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We are proud to be a part of this awesome setup belonging to @foppstar . Thanks man! 👽🎶👽🎶👽🎶👽🎶👽🎶👽 . . . . . #yes  #rockon  #analogalien  #guitareffectspedals  #dowhatyoulove  #musicislife  #gear  #pedals  #effects  #pedalboard  #guitarists  #Repost  @foppstar (@get_repost) ・・・ Just finished building my new Pedalboard with pedals I've picked up over this past year and from my birthday. 😎 So many different tone options/combinations that I could literally use this board with any band I've worked for in the past decade and nail their tone perfectly. 🤘🏼🎉 #npd  #foppstaramps  #ernieball  #mxr  #analogalien  #tcelectronic  #jimdunlop  #eventide  #jhv3  #thorpyfx  #voodoolab  #carlmartin  #polytune  #pedaltrain  #geartalk  #pedalboardsofdoom 
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This picture popped up in my notifications yesterday. It's a picture that has terrible triggers and reminders. A year ago, things were very bad in my relationship. Very confusing and turning into something I couldn't understand. This trip to Iceland was supposed to be an amazing 40th birthday celebration for me, but it turned out to be the worst vacation. He never once told me Happy Birthday. I faked everyone out and posted pics as though it was a great time, but it wasn't. I tried to make the best of it, but my "partner" was picking at me and arguing with me the entire time. I had already dreaded going on this trip because I knew in my gut this was the beginning of the end. Little did I know the next 6 months after this would be the worst period of my life. Throughout our relationship, he always took pictures of my backside, never of us together or of my face, unless I asked him to. It was always very hurtful because he was very quick to take pics of him and his girl friends or females he met. It made me feel less then, not adequate, not pretty or beautiful. This picture, in all the time I knew him, was the only one that I asked him to take of me of my backside. I wanted this moment for myself. While I have a very difficult time thinking about or looking at pictures of this Iceland trip, this picture is the only one that I truly love. And it's because it reminds me that I am a singular entity in this world. I always have been and always will be. I live for being out in beautiful places in the world. Soaking in the calm and embracing the amazing moments in my life. I live for travel and he tried to take it on as his own all the time and I'm sure still does. I will never let anyone take away my lust for life again. I will never let anyone abuse me or manipulate me ever again. I tell these stories because many people have come to me to tell me THEIR stories. Abuse happens a lot more than you think or want to believe. There are people you know going through this right now or have gone through it. People need to be more aware of what the signs are and what it truly is and how damaging it is. I got out. It's still a lot of work daily, but I'm free and feel amazing.
This picture popped up in my notifications yesterday. It's a picture that has terrible triggers and reminders. A year ago, things were very bad in my relationship. Very confusing and turning into something I couldn't understand. This trip to Iceland was supposed to be an amazing 40th birthday celebration for me, but it turned out to be the worst vacation. He never once told me Happy Birthday. I faked everyone out and posted pics as though it was a great time, but it wasn't. I tried to make the best of it, but my "partner" was picking at me and arguing with me the entire time. I had already dreaded going on this trip because I knew in my gut this was the beginning of the end. Little did I know the next 6 months after this would be the worst period of my life. Throughout our relationship, he always took pictures of my backside, never of us together or of my face, unless I asked him to. It was always very hurtful because he was very quick to take pics of him and his girl friends or females he met. It made me feel less then, not adequate, not pretty or beautiful. This picture, in all the time I knew him, was the only one that I asked him to take of me of my backside. I wanted this moment for myself. While I have a very difficult time thinking about or looking at pictures of this Iceland trip, this picture is the only one that I truly love. And it's because it reminds me that I am a singular entity in this world. I always have been and always will be. I live for being out in beautiful places in the world. Soaking in the calm and embracing the amazing moments in my life. I live for travel and he tried to take it on as his own all the time and I'm sure still does. I will never let anyone take away my lust for life again. I will never let anyone abuse me or manipulate me ever again. I tell these stories because many people have come to me to tell me THEIR stories. Abuse happens a lot more than you think or want to believe. There are people you know going through this right now or have gone through it. People need to be more aware of what the signs are and what it truly is and how damaging it is. I got out. It's still a lot of work daily, but I'm free and feel amazing.
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If you've escaped an abusive relationship, know that your abuser will go to great lengths to get you back under their roof. Under their control.
They may act nice and promise that they've changed, or they may stalk and threaten. Never give in. Never go back.
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@Regrann from @johnmarkgreenpoetry - . . If you've escaped an abusive relationship, know that your abuser will go to great lengths to get you back under their roof. Under their control. They may act nice and promise that they've changed, or they may stalk and threaten. Never give in. Never go back. . #johnmarkgreenpoetry  #johnmarkgreen  #quote  #toxic  #toxicrelationship  #badlove  #instafeel  #spilledink  #instadaily  #abusiverelationship  #NPD  #narcissist  #truthbomb  #poetsofinstagram  #poet  #abuse  #instaquotes  #igpoets  #domesticviolence  #writingcommunity  #qotd  #domesticviolenceawareness  #domesticabuse  #nocontact  - #regrann 
."Đừng đuổi theo một con ngựa. Hãy dùng thời gian mà bạn đuổi theo con ngựa ấy để trồng cây, đợi tới năm mới sang, xuân về, hoa nở, cũng là lúc có cả đám tuấn mã cho bạn lựa chọn. " #longhaibeach #happyweekend #NPD
."Đừng đuổi theo một con ngựa. Hãy dùng thời gian mà bạn đuổi theo con ngựa ấy để trồng cây, đợi tới năm mới sang, xuân về, hoa nở, cũng là lúc có cả đám tuấn mã cho bạn lựa chọn. " #longhaibeach  #happyweekend  #NPD 
At night, the bats of Texas rise up to defend our farms 🦇🌵At 349 ft deep, the Devil's Sinkhole is the largest single chambered cave in Texas, and home to some 5 million Mexican free-tailed bats.
At night, the bats of Texas rise up to defend our farms 🦇🌵At 349 ft deep, the Devil's Sinkhole is the largest single chambered cave in Texas, and home to some 5 million Mexican free-tailed bats.
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If you've escaped an abusive relationship, know that your abuser will go to great lengths to get you back under their roof. Under their control.
They may act nice and promise that they've changed, or they may stalk and threaten. Never give in. Never go back.
