Layers of Lucidity
Posting later than normal today, mostly because I accidentally slept in late today. It's been a while since I lucid dreamed, and last night felt like a good time to jump back into it.
I guess I'm a little out of practice, as I got stuck inside a dream. I kept waking up, again and again, only to realize I was inside another layer of the dream. Everytime I would wake up and look out my window, the sky would be filled with vibrant geometric patterns quickly morphing.
It was a seemingly beautiful sight, but quickly started feeling dark when I realized I was trapped. Everytime I would wake up into a new layer of dreams, the patterns and colors would be different. I couldn't help feeling like there was some sort of significance to it, but I couldn't figure it out.
Until finally, I woke up into a layer of complete emptiness. I wasn't in the typical black void I've found myself in before, it was a white void of nothingness. I felt sick to my stomach at this point, and broke down crying.
I desperately wanted to wake up, but I felt like I was lost in this dream world.
Did I... die in my sleep? Is this it?
My thoughts kept getting more and more grim, until finally I saw an entity appear in the distance. This entity approached me, reached out it's hand, and touched it's finger tips against my forehead.
I immediately woke up, gasping for air.
I know it was a dream, but I can't help but feel like there was deeper meaning in it. The entity looked so strange, yet familiar to me. I can't help but think it was the same entity I had made contact with during a DMT trip two years ago.
I need to meditate on it.
Terrazzo: I can’t get enough. Design inspiration for DAYS. This piece is from the gorgeous @divisare_ (in love with them) but really I blame my obsession on @sarahshermansamuel and the stupid gorgeous work she’s been doing on @mandymooremm ‘s home.
I love technology and how it connects us all. I get so much joy from chatting to people here on Instagram. There's so many people who, although I've never met in real life, I have gained a great connection with! Please do say hi if you follow my content but we've yet to speak 👋🏻. Tonight I was watching The Handmaid's Tale (with French subtitles on for a bit of extra French practice 😉) and the idea of a future like that kind of scares me a bit! I've also been watching Black Mirror which has freaked me out too 😂Has anyone else been watching these shows!? Thought I'd include a beautiful technological style illustration by @ashleyronning to go alongside this post. I found her beauty of a zine in our lower case library room at The Assembly of Text 👌🏻
I treated myself to some #tombowbrushpens yesterday and spent a blissful evening drawing away whilst watching a film. It made me realise two things 1. I don't make enough time to draw for myself 2. I've definitely retained my childhood excitement when it comes to using new felt tips!
These brush pens are a delight, think I might need to invest in a few more colours and keep practicing with the blender pen. Thanks @tombowuk for making such lovely drawing tools!
Hier bei uns ist es eher Herbst 🍂. Es liegt kein Schnee und es ist auch keiner in Sicht. Um trotzdem in Winterstimmung zu kommen, gibt‘s hier ein Print mit Winterpflanzen.
Ich wünsche euch noch einen schönen Tag. ❄️