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Eu bem que tento mas meus olhos não
Não deixo de olhar para a escuridão
E de dia ou noite os sonhos são
Só pesadelos que não se vão...
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#thekirajustice #sombrio #darkness
#rock #gotico #negative #555666
#maggotbrasil #rockbrasil #Fodase
FRIDAY vibes started the right way this morning by clearing the house and bringing in positive vibes with this sage that I was gifted ... something about this ( when I remember to do it ) brings such peace and happy vibes .... here's to good vibes to all 🙌🏻xxD
FRIDAY vibes started the right way this morning by clearing the house and bringing in positive vibes with this sage that I was gifted ... something about this ( when I remember to do it ) brings such peace and happy vibes .... here's to good vibes to all 🙌🏻xxD
#snowflakeobsidian good for clearing #blockages it'll #ground you, clearing #negative energy ✊🏽your #liver and #kidneys need #Copper it's also a #conductor of #energy AND #availablenow for #retail #magickshop
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All good stories must come to an end.
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#photography #photo #Frostburg #creepy #blackandwhite #negative #dark #abandoned #abandonedplaces #trashed #ruins
Tension, grouping, and transition... not my best but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #art #paper #balckandwhite #artists #artwork #negative #contrast #paint #paperart #cutpaper #myart #mine #plants
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mit der seite möchte ich versuchen meine negativen gedanken zu verarbeiten und zu teilen.
ich möchte mich @first mal vorstellen :))
und zwar bin ich celina und 14 jahre alt. seit ungefähr nem halben jahr hab ich den starken wunsch abzunehmen und soo und soo bin ich dann auch in die essstörung reingekommen. wenn ihr irgendwelche fragen an mich habt schreibt sie mir einfach per pn :)) ich bin immer da um euch zuzuhören und euch tipps zu geben.
*wichtig*
ICH MÖCHTE HIER NIEMANDEN DAZU INSPIERIEREN ABZUNEHMEN ETC.!! naja egal
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heute habe ich eine karotte, und eine halbe semmel gegessen. meiner meinung nach schon viel zu viel. ich habe angst mich zum erbrechen zu zwingen. idk why?!
habt ihr da vlt irgendwelche tipps?? naja ich verabschiede mich für heute und gehe schlafen bc wenig schlaf macht dick..
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#ana#bulimie#essstörung#proana#anorexie#skinny#cutting#cut#magersucht#erbrechen#essen#food#suicide#suizid#donteat#fat#schneiden#ritzen#klinge#selbstverletzung#mager#thinspiration
heyy mit der seite möchte ich versuchen meine negativen gedanken zu verarbeiten und zu teilen. ich möchte mich @first mal vorstellen :)) und zwar bin ich celina und 14 jahre alt. seit ungefähr nem halben jahr hab ich den starken wunsch abzunehmen und soo und soo bin ich dann auch in die essstörung reingekommen. wenn ihr irgendwelche fragen an mich habt schreibt sie mir einfach per pn :)) ich bin immer da um euch zuzuhören und euch tipps zu geben. *wichtig* ICH MÖCHTE HIER NIEMANDEN DAZU INSPIERIEREN ABZUNEHMEN ETC.!! naja egal ---------------------------------- heute habe ich eine karotte, und eine halbe semmel gegessen. meiner meinung nach schon viel zu viel. ich habe angst mich zum erbrechen zu zwingen. idk why?! habt ihr da vlt irgendwelche tipps?? naja ich verabschiede mich für heute und gehe schlafen bc wenig schlaf macht dick.. ---------------------------------- #ana #bulimie #essstörung #proana #anorexie #skinny #cutting #cut #magersucht #erbrechen #essen #food #suicide #suizid #donteat #fat #schneiden #ritzen #klinge #selbstverletzung #mager #thinspiration 