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#johnmarkgreenpoetry
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#quote #toxic #toxicrelationship #badlove #instafeel #spilledink #instadaily #abusiverelationship #NPD #narcissist #truthbomb #poetsofinstagram #poet #abuse #instaquotes #igpoets #domesticviolence #writingcommunity #qotd #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticabuse #nocontact
. . If you've escaped an abusive relationship, know that your abuser will go to great lengths to get you back under their roof. Under their control. They may act nice and promise that they've changed, or they may stalk and threaten. Never give in. Never go back. . #johnmarkgreenpoetry  #johnmarkgreen  #quote  #toxic  #toxicrelationship  #badlove  #instafeel  #spilledink  #instadaily  #abusiverelationship  #NPD  #narcissist  #truthbomb  #poetsofinstagram  #poet  #abuse  #instaquotes  #igpoets  #domesticviolence  #writingcommunity  #qotd  #domesticviolenceawareness  #domesticabuse  #nocontact 
🌸ਸਾਡੀ ਜਿੱਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ🌹ਉਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ ਰਹਿਣ ਦੇ....
ਲੋਕੀ ਕਹਿੰਦੇ ਠੱਗੀ💞ਏ,❤️ਤੇ ਠੱਗੀ ਰਹਿਣ ਦੇ....
🌸💘ਸਾਡੀ ਜਿੱਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ ਉਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ ਰਹਿਣ ਦੇ....। #myeverything🌸 #mylove  #jyoondasahara #saimeher #adbjd #npd
🌸ਸਾਡੀ ਜਿੱਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ🌹ਉਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ ਰਹਿਣ ਦੇ.... ਲੋਕੀ ਕਹਿੰਦੇ ਠੱਗੀ💞ਏ,❤️ਤੇ ਠੱਗੀ ਰਹਿਣ ਦੇ.... 🌸💘ਸਾਡੀ ਜਿੱਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ ਉਥੇ ਲੱਗੀ ਰਹਿਣ ਦੇ....। #myeverything 🌸 #mylove  #jyoondasahara  #saimeher  #adbjd  #npd 
Moving on from the smear into a healthy relationship is the best option to deal #moveon #motivationalquotes #narc #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #npd #nocontrol #psycho #psychopathfree
Anyone else's #narcissist love to ruin the holidays, special events or something they KNEW was important to you? Mine found ways to sabotage most all of them and did it the day before or day of, ensuring he ruined my experience. #ExposeTheNarc.
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Anyone else's #narcissist  love to ruin the holidays, special events or something they KNEW was important to you? Mine found ways to sabotage most all of them and did it the day before or day of, ensuring he ruined my experience. #ExposeTheNarc . . . . . #narcissit  #narcissists  #narc  #narcs  #narcissism  #NarcissisticAbuse  #NarcissisticPersonalityDisorder  #NPD  #NPDSurvivor  #WolfinSheepsClothing  #Liar  #Cheater  #Manipulator  #MaskOff  #Abuse  #GodHatesAbuse  #EmotionalAbuse  #VerbalAbuse  #MentalAbuse  #DomesticAbuse  #WomanWarrior  #Survivor  #SurvivorofAbuse 
Always fight for what you think is morally and ethically right. Do what is right. To push a mental health patient over the edge is horrible and so wrong I can not find words for it. To even think about that is the devils work.
Why fixate on someones life and make your lifegoal to bring that person down? How boring and sad can someone who does that be? To me those people aren't human beings. Speak your truth always. Be righteous. Keep your consciense clear.
#finnishgirl #natural #brunette #beautiful #changes #ptsd #anxiety #innerpeace #highvibes #doyou #yesican #recovery #healing #strength #moral #ethics #mentalhealth #support #stopthestigma #narcissism #npd
Always fight for what you think is morally and ethically right. Do what is right. To push a mental health patient over the edge is horrible and so wrong I can not find words for it. To even think about that is the devils work. Why fixate on someones life and make your lifegoal to bring that person down? How boring and sad can someone who does that be? To me those people aren't human beings. Speak your truth always. Be righteous. Keep your consciense clear. #finnishgirl  #natural  #brunette  #beautiful  #changes  #ptsd  #anxiety  #innerpeace  #highvibes  #doyou  #yesican  #recovery  #healing  #strength  #moral  #ethics  #mentalhealth  #support  #stopthestigma  #narcissism  #npd 
When you’re in love, it can be difficult to pay attention to anything but the person in front of you. So many of us have been blinded while we’re enamored with another person, and it can be hard to bring ourselves back to reality. But it’s important to pay attention, because sometimes, you can end up in a one-sided relationship, where you are doing all the work and your partner ends up making you feel worse instead of better about yourself.
When you’re in love, it can be difficult to pay attention to anything but the person in front of you. So many of us have been blinded while we’re enamored with another person, and it can be hard to bring ourselves back to reality. But it’s important to pay attention, because sometimes, you can end up in a one-sided relationship, where you are doing all the work and your partner ends up making you feel worse instead of better about yourself.
I've never read truer words. 
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Home. 🏡 Dorothy from The Wizard of Oz after walking the yellow brick road said: "There's no place like home..." And of course she's right. But what if what we experience at home is less than ideal? What if we're continually dismissed, neglected, ignored, stone-walled and abused whether physically, verbally or emotionally... ? That is not going to lead us to believing home is a wonderful place but instead a dark, awful place we want to escape from. If you are going through this I believe it's important to know that you are not alone... there are people who have been through similar. When I started this journey I knew something wasn't right at home; especially in regards to being stone-walled and walking on eggshells. Instead of being appreciated and loved you soon find yourself being treated poorly yet wondering how you can fix it. That's the thing about someone personality disordered; they treat you badly, discredit your feelings and then twist it to be all your fault. ..... .
