I wish I was having my breakfast here again, this morning. Post-yoga Sunday brunching with a view of the shard and catch ups with friends (although slightly less zen when your sister messages to say her waters have broke just before the class. Deep breathing all round 😅😜) 🏙💘 #brunchwithaview
I tried a new camera antenna mod. Didn’t work. Back to the drawing board. Oh, and hit a tree head on at about 30mph after my video went out. I’m sure something has broken, I just refuse to access the damage at the moment.
As a society we capitalize on why do bad things happen. How could God allow that? My question is, how come so many fucking beautiful things have been happening to me today? How does God, who's perfect and loving 24/7 X ETERNITY, decide I'm worth the time of every day, every second, to pour grace and joy out on, not to mention countless gifts that aren't just ooey gooey spiritual stuff (I love those gifts too tho!) but emotional and physical support as I live two states away from my parents , when most 22 yr olds are NORMAL and don't move to Washington on a whim, but honestly feel sometimes like becoming my 3 y.o. self again, fumbling to the foot of their door and crying for snuggles 😂 😄😶 Why do good things happen? How about that. We know he's a good Father. Soooo we also know the enemy is a little prick, who destroys , like, everything he can. So why do bad things happen? Could it be we have an enemy--(and that enemy ain't your co-workers or boss or mother in law my friend☺). Could it be, we also have a rescuer who provides for us and cares for us regardless of our behavior and intent.
I made this video the day before 3 amazing things happened which were MAJOR stressors----at least, before they were fixed....And to me, it's nothing short of miraculous. So let me believe, there's someone out there caring for me, and whoever they are they're pretty fucking beautiful.
ANATOMIE D'UN BOWLCAKE 😱 : J'avais bien envie d'un bowlcake aux shokobons coulants (nan mais regardez moi ce choco qui fond 😱), sauf que vu l'orgie de grilled cheese hier entre copines, ce matin c'est un grand thé et un pamplemousse entier 😅
I've gained a bit of weight these past few months so I haven't been taking many pictures 😂. I think this is the most I've weighed in my entire life, 30lbs. piled onto my normal weight, damn! After ending my two year journey as a vegetarian for absolutely no reason other than cravings in addition to unhealthy eating habits & not to mention the many beers I've been drinking, it's now or never, enough is enough! My health is my responsibility & at the end of the day my decision wether I want to continue walking down a path filled with health issues & weight gain. With that being said I feel mentally & physically ready to loose the unwanted weight I've gained. My long term goal is to shed the unhealthy pounds I've gained & eventually regain a nicely toned/muscular physique. Along with the physical aspects of losing weight I am slowly cutting off all meats in order to continue my journey as a vegetarian once again. 💪🏼😎. (Not to mention how frustrated I've been getting when trying on my clothes from my entire wardrobe that don't fit even the slightest 😤😭!) #weightlossjourney#heaviestweight#beerbelly#unhealthy#goals#weightgoals#pathtoself#selfcare#bigboy#unwantedweight#huskyguy#hibernation#ornot#vegetarianism#tobecontinued#yesboyyesboyyesboy
There’s a big ol’ ball of change and death and beauty and grief bouncing around in my soulspace so loudly, too loudly, and I should be packing for LA and sweeping my floors, but listening to Bonobo and coming back to my mat seemed like a better idea. Until this one suggested that maybe what we all need in weeks like these is to just play a little.