“You’re allowed to leave any story you don’t find yourself in. You’re allied to leave any story you don’t love yourself in.
You’re allowed to leave a city that has dimmer your light instead of making you shine brighter, you’re allowed to pack all your bags and stare over somewhere else and you’re allowed to redefine the meaning of your life.
You’re allowed o quit the job you hate even if the world tells you not to and you’re allowed to search for something that makes you look forward to tomorrow and to the rest of you’re life.
You’re allowed to leave someone you life if they’re treating you poorly, you’re allowed to put yourself first if you’re settling and you’re allowed to walk away when you’ve tried over and over again but nothing has changed. 
You’re allowed to let toxic friends go, you’re allowed to surround yourself with love, and people who encourage and nurture you. You’re allowed to pick the kind of energy you need in your life.
You’re allowed to foggier ourself for your biggest and smallest mistakes and you’re allowed to be kind to yourself, you’re allowed to look in the mirror and actually like the person you see. You’re allowed to set yourself free form your own expirations.”
“You’re allowed to leave any story you don’t find yourself in. You’re allied to leave any story you don’t love yourself in. You’re allowed to leave a city that has dimmer your light instead of making you shine brighter, you’re allowed to pack all your bags and stare over somewhere else and you’re allowed to redefine the meaning of your life. You’re allowed o quit the job you hate even if the world tells you not to and you’re allowed to search for something that makes you look forward to tomorrow and to the rest of you’re life. You’re allowed to leave someone you life if they’re treating you poorly, you’re allowed to put yourself first if you’re settling and you’re allowed to walk away when you’ve tried over and over again but nothing has changed. You’re allowed to let toxic friends go, you’re allowed to surround yourself with love, and people who encourage and nurture you. You’re allowed to pick the kind of energy you need in your life. You’re allowed to foggier ourself for your biggest and smallest mistakes and you’re allowed to be kind to yourself, you’re allowed to look in the mirror and actually like the person you see. You’re allowed to set yourself free form your own expirations.”
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*дачный контент* 
#photo #negative #flowers #plants #follow #장소 #식물 #꽃 #따라 #핑크 #오늘 #사진 #color
A vida é curta, eu vou fazer o que vale a pena. Com o tempo bem gasto, o tempo gasto tão bem. Então, não fuja, apenas encare o novo dia. Sem um único medo na mente, apenas leve um dia de cada vez...🎼☠🎤
(Suicide Silence)
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#suicidesilence #suicidesilencefans #black #deathcore #fuckeverthing 
#darkness #negative #gotico #louco
#lixo #paranoia #psicopata #maggotbrasil
My boy @colintheblur is making it to the big times with them 96k views and 2k likes 😎⚡ don't let the hate get to ya bro, this is only the first step to an amazing future 🌏 (P.S. I died of laughter when I screenshot this scene 😂 it was pure coincidence I swear @colintheblur )---
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É uma pena ter que andar alto por causa das ruas ruins 😩 queria baixar de verdade 😔