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Home. 🏡 Dorothy from The Wizard of Oz after walking the yellow brick road said: "There's no place like home..." And of course she's right. But what if what we experience at home is less than ideal? What if we're continually dismissed, neglected, ignored, stone-walled and abused whether physically, verbally or emotionally... ? That is not going to lead us to believing home is a wonderful place but instead a dark, awful place we want to escape from. If you are going through this I believe it's important to know that you are not alone... there are people who have been through similar. When I started this journey I knew something wasn't right at home; especially in regards to being stone-walled and walking on eggshells. Instead of being appreciated and loved you soon find yourself being treated poorly yet wondering how you can fix it. That's the thing about someone personality disordered; they treat you badly, discredit your feelings and then twist it to be all your fault. ..... . . . #narcissism  #narcissists  #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse  #sociopath  #sociopaths  #truth  #escaped  #home  #toxicpeople  #stonewall  #neglect  #toxicrelationships  #marriage  #empowerment  #empoweringmen  #encouragement  #realtalk  #npd  #realtalk 💯 #texasblogger  #fortworthblogger  #gracepowerstrength 
New Pedal Day! Luis @manticconcepts whipped up this real down-to-earth custom paint job for the Vitriol distortion and it sounds as good as it looks. @fairfieldcircuitry wins for my favorite compressor ever, too 🤤🤤
New Pedal Day! Luis @manticconcepts whipped up this real down-to-earth custom paint job for the Vitriol distortion and it sounds as good as it looks. @fairfieldcircuitry wins for my favorite compressor ever, too 🤤🤤
Yep. This is absolutely the case with my ex narc, who tried to bring me down to her level. So much so that she spent a year of her life at it, as she literally had nothing better to do with herself (Except cheat again on her boyfriend/secret green card husband with guys she talks to online. But that's okay, as he spent the end of the year cheating on her, as well. I checked a couple dating sites out of curiosity and got a good laugh out of seeing him regularly active on them all through the holidays and into the new year, all while using her own laptop). The end result of all her effort? I have my own place, I'm finishing a Masters Degree, I'm a college professor and high school teacher, and I have friends and family who surround me and care about me, with multiple friendships going back decades. She, on the other hand, is in her mid 30's living with her parents and totally dependent on them, is a college dropout, a total failure in her career of choice, is incapable of even holding down a 5-hour/week part time job, doesn't have a single friend in the world, and her family tolerates her at best (And even her own mother recognizes that she's a lousy person). And all while the guy she tried to wreck my life over was busy cheating on her and telling people how much he despises her behind her back, all while he takes advantage of her elderly parents, living in their house rent free despite having a full time job. Like a pig in the slop, she tried to drag me down into the mud with her. The only thing she succeeded in doing, though, is reminding me that I was way too good for her. #narcissist #narcissists #narcissism #narc #narcabuse #narcawareness #narcissisticinjury #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticrecovery #narcissisticrelationship #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness #npd #toxic #toxicpeople #toxicrelationships #sociopath #psychopath #emotionalabuse #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse #flyingmonkey #wickedwitch #pathologicalliar #jezebel #jezebelspirit #hypocrite #hypocrisy
Yep. This is absolutely the case with my ex narc, who tried to bring me down to her level. So much so that she spent a year of her life at it, as she literally had nothing better to do with herself (Except cheat again on her boyfriend/secret green card husband with guys she talks to online. But that's okay, as he spent the end of the year cheating on her, as well. I checked a couple dating sites out of curiosity and got a good laugh out of seeing him regularly active on them all through the holidays and into the new year, all while using her own laptop). The end result of all her effort? I have my own place, I'm finishing a Masters Degree, I'm a college professor and high school teacher, and I have friends and family who surround me and care about me, with multiple friendships going back decades. She, on the other hand, is in her mid 30's living with her parents and totally dependent on them, is a college dropout, a total failure in her career of choice, is incapable of even holding down a 5-hour/week part time job, doesn't have a single friend in the world, and her family tolerates her at best (And even her own mother recognizes that she's a lousy person). And all while the guy she tried to wreck my life over was busy cheating on her and telling people how much he despises her behind her back, all while he takes advantage of her elderly parents, living in their house rent free despite having a full time job. Like a pig in the slop, she tried to drag me down into the mud with her. The only thing she succeeded in doing, though, is reminding me that I was way too good for her. #narcissist  #narcissists  #narcissism  #narc  #narcabuse  #narcawareness  #narcissisticinjury  #narcissisticabuse  #narcissisticrecovery  #narcissisticrelationship  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness  #npd  #toxic  #toxicpeople  #toxicrelationships  #sociopath  #psychopath  #emotionalabuse  #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse  #flyingmonkey  #wickedwitch  #pathologicalliar  #jezebel  #jezebelspirit  #hypocrite  #hypocrisy 
Yep. My ex narc has left a trail of victims behind her, but they all survived her, and any future victims will also survive her, especially since she seems to be having a harder and harder time maintaining her mask. So much so that she couldn't even hold it together for more than six months in a long-distance relationship with a guy 3,000 miles away that she never even met in person. If she can't manage that, then she'll definitely never be able to hold down a real relationship again. At least not unless it's another illegal alien that she locks down into a fraudulent green card marriage. 😒 #narcissist #narcissists #narcissism #narc #narcabuse #narcawareness #narcissisticinjury #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticrecovery #narcissisticrelationship #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness #npd #toxic #toxicpeople #toxicrelationships #sociopath #psychopath #emotionalabuse #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse #flyingmonkey #wickedwitch #pathologicalliar #jezebel #jezebelspirit #hypocrite #hypocrisy
Yep. My ex narc has left a trail of victims behind her, but they all survived her, and any future victims will also survive her, especially since she seems to be having a harder and harder time maintaining her mask. So much so that she couldn't even hold it together for more than six months in a long-distance relationship with a guy 3,000 miles away that she never even met in person. If she can't manage that, then she'll definitely never be able to hold down a real relationship again. At least not unless it's another illegal alien that she locks down into a fraudulent green card marriage. 😒 #narcissist  #narcissists  #narcissism  #narc  #narcabuse  #narcawareness  #narcissisticinjury  #narcissisticabuse  #narcissisticrecovery  #narcissisticrelationship  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness  #npd  #toxic  #toxicpeople  #toxicrelationships  #sociopath  #psychopath  #emotionalabuse  #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse  #flyingmonkey  #wickedwitch  #pathologicalliar  #jezebel  #jezebelspirit  #hypocrite  #hypocrisy 
