You asked, "Wait for me...."
I said, "I will wait for you...." Then... I trapped in the span of time and space
and we stand on two different sides of earth
Day by day and the time is flowing
Night by night and I can't stop dreaming
Knowing we're thousand miles apart, all I do is just crying
even it's been a while but my heart is still missing
Who can say "Love does not need to have" then start to through it with smiling
Who can say "Everything is gonna be alright" with no tears wet the heart
Who can survive standing between east and west of this planet
between day and night in the same moment
and keep to believe there will come a miracle to unite the difference
Memory of you becomes my shadow
Silence of you takes me to sorrow
Moments with you colors my life like a rainbow
And gift from you in my heart will always glow
When the story ends and becomes history
When memory turns into mystery
When finally I hear only symphony
I promise you,
Where there is sunset
I will MAKE A WISH
Do we just continue
with this game of ours?
Just waiting to see
who will get hurt first
and who would stay
Although it seems
as though you've already won.
How you may ask
This game is rigged
I'm staying but at the same time
I'm getting hurt and I'm just
waiting for you to notice.
When you realize that
you've hurt me
please oh dear don't
just don't say sorry
I'm tired of hearing that
so damn tired
What those it even change?
Did it bring back the time
I've spent on you or
erase the pain
you put me through?
No it didn't and to hell
with it when I say it never will
Don't just fill me
with empty promises
and words that
I know I would accept.
Fill me with actions
that would heal me
that would try to
mend back my heart
the one you tore apart.
Don't make me a cemetery
where your actions
are dead and ceasing to exist.
Where on every tombstone
are filled with your words
Do not let me be a cemetery
where you will be
the only flower
left on the grave of me.
Do not let me turn
Into an ocean
Where the water is
from my eyes
and the quiet
hums of the wind
is from my sobbing mouth.
And do not let my
heart be the dead leaves
that flow to places
we would never know.
Do not let me be your lover
if you already love another.
“mama, lay me down, i no longer want to be part of this loud world where people can kill bugs without worrying if tiny things have souls because mama i’ve been too small for my skin since i was born i’m sorry i know there are plenty of sunsets i should stick around to see but maybe those sunsets shouldn’t belong to me because i’ve been inhaling the sawdust from where all my selfhate has sanded me down into this little ocean of knots and oak, a treasure chest left empty, pandora’s box without hope, and mama i know i’ll make you cry if i go but i know i’ll cry instead if i stay and we both know i was always sort of selfish in every single way i’m sorry mama i’m sorry i don’t know what to say.”
unfinished poem iii // r.i.d (via inkskinned)// end of floral feed
سوت غربت می زند در پیچ و خمهای دلم
لحظه ها را می کشد بر پشت، غم های دلم
کوپه کوپه انتظارم در بخار پنجره
گم شده روی ضریح تو، قسم های دلم
سینه را در وسعت پرواز می بینم دریغ
لحظه ها هم می گریزد با قدم های دلم
ساز قلبم کوک شد با ضربه های گام تو
همنوازی می کنی با زیر و بم های دلم
جاده سوی بی نهایت می رود اما هنوز
سوت غربت می زند در پیچ و خمهای دلم
از کتاب: اگر شاعر نبودم
I can't wait to leave this city. I'm afraid to live, I'm afraid to leave. I'm afraid to bicker, and afraid to breathe. But maybe I won't or maybe I can't escape the city that buried me alive and breathing. The wind calls my name once more, and never before has the road welcomed my feet so readily.
The love you deserve will not send you mixed signals.
Love will not ignite false hopes, instead love will plant truthful hope and will commit to it. Love will be clear and it won’t leave you wondering in confusion.
The love you deserve will not be hurtful at all.
Love will not leave you with scars or trauma. Love will not call you names.Love will not leave you crying yourself to sleep, feeling sorry about yourself. Love will not walk away from you.
The love you deserve will not be brimming with uncertainties. Love knows who it wants and why. Love will be sure, sure of you.
The love you deserve will not make you feel bad about yourself.
Love will not belittle you. Love will not judge you or your past. Instead love will accept you, despite of your cracks. Love will recognize your issues and will listen to your anxieties and every single thing that goes on in your head – all your sentiments, worries and fears – and love will be eager to hear every single one of them. Love will never make you question if you’ll ever be good enough.
The love you deserve will prioritize you. Love will not be selfish.
The love you deserve will respect you one hundred percent.
All your ideas, beliefs, attributes, plans and aspirations. Love will always see the best in you. Love will welcome you with open arms. Love will not discourage you, your dreams or wishful thinkings. Love will support you all out in whatever you yearn to do, love will motivate you and will perpetually whisper in your ear that you can be the person you’ve always longed to be.
The love you deserve will be striking in its simplicity and it will find you. It will.
—@diantinio via @thoughtcatalog
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Feels so sad since im sparkless
I can't even brighten the mood without Marcus
Step on me next time and ill make you into a carcass
I remember in 6th grade there wasn't even a start kiss
Katie and I lasted for a week but she used me just mark this
On the calender folks it wasnt even a sharp bitch
A bunch of dicks through out middle school treated me like a carpet
After all the garbage I became an armed shit
Tanking things from school to offensive alarms on hit
I stopped caring about what words the bombs lit
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