Esta chegando o 3° Anual West Volks!

Marque na sua agenda, dia 24/09/2017 as 9:00. ■ Bandas de Rock ao vivo
■ Food Trucks
■ Praça de alimentação ■ Estacionamento para carros de visitantes
■ Mercado de pulgas
■ Serviços ■ Sorteios de brindes e muito mais... ■ No dia do evento estaremos arrecadando 1 Kg de alimento não perecível para um orfanato da região, nos ajude nessa campanha também! ■ Novo local: AEROCLUBE NINHO DAS ÁGUIAS - BANGU - ENTRADA PELA EST. GUANDU DO SENA AO LADO DA AV. BRASIL.

Evento destinado a somente VW antigos com motor a ar (boxer) e derivados que atendam as exigências.

Acompanhe a West Volks.

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É uma pena ter que andar alto por causa das ruas ruins 😩 queria baixar de verdade 😔 Esta chegando o 3° Anual West Volks! Marque na sua agenda, dia 24/09/2017 as 9:00. ■ Bandas de Rock ao vivo ■ Food Trucks ■ Praça de alimentação ■ Estacionamento para carros de visitantes ■ Mercado de pulgas ■ Serviços ■ Sorteios de brindes e muito mais... ■ No dia do evento estaremos arrecadando 1 Kg de alimento não perecível para um orfanato da região, nos ajude nessa campanha também! ■ Novo local: AEROCLUBE NINHO DAS ÁGUIAS - BANGU - ENTRADA PELA EST. GUANDU DO SENA AO LADO DA AV. BRASIL. Evento destinado a somente VW antigos com motor a ar (boxer) e derivados que atendam as exigências. Acompanhe a West Volks. Instagram: westvolksclubrj Facebook: westvolksclubrj Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC-sv3ZPwLH6WJqf2cPRAz8A #WestVolksClubRJ  #aircooled  #volks  #dasauto  #fusca  #fuchswheels  #porsche  #kombi  #fuchs  #porschewheels  #ratlook  #rat  #slow  #negative  #66  #ragtop  #empi  #boxer  #errejota  #021  #anual  #evento 
One the I have infamously named the million dot mother fucker I've been listening to a fair bit of @hacktivistuk gettin my inspiration going so I had to get this done #tattoo #tattoos #tattooer #tattooed #tattooist #girlswithtattoos #guyswithtattoos #design #drawing #sketch #art #artwork #dotworktattoo #dotwork #hacktivist #tattoodesign #circle #chameleonpens #blackandgreytattoo @timfyjameshacktivist @jhurlsworld #negative #grime #metal #hard #artist
One the I have infamously named the million dot mother fucker I've been listening to a fair bit of @hacktivistuk gettin my inspiration going so I had to get this done #tattoo  #tattoos  #tattooer  #tattooed  #tattooist  #girlswithtattoos  #guyswithtattoos  #design  #drawing  #sketch  #art  #artwork  #dotworktattoo  #dotwork  #hacktivist  #tattoodesign  #circle  #chameleonpens  #blackandgreytattoo  @timfyjameshacktivist @jhurlsworld #negative  #grime  #metal  #hard  #artist 
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You going to find 100 negative things . It only take one positive to erase all of that 😀. #positive #smile #beard #selfie #negative
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Sam and Emma, Fire Nightclub, Vauxhall 2016.

Note: will be starting to get my head bit more focused, so will be back to uploading new stuffV soon x #london #olympusmjuii #redlight #negative #analog #nightclub #nightlife #35mm  #justgoshoot
HOW TO DEAL WITH TOXIC PEOPLE:
If you can’t escape the touch people in our life:
1. Don’t allowed them to manipulate you into acting in certain ways. (For instance, don’t allow them to control you by being moody, demanding or rude)
2. Don’t make excuses for their bad behavior or their inappropriate and over-the-top reactions.
3. Don’t tip toe around them or live your life walking on egg shells.
4. Don’t be afraid to speak up for yourself and to call thing what they are. (A lot of the time we are too polite to say anything, especially in social settings. But, that just perpetrates the situation, and keeps you feeling trapped and negative).
5. Establish personal boundaries. Do not allowed other people to treat you in rude or disrespectful ways. Remember that we teach other people who to treat us!
6. Don’t allow them to play emotional games. For instance, speak up when they are being rude and offensive by saying something like, “Was it your intention to try to make me look bad when you said that?). Often a direct approach, especially in public, is very effective. 
7. Remember not to take things personally as it’s really about THEM, and not you.
HOW TO DEAL WITH TOXIC PEOPLE: If you can’t escape the touch people in our life: 1. Don’t allowed them to manipulate you into acting in certain ways. (For instance, don’t allow them to control you by being moody, demanding or rude) 2. Don’t make excuses for their bad behavior or their inappropriate and over-the-top reactions. 3. Don’t tip toe around them or live your life walking on egg shells. 4. Don’t be afraid to speak up for yourself and to call thing what they are. (A lot of the time we are too polite to say anything, especially in social settings. But, that just perpetrates the situation, and keeps you feeling trapped and negative). 5. Establish personal boundaries. Do not allowed other people to treat you in rude or disrespectful ways. Remember that we teach other people who to treat us! 6. Don’t allow them to play emotional games. For instance, speak up when they are being rude and offensive by saying something like, “Was it your intention to try to make me look bad when you said that?). Often a direct approach, especially in public, is very effective. 7. Remember not to take things personally as it’s really about THEM, and not you.
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Il concetto di negativo è relativo ⚫️⚪️ il senso trovatelo voi!
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Cue ugly crying. I knew this was coming, but it still hurts. And the nurse hit a nerve during my blood draw. FML.
Cue ugly crying. I knew this was coming, but it still hurts. And the nurse hit a nerve during my blood draw. FML.
🤓Про критику и мнение🤓