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He lifted the gun to where I could see it clasped in his fingers and his breath burned my nose. I told him he didn't have the courage. His eyes were fierce.  I walked away shaking from head to toe and laughing, and haven't returned since. #life #death #shoes #pink #pinkshoes #highheals #laughing #burned #burning #hand #shaking #shakingfromheadtotoe #toes #he #codependency #cod #bpdrecovery #npd #mentalhealth #disassociation #hyperromance #cptsd #traumabonding #anxiety #depression #story #mystory #iam #courage #gun
He lifted the gun to where I could see it clasped in his fingers and his breath burned my nose. I told him he didn't have the courage. His eyes were fierce. I walked away shaking from head to toe and laughing, and haven't returned since. #life  #death  #shoes  #pink  #pinkshoes  #highheals  #laughing  #burned  #burning  #hand  #shaking  #shakingfromheadtotoe  #toes  #he  #codependency  #cod  #bpdrecovery  #npd  #mentalhealth  #disassociation  #hyperromance  #cptsd  #traumabonding  #anxiety  #depression  #story  #mystory  #iam  #courage  #gun 
I'm amazed by two things about narcissists. First, their total inability to accept responsibility for the horrible things that they do to people. And second, when they flat out lie about some of the things that they've done to people and pretend like those things never happened. The latter implies that they're at least aware that there are people who would recognize the wrongness of their actions, which is why they have to cover them up. And yet nowhere in there is any sense of shame or guilt for their behavior. They truly are soulless husks, lacking in the most basic emotions which makes for a human being. #narcissist #narcissists #narcissism #narc #narcabuse #narcawareness #narcissisticinjury #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticrecovery #narcissisticrelationship #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness #npd #toxic #toxicpeople #toxicrelationships #sociopath #psychopath #emotionalabuse #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse #flyingmonkey #wickedwitch #pathologicalliar #jezebel #jezebelspirit #hypocrite #hypocrisy
I'm amazed by two things about narcissists. First, their total inability to accept responsibility for the horrible things that they do to people. And second, when they flat out lie about some of the things that they've done to people and pretend like those things never happened. The latter implies that they're at least aware that there are people who would recognize the wrongness of their actions, which is why they have to cover them up. And yet nowhere in there is any sense of shame or guilt for their behavior. They truly are soulless husks, lacking in the most basic emotions which makes for a human being. #narcissist  #narcissists  #narcissism  #narc  #narcabuse  #narcawareness  #narcissisticinjury  #narcissisticabuse  #narcissisticrecovery  #narcissisticrelationship  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness  #npd  #toxic  #toxicpeople  #toxicrelationships  #sociopath  #psychopath  #emotionalabuse  #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse  #flyingmonkey  #wickedwitch  #pathologicalliar  #jezebel  #jezebelspirit  #hypocrite  #hypocrisy 
El Dominador del Partido: Borja Lasso.💪🏼🔴⚽️
Léela completa en nuestra web. Link en la bio📝⬅️
#ElDominador #BorjaLasso #SevillaFC #NacidosParaDominar #VamosMiSevilla #ForzaSevilla #Sevillismo  #RamónSánchezPizjuán #SevillaFCEspanyol #Jornada1 #LaLiga #PrimeraDivision #Sevilla #SFC #NPD #ElDominadorDelPartido #MVP
CRÓNICA | Liga Jornada 1 | Sevilla FC - RCD Español (1-1): "Mente en la Champions".
Léela completa en nuestra web. Link en la bio.📝⬅️
#CrónicaSFC #SevillaFC #NacidosParaDominar #VamosMiSevilla #ForzaSevilla #Sevillismo #Berizzismo #RamónSánchezPizjuán #SevillaFCEspanyol #Jornada1 #LaLiga #PrimeraDivision #Sevilla #SFC #NPD
Abyssal's new baby has arrived! No knob slow death fuzz from nihilist ! Getting ready to record the new album
#npd #funeraldoom #abyssaltj #effectspedals #fuzzpedal #doommetal
About to be #NPD for me!! The most excellent dudes Chris over @chesapeakeeffects & Adam @acidsplashdesigns helped me with a custom rehouse project to breathe some new life into some of my old favorite pedals! From right to left: the lineup is Digitech Synth-wah, Metal Master, Boss DD3 Delay, and a Ditto looper. Chris also replaced some old pots for me, so my new spaceship won't need any repairs in the near future 🚀 Also, all I did was send Adam some art and he came up with this awesome finish! I can't thank either of you guys enough for this 😃#instagood #effects #console #custom #pedal #collaboration #pedalenvy
About to be #NPD  for me!! The most excellent dudes Chris over @chesapeakeeffects & Adam @acidsplashdesigns helped me with a custom rehouse project to breathe some new life into some of my old favorite pedals! From right to left: the lineup is Digitech Synth-wah, Metal Master, Boss DD3 Delay, and a Ditto looper. Chris also replaced some old pots for me, so my new spaceship won't need any repairs in the near future 🚀 Also, all I did was send Adam some art and he came up with this awesome finish! I can't thank either of you guys enough for this 😃#instagood  #effects  #console  #custom  #pedal  #collaboration  #pedalenvy 
😂🤣😂 This is SO my ex narc. She was dumped by her fiancée five years ago and she's still obsessive over the guy, and was recently raging over the fact that the guy recently got married. This is a man who she tells people physically abused her and "borderline raped her" (Although in later retellings she's started to claim he did rape her. I guess in her mind he's crossed the border since sharing that story with me?). And yet in reality, he dumped her. And the supposedly abusive guy she's glad she's away from? After he moved to the other side of the state, she ended up moving into the same town shortly after, just a few miles away from him. She cyber stalks him to this day, which is why she's aware of his marriage, all while claiming he was the abuser in that relationship. Meanhwhile, the man has wholly moved on from his miserable experience being with her, he's become very successful, and he's happily married to the love of his life, to which I say good for him. #narcissist #narcissists #narcissism #narc #narcabuse #narcawareness #narcissisticinjury #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticrecovery #narcissisticrelationship #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness #npd #toxic #toxicpeople #toxicrelationships #sociopath #psychopath #emotionalabuse #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse #flyingmonkey #wickedwitch #pathologicalliar #jezebel #jezebelspirit #hypocrite #hypocrisy
😂🤣😂 This is SO my ex narc. She was dumped by her fiancée five years ago and she's still obsessive over the guy, and was recently raging over the fact that the guy recently got married. This is a man who she tells people physically abused her and "borderline raped her" (Although in later retellings she's started to claim he did rape her. I guess in her mind he's crossed the border since sharing that story with me?). And yet in reality, he dumped her. And the supposedly abusive guy she's glad she's away from? After he moved to the other side of the state, she ended up moving into the same town shortly after, just a few miles away from him. She cyber stalks him to this day, which is why she's aware of his marriage, all while claiming he was the abuser in that relationship. Meanhwhile, the man has wholly moved on from his miserable experience being with her, he's become very successful, and he's happily married to the love of his life, to which I say good for him. #narcissist  #narcissists  #narcissism  #narc  #narcabuse  #narcawareness  #narcissisticinjury  #narcissisticabuse  #narcissisticrecovery  #narcissisticrelationship  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorderawareness  #npd  #toxic  #toxicpeople  #toxicrelationships  #sociopath  #psychopath  #emotionalabuse  #emotionalabuseawareness  #emotionalabuseisstillabuse  #flyingmonkey  #wickedwitch  #pathologicalliar  #jezebel  #jezebelspirit  #hypocrite  #hypocrisy 
I always wanted to learn how to play the guitar, but the beginning seemed so slow and frustrating...
