned for my other giveaway with two special ladies!😉
For those days your #teenagegirl comes home like Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde; put #dragontime shower gel in the bathroom & remove all other options👍🏼 Thanks, Young Living for this remarkable monthly solution😊