Конструктивной критика может быть только тогда, когда человек действительно разбирается в том, о чём говорит

Учитель исправляет ошибки ученика и объясняет их ему
Автомеханик объясняет владельцу машины, из-за чего возникла поломка

Но субъективная критика не может быть конструктивной☝

Внешность, интересы, характер, выбор одежды - всё это субъективно
Никто не может быть экспертом твоей личности, внешности и так далее

Даже если твою внешность критикуют 50% высказавшихся, это значит только то, что 50% не нравится твоя внешность, НО нравится остальным 50%

Это НЕ конструктивная критика, и ты не обязан её воспринимать

Этот человек хочет НЕ принести тебе пользу, а высказаться и быть услышанным

Вот почему этих критиков так злит, когда их не слушают
Сыплются банальные аргументы
🎈Ты не умеешь воспринимать критику
🎈Со стороны виднее (НЕТ! Со стороны не виднее, это субъективное мнение)
🎈Ты считаешь правильным только собственное мнение

Так эти "эксперты" проявляют
🎈Эгоцентризм
🎈Неумение видеть собственные недостатки
🎈Необходимость соответствовать стандартам

Такая критика бесполезна
Прислушиваться к ней - вредно для тебя

И это не ты "не умеешь воспринимать критику"
Это не критика, и воспринимать её вообще не нужно😉
#мысли#психология#критика#стильжизни#саморазвитие#моймир#Гатчина#life#lifestyle#psychology#criticism#reality#negative#myworld#russiangirl#Gatchina#hometown#nature#travel#park#photo#instalike#instasize#like#follow
🤓Про критику и мнение🤓 Конструктивной критика может быть только тогда, когда человек действительно разбирается в том, о чём говорит Учитель исправляет ошибки ученика и объясняет их ему Автомеханик объясняет владельцу машины, из-за чего возникла поломка Но субъективная критика не может быть конструктивной☝ Внешность, интересы, характер, выбор одежды - всё это субъективно Никто не может быть экспертом твоей личности, внешности и так далее Даже если твою внешность критикуют 50% высказавшихся, это значит только то, что 50% не нравится твоя внешность, НО нравится остальным 50% Это НЕ конструктивная критика, и ты не обязан её воспринимать Этот человек хочет НЕ принести тебе пользу, а высказаться и быть услышанным Вот почему этих критиков так злит, когда их не слушают Сыплются банальные аргументы 🎈Ты не умеешь воспринимать критику 🎈Со стороны виднее (НЕТ! Со стороны не виднее, это субъективное мнение) 🎈Ты считаешь правильным только собственное мнение Так эти "эксперты" проявляют 🎈Эгоцентризм 🎈Неумение видеть собственные недостатки 🎈Необходимость соответствовать стандартам Такая критика бесполезна Прислушиваться к ней - вредно для тебя И это не ты "не умеешь воспринимать критику" Это не критика, и воспринимать её вообще не нужно😉 #мысли #психология #критика #стильжизни #саморазвитие #моймир #Гатчина #life #lifestyle #psychology #criticism #reality #negative #myworld #russiangirl #Gatchina #hometown #nature #travel #park #photo #instalike #instasize #like #follow 
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My biggest achievement: was when I was 15 years old #teenparent  i had to make one of the biggest decisions of my life. I needed #support to raise my infant daughter , family had their own stuff going on... It was a struggle for money for diapers, food, transportation it was very difficult to attend school and work without stable babysitting I couldn't find that consistent , stress free support no where. I learned about the mother child #grouphome  from the case worker at school , it seemed more promising than my situation at the time. But I had to give up something to get something. in order for me to live there I needed to put my #pride to the side and #truthfully explain the harsh conditions that was causing me to struggle aka I had to " snitch" in order to get help . This made me feel extremely #vulnerable as I understood this could have potentially have a adverse #negative impact on my siblings and mother . I was in the position where I had to choose between #family and my #future .... for my daughter to have a brighter future,  I chose the future of my own family... I chose my daughter 🏆 🤷🏽‍♀️ .____