... Then I bought a buttload of pedals and I didn't care any more. 
Happy Sunday! ・・・
#pedalporn #pedals #pedaljunkie #guitarfx #geartalk #guitarpedal #guitar #guitargear #fxpedal #vintagetone #tone #pedaloftheday #tonejunkie #gearporn #gearnerds #toneheaven #gearaholics #guitarpedals #guitareffects #stompbox #effectspedals #peerlessmusic #knowyourtone #npd
I always wanted to learn how to play the guitar, but the beginning seemed so slow and frustrating... ... Then I bought a buttload of pedals and I didn't care any more. Happy Sunday! ・・・ #pedalporn  #pedals  #pedaljunkie  #guitarfx  #geartalk  #guitarpedal  #guitar  #guitargear  #fxpedal  #vintagetone  #tone  #pedaloftheday  #tonejunkie  #gearporn  #gearnerds  #toneheaven  #gearaholics  #guitarpedals  #guitareffects  #stompbox  #effectspedals  #peerlessmusic  #knowyourtone  #npd 
How's this for a #StompboxSaturday ?!?!
Traded some pedals for this awesomely clean @danelectro_official Reel Echo! I've wanted one of these for years and now it's in the collection! 
@amigoguitarshows
How's this for a #StompboxSaturday  ?!?! Traded some pedals for this awesomely clean @danelectro_official Reel Echo! I've wanted one of these for years and now it's in the collection! @amigoguitarshows
Just finished building my new Pedalboard with pedals I've picked up over this past year and from my birthday. 😎 So many different tone options/combinations that I could literally use this board with any band I've worked for in the past decade and nail their tone perfectly. 🤘🏼🎉 #npd #foppstaramps #ernieball #mxr #analogalien #tcelectronic #jimdunlop #eventide #jhv3 #thorpyfx #voodoolab #carlmartin #polytune #pedaltrain #geartalk #pedalboardsofdoom
🎥by: Sam Vaknin - Hoovering - (example) - Narcissist Re-idealizes Discarded Sources Of Narcissistic Supply - check out Sam's videos on YouTube. #samvaknin #narcissist #discard #hoover #reidealize #psychology #npd #relationships #marriage #divorce #codependant Full Video: https://youtu.be/Va32SSPWa1w
« Charlie représente notre meilleure option pour un leader qui améliorera non seulement le rang électoral de notre Parti mais un leader qui fournira aussi aux Canadiens un gouvernement véritablement progressiste. » James Ryan, Ancien Président de l’Association des enseignants des conseils scolaires catholiques anglophones de l’Ontario #comptezsurmoi #ndpldr #npd
« Charlie représente notre meilleure option pour un leader qui améliorera non seulement le rang électoral de notre Parti mais un leader qui fournira aussi aux Canadiens un gouvernement véritablement progressiste. » James Ryan, Ancien Président de l’Association des enseignants des conseils scolaires catholiques anglophones de l’Ontario #comptezsurmoi  #ndpldr  #npd 
800 Neo-Nazis took to the streets of Berlin today to mark the anniversary of the death of Rudolf Hess - Hitler's Deputy Führer. More than 1,500 Anti-Fascist protestors (and some 500 members of the police force), resulted in a curtailed march and a 6 hour stand-off. This is the first time in 10 years that a Neo-Nazi march of this scale has been attempted in Berlin. Whilst it remains a criminal offence in Germany to glorify the Nazi era or its emblems, reconfigured flags - a red, white and black loophole to the law - were touted in defiance.
800 Neo-Nazis took to the streets of Berlin today to mark the anniversary of the death of Rudolf Hess - Hitler's Deputy Führer. More than 1,500 Anti-Fascist protestors (and some 500 members of the police force), resulted in a curtailed march and a 6 hour stand-off. This is the first time in 10 years that a Neo-Nazi march of this scale has been attempted in Berlin. Whilst it remains a criminal offence in Germany to glorify the Nazi era or its emblems, reconfigured flags - a red, white and black loophole to the law - were touted in defiance.
Forever rewiring the board. can't wait to hear the boss rv500, tho! @boss_europe #boss #npd #perfectfit #stereopedalboard #lavacable
Set up my little "shop" at the @amigoguitarshows in Costa Mesa today! Got the beautiful @ramosguitars KevStar "Bandido" and an assortment of cool pedals and cables for sale!
Come by for a spell!
Set up my little "shop" at the @amigoguitarshows in Costa Mesa today! Got the beautiful @ramosguitars KevStar "Bandido" and an assortment of cool pedals and cables for sale! Come by for a spell!
