In case you were wondering what I was cooking up in my story from the other day... 😜Just wanted to take the time to say THANK YOU for following along—it means the world 😊😊 ALSO, I was thinking of printing this onto cards that would be available from my online store. Thoughts?¿
Filming this was harder than I thought. At first it was a fantasy, just an expression of long lost lust and desires from the past but it was more than that and I knew it. After I finished fulfilling it I was left more empty than full and more disappointed than satisfied. It wasn't what I imagined it would be because what I imagined was a world where my emotions wouldn't have made an impact on my thoughts. Instead it was cathartic and very real. I cried when I finished because I knew what it really meant for me and my marriage. I had followed through on the very thing I promised I would never do and it was simultaneously the most thrilling and heartbreaking feeling in the world. Partly because I did it and partly because I didn't... There is no rehearsal for life. It just is what you have in front of you. Living in this world and not the imaginary one, while more painful, is better in the long run for personal growth.
Mum has been making these record clocks! Im so in love with this one... hit her up if you want to buy one 😆 @zhali2 👈🏻 I also scored this amazing framed vintage print while out scavenging this morning for $5! I may not entirely understand it, but I like it! What a bargain 👍🏻 #lovesabargain
NOVEMBER. A time for gratitude and reflection; a time to plan for 2018. New photo, new marketing, and new things on the horizon to serve my family, friends, musical audience, and real estate clients. 😁#realtor#realestate#newthings#gratitude#hawaii