the reason I say this is my biggest #achievement is because as a #peoplepleaser it was hard for me to put my needs first... this decision had #liberated me it set me on the path of creating my own life #narrative Instead of making #excuses and using my situation as a crutch I took #action I believe this one decision #changed the #dynamic of my entire #life! .____
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My biggest achievement: was when I was 15 years old #teenparent  i had to make one of the biggest decisions of my life. I needed #support  to raise my infant daughter , family had their own stuff going on... It was a struggle for money for diapers, food, transportation it was very difficult to attend school and work without stable babysitting I couldn't find that consistent , stress free support no where. I learned about the mother child #grouphome  from the case worker at school , it seemed more promising than my situation at the time. But I had to give up something to get something. in order for me to live there I needed to put my #pride  to the side and #truthfully  explain the harsh conditions that was causing me to struggle aka I had to " snitch" in order to get help . This made me feel extremely #vulnerable  as I understood this could have potentially have a adverse #negative  impact on my siblings and mother . I was in the position where I had to choose between #family  and my #future  .... for my daughter to have a brighter future, I chose the future of my own family... I chose my daughter 🏆 🤷🏽‍♀️ .____ the reason I say this is my biggest #achievement  is because as a #peoplepleaser  it was hard for me to put my needs first... this decision had #liberated  me it set me on the path of creating my own life #narrative  Instead of making #excuses  and using my situation as a crutch I took #action  I believe this one decision #changed  the #dynamic  of my entire #life ! .____ #personaldevelopment  #singlewomen  #winning  #strongblackwoman  #confessions  #readytowin  #strongwomen  #overcomingadversity  #womenempowerment  #successstory  #fostercare 
this morning was filled with emotional chaos for me. too much going on all over the world. too much tense energy in the air. woke up at 5 in the morning and was welcomed by extreme traffic that literally brought me to tears . missed my first class. went back to bed with puffy eyes to try and calm myself but my mind was still racing & my body just trying to hold it in. i just wanted to disappear. tried to take deep breaths but my lungs were so tight , almost as if my body was giving up. so closed my eyes, tears still trying to pour out so I just stop fighting . fighting my emotions, my body , i let go of trying to make things disappear and I started to just let it all pass through me. I passed out,  i was so exhausted mentally . woke up and tried this all over again feeling depleted but with nothing else to hold in , i was open to the possibility of starting new. I remembered I always have this opportunity to start anew. do I feel a hundred percent happy, no. but I'm okay, and things will be okay. so here I am sharing something bright even when there's darkness around and within . if you read this thank you 💜 (this was before the rainstorm lol)
this morning was filled with emotional chaos for me. too much going on all over the world. too much tense energy in the air. woke up at 5 in the morning and was welcomed by extreme traffic that literally brought me to tears . missed my first class. went back to bed with puffy eyes to try and calm myself but my mind was still racing & my body just trying to hold it in. i just wanted to disappear. tried to take deep breaths but my lungs were so tight , almost as if my body was giving up. so closed my eyes, tears still trying to pour out so I just stop fighting . fighting my emotions, my body , i let go of trying to make things disappear and I started to just let it all pass through me. I passed out, i was so exhausted mentally . woke up and tried this all over again feeling depleted but with nothing else to hold in , i was open to the possibility of starting new. I remembered I always have this opportunity to start anew. do I feel a hundred percent happy, no. but I'm okay, and things will be okay. so here I am sharing something bright even when there's darkness around and within . if you read this thank you 💜 (this was before the rainstorm lol)