This holiday is really weird my ild sister's boyfriend is really annoying ans get angry so easy for little things this is ridiculous and as always we have problems here ( ≖_≖)👎
Les vacances qui commence mal !! A cause du copain de ma grande soeur qui s'énerve pour un rien youpi ! A chaque fois qu'on est ici y a de la merde ! Nan mais please quoi ! ( ≖_≖)👎
You obviously are gonna read this because yeah but today is our three months and I couldn't be happier. I don't know what I would do without you. I can't wait for the day I can fall asleep in your arms every night while you play with my hair and kiss my forehead. I feel so safe with you. I feel protected, loved and wanted. My family besides my dad haven't even met you yet and they already adore you. You've changed me so much for the better. You saved me when no one or anything else could. You dragged me out of the darkest place I've been in and showed me so much color. You made my black and grey world go bright yellow. All of my friends are watching me change too. You understand me. You understand everything that's happened to me that made me how I am. You don't judge me or anything I do. You are the reason I'm alive. You are the reason I'm months clean. Your smile is just 😍😍💕💕😩 god. I already have sent you like 10 of the longest paragraphs you can send on kik but ah. I could write novels about you. I come back to see you in 12 days and it absolutely blows my mind. I've never been good with waiting or patience. But you make time go so fast. You make every second in between us being side by side worth it. Because when I'm there next to you I'm the best me I can possibly be. You help me grow. You help me be strong. I've been so in love with you since the day we met three years ago. The feelings only grew from there. I knew I would be with you again. I knew we would be infinite. I knew I was gonna marry you. I can't wait to do so either. My family's never liked anyone before you. And that's amazing, because honestly. There isn't gonna be another. I can't wait to jump back into your arms and fall asleep next to you. I can't wait to see the way your eyes look when you look at me. I can't wait to feel your heart beating next to mine. You saved me. You really did. You help my anxiety, you help everything. You push me to be better and to get better. You are gentle though. And I adore that about you. I adore every little detail about you. You mean so much to me you will never understand. (Continued in comments)
When you wake up
Do you still dream
Or just live like
The stories you tell me?
I hope you know
That some people still care
It's not me but I know they're out there
Does the world just keep spinning
When you're lying flat on your back?
Are you sure that you're even awake?
Do you know that you're my only mistake?