You get addicted to this lovebombing. There is nothing better in the world than being the object of his idolization. But it's only a trick to get you stuck. #narcissist #narcissism #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder #narcissisticabuse #npd #npdabuse  #predator #parasite #fakelove #fraud #abuse #abuser #abusive #pathologicalliar #liar #lies #lovebombingisnotlove #pretending #conman #conartist #brainwash #mindgames #mindcontrol #fuckboy #pornaddict #hedoesntloveyou #hesplayingyou #hewilldestroyyou
You get addicted to this lovebombing. There is nothing better in the world than being the object of his idolization. But it's only a trick to get you stuck. #narcissist  #narcissism  #narcissisticpersonalitydisorder  #narcissisticabuse  #npd  #npdabuse  #predator  #parasite  #fakelove  #fraud  #abuse  #abuser  #abusive  #pathologicalliar  #liar  #lies  #lovebombingisnotlove  #pretending  #conman  #conartist  #brainwash  #mindgames  #mindcontrol  #fuckboy  #pornaddict  #hedoesntloveyou  #hesplayingyou  #hewilldestroyyou 
In the course of trying to relay your horrific experience to others, you will no doubt be asked, almost accusingly "then if your relationship was so abusive, why did you stay?!?" It is a classic "blaming the victim" move that creates retraumatization (again that tendency for people to put others down so they can feel superior), however it is usually done mindlessly in response to something one cannot relate to unless one has experienced it personally. And even you will have a hard time understanding and explaining it, since the truth is that red flags were everywhere, neglect was rampant, and your #abuser was emotionally absent and also downright mean (this occurs after you have been "hooked" in the relationship and the "love bombing" phase is over). So here's a little help out, and this is only half the story: it's called TRAUMA BONDING and it's biological as well as emotional. There are several preconditions that make a person more susceptible to #TraumaBonding in abusive relationships, like "...growing up in an unsafe home makes later unsafe situations have more holding power." Narcissists are like cult leaders; they use #fear, isolation, an "us against the world" philosophy, false promises, #lies, future faking, punish-and-reward strategies, and the idea that no one will ever love you as much as they do to keep you bound to them. It is only when you break free, when you finally find the courage to escape them (they think they own you for life) that you come to understand and have to wrestle with the invisible strings (ropes, really) that have you strapped and bound to your abuser. Cutting off all contact is therefore crucial to recovery, as well as time, support and a serious focus on recovering your health, because you will be in shocking shape by the time you escape. And YOU have to do the escaping, because they will never leave you alone. "I'm in your life forever" my abuser told me after a particularly brutal "hoovering" session. No, you are not, you bastard; no, you are not. #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #NPD #NPDAbuse #EmotionalAbuse #PsychologicalAbuse #CoerciveControl #MaybeHeDoesntHitYou #MenAreVictimsToo #IfMyWoundsWereVisible #NoContact
In the course of trying to relay your horrific experience to others, you will no doubt be asked, almost accusingly "then if your relationship was so abusive, why did you stay?!?" It is a classic "blaming the victim" move that creates retraumatization (again that tendency for people to put others down so they can feel superior), however it is usually done mindlessly in response to something one cannot relate to unless one has experienced it personally. And even you will have a hard time understanding and explaining it, since the truth is that red flags were everywhere, neglect was rampant, and your #abuser  was emotionally absent and also downright mean (this occurs after you have been "hooked" in the relationship and the "love bombing" phase is over). So here's a little help out, and this is only half the story: it's called TRAUMA BONDING and it's biological as well as emotional. There are several preconditions that make a person more susceptible to #TraumaBonding  in abusive relationships, like "...growing up in an unsafe home makes later unsafe situations have more holding power." Narcissists are like cult leaders; they use #fear , isolation, an "us against the world" philosophy, false promises, #lies , future faking, punish-and-reward strategies, and the idea that no one will ever love you as much as they do to keep you bound to them. It is only when you break free, when you finally find the courage to escape them (they think they own you for life) that you come to understand and have to wrestle with the invisible strings (ropes, really) that have you strapped and bound to your abuser. Cutting off all contact is therefore crucial to recovery, as well as time, support and a serious focus on recovering your health, because you will be in shocking shape by the time you escape. And YOU have to do the escaping, because they will never leave you alone. "I'm in your life forever" my abuser told me after a particularly brutal "hoovering" session. No, you are not, you bastard; no, you are not. #Narcissist  #Sociopath  #Psychopath  #NPD  #NPDAbuse  #EmotionalAbuse  #PsychologicalAbuse  #CoerciveControl  #MaybeHeDoesntHitYou  #MenAreVictimsToo  #IfMyWoundsWereVisible  #NoContact 
To all of the amazing photographers out there, who I may or may not know, TODAY is especially for you !🙌🏽 Sincerely from DBM, you are so important to all of the Graphic Designers out there! #nationalphotographyday #npd #promote #spreadtheword #photography #referrals #influence #inspires #motivates #dreamcatcher #dream #reality #ibuildrelationships #yourfavorite #graphicdesign #yourfavoritedesigner #dbm #designsbymia #markedbymia
Ya tenemos ALINEACIÓN confirmada del Sevilla FC para el partido de esta noche en el Estadio Ramón Sánchez-Pizjuán a las 22.15 horas (beIN LaLiga).💪🏼🔴⚽️
#AlineaciónSFC #SevillaFC #NacidosParaDominar #VamosMiSevilla #ForzaSevilla #Sevillismo #Berizzismo #RamónSánchezPizjuán #SevillaFCEspanyol #Jornada1 #LaLiga #PrimeraDivision #UltimaHoraSFC #Sevilla #SFC #NPD
The NPD Marine Unit assisted the Fairfield PD today near Penfield Reef for two missing persons in the water.  #MarinePolice #NPD
The NPD Marine Unit assisted the Fairfield PD today near Penfield Reef for two missing persons in the water. #MarinePolice  #NPD 
Ain't this the truth though? If anyone were to spend a week or two with my abuser (or my father, a classic altruistic narcissist), you'd be forgiven for thinking that they were truly lovely people. Because they certainly play that role to a T, so long as you're also playing the part they've cunningly scripted for you or you have something they want (this is the key to a narcissist's 'heart'). But challenge their authority, point out their indiscretions, refuse to be party to their dishonesty (they lie pathologically and are dishonest beyond belief) or reject their abusive ways and you will see a side of them that the general public could not imagine exists. Your stories will understandably sound unbelievable, and people will be unable to reconcile the atrocities you describe with the wonderful charmer they know. But this is exactly how abusers get away with the horrific things they do; by playing innocent, by being incredibly helpful and warm, by spreading vicious lies about their victims while pretending to be the victim, and by recruiting others to their side of the story using perfectly practiced flattery and charm. They are absolute masters at distorting their own realities and managing others' impressions, and they do this in order to not have to face themselves ever. #TheEvilAmongUs #ToxicPeople #ToxicFamily #NPD #NPDAbuse #Narcissist #Sociopath #Psychopath #CovertNarcissist #CoerciveControl #PathologicalLiar #SmearCampaign #SiblingAbuse #FamilyScapegoat #AbuseByProxy #FlyingMonkeys #IBelieveYou #YouAreNotAlone #IfMyWoundsWereVisible #EscapeAbuse #GetHelp #NoContact #ProtectYourChildren #SurvivorCommunity
Ain't this the truth though? If anyone were to spend a week or two with my abuser (or my father, a classic altruistic narcissist), you'd be forgiven for thinking that they were truly lovely people. Because they certainly play that role to a T, so long as you're also playing the part they've cunningly scripted for you or you have something they want (this is the key to a narcissist's 'heart'). But challenge their authority, point out their indiscretions, refuse to be party to their dishonesty (they lie pathologically and are dishonest beyond belief) or reject their abusive ways and you will see a side of them that the general public could not imagine exists. Your stories will understandably sound unbelievable, and people will be unable to reconcile the atrocities you describe with the wonderful charmer they know. But this is exactly how abusers get away with the horrific things they do; by playing innocent, by being incredibly helpful and warm, by spreading vicious lies about their victims while pretending to be the victim, and by recruiting others to their side of the story using perfectly practiced flattery and charm. They are absolute masters at distorting their own realities and managing others' impressions, and they do this in order to not have to face themselves ever. #TheEvilAmongUs  #ToxicPeople  #ToxicFamily  #NPD  #NPDAbuse  #Narcissist  #Sociopath  #Psychopath  #CovertNarcissist  #CoerciveControl  #PathologicalLiar  #SmearCampaign  #SiblingAbuse  #FamilyScapegoat  #AbuseByProxy  #FlyingMonkeys  #IBelieveYou  #YouAreNotAlone  #IfMyWoundsWereVisible  #EscapeAbuse  #GetHelp  #NoContact  #ProtectYourChildren  #SurvivorCommunity 
Quick video showing the new Comp Pro in action. First part is comp off and then you'll see me 'simulate' putting it on (of it was live you'd see the red LEDS light up interacting when I play). Also got my Friedman re-valved as well 👍🎛 NPD 💕👍🎛 No. 10 of 25 limited run of  the @keeleyelectronics 'Compressor Pro' loaded with a Mullard OC75 Germanium transistor added to the output. Also looks damn good dressed in red ☺️🎸 #keeleyelectronics #keeleyengineering #compressorpro #guitar #guitars #guitarfx #guitartone #robertkeeley @chrisvinnicombe @joe.supple @hboyde @nickb_boy #oc75 #germanium #npd #newpedal #newpedals #newpedalday #limitededitionpedals @friedman_amplifiers #minidirtyshirley #amp #guitaramp #stratocaster #stratoday #fender #fenderstratocaster #thebeatles #georgeharrison @victoryampsuk #victoryamps
Quick video showing the new Comp Pro in action. First part is comp off and then you'll see me 'simulate' putting it on (of it was live you'd see the red LEDS light up interacting when I play). Also got my Friedman re-valved as well 👍🎛 NPD 💕👍🎛 No. 10 of 25 limited run of the @keeleyelectronics 'Compressor Pro' loaded with a Mullard OC75 Germanium transistor added to the output. Also looks damn good dressed in red ☺️🎸 #keeleyelectronics  #keeleyengineering  #compressorpro  #guitar  #guitars  #guitarfx  #guitartone  #robertkeeley  @chrisvinnicombe @joe.supple @hboyde @nickb_boy #oc75  #germanium  #npd  #newpedal  #newpedals  #newpedalday  #limitededitionpedals  @friedman_amplifiers #minidirtyshirley  #amp  #guitaramp  #stratocaster  #stratoday  #fender  #fenderstratocaster  #thebeatles  #georgeharrison  @victoryampsuk #victoryamps 
@gurrpreetkaur is so rad! <3 this is such great help! 
The @tapestryaudio
Bloomery is here! Excited, hope it lives up to expectations. Sweep will take a little getting used to, but much better than the Boss, and hope it is as robust as it feels. (this thing is freakin heavy) Can't wait to out the walnut topper on this! 
Also, would love help with fx chain! 
Right now, it's tuner-comp-drive-Bloomery-drive-fuzz-amp. 
#NPD #newpedalday
@gurrpreetkaur is so rad! <3 this is such great help! The @tapestryaudio Bloomery is here! Excited, hope it lives up to expectations. Sweep will take a little getting used to, but much better than the Boss, and hope it is as robust as it feels. (this thing is freakin heavy) Can't wait to out the walnut topper on this! Also, would love help with fx chain! Right now, it's tuner-comp-drive-Bloomery-drive-fuzz-amp. #NPD  #newpedalday 
Demain, 11h30, joignez-vous à nous pour marcher avec #Fierté dans les rues de Montréal!
Pour nous trouver, il faut descendre (vers le sud) la rue Saint-Mathieu à partir de Ste-Catherine, et ensuite tourner vers l’est sur René-Lévesque. Notre camion sera sur René-Lévesque dans la section orange du défilé, qui est cette année divisé en blocs par les couleurs de l’arc-en-ciel. #Pride #Mtl #Youth #Jeunesse #NPD #NDP #canpoli #polcan
Demain, 11h30, joignez-vous à nous pour marcher avec #Fierté  dans les rues de Montréal! Pour nous trouver, il faut descendre (vers le sud) la rue Saint-Mathieu à partir de Ste-Catherine, et ensuite tourner vers l’est sur René-Lévesque. Notre camion sera sur René-Lévesque dans la section orange du défilé, qui est cette année divisé en blocs par les couleurs de l’arc-en-ciel. #Pride  #Mtl  #Youth  #Jeunesse  #NPD  #NDP  #canpoli  #polcan 
#new #diy #dod #pedal #day #npd it's the most hair metal pedal I've ever built.  Grey DOD250 circuit with a couple little extras ( clipping options and max gain range) #woof sounds great through the #marshall half stack
#new  #diy  #dod  #pedal  #day  #npd  it's the most hair metal pedal I've ever built. Grey DOD250 circuit with a couple little extras ( clipping options and max gain range) #woof  sounds great through the #marshall  half stack
🎥by: Josh Penn - It's Nothing Personal With A Narcissist NPD Narcopaths - please check out Josh's videos on YouTube. #joshpenn #psychology #npd #knowledge #gaslighting #lovebomb #domesticviolence Full Video: https://youtu.be/xQuoeYWUUXA
Perfect day to celebrate a mini victory in acceptance. ✨🦄✨
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In 2009, a Friend in Singapore told me my nick name was 'chili padi'. His way of gently saying I need to better manage my emotional outbursts. As much as I appreciated the compliment (my interpretation of Chili padi is tiny and powerful ☺️🤗🙊), I took the criticism to heart and wanted to soften my approach. Rather than fight fire with fire, I wanted to overcome adversity with love.
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Back then, it was EXTREMELY easy to push my buttons. I still slip from time to time and Chili padi Jess comes out but for the most part, I'm the one people turn to when they need help, motivation, a solution, or just a positive perspective on a less than desirable situation.
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Currently, I'm about 90% love and 10% Chili padi.
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That last 10% has been ridiculous to convert. I get mad at myself every time I allow a projection dominate me. On the other hand, silencing this part of me seems wrong. 🙈🙉🙊
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Anyways, the victory is my acceptance of that last 10%. I'm authentic. I'm brave. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I try my best. My rough edges are an important part of me. I'm sensitive. I'm perfectly imperfect.
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This acceptance happened when I was sitting with the puppy. He heard something outside and raced to the door barking. I know he was being protective and his outburst came from a place of love. It was then that I realised how much I enjoy the raw moments of others but have been cheating myself of enjoying my own personal raw moments. The pup was so overwhelmed with emotions. My first words to him were, "Thank you for being so protective, I love you too. I'm glad you are here. Such a strong puppy!"
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And these will be the words I say to myself during my raw moments... "Thank you for being so authentic. I'm glad you are here. I love you. You are so brave." ✨❤️✨
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#LoveConquersAll #MakeLoveNotWar #Be #Love #MindShift #TrustTheFlow #PositiveVibes #TooBlessedToBeStressed #SelfLove #Narc #NPD #Abuse #Survivor #Thriver #Alignment #ProgressNotPerfection  #EnjoyTheJourney #Healing #BePresent
Perfect day to celebrate a mini victory in acceptance. ✨🦄✨ . In 2009, a Friend in Singapore told me my nick name was 'chili padi'. His way of gently saying I need to better manage my emotional outbursts. As much as I appreciated the compliment (my interpretation of Chili padi is tiny and powerful ☺️🤗🙊), I took the criticism to heart and wanted to soften my approach. Rather than fight fire with fire, I wanted to overcome adversity with love. . Back then, it was EXTREMELY easy to push my buttons. I still slip from time to time and Chili padi Jess comes out but for the most part, I'm the one people turn to when they need help, motivation, a solution, or just a positive perspective on a less than desirable situation. . Currently, I'm about 90% love and 10% Chili padi. . That last 10% has been ridiculous to convert. I get mad at myself every time I allow a projection dominate me. On the other hand, silencing this part of me seems wrong. 🙈🙉🙊 . Anyways, the victory is my acceptance of that last 10%. I'm authentic. I'm brave. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I try my best. My rough edges are an important part of me. I'm sensitive. I'm perfectly imperfect. . This acceptance happened when I was sitting with the puppy. He heard something outside and raced to the door barking. I know he was being protective and his outburst came from a place of love. It was then that I realised how much I enjoy the raw moments of others but have been cheating myself of enjoying my own personal raw moments. The pup was so overwhelmed with emotions. My first words to him were, "Thank you for being so protective, I love you too. I'm glad you are here. Such a strong puppy!" . And these will be the words I say to myself during my raw moments... "Thank you for being so authentic. I'm glad you are here. I love you. You are so brave." ✨❤️✨ . . . . . . #LoveConquersAll  #MakeLoveNotWar  #Be  #Love  #MindShift  #TrustTheFlow  #PositiveVibes  #TooBlessedToBeStressed  #SelfLove  #Narc  #NPD  #Abuse  #Survivor  #Thriver  #Alignment  #ProgressNotPerfection  #EnjoyTheJourney  #Healing  #BePresent 
🎥by: Josh Penn - Example of the illusions of a narcissist - "It's Nothing Personal With A Narcissist NPD Narcopaths" - please check out Josh's videos on YouTube. #joshpenn #narcissist #codependent #psychology #npd #personalitydisorders #therapy #recovery #denial Full Video: https://youtu.be/xQuoeYWUUXA
Neues aus Bautzen:

Der Vize-Landrat von Bautzen, Udo Witschas (CDU), soll mit dem ehemaligen Chef der NPD-Bautzen Marco Wruck via Facebook gechattet haben.

Nach Informationen des MDR SACHSEN bagann der Chat zwischen den beiden am 6. August, nach Krawallen auf "der Platte" in Bautzen. In diesem Chat unterhielten sich die beiden über Flüchtlinge und vor allem den Lybier "King Abode" und das Spreehotel. Dabei hat Witschas ihn über ein Aufenthaltsverbot der Stadt Bautzen gegenüber dem Lybier informiert.

Politiker von SPD, B'90/DIE GRÜNEN und LINKE fordern den Rücktritt von Witschas. "Er ist als stellvertretender Landrat nicht mehr tragbar" sagte Christin Melcher (B'90/DIE GRÜNEN). Caren Lay von den LINKEN bezeichnet den Chat als "völlig inakzeptabel". Udo Witschas gibt den Chat zu, bestreitet aber die Weitergabe von Landratsamt-Internen Informationen und erklärt dass er nicht zurücktreten werde.

Wie können wir soetwas zulassen? 24.09.2017: AfD wählen ❕

Link zum MDR SACHSEN Artikel in der Bio⚠

P Kandler

#afd #cdu #bautzen #landrat #npd #rechtsextremismus #udowitschas #holdirdeinlandzurück
Neues aus Bautzen: Der Vize-Landrat von Bautzen, Udo Witschas (CDU), soll mit dem ehemaligen Chef der NPD-Bautzen Marco Wruck via Facebook gechattet haben. Nach Informationen des MDR SACHSEN bagann der Chat zwischen den beiden am 6. August, nach Krawallen auf "der Platte" in Bautzen. In diesem Chat unterhielten sich die beiden über Flüchtlinge und vor allem den Lybier "King Abode" und das Spreehotel. Dabei hat Witschas ihn über ein Aufenthaltsverbot der Stadt Bautzen gegenüber dem Lybier informiert. Politiker von SPD, B'90/DIE GRÜNEN und LINKE fordern den Rücktritt von Witschas. "Er ist als stellvertretender Landrat nicht mehr tragbar" sagte Christin Melcher (B'90/DIE GRÜNEN). Caren Lay von den LINKEN bezeichnet den Chat als "völlig inakzeptabel". Udo Witschas gibt den Chat zu, bestreitet aber die Weitergabe von Landratsamt-Internen Informationen und erklärt dass er nicht zurücktreten werde. Wie können wir soetwas zulassen? 24.09.2017: AfD wählen ❕ Link zum MDR SACHSEN Artikel in der Bio⚠ P Kandler #afd  #cdu  #bautzen  #landrat  #npd  #rechtsextremismus  #udowitschas  #holdirdeinlandzurück